kiss Me

"It's raining……"

The person leaning on him said this out of nowhere, Qin Shu was stunned for a moment, not sure whether Lin Wu was awake or talking in his sleep, and when he lowered his head, he could only see the young man's thick and long eyelashes, which were lighter in color It is more conspicuous in the dark, even a slight tremor can be seen clearly, but the emotions in the eyes are covered tightly.

Probably aware of his gaze, Lin Wu raised his head to look at him, his eyes were covered with a layer of swaying water vapor, and his focus was not stable-then repeated word by word: "It's raining."

It is a rare shower in late autumn. At this time, it is already so small that it almost has no sense of existence. It melts into the night silently and is blocked by the foggy car windows. As a result, the small space in the back seat of the car is also stuffy with water vapor and damp. Yes, like some kind of ambiguous and secretive pre-note.

"Well, it's raining," Qin Shu reached out and touched the side of his neck, making sure that his pulse was not as heavy and fast as before, which almost made people wonder if he was allergic to alcohol, and then explained in a gentle voice, "Near the school It’s a one-way street, and you have to go around in a circle when you take a taxi back—you’ll be there just after a traffic light.”

Lin Wu let out a "huh" and seemed to be more drunk than before. The drunkenness was messed up by the short "hangover", and his thinking was also dull. He could only slowly receive the information around him, and he didn't know how much he understood. .

Judging from the results, it was obvious that he didn't understand much. A few seconds later, he snorted twice, pulled up Qin Shu's coat that was covering him like a child, covered his face, and crooked himself to hide himself in it. In each other's arms.

Qin Shu laughed, and pulled his coat that was about to hang down on the ground for him, thinking that this scene was a bit familiar. Lin Wu also had a fight with him like this when he first started school.

But after seeing it with my own eyes, I know that Lin Wu’s state of pretending to be drunk is actually very different from that of being really drunk. The former is an adult who spreads teasing signals intentionally or unintentionally, while the latter has completely turned back to an unreasonable child—these differences are in the The process of coaxing him into the car was vividly demonstrated. Lin Wu, who had pretended to be drunk a few months ago, would obediently cooperate with him and let him carry him into the car, and only fell on him intentionally or unintentionally after sitting firmly.

Unlike just now, a certain kid stuck on him and refused to let him stand up, insisting on maintaining physical contact with him, regardless of the people around him, sticking to his ear and calling brother, saying that he doesn't like to be in the rain, I still don't want to go back... It's exactly the same state as when I was a child when I was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night and stalked him begging for a hug in a daze.

——The sensibility hidden in the bones is exactly the same. Hearing him say "don't embarrass the driver", he will obediently let go, get into the car and drag his voice to say sorry to the taxi driver. The tone is [-]% sincere, but people It was crooked on him like a boneless one.

In those few minutes, Lin Wu was a bit like a cat who had just been put into a strange environment. I don't know whether it was because of the cold or a subconscious desire for dependence. Regardless of whether the driver would mind or not, he said some outrageous words in an unabashed volume, repeated "I like you" over and over again, as if saying he was wronged, and whispered some broken words that he couldn't understand.

He took off his coat and covered the children, he was a little thankful that the rain came in time, allowing them to leave half an hour earlier - he still didn't want others to see Lin Wu's appearance, as if he was defenseless against the world , distributing love without hesitation, or other pleasing emotions, of course he will get a lot more than others, but it is not [-]%.

The taxi couldn't drive into the school. Fortunately, the rain came and went quickly, and the rain had stopped by the time the car arrived at the school gate.

Lin Wu has never gotten up, but when he was drunk, he was as dazed as when he just woke up. He led him for a few steps, and when he entered the school gate to brush his face, he suddenly came back to his senses, and straightened up from the recognition machine. Turning to look at him a little aggrieved: "Brother, aren't we going home?"

The corners of his eyes were still red, spreading across his cheeks and spreading to his ears. I don't know if it was because of drunkenness or the cold wind, but it seemed that the white skin unique to mixed-race people became more transparent, showing a kind of distressing and fragile feeling. .

Qin Shu was slightly stunned, almost instantly aroused by his sadistic desires, the dark desire in his heart welled up untimely, and was quickly put back in the cage quietly - he lowered his eyes and took Lin Wu Pulling it aside, patiently gathered up the coat that was draped over the man's shoulders, then pulled up the hood and put it on for him, and lowered his head to touch his hot forehead under the cover of the hood.

"Hey, go back to the dormitory first," the young man's profile was outlined gently by the light, without any sharp edge, "Brother is here."

Lin Wu instinctively pasted him when he leaned over, but for the first time, he didn't obediently obediently, and the ending sound was very long, as if coquettish: "I don't want to go back to school..."

