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Tao Zhi didn't know how to cook before, and he couldn't get used to the food of country D after coming here, so he learned to cook by himself, and now he can barely cook a pot of normal-tasting noodles.

Tao Zhi was very embarrassed when he brought out the noodles, blushing and put the burnt egg into Yan Shu's bowl, "I'm not very good at cooking, so I can only eat it."

The fried egg was a bit difficult to pick up. Tao Zhi slipped it a few times before he picked it up. Yan Shu's eyes were fixed on Tao Zhi. Tao Zhi waited for him for a while but didn't see him move his chopsticks. Mouth, whispered: "Why don't you eat?"

Meeting Tao Zhi again, Yan Shu feels that everything in front of him is like a sweet dream, and Tao Zhi in the dream is extraordinarily gentle and beautiful, his pure green eyes are still haunting, and the best gems in the world are hard to get Its light is incomparable even to the bright stars in the sky. In a warm and closed space similar to home, Tao Zhi's face seems to be covered with a soft filter, which frequently touches the softest part of Yan Shu's heart. part.

The thought that Yan Shu had suppressed desperately in the past few years resurfaced in his mind. He wanted to form a family with Tao Zhi, a family that belonged to them.

In fact, Yan Shu didn't have much concept of family. He was born in such a family, so it was impossible for him to experience the warmth between families. He envied the family atmosphere of Yu's family. Yan Shu does not have the confidence and self-confidence unique to children. He is too cold and rational. He has never had the idea of ​​wanting a home before.

But now, in a foreign country, under the comfortable lighting, there is an ordinary bowl of noodles on a wooden dining table, with a few green vegetable leaves floating on top of the noodles, as well as fried eggs on the edges, Yan Shu I haven't eaten a bite yet, but my heart is satisfied.

He didn't know what touched him, maybe it was the egg that Tao Zhi specially gave him, maybe it was Tao Zhi's quiet and gentle demeanor, maybe it was the warm steaming water vapor in a foreign country, he had seen countless magnificent scenes in his young years Beautiful scenery, but none of them moved his heart more than the present one.

His missing corner is filled, and Tao Zhi is the most important piece of this missing corner.

The past they have is vivid, and companionship is a powerful force. When it comes to the word supporting each other, the first person Yan Shu thinks of is Tao Zhi.

Even though Yan Shu had a thousand words, he couldn't spit them all out at this moment. He gently held Tao Zhi's fingers, and wrapped Tao Zhi's fingertips in his palm like he often did before. Resisted, just smiled at him with chopsticks.

"It might not taste good," Tao Zhi's expression became a little distressed, "I haven't done it for a long time."

"I've never seen you cook before." Yan Shu picked up his chopsticks and took a bite of an egg. It tasted like an ordinary fried egg, and because the edges were a bit mushy, it had a slightly bitter taste. Tao Zhi propped his chin with his hands and smiled. Said: "Yes, I have learned a lot here."

Yan Shu eats very politely, barely makes much noise, and wipes the corners of his mouth with a paper towel after eating for a while. Tao Zhi is not as fastidious as he is, and he is really hungry, so he ate up the noodles in his bowl in a few strokes .

Like a little pig, Yan Shu secretly smiled, the more he looks at people, the more he likes them, and his eyes are glued to Tao Zhi as if he can't get enough.

After eating, Yan Shu took the initiative to clean up the dishes. Anyway, there were not many bowls, so Tao Zhi stood in the kitchen and watched Yan Shu roll up his sleeves to wash the dishes.

White foam covered Yan Shu's forearm, Tao Zhi didn't know what to think, and gently hugged Yan Shu from behind.

His head only reached Yan Shu's shoulder, and his breath sprayed warmly on Yan Shu's back. Yan Shu froze for a moment, then quickly softened his body, put down the bowl and looked back at Tao Zhi.

Tao Zhi raised his head, his slightly curly forehead hair spread out to both sides, revealing his clear eyes and reddish face, his face is really suitable for acting like a baby, Tao Zhi said lightly and slowly: "Where are you going?" Are you sleeping?"

