fail love

Memories become blurred and gorgeous with the busy traffic outside the car window, with the dampness of rain, gradually fading in the years.

The car turned a corner and stopped at the gate of a residential area. Yan Shu touched Tao Zhi's chin. Tao Zhi moved in his arms, but he still curled up into a ball and refused to stand up.

"Tao Tao, we're home." Yan Shu lowered his head and rubbed lightly on the top of Tao Zhi's hair. His hair was as soft as a lamb's fur. Tao Zhi seemed to feel something, and an eye appeared from Yan Shu's arms. Before Yan Shu could see clearly, this eye quickly hid again.

Tao Zhi regarded Yan Shu's embrace as a small refuge, he didn't want to leave this embrace, he said in a muffled voice, "I...my head hurts..."

"The mouth hurts, and the face hurts too..." Tao Zhi drew circles on Yan Shu's shoulders with his fingers, making Yan Shu's entire shoulders itchy. Yan Shu pinched his cheeks and lifted them up to check. The flesh squeezed the mouth into the shape of a duck's mouth, even so, the pursed mouth moved slightly, and said vaguely: "It really hurts... Brother."

Tao Zhi's complexion was very fair, and the bruises on his face were shockingly clear. The poor child frowned, and asked him hard-heartedly: "Would you dare to fight Alpha next time? Why are you so good?"

"No, I don't dare." Tao Zhi sniffed, he carefully wrapped the ring box in his hand tightly with his palm, Yan Shu let go, and he smiled foolishly at Yan Shu, his eyes in the dark car Li Yiyi blinked, "Did my brother give it to me? I like it so much."

Yan Shu didn't know what expression to make to face Tao Zhi, he felt a slight bitterness in his heart, in the early stage of being abandoned, he fell into deeper anxiety and depression than before, and even collected and changed glands for a while. information about the body.

If he could have a gland with a higher degree of compatibility with Tao Zhi, would this relationship not end so hastily and embarrassingly?

Is the pheromone with a high degree of fit so important?Yan Shu didn't take pheromones into his heart before, sentient beings can fill up the drinking water. In his opinion, the social laws of pheromones can't compete with sincerity, but he didn't think about whether Tao Zhi had the same opinion as him.

The experiences he and Tao Zhi had had are vivid in his memory, like a carefully edited movie in a movie theater, Tao Zhi’s smile played on the big screen at 0.5 times the speed, and every frame carries Yan Shu’s nostalgia, but Yan Shu never forgets it. Can't download this video.

He is just a moviegoer, Tao Zhi's world has him in it, but he is not the protagonist after all.

Tao Zhi doesn't seem to have recovered yet, his mind is probably in a mess now, and he doesn't even remember that he snatched the ring back just now.

"I did something bad, and my brother gave me this back. I'm so happy." Tao Zhi buried his head in Yan Shu's arms again, and he fell into abnormal excitement. He was in a state of joy, and Tao Zhi couldn't tell what night it was. The dark carriage gradually became brighter, and a dazzling light passed behind Yan Shu, and music sounded in his ears, like a wedding march. From light to heavy, it finally became deafening. He covered his ears, and the lines of the world in front of him became distorted again.

But this situation didn't last long, Yan Shu hugged him and got out of the car, the evening wind blew away the broken hair on Tao Zhi's forehead, he wrapped his arms around Yan Shu's neck, muttering something in his mouth, Yan Shu Shu didn't pay attention at first, and after walking for a while to the elevator room, Tao Zhi's words became clearer when there was no wind.

Yan Shu listened attentively and found that he was saying: "I want to marry my brother."

Yan Shu was shocked, and his whole body froze, as if struck by a thunderbolt. Tao Zhi's head was resting on his shoulder, under the messy hair, his eyes were wet with water vapor, I don't know what it was. It was blown by the wind or something, Tao Zhi was humming an untuned song, and his calf was hitting a slight beat in the air.

Yan Shu didn't say anything, but hugged Tao Zhi even tighter. When the elevator stopped and opened the doors to both sides, Tao Zhi let out a "dang" sound and said happily, "We're getting married!"

Tao Zhi felt that Yan Shu was walking faster. He was thrown in his arms and was about to slide down, but he was hugged firmly again. He bit the edge of the ring box and giggled until Yan Shu opened the door and put He stuffed himself into the dark entrance of the house.

