fail love

Tao Zhi sneaked out from the crack of the lounge door like a thief, tightly covering the mask on his face with both hands, and his back was tightly pressed against the wall. Yu Yanlun suddenly jumped out from nowhere, scaring Tao Zhi Rank yelled.

"What are you doing? I've been watching you for a long time, nesting in the wall like a little mouse." Yu Yanlun stared at him suspiciously. Even though Tao Zhi was wearing a mask on his face, he was still afraid of being seen by Yu Yanlun, and his hands were tense He covered his mouth overlappingly through the mask, feeling a little tingling pain, Tao Zhi hurriedly lowered his head and said, "No."

"You two stayed inside for a long time, what did you say?" Yu Yanlun didn't pay attention to his strange behavior, and asked casually out of concern, but Tao Zhi felt guilty for a while, and said vaguely: "Didn't say anything, oops, why are you so rude?" Curious?"

"Why are you so nervous?" Tao Zhi's excessive reaction made Yu Yanlun aware that something was wrong, and asked persistently, "Are you doing something wrong again? Tao Zhi, look up at me as I speak."

Tao Zhi was not good at lying. If Yu Yanlun's tone was a little serious, he couldn't resist. He raised his head weakly, glanced at Yu Yanlun weakly, and said without any momentum: "Am I still your brother? Every day I wonder if I am If you do something bad, if you don’t do it, you don’t!”

Yu Yanlun was still a little skeptical, but seeing Tao Zhi's words were so firm, he temporarily let Tao Zhi go without further questioning, and said jokingly: "I don't want to drink your wedding wine this year."

"..." Tao Zhi turned his face away slightly, and stopped looking directly at Yu Yanlun. Fortunately, he was wearing a mask, which covered most of his clumsy pretend expression, allowing him to get away with it, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

The door next to him opened and closed, Yan Shu came out from the door, saw the two brothers standing by the wall like a line, he asked: "What's wrong?"

Tao Zhi wanted to move to Yan Shu's side, but Yu Yanlun noticed his intention and pulled him over, "It's ok, you will have plenty of time to spend together in the future, the time you and my brother and I spend is one day at a time, and every day is less than one day. , stand closer to me!"

Tao Zhi wrinkled his little nose and struggled slightly, because the clothes were too big on him, and he was like a flopping little penguin.

"Don't bully him." Yan Shu rescued Tao Zhi from Yu Yanlun's hands, and the little penguin with flapping wings jumped into Yan Shu's arms. Yan Shu hugged his back from behind and wrapped Tao Zhi around Tao Zhi slid behind Yan Shu with a squeak, only showing a pair of smiling eyes looking at Yu Yanlun.

"I don't have it, you really are. If I really bully him, with his tough temper, I can't spank his ass three times a day." When he grew up, he wobbled Yan Shu's waist behind Yan Shu, shaking Yan Shu like a tumbler.

"Oh." Compared to Yu Yanlun's exasperation, Yan Shu's slightly smiling mouth made him look more calm, and he said flatly, "You must not give up, you love your little brother the most."

Yu Yanlun only has this one younger brother. If he doesn't feel sorry for him, can he still let the cheaper brother outside feel sorry for him?He said angrily, "Isn't this nonsense?"

"Tao Tao, don't shake him, I'm going to be dizzy from you shaking my head." Moreover, Yan Shu was a tall man, and he was so swayed by Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi stopped obediently, and Yu Yanlun hugged him. After passing Tao Zhi, he pushed him on the back, "Go and see mom first."

Tao Zhi nodded in confusion, jumped out in two or three steps, and ran away like a little rabbit without looking back.

At first, Tao Zhi didn't understand the meaning of Yu Yanlun's subtle expression. He happily ran to the hall, and when he saw his mother's back, he happily bumped into her and hugged her from behind. Turning red, he froze in surprise, and called softly: "Mom."

Mom forced a smile, trying to pretend that nothing happened, and took Tao Zhi's hand, "Why did you come here so soon?" But she exposed herself as soon as she opened her mouth, and her voice was still slightly trembling, so mother simply closed her mouth. on the mouth.

"Mom, why are you crying?" Tao Zhi asked suspiciously, "The doctor said that my condition is very optimistic."

Schizophrenia is often an insidious onset, and sometimes it takes a long time for people around you to notice the abnormality. At this time, the illness often lasts for a long time, but fortunately, Tao Zhi's condition is not particularly serious. The doctor asked Tao Zhi to choose whether to be hospitalized or not.

Tao Zhi didn't want to be hospitalized, because he would be limited in time when he was hospitalized, and he could only see people who came to see him within the specified time. Hearing that there was still a choice, he immediately shook his head like a rattle.

