fail love

The sun came in from the window and shone on Tao Zhi's arm that was exposed outside the quilt. Tao Zhi's slender fingers moved unconsciously, and then he slowly raised his wrist, covering his forehead to cover the past. bright light.

A disheveled little head was raised from the bed, and Tao Zhi stroked his forehead back with his hands, smoothing all the thin and too long forehead hair to the back, his eyes were still hard to open due to the bright light, he rubbed With sore eyes, while lowering his head, he found that he was completely naked, and his thin chest was shining brightly in the sun.

Tao Zhi was stunned for a moment, then he groped down with his hand, and found a piece of slippery flesh, he didn't even wear pants!

"..." Tao Zhi's mind was running sluggishly for a few seconds, trying to recall what happened yesterday, trying to make sure he didn't do anything strange, but before he could figure it out, he spread his hand aside, and the back of his hand Touched by a warm body.

Tao Zhi turned his head in surprise, and found that there was still a head buried in the quilt beside him, and the quilt completely covered his face, only a mess of black hair was exposed.

Tao Zhi didn't dare to yell, but he was screaming in his heart. He was trying to get up from the bed in a hurry. He twisted his buttocks, but before he could get up, a powerful arm stretched out from the side, and wrapped his arms around his waist. dragged him back into his arms.

"Where are you going?" Yan Shu sighed softly, his voice was low and sexy, and he crawled out of the quilt, hugging Tao Zhi who was fluttering in his arms. Covering his chest, he writhed in Yan Shu's arms, turned over with difficulty, opened his eyes wide in surprise, and called out happily: "Brother!"

In the warm bed, the breath of the man made Tao Zhi feel a little hot, the mature and rich scent of white camellia continuously oozes from the other person, moistening the whole bed silently, Tao Zhi felt that he was also contaminated by this scent of flowers , He shrank his neck, breathed lightly and lightly, and heard Yan Shu squint his eyes and let out a soft "um".

"Do you feel better? Is there any little penguin on my head?" Yan Shu's eyes were not fully opened yet, and his palm was pressed against Tao Zhi's back. , he hadn't put on any clothes yet, but Yan Shu's gentle palms began to stroke his back slowly from top to bottom, his spine was as comfortable as soaking in warm water, he hummed a few times, and slowly said a word One word said: "No more, no more little penguins."

Yan Shu couldn't worry about him yesterday, so he just lay down next to him and fell asleep while coaxing him to sleep. Tao Zhi was warm all over, soft in his arms, so comfortable that he wanted to make people sigh, Yan Shu reluctantly opened his eyes, Tao Zhi Not daring to look into his eyes, she stepped on Yan Shu's instep, curled up her toes uneasily, and said with a blushing face, "Brother Yan Shu, I don't, I don't have any clothes on."

Yan Shu didn't let go, instead he gave a low laugh, put his palm on the back of Tao Zhi's neck, pinched it lightly, and said casually: "I've bathed you several times when I was young, and you're still embarrassed now?"

Tao Zhi kept muttering in his heart, when he was a child, he was a child, and when he grew up, he was an adult. How can he be so shameless when he grows up?

He buried his cheek in Yan Shu's arms, touched his fingers, and felt a little cold. He was stunned for a moment, then raised his head again, staring straight at the ring on his right ring finger that he didn't know when he put it on.

The green gem contains infinite vitality, shining on the white fingertips, and when turned at an angle, it emits beautiful and dazzling fire.

Tao Zhi was stunned and stared blankly for a long time. His eyes were round and round, and when they were wide open, they tended to appear dull. Looking at the child who didn't dare to go forward, he felt a little pitiful, Yan Shu lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said in a low voice, "Do you like it?"

"This, this, this is not mine." Tao Zhi seemed to be frightened, and subconsciously reached out to take off the ring on his hand. With a gust of wet steam, Yan Shu wrapped his wrist around his wrist, not letting him take off the ring, "I liked it so much yesterday, why don't you want it today?"

Yan Shu's eyes were somewhat resentful, he wished he could take Tao Zhi's heart out and swallow it in his mouth, Tao Zhi looked at Yan Shu with trembling eyes, and then at his own wrist, his voice was soft, " It's not my ring."

Although Tao Zhi's imitation version of "First Love" is very similar to the original version, it cannot be a perfect replica after all. Tao Zhi recognizes that this ring is "First Love" which is not for public sale.

"Yeah." Yan Shu loosened his fingers. Tao Zhi's skin was white, and the white and tender flesh couldn't help but make people toss, and a reddish red mark suddenly appeared. He slowly rubbed the red mark, and slowly inserted his fingers into Tao Zhi. Between his fingers, his finger joints are big, and the skin on the side of Tao Zhi's fingers is slightly numb. Under the interlocking of his fingers, Tao Zhi can even feel the slight pulse of the other party. Yan Shu sticks to his ear, using a kind of He said in a threatening tone that he had never heard before: "No matter what your intentions were before abandoning me... This ring is yours in the first place, and you wear it for me."

The warm and scorching breath gave Tao Zhi the illusion of Yan Shu kissing him, but he didn't. Yan Shu seemed to be holding his breath in his heart. He was also like this when he was angry before. The surface was calm, but it was enough to make Tao Zhi's stomach sore and weak , Tao Zhi glanced at Yan Shu anxiously, and Yan Shu squinted his eyes, feeling condescending.

Tao Zhi's lips trembled, and his words trembled, "I didn't...how could it be my turn to abandon you?"

He was about to cry, and the water vapor in his eyes was accumulating more and more. He couldn't stop shivering when he thought of his darkest nightmare abroad, and he couldn't understand what Yan Shu said to him yesterday, what foreign country, what Wang Siyu, he rubbed his eyes, sniffed and said, "You don't want me. You always, always talk about me and Wang Siyu. You know my heart, but you still doubt me."

