fail love

When Dad came back from bringing breakfast outside, Tao Zhi had already wiped away his tears. Except for a little red eyes and nose, everything else looked normal.

"Why are you still crying? Crying like a little cat." Dad smiled and scratched Tao Zhi's red nose, "I still cry when I'm so big."

Tao Zhi didn't have time to eat breakfast in the morning. Dad bought his favorite crab roe buns. All of them were filled with big stuffing and the skin was thin. The soup left orange soup marks on the snow-white dough. The crab meat overflowed together, almost smelling off people's noses, Tao Zhi couldn't help swallowing a few mouthfuls of saliva, and embarrassedly covered up: "I'm not crying."

He was still talking in a low voice, but his father didn't expose him, and helped him insert the straw into the soy milk and handed it to his hand, "Eat it quickly, it will hurt your stomach if you eat it when it's cold."

Tao Zhi was tense just now. He cried for a long time and was so hungry that he took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun. He screamed when he was burned, but he was still reluctant to let go of the food in his mouth. He picked up a steamed stuffed bun and handed it to Yu Yanlun while blowing. , Yu Yanlun was not afraid of being scalded, he bit down most of it in one bite, and still had the strength to laugh at Tao Zhi's embarrassment.

Dad rubbed his hands. His personality is completely different from his own son. Yu Yanlun is extroverted and flamboyant, but his personality is more similar to his mother. Dad's temperament is introverted and calm. After a while, he thought about it and said: "Tao Tao, Dad knows you are a child with ideas, so I can watch this child grow up if you tell me strictly."

"The matching degree of your pheromones is not high. On the way here, I was thinking that my mother's previous idea might be correct. A high degree of matching pheromones will make the relationship between the two of you more secure and stable. I I also have concerns, the relationship with low compatibility is too fragile, and Yan Shu has already had a high-compatibility partner around..."

What his father said made Tao Zhi slowly stop chewing. He seldom talked to himself for such a long time. It is easy to be in a weak position. If the compatibility is not high, many Alphas will blame the mistakes on Omega when they have relationship problems in the future, complaining that their partner does not have a gland with a high degree of compatibility with his own pheromones, but never Not thinking about your own glands can't give your partner high-fit pheromones."

"Choose to develop love with low compatibility pheromones. Alpha's pride and strength will make them think that they have condescended to give up their destiny. The partner chose you, and they rarely think about it. Omega also gave up his destiny just like him. Mate, this is a two-way choice, but mistakes and guilt are always borne by Omega."

"Although what Yan Shu said just now was laughed at by your brother," Dad glanced at Yu Yanlun, Yu Yanlun didn't expect the topic to turn to him, he bit his bun and pointed at himself blankly. Looking at Tao Zhi, "But Dad was moved by his words, he didn't press these things on you without authorization, the first thing he thought of was whether he would wrong you if he didn't have a pheromone that is highly compatible with your pheromone. "

Tao Tao took a small bite of the steamed stuffed bun, lowered her hair for a while, then raised her head and said to her father, "Dad, he won't wrong me, I have thought about this issue carefully, I believe in Yan Shu, and Yan Shu also believes in me, We don't need pheromones to prove our love."

Dad lovingly rubbed Tao Zhi's hair, "Dad also believes in you, I'm happy for you."

Dad finished rubbing Tao Zhi's hair, the smile on his mouth narrowed, he coughed twice, the corner of his eye caught Yu Yanlun, and said with a straight face, "Unlike some people, I Any brothers around me who have a daughter would not dare to bring her in front of me, for fear that someone would fall in love with her and become my daughter-in-law, which would be a disadvantage!"

"Oh, no." Yu Yanlun drank a cup of soy milk "ton ton ton", squashed the paper cup and threw it into the trash can, then leaned back on the sofa, "Am I your son? Someone else's son is, oh, shit Pu'er, oh, be steady, I'm Huaxin Daluobo, right? I'm Huaxin Daluobo, hey, that's also a good son you taught."

Dad coughed twice frequently, these two sounds didn't seem to be fake, he was really angry, and said with a red neck, "Where did I teach you this?"

