The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Before Shen Chuxin left, he told Chang Geng that Xu Yan should wake up in the middle of the night, and he might not be in a good mood after waking up.If the person gets out of control, you must call the resident doctor over. He has already explained to the resident doctor how to deal with it.

Chang Geng grabbed his arm and stared at him without saying a word.

Shen Chuxin had no choice but to say: "The dark, claustrophobic space, plus the stimulation of that person in the early stage, these factors are too similar to 12 years ago, he can't stand it anymore." After waiting for two seconds, he comforted Chang Geng, "The current treatment The method is much better than ten years ago, don't worry. I can cure him, believe me."

He looked at the closed door of Xu Yan's ward, and continued, "At least, Xiaoyan trusts me, and he has you now. This is very important for treatment."

After Shen Chuxin left, Chang Geng sat in front of Xu Yan's bed, wanting to hold his hand, but afraid of hurting his bruised hand.You can only look at him by the light coming through the corridor.

Xu Yan seemed to be sleeping in pain, something that frightened him appeared in the dream.His brows were furrowed, his head swung from side to side, and his fists were loosened and clenched again.

Chang Geng called him in a low voice.

After calling a few times, Xu Yan woke up, opened his eyes and took a deep breath.

The lights in the ward were not turned on, so Xu Yan couldn't see the surroundings and didn't know where he was. He only knew that Chang Geng was by his side, so he sat up and called him, "Chang Geng, Chang Geng, are you there?"

Chang Geng sat by the bed and said softly: "I'm here." After speaking, he slowly hugged Xu Yan into his arms.

Xu Yan's eyes were wide open, revealing a piercing light, leaning on Chang Geng expressionlessly, and said, "Chang Geng, this is not our home, where is this?"

Chang Geng gently stroked his back and said, "Well, it's not our house." After a pause, he continued, "This is a hospital."

Xu Yan immediately sat up straight, stared at him and asked, "Hospital? Why are we in the hospital?"

Chang Geng was taken aback by Xu Yan's breathtaking gaze, he hugged him back again, and continued to comfort his back: "You fainted. The doctor needs to check. Don't worry, the doctor said it's nothing serious."

Xu Yan withdrew from his arms again, and lifted the quilt to get out of bed: "Since there is nothing serious, let's go back."

Chang Geng held him down: "The doctor also said that he needs to be observed, so don't worry."

Xu Yan's strength has never been so strong, and Chang Geng can't hold it anymore.Xu Yan insisted on leaving, saying, "I have nothing to do, I don't need to observe. Let's go home."

Chang Geng said: "Be good, be obedient, let's not leave yet, ah!"

Xu Yan said stubbornly: "I don't want to be in the hospital, I don't want to be in the hospital! Chang Geng, I want to go home."

Chang Geng was also a little anxious: "No!"

Xu Yan was held down by him and couldn't move. He was also very anxious, and his voice was a little crying: "I don't want to be in the hospital, let me go home, I want to go home!"

Now Xu Yan seemed to be a different person, Chang Geng really couldn't hold him down, so he had no choice but to ring the nurse's bell.In the end, the resident doctor came over and administered the injection according to Shen Chuxin's doctor's order, and Xu Yan calmed down.

Before falling into a deep sleep, Xu Yan looked at Chang Geng with aggrieved and pitiful eyes, and held his hand tightly and never let go.

Chang Geng kissed his forehead and whispered in his ear: "I will take you home soon, don't be afraid. I won't leave here."

Xu Yan fell into a deep sleep.

When Xu Yan woke up again, it was already the next afternoon.It happened that Shen Chuxin came over and was chatting with Chang Geng by the window.

Xu Yan sat up with his head pressed. He slept for too long and was a little groggy.

Seeing Xu Yan get up, the two stopped talking and walked to the bed.

Xu Yan looked at Chang Geng, but it was Shen Chuxin who came over.

Dr. Shen sat on the stool beside the bed, looked into Xu Yan's eyes, and didn't smile until Xu Yan's eyes fell on him, and said, "Want to go home?"

Xu Yan seemed to be at a loss for his question: "Brother Chu Xin, why are you asking me that. You are the one in the white coat, so it's up to you whether I can go home or not?"

Shen Chuxin turned around and said with a smile to Chang Geng: "Look at what I just said, he just needs to wake up."

Xu Yan looked at Chang Geng suspiciously, and Chang Geng said, "I'll take you home later."

Early in the morning, Shen Chuxin came over to check Xu Yan's room first, and learned about what happened in the middle of the night yesterday. In a state of severe anxiety, after going home to rest for two days, bring him over for psychotherapy, try not to let him stay alone during this time.

Last night, Chang Geng saw that Xu Yan was a little hysterical at the end, with lingering fears in his heart, and he didn't really believe that he would be able to stabilize now.Now seeing the person sitting in front of him, I feel relieved.

Chang Geng took him back to his home, filled the bathtub with water, and led him in to take a bath.

