fail love

Going abroad also requires a lot of preparation. Although he got rid of the college entrance examination, Tao Zhi didn't feel relaxed at all, and instead lost weight.

There are thick vocabulary books and school materials on Tao Zhi’s desk, and he spends time in the studio every day. Wang Siyu is different from Tao Zhi. After he decided to go abroad, Wang Siyu became more relaxed. Every time Tao Zhi returned to the classroom, he could see him lying on the table Nothing to do.

Wang Siyu could have taken leave to go home without spending a lot of time in the boring school, but he came to school every day, rain or shine, like clocking in, but he didn't study hard, and he didn't even take the school exams.

In the evening of the second quarter, Tao Zhi came back to the classroom for self-study. Wang Siyu was flipping through a novel in boredom. His desk was empty, so he could get down at any time, but Tao Zhi's desk was almost taken up by his things. full.

Tao Zhi pushed away the snacks piled on his desk, revealing the test paper underneath, which was the monthly test paper just handed out.

Wang Siyu glanced at the bright red number, although it was better than the previous few times, but the value was still pitifully small, he laughed unceremoniously, which aroused Tao Zhi's dissatisfaction, and stared at him with round eyes, "Don't laugh! "

Tao Zhi quickly folded up the test papers and stuffed them into his desk. Wang Siyu pushed the snacks back to Tao Zhi and said with a smile, "I'm not joking with you. These are for you to eat. Take them."

Tao Zhi glanced at the pile of snacks, feeling annoyed, and pushed back angrily, "I don't want it, I don't want to eat it."

"I'm pretty tempered," Wang Siyu closed the novel, mumbled while holding all the snacks in his arms, and stuffed them all into his desk, "If you don't eat it, don't eat it, I will eat it myself."

Tao Zhi opened the vocabulary book, didn't memorize a few words, and took out the monthly exam paper again in a state of distress, frowning and trying to correct a few questions by himself. He felt that Wang Siyu was looking at him, so he blocked his arm on the test paper On the side, I don't want Wang Siyu to see it.

"What are you fussing about?" Wang Siyu didn't care about reading Tao Zhi's test papers, he didn't quite understand Tao Zhi's behavior, "You can only get a few points in the test, aren't you making things difficult for yourself?"

Tao Zhi held the test paper and ignored Wang Siyu. He naturally knew that his behavior was meaningless. The courses to prepare for going abroad were different from those taught in school. Taking the school exam was completely useless.

He just makes some meaningless efforts in vain, hoping that a miracle will come, so that he can get enlightened and his grades will improve by leaps and bounds.

"I used my feet to pass the test higher than you." Wang Siyu saw that Tao Zhi ignored him, and the rebellious factors all over his body jumped up, trying to attract Tao Zhi's attention, "I will take the test with you next time, believe it or not I still have a high score."

Tao Zhi really wanted to focus his attention on the question, but the more he panicked, the more distracted he became, and with Wang Siyu chattering in his ear, he was so dazzled that he couldn't see the question clearly, and the letters on the white test paper were hand in hand. There was a dance in front of him, and the bright red strokes rushed toward his face with claws and teeth.

"Don't make fun of me, this joke is not funny." Tao Zhi's nose moved, and the tip of his nose quickly became congested and red. He hated himself for being so stupid, but there was no way to change all this. The shoulders that were originally propped on the table They all collapsed, "I took the test very seriously, very seriously, this score...isn't that embarrassing..."

Tao Zhi sniffed, his throat was sour, and his eyes were hot. Wang Siyu was taken aback by Tao Zhi's reaction. He didn't mean to want Tao Zhi to cry, but just to tease him. How could he want to pity Tao Zhi? His little heart was punctured.

"Hey, don't you need to cry about this?" Wang Siyu patted his mouth, "Look at my mouth, give it to a few mouths to eat, little ancestor, don't shed tears, your tears are precious, I Just joking with you."

Tao Zhi didn't shed tears, but he still felt a little sad, he was unable to make a choice, and he was unable to maintain the agreement with Yan Shu, so it was normal for Yan Shu to be disappointed with himself, and he was also disappointed with himself.

He thought, why does Wang Siyu always want to bully him?Is it fun to bully him?

Tao Zhi held his anger until school was over. Usually, he and Wang Siyu would walk together after school, but today he was angry and did not intend to forgive Wang Siyu unilaterally, so when the bell rang, Tao Zhi Zhi wanted to slip away with his schoolbag in his arms, but Wang Siyu was a step too late, and when he walked out of the classroom, he could only see Tao Zhi's back running with his schoolbag bouncing behind him.

Today is Yu Yanlun's birthday, he specially drove to pick Tao Zhi to attend the birthday party, stood at the school gate and saw Tao Zhi galloping towards Yu Yanlun, who was very relieved, thinking that the brother he raised with his own hands is really loving, so he opened his arms to prepare Catching Tao Zhi who was running over, Tao Zhi lowered his head, got into the car from under his arm, and still told him panting, "Let's go quickly."