Yu Yanlun quickly sat down, picked up the magazine on the table and fanned his father, almost poking his father's face with enthusiasm, "Don't worry about me when you are old, your son is full of charm, and you can't stop it Good luck."

Dad pushed his hand away, Tao Zhi bit the straw, looked at his father and then at his brother, and said softly: "Dad, brother has his own plans, so don't talk about him."

"Oh, it's better for me, little Taozi, to give my brother a kiss, and that Yan Yan will be mad at me." Yu Yanlun put his arms around Tao Zhi's shoulders, and kissed him on the cheek. Tao Zhi thought he had a prickly beard. Screaming wildly, he pushed Yu Yanlun hard.

In a blink of an eye, he found that there were only two buns left after being eaten by Yu Yanlun. Tao Zhi hurriedly wrapped the buns tightly in a bag and carried them in his arms, thinking that Yan Shu hadn't eaten breakfast, so he had to save two for Yan Shu.

Mom and Yan Shu hadn't come out yet, and he didn't know how they were talking with the doctor. After breakfast, Tao Zhi began to feel uneasy again.

Tao Zhi pulled the mask over his face again, put his feet together, and lowered his head to stare at the floor seam protruding from the toe of his shoes. After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the door of the lounge opened again. Tao Zhi He didn't look up until a pair of leather shoes fell into his sight.

Tao Zhi took out the steamed stuffed bun that he had been carrying for a long time, and handed it up eagerly, "I left it for you."

"Dad, let's go out first, let Yan Shu eat something first." Yu Yanlun saw that Yan Shu had returned, and immediately stood up and pulled Dad to go out together. Only Tao Zhi and Yan Shu were left in the lounge.

Yan Shu took the bun from Tao Zhi's hand, but he didn't eat it and put it on the table instead.The slight sound of the cloth rubbing against each other was extremely loud, Tao Zhi didn't dare to look at his expression, and after a quick glance, he lowered his head again, like a little quail.

Yan Shu stood in front of him and didn't intend to sit down. Both of them were silent. After a long time, Yan Shu spoke first, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Tao Zhi became flustered all of a sudden, his brain shut down unsatisfactorily, his lips trembled, thousands of words were on his lips but he couldn't speak, Yan Shu stood and waited for him for a while, seeing that Tao Zhi kept silent, slowly Turn around and walk out the door.

Tao Zhi hurriedly stood up, followed Yan Shu, blocked him at the door, without thinking, just tiptoed to kiss Yan Shu's mouth, the flustered kiss through the mask made his lips numb , Yan Shu tilted his head slightly and moved his lips away, Tao Zhi persevered in chasing after him, his eyelashes trembling with his eyes closed.

The soft lips are also clearly tactile behind the mask, but they are like scratches. Yan Shu was so kissed by him that his blood surged up. He grabbed the mask and wanted to pull Tao Zhi's mask off. Tao Zhi tightly covered his mask to prevent Yan Shu. Pulling it down, he whispered Yan Shu's name with a trembling voice.

"I'm sorry..." Tao Zhi gasped, his lower eyelids turned red, his shoulders kept shaking, and he couldn't stop like he had epilepsy, "I lied before, but I'm still very happy to meet you again after returning home of."

"Although I have this kind of disease, it is very troublesome, but I still have a little selfishness and want to keep you selfishly." Tao Zhi buried his face in Yan Shu's arms, he knew that his disease was not easy to cure, if He was with Yan Shu, and Yan Shu might encounter this kind of thing again in the future, and he needed to take care of Tao Zhi, a patient, for the rest of his life.

Yan Shu didn't feel annoyed, he just felt distressed by Tao Zhi's concealment, no wonder Tao Zhi lost so much weight, and his mental state was always up and down, he suffered so much but kept silent, Yan Shu squeezed Tao Zhi The back of Zhi's neck was slightly exerted uncontrollably. The Omega's gland was located at the back of the neck. Tao Zhi, who was pinched by the gland, felt instinctively afraid, but he still tried his best to relax himself and accept everything Yan said.

"You can be more selfish. For example, keep pestering me from the beginning, and use your family relationship to persecute me if I don't agree. Your family loves you so much and will try their best to persuade you under your constant pleas. I..." Yan Shu lowered his head, put his lips against Tao Zhi's ear, his warm breath warmed Tao Zhi's earlobe, "I don't hide abroad, and don't come to see me when I'm sick."