Xu Yan was very nervous about Chang Geng's sudden desire to help him take a bath, and wanted to push him out.Chang Geng remembered what Shen Chuxin said that he should not be left alone, that he could not go out alive, and finally said that because of too many small wounds on his body, it was inconvenient to take a bath by himself, at worst, he should treat himself as if he were in a swimming pool.

Xu Yan was finally persuaded by him, and sat beside the bathtub in his underwear to let Chang Geng bathe him.

Chang Geng didn't expect that he could give Xu Yan a bath without distraction.The main reason is that under such circumstances, it is really difficult for him to have any other thoughts.

For a whole afternoon and night, both of them stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.Only the delivery man knocked on the door.

Chang Geng applied for annual leave for both of them, and the rest of the time will be treated seriously.

In the past two days after returning home, Xu Yan couldn't sleep at night, and kept his eyes open until dawn.In order to allow him to sleep for a while, Chang Geng dragged him out to exercise during the day.

However, physical fatigue still couldn't overcome the brain under severe anxiety, Xu Yan couldn't fall asleep at all.

Looking at his pale face even under the sun, Chang Geng felt really uncomfortable.

The treatment time agreed with Shen Chuxin has arrived.

Before that, Chang Geng had a long communication and psychological construction with Xu Yan. Xu Yan stared at Chang Geng for a long time before saying, "If you want me to go, I will go."

So, Xu Yan sat in Shen Chuxin's consulting room.

After finishing the one-hour systematic consultation, Xu Yan leaned on Chang Geng exhausted.

Shen Chuxin came over with the diagnosis result, and said softly to Xu Yan, "Xiaoyan, we need to use systematic desensitization therapy."

Xu Yan's expression changed drastically, he sat up straight, clenched his hands into fists, and bit his lip.

Chang Geng covered his hand with his warm big hand, and said, "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

Systematic desensitization therapy is to induce patients to enter into situations that cause anxiety. Xu Yan once also received this kind of therapy.The doctors back then hoped to help him gradually overcome his anxiety state, but instead of helping him eliminate his anxiety, this kind of therapy back then made him fall into deeper anxiety.The longer the treatment time was, the more pain Xu Yan endured.

Xu Yan is naturally afraid of this kind of treatment now, and he doesn't know why Shen Chuxin still uses it.

Shen Chuxin seemed to understand his worry, and said in a deep voice: "Xiaoyan, it's different now than it was then, trust me, we can do it."

Xu Yan looked up at him, and Shen Chuxin directed his gaze to Chang Geng: "With Chang Geng accompanying you today, desensitization therapy will definitely work, I believe you. Let's try, shall we?"

When he said "Chang Geng", Xu Yan's vigilant eyes softened, and he turned to look at his boyfriend beside him.

Chang Geng touched his head, with endless tenderness in his eyes, coaxing him softly and saying, "Let's try together."

This is a source of trust without reason. Chang Geng's eyes made Xu Yan relax and nodded.

In fact, Chang Geng has no concept of desensitization treatment at all, and the psychology department is a very strange place.

All he needed to do was to sit quietly on one side of the treatment room, listening to the soothing music played by Shen Chuxin, and watching Xu Yan slowly enter the scene of that year under Shen Chuxin's guidance.

Chang Geng didn't know what was in the scene back then, but now he knew that no matter what it was, it hurt Xu Yan so deeply.

Shen Chuxin guided Xu Yan to go forward: "You came to the school gate, the door was open, many students walked into the school with their schoolbags on their backs, and you followed in."

It turned out that the story happened at school.

For the next time, Chang Geng watched Xu Yan helplessly, from the initial nervousness, shame and anger, to gradually becoming helpless, fearful, fearful, and finally curled up, shouting hysterically: "I am not! I am not !"

When Xu Yan finally huddled against the corner of the wall like a wounded little animal, a pair of warm hands touched his head, and a fiery embrace wrapped around his cold body.

Xu Yan clung to Chang Geng like a drowning man grabbing duckweed, and a familiar voice sounded in his ears: "This is not your fault, Xu Yan, you are not at fault. Don't be afraid."

Xu Yan was immersed in the moment that made him feel miserable, and when he was about to be swallowed by this desperate emotion, Chang Geng appeared and rescued him.He opened his eyes, and it took a long time for his eyes to focus. When he saw the familiar face, tears flowed down his face.

Xu Yan consumed too much, and after calming down, he almost collapsed.

Chang Geng fed him half a glass of water, carried him to the hospital bed arranged by Shen Chuxin, changed his sweat-soaked clothes, and let him have a good sleep.

After Chang Geng came out of the ward, he sat in front of Shen Chuxin.

Dr. Shen smiled wryly and said, "This is a sad story, do you want to hear it?"

Chang Geng's eyes were firm: "I don't think anyone is more qualified to listen than me."

Dr. Shen sighed: "Okay."