Tao Zhizao grew taller than his mother, and stood in front of her like a tall and straight poplar tree. Although the mask covered most of his face, it was not difficult to see his handsomeness. Xingyuan's eyes were clear and clean, and his slender, light-colored eyelashes were like feathers Chi, every time my mother sees Tao Zhi, she will sigh with emotion that the dry child who just reached her knees when he stood up has grown so tall now.

In the eyes of outsiders, the adopted youngest son is the most favored in the entire Yu family. Tao Zhi grew up in their carefully crafted hanging garden, and the child raised in a honey pot has a naive and unworldly personality. It is not an exaggeration to say that you are pampered.

Even so, the mother still gave birth to regrets. She regretted that she was not so perfect and could not withstand all the wind and rain for Tao Zhi. She hoped that her children could grow up carefree under her protection, and the pain would not come to him. He, don't find him when you are sad, don't find him when you are sad.

However, things in the world can't be as she expected, she is just an ordinary person, and she can't be perfect.

"I didn't cry, you read it wrong." Mom adjusted her breath and smiled, Tao Zhi slightly pursed her lower lip, and said softly, "I'm not a child now, you can't fool me by treating me like a child .”

Mother lowered her head helplessly, and when she raised her head again, the bright smile was still on her face, "I just..."

His mother's smile froze for a few seconds, and Tao Zhi felt a strong sense of sadness from it. He carefully hooked his mother's hand with his, trying to comfort her by touching it, but the corners of his mother's mouth became uncontrollably straight , and bent down little by little, she said with difficulty: "Tao Tao... Mom didn't want to harm you... Mom didn't expect it to be like this..."

"Are you sad?" Mom couldn't help it, she covered her mouth, her eyes were filled with tears, and the shallow lower eyelids could hardly hold back, "I thought... I thought Yan Shu didn't even come to see her." You, I didn't contact you, you kept sending messages to that empty number, I feel bad, I just want you to get better soon, but it made you so sad, I didn't consider your mood, and kept asking you to go on a blind date .”

"I know you don't like meeting strangers, and you also like Yan Shu. You sleep at night and have nightmares, and tears keep flowing when you close your eyes. You always call his name, but I stubbornly think that as long as you change If someone likes you, as long as there is an Alpha with a high degree of compatibility, you will be able to get out of this relationship in no time."

"I'm sorry, Tao Tao, mom is too bad." Tears rolled down her cheeks, and soon slid down her chin. The warm tears turned cold after a few breaths. Mom didn't want to look so innocent in front of Tao Zhi, so she hurriedly lowered her head Nodding, but couldn't suppress the thin sobs in his throat.

Tao Zhi shook his head hastily, "No, I don't think my mother is bad." He stepped forward and hugged her gently so that she could bury her on his shoulder.Just like when his mother hugged him when he was a child, when he was thin and barren, the beautiful and beautiful mother hugged him like a little monkey with messy hair.

"Mom is my best mother." Tao Zhi said earnestly, "And I'm really sick. Sickness is supposed to be cured."

When Tao Zhi was ill, he didn't realize that there was any problem with being able to fall in love with someone in a dream and thus communicate with each other, nor did he think that there was any problem with Yan Shu being by his side all the time, even the unreasonable requests made by the other party. As soon as he did so, his mind became self-consistent with logic, and after treatment he realized how absurd what he said was.

Mother couldn't predict things like a god. At the beginning, for Tao Zhi's self-esteem, she didn't tell anyone about it. She endured all this silently. Thank her very much.Since he knew the truth, he never had the idea of ​​complaining to his mother for the pain he once felt.

Mom gently touched Tao Zhi's hair, which was curly like lamb's wool. Tao Zhi obediently let her touch it, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her mother's eyes with her fingertips. My mother paid great attention to maintenance since she was young, but at this age, There are bound to be some wrinkles.

And Tao Zhi was in his youth, he was a child raised by his mother, and his personality was greatly influenced by his mother, and his young body retained the glimpses of her youthful years.

If there is no mother, Tao Zhi thought, he might still be wandering somewhere. He doesn't like the atmosphere of the orphanage. Although his aunts and uncles take good care of him, the children around him always bully him.

Aunts and uncles have their own children, but he is not their child, so he can only endure being bullied.

The day before his mother picked him up, Tao Zhi originally decided to sneak out, but his mother came, and he was his mother's child, and he would not be wronged again in the future.

"Mom, I feel very happy, I like my life now." Tao Zhinuo said slowly, "I will be happier in the future, mother don't have to worry about me, don't cry for me anymore, I think my mother is also smiling when she thinks of me."

Mom wiped her tears, showed an embarrassed smile, and said with a sigh: "I'm really going back from living, and now I need you to comfort me."

"It's okay." Tao Zhi hugged his mother's arm affectionately, "Mom and I are the best."

Mother looked at Tao Zhi, at the fine white fluff on his face, at his chestnut sideburns, at his light-colored pupils, and finally gave Tao Zhi a big hug, "Mom, I wish my baby will get what he wants. "