Yan Shu was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head again to wash the bowl that had been washed many times, and said in a muffled voice, "Go to the hotel."

Tao Zhi tilted his head to look at Yan Shu's face, swayed Yan Shu's body from side to side, and said in a begging tone, "Brother, I can live here too."

The meaning behind Tao Zhi's words was obvious enough, Yan Shu turned the bowl over and washed it again, Tao Zhi saw that he didn't respond, so "brother" and "Yan Shu" called him indiscriminately.

"You only have one bed." Yan Shu finally took out the bowl and rinsed it under clean water, reminding Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi pretended to think for a while, and said without any psychological barriers: "Didn't we often sleep in the same bed when we were young?" ?”

Yan Shu wanted to prevaricate Tao Zhi by reasoning that he had grown up, but he didn't want to talk about the unhappiness they had when they were in junior high school. Pamper him infinitely.

As long as Tao Zhi thinks that there are no problems, there will be no problems, Yan Shu is still very confident in his self-control.

So Yan Shu nodded, Tao Zhi cheered a little, and happily went to make the bed.

Yan Shu put the bowl back into the cupboard, and stood there for a few minutes before moving towards the room. Tao Zhizu's flat floor is not big, but it's not too small either, within a comfortable range. On the flat floor, there are artworks bought by Tao Zhi from outside, most of which are brightly colored and full of childishness.

Yan Shu noticed that there was a row of stand boards on the TV stand, and noticed that it was also because this thing was incompatible with the decoration in the room. Yan Shu picked up one of the stand boards and looked at it. It was a male character caricature with black hair and black eyes. Image, wearing a well-formed suit, sitting on a leather chair in a sitting posture.

Yan Shu didn't understand these things, so he didn't know who this comic image belonged to. He put down the stand and carefully looked at the row of images of the same character, except for the stand and some brooches.

He walked into the room and found that there were two pillows beside Tao Zhi's bed. The same dead fish eyes and straight corners of the mouth were a bit funny and a bit ridiculous on the lumpy pillows. He pinched the two pillows , Tao Zhi just finished washing and came out of the bathroom.

Tao Zhi was covered with steam, his face was wet, and when he approached, there was a moist sweet smell of peaches, Yan Shu felt his nose itch, and his back became stiff again, and he could see Tao Zhi's white collarbone and under his wide pajamas when he lowered his head, His lips became supple and bright because of the heat, but his expression was still innocent, "Go wash it too, I'll find you something you can wear."

Yan Shu moved his eyes away with difficulty, Tao Zhi patted his two pillows, pointed his buttocks at Yan Shu and said, "Don't bully them, I just saw you pinch them."

The cotton was crushed, and Tao Zhi felt very distressed. These two pillows came to him only after crossing the ocean.

Yan Shu didn't know why he apologized, so he said "I'm sorry" a few times. Tao Zhi was amused by him, and he lay on the bed and pushed Yan Shu's thigh with his bare feet, "Go wash up."

When Yan Shu went to the bathroom, his mind was still a little dazed. He could handle many difficult crises, but he couldn't face the current situation calmly. The smell of pheromone on Tao Zhi was too strong. A calm fruity aroma.

When he walked out of the bathroom, Tao Zhi was already nestled on the bed, holding his mobile phone and staring at the screen intently. Yan Shu leaned over and took a look. It seemed to be a game interface. As soon as Tao Zhi saw him, he quit the game. Yan Shu had nothing to say. To divert my attention, "What are you playing?"

"You know." Tao Zhi said naturally, which confused Yan Shu a little. He had the impression that Tao Zhi didn't like playing games, because games required a certain amount of energy. Tao Zhi often uninstalled after playing for a while. And Tao Zhi replied as if Yan Shu should know what kind of game this is.

Tao Zhi stuffed his mobile phone under his pillow, hooked Yan Shu's neck with his arms, and Yan Shu forgot what happened just now. Tao Zhi's clothes were too small for him, and the clothes were about to be crushed on him. As if bursting, the little hooligan Tao Zhi touched Yan Shu's chest muscles without shame, and made an exaggerated "O" shape with his mouth, "You have a good figure."

