fail love

Yan Shu stayed in country D for a week, and the secretary hinted to him many times that although he wanted to stay for a few more days, domestic affairs really couldn't be left alone.

Yan Shu basically stayed in Tao Zhi's rented house these days. He found that Tao Zhi didn't seem to have any new social relationships here. He didn't have any social activities that normal international students have, except for going to school and staying in his own house. inside.

When Yan Shu bought two movie tickets and proposed to take Tao Zhi to the movies, Tao Zhi looked very happy. The surprise and bright smile on his face easily hurt Yan Shu's eyes. How did Tao Zhi live in this foreign country far away from his relatives and friends in those days, so that just an ordinary movie made him look forward to it so much.

At night, Tao Zhi was lying on the bed playing games, and Yan Shu told him that he was going back to China the next day.

Tao Zhi was stunned for a few seconds before putting down the phone, and got up from the bed, because the hair on the back of his head was rubbed messily, like a little peach.

Xiao Maotao was very sad, he didn't want Yan Shu to leave, every time "Yan Shu" told him that he was gone, he didn't know when he would come back, sometimes he would reappear within a few hours, but sometimes it took ten days It won't show up for half a month.

"When will you come again?" Tao Zhi sat on the edge of the bed and hugged Yan Shu's waist. His expression was bewildered, he looked like a toy that was thrown away casually, overflowing with insecurity, Yan Shu held His arm, patted his back lightly to reassure him, "I'll be back soon."

Tao Zhi frowned unhappily, he didn't like the answer Yan Shu gave him, he forced Yan Shu to give a more accurate date, he didn't want to continue waiting aimlessly, "How many days is that?" ? Is it a day or two or months?"

Yan Shu knelt down and touched Tao Zhi's face with his hands. Tao Zhi's face was abnormally pale, and he blinked many times before he managed to focus on Yan Shu's face in front of him. I am very worried about Tao Zhi's state.

When making the decision to study abroad, they obviously ignored the difficulties that Tao Zhi himself may encounter. Going abroad will bring challenges and difficulties to ordinary people, but the negative emotions brought about by difficulties can be resolved. For Tao Zhi, it was a constant backlog, which eventually completely crushed his precarious mental state.

"I'll come over next month." Yan Shu thought for a while, and gave an approximate time. He was going to take care of the domestic affairs, and then started to take on some projects in country D. It would be best to stay here for a longer time , One month is not long or short, Tao Zhi thought carefully about not being able to see Yan Shu for thirty days and nights, and felt terrified.

He even wanted to beg Yan Shu to take him back to the country without hesitation, he didn't want to stay in country D any longer, he wanted to go home, his parents and his brother, he really wanted it.

But Tao Zhi still held back, he neither cried nor made a fuss, he just tightened the collar of his clothes, and hurriedly said to Yan Shu: "After that month, you must come, you have to come."

Yan Shu made repeated promises to Tao Zhi, and then Tao Zhi, who was restless, lay back in bed again. Tao Zhi slept very restlessly that night, and at three o'clock in the morning, he was completely awake, with his eyes open. Lying dry on the bed, the darkness of the night oppressed him in all directions, even though the scent of white camellia still surrounded him, Yan Shu's embrace was dry and warm, but it didn't give Tao Zhi any sense of reality.

Tao Zhi hoped that the night could be extended indefinitely, but the sky was still brutally bright.

Yan Shu had breakfast with Tao Zhi and was about to go to the airport. He wanted Tao Zhi to go to the airport with him, but Tao Zhi shook his head and refused. He shrank his neck nervously and said in a low voice, "I can't Get out, it's dangerous out there, I have to stay here."

Only when Tao Zhi stays in this house will "Yan Shu" come to him, otherwise he will miss "Yan Shu" and can only meet him again in his sleep. Although it is good to meet in a dream, Tao Zhi I still prefer the "Strict Statement" that can be hugged and touched like it is now.

Yan Shu didn't know why he had this idea suddenly today, he bent down and touched Tao Zhi's temples, Tao Zhi hugged Yan Shu reluctantly, he took a deep breath of the smell of pheromone on Yan Shu's body with attachment, and felt in his heart The sadness of his heart had already passed the top of his head, making him a little drowned.

Yan Shu thought that he had to go back and have a good talk with Tao Zhi's parents. Tao Zhi is obviously not in a normal state now. It is best to take Tao Zhi back to recuperate. As for studies, it is far less important than Tao Zhi's health.

"It's not dangerous outside, you can try to go out more often." Yan Shu said to Tao Zhi, seeing Tao Zhi's tightly pursed lips, he sighed helplessly, "Next time I come, let's go outside together Let's go, okay?"

Tao Zhi nodded immediately, Yan Shu felt uncomfortable, Yan Shu represented more than a simple "brother" in Tao Zhi's world, the sudden separation caused Tao Zhi to have a strong separation anxiety, he After staying in the shade for a long time, he was suddenly pushed into the wind and rain, and he was helpless.

Tao Zhi sent Yan Shu to the door. When he closed the door, he looked around the empty house a little uncomfortable. He tried not to think about the fact that Yan Shu had already left, but he still couldn't help but walked to the window and walked to the window. Looking down the window.

When Yan Shu's back appeared downstairs, Tao Zhi recalled some bad memories, the shaking vision blurred perspective, Yan Shu's tight mouth under the dim light, the cold rejection and the long-awaited figure at the airport .