Tao Zhi bit his lower lip, and Yan Shu gently rubbed his knuckles against the end of Tao Zhi's hot eyes, it was a little moist, and the bits and pieces of contact with Tao Zhi after amnesia made him gradually feel that Tao Zhi was careful love, he also doubts what happened in the past.

Yan Shu is used to being silent. After recovering his memory, he silently digested everything. He didn't want to let the gloomy past stop him and Tao Zhi. He wanted to have a bright and long future with Tao Zhi. If he didn't see Wang Siyu surrounded By Tao Zhi's side, he wouldn't explode either.

"You called him by his name when you confessed, but you didn't call me." Yan Shu pretended to be cold and said, Tao Zhi couldn't stand him talking like this, his chest heaved with anger, and said anxiously: "I called you brother so many times , brother, you didn’t hear me!”

"I was drunk at that time, and I didn't know what I said." Tao Zhi said aggrievedly, "You pushed me away, I was so sad, I kept crying on the way, and you ignored me, hello heartless."

Yan Shu paused for a moment, but continued: "What about when you were abroad? You had a good relationship with me, but you ran away with your bedding, and hated me?"

Tao Zhi was in a daze. He wondered if he was hallucinating again. The Yan Shu in front of him was not the real Yan Shu. He stretched out his hand and touched it again and again, frustrated that he couldn't judge the hallucination and reality. He shrugged his shoulders , with a confused and hesitant expression, "I don't know? Have you ever come to see me?"

Yan Shu's expression sank, Tao Zhi was quiet for a moment, and he couldn't help but start to sway again. The warmth that had been accumulated soon dissipated, and the coldness traveled from his back to his whole body. Cold sweat broke out all over his forehead, he wondered suspiciously, did he fall ill again?

Is what is happening now reality, or is it an illusion he wove for himself?Why is everything so confusing?

"Tao Tao, look at me." Yan Shu had a stern face, and his tone became more serious. Tao Zhi looked up at him anxiously. Although Tao Zhi was afraid, he still didn't let go of Yan Shu's hand. Drawing some support from the other party, Yan Shu sorted out the clues, and asked him from the beginning, "In my memory, after you went abroad, I went to find you, and I confessed to you, so we are together, but soon you will be together." Unilaterally broke up with me."

"Tell me, what is your memory like?"

Tao Zhi's palms also began to sweat. He thought of those pills, those sedatives, and the restraint belts. His face turned pale, his throat trembled a few times, and the feeling of wanting to vomit was hard to ignore. A small mole, I feel that my eyes are starting to bloom.

His expression was innocent and confused. Tao Zhi was shocked by Yan Shu's words. Looking back on his past memories, he had already accepted his wishful thinking, but told him many years later, what happened in the past was different?

If what Yan Shu said is true, then what did he do to Yan Shu?

"I, I'm sick." Tao Zhi said in a voice that was too small to be heard. He was in a trance, his heart was clenched by fear, and he just moved his lips subconsciously, "I've been sick, taking medicine, treating... ..."

"They told me that you are a fake, and my mobile phone was broken. I can't contact you. I cry every day, and they don't let me come to you." Tao Zhi's eyes became redder, and he frowned in pain. She frowned, and a salty tear came out of the corner of her eye, "Are you fake too?"

"Then what should I do? I've been sick and I can't get better..."

Tao Zhi stared blankly and kept muttering to himself, Yan Shu found some clues from his chaotic words, he wiped the tears from Tao Zhi's cheek with pity, kissed Tao Zhi tenderly, to comfort him, " What's wrong with you? I don't want my brother anymore."

"I thought those were fake, and the doctor told me they were fake..." Tao Zhi's tone was like a helpless child, he covered his eyes, and the ring on his ring finger was cold against his eyelids, " You liking me is an illusion, confession is an illusion, love is also an illusion..."

Tao Zhi choked up for a moment, he couldn't tell which situation was more sad, he was indeed sick, but it took him so long to know that among those misunderstood hallucinations, Yan Shu actually existed sporadically.

"I'm real, can you feel it?" Yan Shu held Tao Zhi's hand and put his hand against his cheek, the touch felt real, Tao Zhi said in a daze: "I don't know, you have always been So real, I can’t tell the difference.”

"I'm so scared, brother, I'm so scared." Tao Zhi was in a state of surprise, he burrowed into Yan Shu's arms, eagerly looking for Yan Shu's lips, and anxiously wrapped Yan Shu's lips in his mouth and kissed him, so as to calm himself down When he got down, Yan Shu pinched his shoulder very hard, and it hurt Tao Zhi a little bit, but the pain reassured Tao Zhi, he thought it should be true, it can't be fake!

Just when the two were kissing inseparably in a daze, a sound of hurried footsteps came from outside the door, Yan Shu noticed it sensitively, he wanted to push Tao Zhi away, but Tao Zhi clung to him tightly, Yan Shu As soon as he pushed, he whimpered, like the sound of a small animal being hurt. Yan Shu was reluctant to push, and instead held Tao Zhi's neck tightly, deepening the kiss.

Yu Yanlun pushed open the door hastily, and screamed as soon as he opened it. His eyes were still bloodshot due to the exhaustion of the boat, and with his miserable scream, Tao Zhi finally let go of Yan Shu with trembling lips. , with a pale face, he met his own brother's eyes, his lips were still bright red from being ravaged.

"Yan Shu, you want to die!" Yu Yanlun rushed forward in despair, threw off the quilt, and saw Tao Zhi's white, naked body. He closed his eyes and let out another scream, and almost couldn't breathe. Come, fall down in front of their bed.

The author says:

BGM: The truth is true

Brother Yu: I want to give this guy to (｀-′)? ╰ひ╯