kiss Me

"why……"

When Lin Wu said this, he didn't deliberately lower his voice, and the voice-activated light turned on following his words, revealing the inappropriate posture of the two of them.

Most of the time in Qin Shu's life, he always restrained himself. Behaviors such as "sitting on the floor" rarely happened to him. There is a small scratch mark next to the collarbone, which looks almost a bit distressed.

The culprit who caused this embarrassing image was half-kneeling between his legs. Under his gaze, he slowly changed from kneeling on one knee to sitting on his knees. He propped himself up on the ground and leaned closer to him. The angle of view gradually changed from looking down to Turned into looking up, looking at him from bottom to top, the bottom of his eyes filled with a moist and warm light.

——One minute ago, Lin Wu was so kissed by him that he couldn't stand up, and suddenly squatted down as if lacking oxygen. He was startled, and quickly squatted down to check, and just fell into the fox's trap, and was hugged by the other side, Then use the hugging position to bring it back into a sitting position against the wall.

In all fairness, he never had the idea of ​​bullying Lin Wu, and the kisses were all restrained, as if locked tightly by the guilt in his heart, and completely gave up the initiative to the other party—but drunk people seem to be more prone to hypoxia, The corners of his eyes were also moist red, as if he had been bullied too much, and even his breathing was mixed with a thin sound.

"Why..." Lin Wu narrowed his eyes slightly, pressed his hot cheek to the inner side of his knee, and rubbed it slightly, his movements were ambiguous like some kind of blunt hint, but the words he said were vague and irrelevant Almost flirting, "Everyone thinks we're fine, we've been together for a long time... Only I know, I know it's not like that...Brother, why..."

"Why do we obviously like each other so... so much?" He stretched out his hand for an exaggerated length, and there was a bit of bravado in his words, "Why can't we be together..."

He thought about this question many times when he was sober, but he only dared to say it when he was drunk.

His lips were moistened by water stains, unnaturally red and swollen, so that Qin Shu doubted for a moment, wondering if he had bullied him unconsciously—the next second, the doubts were cleared up, and Lin Wu hung down. Looking at him, maintaining the posture of leaning on one of his legs, he bit his lower lip hard, as if he was seeking to wake up through the short-term pain.

The next sentence was said out of that bit of sobriety: "But I'm still not quite reconciled..."

The drunk man couldn't distinguish the severity of the force, and almost bit his lips. Qin Shu's heart was pulled, and he subconsciously reached out to stop it—but the drunk interpreted it as flirting, and wrapped his soft tongue around his fingertips, Licked like a small animal.

It's ridiculous, the stairwell in the dead of night, the kneeling and sitting postures, and the warm tip of the tongue wrapped around the cold fingers, the strong smell of alcohol just permeated, weaving a sticky and scalding web, dense Enveloping the two people airtightly, every inch of air is the carrier of turbulent sensuality, like the scene a few seconds before the vulgar bridge - but the lines stay before the communication, it is innocent, frank, and almost naive eight o'clock.

"...It's not because you rejected me, nor...well, it's not that I lack those identities..." Lin Wu held his fingertips, and opened and closed his lips in response to the words, like kisses one after another quietly.

If he looked up at Qin Shu at this time, he would probably be burned by the turbulent dark emotions in the other's eyes, but he kept his eyes down, and he was naturally caught in the gentle deception—at least Qin Shu's voice was still very gentle, softly Ask him "why is that", like a cunning adult patiently coaxing a child to tell the truth after drinking.

Lin Wu gave a vague "hmm", then shook his head again, as if he was playing a game with himself, he was silent for a long time before he cleared his throat, and answered his question obediently: "Because you don't believe me..."

Because he believed in Qin Shu unreservedly, without the slightest precautions, and even tried countless times to prove that he was no longer a child, and he was capable of taking possible risks without overprotection. He was an adult worthy of being treated equally—but Qin Shu still doesn't believe him, and preconceivedly takes all the responsibilities on himself, together with the contradictions, thoughts, self-blame, and the right to choose related to responsibilities.

Qin Shu didn't refute - Lin Wu was telling the truth, he didn't trust the other party, he didn't even trust anyone including himself, it was like walking on a one-way steel rope, any point of intersection that was extended would cause him to lose On balance, Lin Wu has already been called an exception among exceptions.

"Why..." Lin Wu paused, and then began to mutter the original question again, not knowing whether he really wanted to ask or just talking to himself, his throat was a little hoarse, and it sounded like weeping at first glance.

Hearing that Qin Shu's heart softened, he couldn't help but raised his hand and stroked his hair, almost wanting to fool him like this, saying some kind words but against his will to satisfy him as before, and said along with him, "I don't believe you." .