There are still 10 minutes before the access control of the dormitory building, and there is still time to walk back slowly. The school gate closes at 11:30. If Lin Wu wants to stay here for a while, it will not hinder PlanB who can't catch up with the access control and leave school to find a place to spend the night... ...Qin Shu thought silently, almost accepting any possible unreasonable troubles from the little drunk, but when he heard the other party's next sentence, he suddenly froze, as if his usual clear and clear rational thinking suddenly crashed into a car.

He heard Lin Wu say that he didn't want to go back to school, that it would be good to go back to his childhood, he didn't have so many taboos of adults, and he didn't have to worry about messing around, he wouldn't be jealous, he wouldn't think about the future, he wouldn't think about the future, would there be one? Respond, as long as you like it.

This is the first time he has uttered such a complete sentence after being drunk, but Qin Shu listened to it, but felt that any few words in it were familiar, as if he had heard it several times in barbecue stalls or taxis Over and over——Lin Wu said it in his heart many times, rehearsed it in a daze for many times, and finally put together the broken words, and then stood in the pale streetlights that were blurred by the humid air, and conveyed to him through the spirit of wine. he.

Before he could figure out how to answer, the little drunk blinked his eyes after finishing a long monologue, lowered his head, let the hood press down his messy forehead hair, and put his arms around his shoulders, as if he was caught by the scene just now. The words exhausted the rebellious mentality, and became sensible again, uttering a few words sullenly: "Brother, take me back."

The voice was sticky and soft, the unique softness after drunkenness.

Qin Shu lowered his eyes, tasted a bit of blood belatedly, and realized that he seemed to have bitten the tip of his tongue—there is a word called "biting the tongue to commit suicide". In the past few hundred seconds, compared with With pure restraint, he probably really thought about self-discipline.

Then he bent down, picked up the drunken boy, and recalled inappropriately that a few months ago, he also transported him back to the dormitory in the night.

Last time, he still cared about the eyes of the people around him, and chose to carry people back normally, but this time he carried them back without any obstacles. From the results, it seems that their relationship seems to be much closer.

However, he hugged Lin Wu, felt the other's body temperature through two layers of not-so-heavy fabrics, and the arm behind his back could almost embrace the other's rapid heartbeat, but he had the illusion that they were far apart.

Probably because Lin Wu didn't look at him, and didn't whisper some intimate words in his ear that crossed the line.

The whole journey was silent, Lin Wu didn't even intend to open his eyes, his whole body was enveloped by his oversized coat, as if he had sunk into some distant dream—but the arm around his shoulder never let go , clearly revealing the fact that they pretended to be asleep, or closed their eyes and rested their minds.

It wasn't until he walked into the dormitory that the drunk who fell into the warm environment at first finally opened his eyes, shook his head like a cat, threw off the hood that blocked his view, turned his head and looked straight at him, and yelled softly. He said "brother".

Lin Wu is like this, his preference for him is so obvious that it is about to overflow, as if relying on him has become a part of instinct, one of the constituent factors of all emotions, so that sometimes he feels that Lin Wu should be disappointed, should be awkward, or even Angry, but will still reap the unreasonable love of the other party at a certain moment, completely jumping out of the logical framework, making people unpredictable.

Qin Shu responded and asked if he should let him down and walk by himself, but only got the little drunk's non-essential answer "No elevator".

The implication is to pull him into the stairwell and steal some solitude in a hidden corner where there is no one in the middle of the night-this has almost become a routine when they go back to the dormitory every night.

But drunk people are not sober, and their actions are unpredictable.After deliberating for a moment, Qin Shu coaxed him into the elevator and told him to stop at the top floor—the senior students were doing internships at this time, and there was no one living on the top floor.

Lin Wu is very obedient now, and he nodded half-understanding when he heard the words. If his eyes were not too different from usual, and his focus was so swaying, judging from the response, he didn't really look like a drunk people.

However, a few minutes later, the door of the stairwell was opened and closed tightly, and his pretended sobriety completely melted into the dark night.

The alcohol-soaked kiss had been planned for a long time, and it was so blunt and hot that Qin Shu was taken aback. His first reaction was to reach out to hold his shoulder, so that the unbalanced little drunk would not trip over his left foot and fall with his right foot. Down—but it was interpreted by the drunk as refusal, and he paused for a few seconds like he was wronged, before sticking out his soft tongue and slowly licking his lower lip, like some small animal's cautious temptation.

Qin Shu remembered what he said earlier, and the "first confession" on the stage earlier, or the necklace that was snapped off after stepping down, and the lost scenes of several teenagers who were half true and false were piled up. At the same time, the alcohol escaped from the lips and tongue and fell on his heart, which was soft and heavy.

Then he suddenly realized that in the half autumn that has not yet passed, he seemed to have seen too many "not so happy" Lin Wu - almost as many times as the other party was happy because of him.