kiss Me

If he knew how virtuous he was when he was drunk, Lin Wu probably wouldn't allow himself to drink so much.

But there is a first time for everything. His first fragment happened in the late autumn night. A table of people tossed to the barbecue stand where it is not uncommon for anyone to get drunk. He knows that it is easy to mix wine with other types of wine.

He has never been drunk before, and he is very curious about the emptiness that gradually overflows in his body after drinking and his thinking is chaotic. He has the illusion of falling into the clouds in a trance, and his vision is also soaked by alcohol, as if he has been covered by a layer of overexposed light. With a warm yellow filter, people and things become blurred—the hearing is still normal, telling him that the game of "Truth or Dare" is not over yet, he voted a "1" in a daze, so It's his turn again to choose between truth or dare.

"The truth..." He was startled the moment he heard his own voice clearly, and his chaotic mind seemed to clear up for a few seconds—it was too sticky, and there were strange pauses between words, as if from honey. Struggling to pop out of the jar, his tone was far from his usual tone in front of people.

From an onlooker's point of view, it probably sounded like she was acting like a baby, but everyone was half drunk, so no one noticed the difference yet.

The problem is the expected gossip, "How old was the first kiss" - he reported a number in a daze, and in the middle of speaking, he heard a burst of booing around him, which was interpreted instinctively as teasing, and it was only after he sat down that he realized the abnormality His reaction wasn't because of the question itself, but because someone else changed around him while he was talking.

Qin Shu moved to his left hand side without making a sound, but didn't say much. Seeing him turn his head to look over, he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, as if to check the temperature, the cool palm felt very comfortable, so Instinctively, he raised his head and rubbed it, and uttered a few words vaguely.

Probably accusing Qin Shu of cheating, so many rounds were not punished.

"It's just luck," Qin Shu paused helplessly, followed his intentions and didn't withdraw his hand. Instead, he sat closer to him, lest the drunken person lose his balance and fall, "Drink too much It's not good for your health, so I won't drink it today..."

He was interrupted by Lin Wu before he finished speaking. The fingers of a drunk person were hot, and they pressed against his lips like cheating, and what he said was like a drunkard's quotation copied from some cliché TV series: "I'm not drunk, drink a little more Son."

It stands to reason that in the following plot, Qin Shu categorically rejected him, took his wine glass as a guardian and escorted him back to school, and even taught him a few words in a serious manner, telling him not to set an example.

But the fact is that Qin Shu's connivance with him is far beyond common sense, and he can count on one hand the harsh words he has said for more than ten years—except for some special occasions controlled by the desire to abuse—and he more or less guessed his excuse The reason for drinking to relieve sorrow, whether it is indulgence or guilt, is enough to kill those stopping words in the cradle.

So, after a few seconds of noise and silence, Qin Shu withdrew his hand on his forehead, picked up a can of beer and opened it for him, and tapped the cold soda can with his fingertips: "The last glass."

"The last glass" means "you can drink as much as you want", just like when he was a child he was obsessed with a certain brand of ice cream, he piled up a lot in the refrigerator, and ate it full all summer - a large bucket of ice cream was placed in the The top shelf of the refrigerator was not enough for him due to his height at that time, so when he wanted to eat, he had to knock on Qin Shu's door.

At first, his brother would say a few words to him symbolically, but later on, he knew that Qin Shu was studying and didn't want to disturb him, so he became greedy for ice cream. After hesitating for a long time, he decided to do it himself, stepping on a stool to get the ice cream The bucket—however, the height was calculated but the weight was not calculated. The plastic bucket full of ice cream was heavier than he imagined, and it fell down firmly when he missed it. He was startled and staggered from the low stool When it fell, the noise it made was louder than an ice cream bucket hitting the ground.

He didn't like to cry since he was a child, and that time was no exception. He just felt that he had gotten into trouble, and sat on the ground without reacting for a while, until he heard footsteps before he came back to his senses slowly, remembering that he should clean up a small piece of mess on the ground.

However, his brother seemed to blame himself more than he did. He didn't even look at the overturned ice cream bucket. He first picked him up and checked him all over, and he was relieved to make sure that he was not injured. Later, he never refused his desire to eat. The request for what he wants can be called anything and everything, and the degree of it is all up to him.

At that time, Qin Shu hadn't fully learned the seven emotions and six desires that a "normal person" should have. He treated him gently and calmly, more like a young actor who took a script from a responsible brother. Seeing vivid emotions close to self-blame in Qin Shu's eyes once was probably one of the hundreds of heartbeats in his ignorant childhood.

Quite abnormally, he lost interest in those ice creams later on, and didn't take the initiative to mention wanting to eat them until the end of summer. Instead, Qin Shu kept this matter in mind, and would ask him from time to time if he wanted ice cream—now thinking about it At that time, Qin Shu probably misunderstood something, thinking that he would rather risk being smashed to do it himself because he was afraid of being preached, so he blamed himself so much.

This long memory made his heart soften, as if he had returned to the abnormal mood at that time, and suddenly felt that the wine in front of him was meaningless.

So he shook his head, spit out a few vague words, leaned over to lean on Qin Shu, but didn't reach out to pick up the can of beer.

"I can't drink anymore," he narrowed his eyes and said softly, "It's uncomfortable, my heart is beating so tired..."

He probably didn't know that he would become extra soft when he was drunk. It wasn't the harmlessness he showed when he deliberately acted coquettishly in front of Qin Shu, but he unknowingly let go of all his defenses, and his whole body became a furry concretization The desire for dependence, even the voice became soft, like melting and flowing ice cream, anyone passing by would be rubbed with a little sweet and sticky liking.

Before he closed his eyes, a thought flashed through his mind. It started with "You can't act like a baby, adults should keep..." - but he couldn't remember the words after that, and they melted in the scorching wine in a mess.

He raised his arms in a daze, without any formed thoughts, but he tightened them contentedly the moment he sensed Qin Shu's embrace, and almost wanted to fall asleep like this, but he heard the noisy voices of people around him in his drowsiness. Who said it was raining, and said to go back to school before it rained heavily.

For those who are used to dealing with the aftermath of the show, when he heard these words, his subconscious still reacted a little, reminding him to wake up, but the awakening brought by the sense of responsibility only lasted for a few seconds, and his ears were blocked after a few seconds. Cover it up, and the only thing left in the world is the sound brought by bone conduction and heard by the ear attached to Qin Shu's body.

"Let's wait for a while if you're feeling uncomfortable," Qin Shu said, "Take a taxi back and let them go first."