Before Tao Zhi could stand still, the door closed behind him, and Yan Shu's kiss fell immediately. In the darkness, he panted frighteningly loudly, sucked on Tao Zhi's lips, and forcefully pried him open with his tongue. He forced Tao Zhi to exchange chaotic breaths with him, hooked Tao Zhi's tongue and gnawed lightly.

Tao Zhi shrank back in fear with his back leaning against the door panel, and made a few low "woo hoo" sounds, his legs became limp in embarrassment, and his body couldn't stop sliding down, but Yan Shu held his hips hard, and his whole body was lifted up again Going up, she was a head taller than Yan Shu, and was forced to lower her head to kiss Yan Shu.

This posture made Tao Zhi a little out of breath. He closed his eyes and took a small mouthful of breath. He stuck out a small tongue and was treated wantonly.The soft lips and tongue seemed to be addictive, and the unrestrained posture greatly released Yan Shu's depression. He wanted to just kiss him until death, until Tao Zhi was afraid, and Tao Zhi couldn't leave him anymore.

The messy kiss moved down from the lips to Tao Zhi's fair neck, Yan Shu's breath was hot, Tao Zhi couldn't help lowering his head slightly, his whole face was red, he was at a loss holding Yan Shu's head , but obediently did not resist, he was bitten lightly on the collarbone a few times before he let out a few breaths, and tremblingly clasped the ring box in his hand.

"Obviously you don't want this, why are you so precious now?" Yan Shu noticed that Tao Zhi was still holding the ring box tightly in his hand, and let go of the soft meat in his mouth and asked Tao Zhi fiercely, his eyes were in the dark Like a wolf's eyes, dark and sharp.

Tao Zhi's shoulders trembled, and he tried to slide down again, but was lifted even higher, his abdomen was grasped by Yan Shu, and his fragile and sensitive lower abdomen wriggled rapidly with his breathing under Yan Shu's tall nose. He took a bite of Tao Zhi's waist while wearing his clothes, and Tao Zhi let out a soft cry, his left hand was tense, and he supported Yan Shu's shoulder with all his strength, and said in a trembling voice: "This is mine, this is originally mine. of."

Tao Zhi was about to cry, he flattened his mouth and said aggrievedly, "Don't bite me."

It is really not good to treat a patient like this. Yan Shu stared at Tao Zhi for a while, and the turbulent emotion in his eyes gradually calmed down. Tao Zhi bit his red lower lip, and looked at Yan Shu with flickering eyes. He called out "brother", Yan Shu put him down, Tao Zhi fell into Yan Shu's arms, Yan Shu turned on the light, and carried him into the bedroom.

Tao Zhi was put on the bed by Yan Shu. After Yan Shu took off his shoes, he raised his legs and threw him on the bed. Tao Zhi rolled into the middle of the bed and buried his face in the pillow for a while before he got up and sat up. on the bed.

Yan Shu searched in his closet and found a set of pajamas, Tao Zhi didn't go to get this set of pajamas to change into, but stretched out his arms, motioning for Yan Shu to change for him.

Yan Shu stood at the side of the bed with his waist thrust into the confrontation with Tao Zhi for a few minutes, Tao Zhi waved his arms, his expression was confused and confused, his dense and long eyelashes trembled, Yan Shu was defeated and grabbed Tao Zhi's clothes The hem was pulled up, and the collar of Tao Zhi's clothes was a bit small. Tao Zhi struggled for a few seconds before getting his messy little head out of the opening of the clothes, and he lay down happily.

On the light blue quilt, he is as white as jade, his chest undulates slightly, and two pink dots on his chest stand up in the cool air. Yan Shu deliberately keeps his eyes from wandering, while Tao Zhi is covered by The person grabbed the hem of his trousers and pulled it down without vigilance. He put his knuckles into his mouth and bit them lightly. He lay naked on the bed, his skin and flesh like fat jade was pure and innocent, but it was full of temptations everywhere.

Tao Zhi bounced up and hugged Yan Shu with a "wow", Yan Shu was suddenly attacked, and his hands touched Tao Zhi's slender waist in the chaos. The flesh and blood, and Tao Zhi met the eyes.