However, in the next second, the wind passed by silently, and the shoulders of the drunk with a high body temperature trembled, and he sneezed regardless of his image, which suddenly interrupted his inappropriate thoughts.

He took the coat that had been neglected by the two of them for a long time, shook it lightly, and put it on Lin Wu's shoulders: "Go back to the dormitory first, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it when we wake up tomorrow, good boy."

However, he was naturally ignored by the little drunk, and he tried his best to prove to him that he was "not good"——Lin Wu shook his head, fell into his arms with his clothes on, leaned his face on his belly, and vomited out his mouth when he spoke. The hot air can almost spill into his abdomen through the fabric.

Qin Shu took a tight breath, lowered his eyes to meet his gaze, but accidentally forgot to push him away.

"Qin Shu..." Lin Wu seldom called his name directly, but once in a while, it was more sensational than any other love words, and was even tinged with a strong sense of sexiness by the alcohol. There was a slight echo in the room, reminding him that he was not in bed.

"Well," Qin Shu took a deep breath calmly, almost unable to tell whether he did it on purpose, and could only respond with [-]% concentration, "What's the matter... go back first, please, be obedient. "

The drunk with blurred eyes shook his head, seemed to be very satisfied with his reaction, and a wet smile appeared in his eyes—then without waiting for him to say anything, he sat up slowly holding his belly, and stretched out his hand Hug him by the shoulders.

Then an equally moist kiss landed on his Adam's apple.

The same gesture might be regarded as flirting between other couples, but to Qin Shu, it was pure provocation and offense. He raised the hand placed by his side, but he still didn't follow his instinct and grabbed the boy's neck Throwing him off, he just clenched his fists silently, rolled over the ground with protruding joints, and calmed his mind with the bone-piercing coolness of the marble floor tiles.

You can't argue with a drunk—even if Lin Wu isn't drunk, he can't argue with him.

"Look..." As if sensing his sudden heavy breathing, Lin Wu raised his head, stretched out his hand to press the position of his heart, and then moved it down bit by bit, across the tense lower abdomen, and stopped at a certain place. The hotter part, "You obviously like me so much, why..."

"Why can't we be together?"

He just has such an ability, he can unknowingly confuse the boundary between innocence and sensuality, his actions are unavoidable hints, but the words he speaks have a clear sense of innocence, as if it is really a child's reckless questioning, you have to listen Don't stop until you get a satisfactory answer.

But a drunk is a drunk after all, his thinking and perception are slow, he may not remember anything when he wakes up, and only Qin Shu knows how messed up he is now, his heartbeat is faster than ever, and he is instinctively fierce Desire is mixed with some strange soft emotion, and it grows wildly under the calm skin he barely maintains—he doesn't even dare to speak, and he doesn't dare to touch the other person's body temperature, for fear that the slightest movement will break the The balance between each other, committing crimes that neither of them can bear.

After waiting for a long time for an answer, Lin Wu gave an annoyed "Yeah", sat up on his knees, met his gaze from a straight-up angle, and called "Brother" softly, pretending to be fake. Looking sober, she snapped her fingers and told him the reasons why she said so, all the big messy reasons.

For example, there is no absolute in everything, and there is no absolute complete preparation.

For example, running in with each other is obviously more efficient after being together-it's not just pretending to communicate like this now, it's really being together.

For example, "Actually, when you said 'you must promise me next time', my first reaction was to ask directly, so let's be together now"...

"Okay," Qin Shu interrupted him abruptly, lowered his eyes to avoid his gaze, and said softly, "Then let's be together."

Lin Wu froze suddenly, his right hand with three fingers upright froze in the air, and it took a long time to let it go weakly - the meaning behind this sentence was a bit too complicated for a drunk person.

So the world suddenly quieted down, leaving only the sound of each other's embarrassed breathing. Qin Shu sighed in the almost frozen silence, tasted the tension for the first time in his life, and thought that his life experience had been enriched again Some, seem to be moving closer to the world of "normal people".

Then he heard Lin Wu smile, and softly said in a complex tone between bitterness and satisfaction: "Look, you will agree to whatever I say."

It's a bit like a child who has been deceived by "Wolf is Coming" for a long time. He is used to lying on the spot, but he can't tell his occasional truth.

Qin Shu frowned, and before he had time to refute anything, he was gasped by the sudden filling of his bosom—Lin Wu leaned on his shoulder, as if finally overwhelmed by alcohol, and sank into a dream.

He was speechless for a moment, and in the end he chose the latter between opening his mouth to test and silently carrying him back to the dormitory.

Anyway, the words have already been said, and he doesn't mind saying it again when both of them are awake.