Tao Zhi shook his head desperately, "I don't want to be like that, you don't like me like that, I don't want to."

After four months of dating, Yan Shu and Tao Zhi became the second-in-command of the group. The affairs became more onerous, and it was time to start a new brand. He spent very little time in China, and spent almost all of his time in mines in South Africa and South America. In the cave, the exploration mine evaluates the value.

The mining area is far away from the urban area, in the wilderness, and the signal can only be obtained after returning to the nearby hotel. In addition to the time difference, it is difficult for Yan Shu to spare time to make a phone call with Tao Zhi. All contact information has been deleted.

After replaying, Yan Shu knew that it was Tao Zhi himself who asked Tao Zhi to delete his contact information, because in Tao Zhi's eyes at that time, this was a strange number that often harassed him, and there was only an imaginary "number" in front of him. Strict statement" is true.

But Yan Shu thought at the time that he had neglected Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi was angry. He rushed to Country D to coax his little boyfriend, but found that the building was empty and he was nowhere to be found in the school.

The treatment of infatuation delusion requires Tao Zhi to stay away from the memory site and the delusional object, cooperate with drug treatment, and relax the physical and mental pressure. For severe cases like Tao Zhi, closed therapy is required until the patient can distinguish between delusion and reality.So Tao Zhi sublet all the house he rented out, and never went back to that small house full of memories.

If Tao Zhi's mother had been more selfish, had taken the initiative to bring in what she saw as an innocent statement, and ignored other possible adverse consequences of schizophrenia, perhaps the ending would have been different.

Or Yan Shu could be more selfish, ignore Tao Zhi's wishes, and forcibly keep Tao Zhi by his side, this matter is very simple for Yan Shu, he has enough power to oppress the Tao family, but they are not selfish enough to choose to do this .

Because Yan Shu is also unwilling, unwilling to force Tao Zhi, unwilling to get this kind of meaningless love.

Yan Shu took a deep breath, and pulled off Tao Zhi's mask forcefully. Tao Zhi couldn't cover it, and looked at Yan Shu with timid eyes. Before he could say a word, he was hugged and kissed. Biting Tao Zhi's soft lips lightly, wanting to suck on someone as if he would eat them into his belly, Tao Zhi responded jerky, calling his name indiscriminately, and humming to call his brother.

Tao Zhi's mouth turned red from being eaten, his eyes were blurred, his whole face was green and delicate, Yan Shu's lips stayed only a few millimeters away from his lips, he pursed his lips, and asked sadly: " Is it okay for me to treat you casually like that before?"

"I've grown up with you," Yan Shu stopped talking, staring at Tao Zhi's cheek with his dark eyes, and kissed his chin softly, but his hand was controlling the back of his neck irresistibly. , shrouded Tao Zhi in front of his tall and straight body, "You can't belong to others, I don't want to, you can only like me, even if it's me you imagined."

"After countless discards, I will still choose you firmly, as long as you want, as long as I can."

Tao Zhi's eyes and pupils trembled, he stretched out his hand to touch the blue stubble on Yan Shu's chin, it was a little prickly, Yan Shu intertwined his fingers and held his hand and kissed the palm of his hand, the pure emerald gemstones were on them The clasped fingertips radiated a clear light, as clean as an eternally beating heart of life.

"I want you to like me." Tao Zhi said, "I want you not to be wronged, even if I give it to you."

"...Yes." Yan Shu agreed softly, and then spoke softly, "I want to take you back to meet my parents."

Tao Zhi felt that the progress was too fast. He hadn't seen Yan Shu's parents much, so he hesitated for a while before whispering: "Okay."

"I still want us to get married quickly, preferably this year." Yan Shu continued.

It’s already November now, and this year will be over in another month. Even according to the lunar calendar, there are not many days. Tao Zhi was stunned for a moment, he hesitated, and wanted to say too soon, but Yan Shu asked if it was okay, Tao Zhi He hesitated and said, "Yes, yes, yes."

The author says:

Empress Yan hit Empress Shu!