Tao Zhi's eyes quickly heated up, and a big tear fell down unexpectedly. Tao Zhi wiped the tears with his sleeve in a little helplessness, and carefully hid behind the curtain to prevent Yan Shu from seeing him. He didn't want himself to behave so badly and so Weak, but the tears were out of his control, and kept coming out of his eyes. Tao Zhi could only cover his eyes and cry silently for a few minutes.

In the next few hours, Tao Zhi fell into an unspeakable anxiety. This kind of anxiety made him want to cry out hysterically, but he suppressed himself until he had difficulty breathing. The clothes he wore were like a kind of bondage, tightly wrapping him, and this kind of touch made him fearful, he thought, if he suffocated to death, Yan Shu would not be able to find him.

So he quickly took off his clothes, and lay naked on the floor of the living room. The sun was a little hot near noon, and it seemed to be burning his skin on him, and the light hit him On the naked/naked body, like a knife split him in the middle, he lay there shining white, he wanted to cry again, so he started to cry sadly, I don’t know how long he cried, his A pair of leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of him.

He looked up along the leather shoes and saw the calm and smiling face of "Yan Shu". He seemed to be blaming Tao Zhi for his behavior. He threw himself into the arms of "Yan Shu".

"Yan Shu" avoided him. He stood aside and watched Tao Zhi frown and cry sadly because of his avoidance. He still had a blaming and tolerant smile on his face until Tao Zhi curled up and lay on his stomach. Hitting and twitching on the floor, his shoulder blades were trembling like a pair of fragile butterfly wings, tears pooled on the floor to form a puddle of liquid, he sighed softly and said to Tao Zhi: "Bad boy."

Although he was a bad boy, "Yan Shu" still hugged him tenderly, and Tao Zhi stopped crying. He fell into the trap of An Ning. He should think about why "Yan Shu" went and then returned, but his brain told him This is not a problem for him, "Yan Shu" will never leave him again, and this is exactly what he wants.

About a week later, Dad and Yu Yanlun flew to country D. Because Yan Shu said that Tao Zhi's condition was not very good, they specially flew to visit Tao Zhi. If the situation was really wrong, they were going to suspend Tao Zhi from school.

Tao Zhi was very happy that his father and elder brother could come. In order to welcome them, Tao Zhi hid "Yan Shu" in the closet. "Yan Shu" lost his temper because of his decision. Explain the reason to him. In fact, he himself doesn't know the reason, but subconsciously feels that he should hide the "strict statement".

This decision was wise. Neither father nor elder brother noticed anything abnormal. Apart from being a little unsocial, there was nothing strange about Tao Zhi's performance. Tao Zhi was still optimistic and cheerful in front of them, so they were a little relieved.

Tao Zhi is also satisfied with his current life. "Yan Shu" is inseparable from him. Sometimes when he is in the classroom, he will find "Yan Shu" sitting next to him when he turns his head. Tao Zhi will secretly grab his hand under the table. his hand, and "Yan Shu" would smile softly at him, acquiescing to his behavior.

On the other side, after returning to China, Yan Shu accidentally saw a game on the secretary’s mobile phone. The interface was very similar to the games Tao Zhi often played. He asked the secretary to understand Tao Zhi’s preferences, but the secretary explained in embarrassment: "This is a love game."

"Huh?" Yan Shu was a little surprised. He didn't expect Tao Zhi to play a love game. Tao Zhi didn't seem to like this kind of game. He seemed very slow in emotion, and the only person who let him send out love messages ...It was Wang Siyu.

Damn Wang Siyu.

When Yan Shu thought of him after many years, his depression was still hard to dispel, and there was a faint tingling pain. Wang Siyu was lucky to have Tao Zhi's love, but he discarded this love so lightly, which made Yan Shu more annoyed at him.

Yan Shu tapped the black-haired figure on the screen and asked, "Who is this?"

"This is a strategy character in the game, called Chen Shu. It is set as a rich president, calm and reliable, but very indifferent to people." The secretary was a little surprised that her boss would be interested in this game character, but she still carefully After explaining to Yan Shu, she looked at Yan Shu and couldn't help but add, "I think this character is a bit like you."

Yan Shu looked at the two dead fish eyes on the vertical painting of the figure, and pointed to himself in surprise. He had never associated himself with this Two-dimensional image, but the secretary went on like a chatterbox: "You Look, he has a mole in the center of his cheek just like you."

Yan Shu took the phone, he had ignored the details of this character before, but now he looked carefully, there was indeed a small mole on the character's cheek.

Tao Zhi seems to like this character very much, and he is willing to buy so many accessories of this character. If his idea is the same as that of the secretary, then what is he thinking in his heart when he plays the game and the plot?

Are you thinking of Chen Shu on the screen, or... Yan Shu in reality?

This thought made Yan Shu short of breath for a few seconds, his brain was flooded with a lot of information, and there was even a slight humming in his brain for a while, he put down the phone in a daze, with dark emotions flashing in his eyes .

The secretary took her mobile phone, and Yan Shu acted a little unpredictable. She watched Yan Shu propped his chin and walked to the window. When he was about to ask, Yan Shu turned around quickly, grabbed his mobile phone on the other side of the table, and quickly said to the secretary: "Book me a ticket to country D tomorrow."

"Ah? But... yes, yes." Although the secretary had many doubts in her heart, her professionalism made her suppress her thoughts of inquiry. She hurriedly stood up and prepared to do something, and Yan Shu stopped her again.

Yan Shu's tone was a little hesitant, but also revealed an inexplicable determination, "What's the name of this game?"