Cooperating with this little brat, he ran so fast because he was thinking about himself, Yu Yanlun opened the driver's door in a daze, and as soon as he sat down, Tao Zhi came up from behind, exposed his head, and kissed his brother affectionately. Cheek, mouth very sweetly said: "Happy birthday brother."

"Thank you, Tao Tao." Yu Yanlun rubbed Tao Zhi's little head back with his hand. Normally, Tao Zhi was not willing to pat his head, because the way Yu Yanlun patted his head was no different from that of stroking a cat. It was all rough rubbing. Tao Zhi's hair was all blown up, but today was Yu Yanlun's birthday, so Tao Zhi shrank back after being so well-behaved.

He rummaged through his schoolbag and handed Yu Yanlun a wrapped gift box, "Brother, I picked the gift."

"Oh, I don't need you to buy gifts, you are still a child." Yu Yanlun said so, but quickly took the gift box in his hand, looked at it for a while before putting it on the passenger seat, yes Tao Zhi turned his head and smiled, "Thank you Tao Tao."

Tao Tao also smiled embarrassingly while holding his schoolbag. Being with his brother made him feel more relaxed. When he arrived at Yu Yanlun's residence near the university, he was even happier to find that Yan Shu was also there.

Yan Shu has been very busy recently, and he doesn't have much time to come back to see Tao Zhi. Tao Zhi hasn't seen Yan Shu for a long time. I think he thinks too much. If there are no other people, I wish I could stick to Yan Shu right away. .

Yu Yanlun only invited a few of his close friends, including Tao Zhi who just arrived, a total of nine people.

Tao Zhi attracted a lot of attention as soon as he arrived at the scene. His mixed-race appearance was still very eye-catching in the crowd, and his green-brown eyes were even rarer. He was also fair and well-behaved. Standing beside Yu Yanlun, he looked like a pretty doll, full of curiosity. The few people in the group couldn't help asking around Tao Zhi.

"You weird uncles and aunts don't scare my baby." Yu Yanlun waved his big hand, waved away the crowd around him, then lowered his head and patted Tao Zhi's shoulder lightly, "Go sit down first, I want to eat Take it yourself."

Tao Zhi deliberately made himself appear not to be so urgent, and after a while, he quietly moved to Yan Shu's side, but the seat next to Yan Shu was already full, and Tao Zhi didn't dare to ask others to stand up. He took the initiative to pull the chair to the side, and made an empty seat, "Tao Tao, you sit here."

Tao Zhi sat down happily, and called out first, "Brother."

Yan Shu hadn't seen Tao Zhi for about two months, and it was only today, but he found that Tao Zhi seemed to have lost weight, his eyes were bigger and his chin was pointed.

"Don't you like to eat school food?" Yan Shu asked worriedly. In fact, Tao Zhi didn't lose much weight, and he is now growing his body, which consumes a lot of energy. But in Yan Shu's eyes, Tao Zhi is as good as As if going to suffer, Tao Zhi picked up a piece of shrimp, shook his head and said, "No, but I didn't eat dinner today, because I want to come here to eat delicious food."

Tao Zhi was the only one present who was a minor, and after not eating for a long time, the others started booing for the birthday star to drink. Yu Yanlun couldn't handle their large number of people, so he had to ask someone to deliver a case of beer temporarily.

Once drinking wine, even the most delicious dishes will be neglected. Tao Zhi has been silently trying to stuff things into his mouth. When Yan Shu was drinking, he secretly glanced at Yan Shu, and the wine slipped down his throat , Yan Shu's Adam's apple trembled up and down, inexplicably sexy.

Tao Zhi took a few glances and couldn't help poking his head, "Brother, is this good?"

Tao Zhi looked like a curious kitten, his nose almost touched the wall of the glass, Yan Shu propped his chin, deliberately tilted the wine glass towards Tao Zhi, "You can try a little."

Now that Yan Shu agreed, Tao Zhi took a sip from his quilt, and as soon as he swallowed it, he frowned and stuck out his tongue, "It's so hard to drink."

Yan Shu let out a low laugh, Tao Zhi felt that he had been tricked by him, and continued to lower his head to bite the beef in his bowl unhappy, Yan Shu patted his head, "I'm a little dizzy, go up and have a rest first. "

Yan Shu left the seat, and people came to approach Tao Zhi one after another. Today is Yu Yanlun's birthday again, so he was coaxed by others and drank some wine. After drinking too much, he became dizzy. Yu Yanlun blushed when he saw Tao Zhi. Quickly helped Tao Zhi fend off the others, "He is underage, don't try to encourage him, it's not good to get drunk later."

Yu Yanlun pulled Tao Zhi and asked him to go upstairs to the room to lie down for a while, and later asked him to come down to eat cakes. Tao Zhi didn't make any movement at first, and he cried thirsty after leaning on the chair, but Yu Yanlun had already been taken by other people. Pulled over, the atmosphere was warm, no one noticed Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi yelled for a while and saw that no one paid attention to him, so he could only stand up staggeringly, holding his forehead and walking upstairs.

He was a little thirsty for water, but he didn't know where there was water, so he casually walked into a dark room. Fortunately, there was a kettle on the table.