Tao Zhi gently kissed him on the cheek, Yan Shu pinched Tao Zhi's waist, Tao Zhi screamed softly again, and leaned back with a smile, but was pulled back by Yan Shu, he was forced to Sitting in Yan Shu's arms, his little butt rubbed against Yan Shu's thigh, he didn't feel ashamed, Yan Shu's warm skin made him feel very comfortable, and he unconsciously moved closer.

"Don't be shy." Yan Shu reprimanded him with a straight face, Tao Zhi touched the corner of Yan Shu's straight mouth, and said without hesitation: "You are so fierce, who told you to be so fierce? It's not good to be so fierce."

Yan Shu put the pajamas on his head, Tao Zhi twisted his body to resist, pulled the clothes off his head, and hugged Yan Shu tightly: "We just hug him like this, it's so comfortable."

"Take off your clothes too, okay? Your clothes are hurting me." Tao Zhi raised his eyes and looked at Yan Shu expectantly, his little hands were already about to move, trying to unbutton Yan Shu's clothes, but he couldn't unbutton them a few times His hand was grabbed by Yan Shu.

Yan Shu lowered his head and kissed his fingers, his voice was low and gentle, as if coaxing a child, "Little hooligan?"

Replacing glands is not a trivial matter. Yan Shu needs to find suitable glands, and the operation of transplanting glands also has great risks. Few Alphas use their own glands for such operations, because in the ABO society, Alpha’s Glands are hard to come by, even the Alpha with the lowest pheromone level has relative privileges in the ABO society.

Yan Shu's personal doctor has been persuading him. The doctor is approaching retirement age. He was grandfather's personal doctor very early on. Later, Yan Shu became one of his clients. He almost watched Yan Shu grow up, and said in a very serious tone. : "I always thought you were a sensible child. You actually made such a decision. Your grandpa will be very disappointed if he finds out, and your favorite Omega will also look down on you because of this."

"I hope you don't get into a dead end. I have seen many couples. Some people have perfect pheromone scores but still move towards irreversible resentment. Some people fight for pheromone but still love each other. It is man-made. Your decision is opportunistic and cowardly. .”

Yan Shu also felt that he was ridiculous, ridiculous and a little pathetic at the same time, while waiting for the right gland, he couldn't help looking for Tao Zhi frequently.

He doesn't often meet Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi's newly rented house is not always occupied, most of the time it is empty, Yan Shu will sit on the stairs in front of the door and wait, the hem of the expensive high-end custom windbreaker is covered Sitting on the ground casually, just like him, looking forward to redeeming this relationship without dignity.

And Tao Zhi always turned a blind eye to him and resisted him. When it was serious, Tao Zhi would curse him with excitement and tell him to go. If he hadn't run into a dead end, why would Yan Shu put his expectations on gland transplantation.

However, the suitable glands have not yet appeared. The event planning company called his mobile phone first. The other party said that he had booked a marriage proposal a few years ago, but it was postponed due to an accident. This time, there was no news for too long. , so the person in charge of the company deliberately found him.

Yan Shu arrived in front of the Yuelao Temple as an appointment, and rushed to a marriage proposal ceremony that was delayed for many years and was only for him.

Yan Shu rubbed Tao Zhi's knuckles. After recovering his memory, he naturally remembered that he did not contact the company to plan the proposal ceremony. The planning company would call him on his mobile phone because the number left by the client at that time was Yan Shu's number. , this proposal ceremony is Yan Shu's proposal to Tao Zhi.

The name of that mysterious client is almost ready to come out, so there is almost no need to work hard and think about it.

Tao Zhi was really strange, he was the one who clamored for him to leave at the beginning, and he was also the one who secretly prepared the proposal ceremony and the ring in the end.

Yan Shu's finger was shaped like a ring, and he put it on Tao Zhi's right ring finger, Tao Zhi raised his hand and stared blankly, let out a small exclamation, and said in a soft voice: "Brother, let's get married. "

Tao Zhi's voice has the clarity of a young man, with a rising end, soft and sticky. Yan Shu looked down, and Tao Zhi's eyes were beautiful and quietly watching him, as if Yan Shu was the only one in his eyes.

The only one, no one else can squeeze in, sincere and passionate.

The author says:

Little robber, little hooligan, little liar, Tao Tao's image collapsed in front of Yan Shu