Tao Zhi's hands were soft and cold, touching Yan Shu's skin easily caused Yan Shu's goosebumps, his slender fingers got stuck in Yan Shu's gully, Tao Zhi's face became a little hot, and he retracted reluctantly Putting his hand away, he put his face on it, pursed his lips and muttered, "Why don't I have one?"

Yan Shu lay beside Tao Zhi, couldn't help but smiled slightly, Tao Zhi's face was itchy from the resonance in his chest, and once again fell into Yan Shu's generous and warm embrace, Tao Zhi seemed to have returned to himself A safe nest, where he doesn't have to endure the loneliness of being alone in a foreign country, doesn't have to think about those troublesome relationships, doesn't have to think about the anxious future, every second in Yan Shu's arms, he is protected and loved with.

Yan Shu lowered his head and kissed Tao Zhi's hair. It was a wonderful experience. Even though he and Tao Zhi had known each other for more than ten years, every hug was a new experience. He knew the people in his arms very well. The growth of every inch of his bones did not make him feel bored, on the contrary, he felt more and more intense. He was one of his ribs, and the ribs would know every beat of the heart.

Tao Zhi stretched out his hand to touch Yan Shu's facial features, the overly high bridge of the nose pressed against his hand, a little bit painful, but his lips were soft, and the fragrance of the white camellia made Tao Zhi feel at ease, he subconsciously put himself The most secretive glands were exposed, and the back of the white neck bent into a fragile and easily bullied curve.

Yan Shu was a little bewitched, the temperature of his skin made him have more thoughts, he couldn't help lowering his head, and touched the white and hidden area with his lips, Tao Zhi's body trembled suddenly, his shoulders were slender Trembling, he buried his face deeper into Yan Shu's arms.

He didn't have the idea of ​​resisting at all, but the moment he was touched, infinite hope arose in his heart, but Yan Shu just touched it and didn't do anything else, Tao Zhi was a little disappointed, and couldn't show it, just Can use teeth to bite the collarbone mentioned above.

"Puppy?" Yan Shu plucked Tao Zhi's chin, Tao Zhi half-closed his eyes, his curled eyelashes trembling slightly, he said displeasedly, "You are the puppy."

Yan Shu also lowered his head, and gently held the meat on Tao Zhi's gland with his teeth. Tao Zhi began to tremble again, and more sweet fragrance overflowed. He didn't understand the deeper meaning behind this behavior. Knowing that half of his body was soft, this comfortable feeling made him a little confused, but when he thought of Yan Shu talking about his puppy, he struggled a bit, Yan Shu thought he didn't like it, so he quickly stopped talking.

Tao Zhi pushed him out and told him to turn over, "I want to bite you too, you can't just bite me."

In Tao Zhi's eyes, this was a normal play. Alphas have a strong sense of territory, and they would instinctively resist others touching their glands, but Yan Shu did not hesitate, and lifted Tao Zhi onto himself, letting Tao Zhi Rank could lie on top of him and reach his glands.

The moment Tao Zhi's lips touched the gland, Yan Shu instinctively gave Yan Shu a sense of crisis, but it quickly dissipated. He dragged Tao Zhi's waist, and Tao Zhi took a bite with his teeth. His strength was too weak to bite through the glands, but Yan Shu had a faint feeling of longing, and silently tightened his grip on Tao Zhi's waist.

Tao Zhi obviously liked this kind of intimate behavior, they exchanged tastes with each other like two little wolves, even if their pheromone fit was not up to the passing standard, they still enjoyed it.

"You can't do such a thing with other people." Satisfied, Tao Zhi ordered arrogantly. For the first time, Yan Shu did not explain the meaning behind Tao Zhi's behavior. He became greedy and selfish. He hugged Tao Zhi Zhi gave a soft "hmm", and his mouth seemed to stick to Tao Zhi's chin, "I only do it with you."

"...This is exclusive."