Tao Zhi didn't notice anyone on the balcony at first, he swallowed a few sips of water, the burning feeling in his throat subsided a little, and he began to look around the room, and it was at this time that he found Yan Shu on the balcony.

Yan Shu also found him. He leaned back on the balcony railing, saw Tao Zhi standing by the table in a daze by the light outside, couldn't help laughing softly, and asked in a coaxing tone: "Puppy, what are you doing?" How did you come here?"

If Tao Zhi was really a puppy, his ears must have fallen down at this moment, and he walked towards Yan Shu in a nonchalant way, the distance between them was suddenly shortened, and the faint scent of white camellia on Yan Shu's body was more obvious After a while, mixed in the evening breeze, Tao Zhi was a little intoxicated.

Tao Zhi sniffed Yan Shu's collar, Yan Shu was a little itchy from his breathing, hugged Tao Zhi vainly, lowered his head and smiled and said, "What's the matter, acting like a spoiled brother when you're drunk?"

Tao Zhi snorted a few times, but Yan Shu didn't understand what it meant, so he let Tao Zhi go. Tao Zhi rubbed his cheek against his chin, showing his affection like a small animal. His cheek was soft, It was warm again, which made Yan Shu feel a little distracted.

The moon hanging in the sky is like a silver hook, Tao Zhi raised his eyes to look at Yan Shu's eyebrows and eyes, the more he looked at him, the more he liked him, the suppressed emotion in his heart was eager to spew out at this moment, he liked Yan Shu, wanted Yan Shu, wanted to She and Yan Shu have been together forever.

"Brother," Tao Zhi called out, and Yan Shu bowed his head to answer him. Tao Zhi who got the response became more and more brave. He bit his index finger joint and whispered, "I like you, I like you so much, I like you so much, like you It’s incredible, it’s not just an ordinary liking, it’s that kind, that kind of liking.”

Yan Shu was hit by Tao Zhi's sudden confession, he was stunned for a moment, and soon the blood began to rush in his veins, making his whole body agitated, he was a little dazed for a while, thinking that he was in a dream, his heart constricted Too fast, let him have a feeling of heart palpitations.

Yan Shu suspected that Tao Zhi was drunk and didn't know what he was talking about. Tao Zhi said he liked it many times. He wanted to hear Yan Shu's response, but Yan Shu never said anything. He looked up Looking at Yan Shu, his eyes were completely obsessed, and Yan Shu also looked at him.

Because Tao Zhi didn't get a response for a long time, his mind was in a mess. He didn't know what he said, and his thoughts drifted away. Thinking of being bullied by Wang Siyu today, he couldn't help but want to complain to Yan Shu, and didn't want him As soon as he said Wang Siyu's name, Yan Shu reacted greatly and pushed him away.

Tao Zhi's heart became cold all of a sudden, and he shuddered all over. He wondered what was wrong, what did he say?

He confessed, and when Tao Zhi remembered it, he became even more frightened. Seeing Yan Shu's stern expression, Tao Zhi had guessed the worst possible outcome, and Yan Shu really said to him: "Tao Zhi, stop, you know that you are in trouble. What are you doing?"

Tao Zhi was trembling with fear and couldn't stop, he tried to find something else to make amends, but his mouth was trembling and he couldn't speak, the panic made him start to sob in a low voice soon, his legs were so weak that he could hardly stand up.

Yan Shu squeezed his shoulder with great strength, and Tao Zhi felt a clear pain when he pinched it. He wept embarrassingly, tears fell down, and he mumbled "I'm sorry", but still Desperately grabbing Yan Shu's sleeve, hoping that Yan Shu can comfort him.

But Yan Shu didn't, Yan Shu's expression was horrifying, he looked as if he was going to eat Tao Zhi directly, his usual gentleness and warmth disappeared, and there was only coldness and indifference.

Tao Zhi couldn't stop crying, saying that he wanted to go home, Yan Shu might finally be softened by his crying, and took him downstairs, Yu Yanlun was almost drunk, and he didn't forget to raise his head to care for himself while lying on the table Brother, "Where are you going? Cake, Tao Tao wants to eat cake."

Tao Zhi buried his face in Yan Shu's clothes, not wanting others to see him like this, but Yan Shu just silently hugged him and sent him to the car.

It was a really bad day, Tao Zhi couldn't help crying in the car, the tears were about to drown him, but they couldn't dispel his sadness, he made a big mistake, although he was prepared, but he was really unsatisfied Refused mercilessly, Tao Zhi still felt the sharp pain, so painful that he arched his body up and didn't dare to breathe too much.

The failure of the confession not only means that there is no possibility for him and Yan Shu, but also means that the relationship of the past ten years will be forced to end at this embarrassing end at this moment.

Tao Zhi just wanted to hide himself quickly, in a corner that no one else knew, when Yan Shu called him to stop, he turned his head back in surprise as if he was frightened.

"Tao Zhi, can you..."

Can you not like Wang Siyu, can you like someone else, can you like me?

The author says:

The front is still a cute Xiao Wang, but in these few chapters it becomes a hateful Xiao Wang, Xiao Wang feels wronged (?Д`)