fail love

Holding hands seems to be a very small thing for Tao Zhi. His emotions towards human beings are always vague, either too closed or without a sense of boundary. , so if he can't hold hands casually, Tao Zhi can do well.

Although Tao Zhi was always told by Yu Yanlun that he had no eyesight, he could slowly feel that the attitudes of his brother and Yan Shu towards him had indeed changed. Starting from being unable to hold hands, gradually, these "can't" prohibitions became more and more serious. More and more, recently, Yan Shu refused his hug.

Tao Zhi didn't show any displeasure with these emotions, in fact he was very depressed. Although he didn't know the specific names of these emotions, he could already feel the bitterness in them, but he couldn't vent them yet.

According to Tao Zhi's observation, the students in the class don't seem to have the same troubles as him. Some students even have a tense relationship with their brothers and sisters. Like Tao Zhi, he is inseparable from people.

They were born to be able to handle things easily, but Tao Zhi got angry because of this, and a few blisters formed on the sides of his mouth, which hurt when he licked them.

In the end, Tao Zhi had no choice but to come to the conclusion that growth is a process of growing up and losing at the same time.

He gradually accepted everything, and gradually distanced himself from them subconsciously. Yu Yanlun even touched his head curiously and said, "I feel that Tao Tao has become independent recently."

Tao Zhi made a funny face at his elder brother, which made Yu Yanlun laugh out loud. He patted Yan Shu on the shoulder next to him, and asked him to see Tao Zhi. There are still slightly drooping eyelids due to loss.

Tao Zhi had no other friends with whom he could share his troubles and secrets. Only Xu Zhou, who had the best temper in the class, was willing to talk to him. I wasted time watching this classmate who was obviously mentally behind his peers.

Tao Zhi also knew that the questions he asked were stupid and embarrassing, but he kept his thoughts in his heart and didn't speak out, and even if he couldn't hold back, he would make trouble, so he asked Xu Zhou in distress: "Why do I feel that my two brothers and I are not the same? Kiss?"

Xu Zhou took a sip of the water in his glass, and calmed down Tao Zhi: "It's normal, I had a neighbor's brother who played well with me when I was young, but since he split into Alpha, we have gradually become estranged. "

"Especially if they are older than us, there is a generation gap of three years, who wants to play with brats all the time?"

What Xu Zhou said was the truth, Tao Zhi still held his face in annoyance, his mouth curled up in a pitiful manner, especially since he had a few obvious small blisters around his mouth, he looked like he was just abandoned A dirty little stray who doesn't understand why he was left behind.

Seeing his pitiful expression, Xu Zhou could only comfort him: "Don't think about it, it's all natural. Your brothers have their own lives, and so do you. In the future, you will have a wider and more splendid life than you have now. In this world, now you are just too young and have contact with too few people, so you feel this way."

Tao Zhi was dubious. Xu Zhou was the best student in the class, and he was always in the top ten in every exam. He has always had a superstition for those who are good at learning, thinking that they are smart and listen to what they say, but he feels that he It's really sad now, even if the road ahead really has a wider and more splendid world as Xu Zhou said, he can't expect it.

Xu Zhou took another sip of water, suddenly thought of something, hooked his fingers at Tao Zhi, Tao Zhi didn't know, so he leaned over, Xu Zhoushen said mysteriously: "Could it be that your brothers have made friends?"

"Ah?" Tao Zhi looked ignorant, but Xu Zhou couldn't stand it any longer. He said "Aiya", stretched out two thumbs, and touched finger to finger, "Your brothers are both seniors in high school. Definitely already in love!"

Realizing that what he said was too absolute, Xu Zhou changed to a more ambiguous statement: "Maybe not yet, but [-]% of the thoughts are there."

Tao Zhi didn't know what falling in love was, so he blinked at Xu Zhou and said doubtfully, "Why do they leave me behind in falling in love?"

Xu Zhou had nothing to say, and couldn't help but raise his voice: "Stupid you, whoever is in love will take you with you!"

She turned around and rummaged through the table, found a novel with a light blue cover and threw it to Tao Zhi, "Lend it to you, be careful not to let the teacher catch it."

Xu Zhou patted the cover of the book lightly, touched it reluctantly like a baby, and told Tao Zhi: "Even if you are caught, don't say it's mine."

Tao Zhi glanced at the title of the book above, and only had time to see the word "school grass", Xu Zhou quickly stuffed the book into Tao Zhi's arms, urging him: "Hide it quickly."

Because of Xu Zhou's attitude, Tao Zhi had the feeling that he had hidden a filthy book. He intuitively read this kind of book as if it was not good, so he hesitated to speak, but Xu Zhou was very enthusiastic. He said: "You will know what it's like to be in love after watching it."

This was a big temptation for Tao Zhi, he weakly defeated the temptation, and began to secretly read this "Love Enlightenment Textbook".

Unexpectedly, he couldn't stop after reading it. He didn't do anything all afternoon, so he secretly read novels in the belly of the table. When he got home, he lay on the bed at night and secretly turned on the light of his mobile phone to read under the covers.

Seeing that he liked it, Xu Zhou was overjoyed, and shared several similar novels with Tao Zhi, spanning ancient and modern times, covering multiple themes of youth campus, urban dog blood, in addition to traditional AO romance, there are also AA romance, AB romance, BO romance, etc. , Opened Tao Zhi's horizons a lot.

Xu Zhou would also discuss the plot with him, and Tao Zhi would ask her what he didn't understand. He had never been so serious and active in his studies.

After Tao Zhi thought he had figured out this complicated human emotion, he understood one thing, that is, love belongs to a certain person alone, and pure love can ignore age, status, gender and other things that restrict people. A completely free passionate and romantic emotion.

Tao Zhi liked this kind of emotion, and he soon began to think about who he wanted to give this unique feeling to.

When he thought about it, Yan Shu's face naturally appeared in his mind. After thinking about it once, Tao Zhi found himself thinking about Yan Shu all the time. Even if Yan Shu was so close to him, he couldn't stop thinking, he wouldn't He hoped that Yan Shu would belong to another stranger in the future, and he hoped that Yan Shu could always belong to him alone.

Tao Zhi's mind was still muddled and he had no idea. He didn't know what his thoughts should be described concretely, and he didn't feel that he should fall in love with Yan Shuhe. He said to himself in his heart that he just couldn't bear Yan Shuhe.遖颩 is his older brother, but Yan Shu may not be Yan Shu alone.

Because of this unfounded problem, Tao Zhi lay on the bed every day as restless as a pancake. He couldn't sleep, and there were constant voices in his head to harass him, so that he always seemed listless during the day.

With his childish thoughts deeply in his mind, he dared not approach Yan Shu even more, even if Yan Shu took the initiative to come to him, Tao Zhi was much more disciplined than before.

Yan Shu is still the original Yan Shu, he is always more at ease than Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi is more flustered than him, clumsily hiding his thoughts, he also secretly observes Yan Shu, trying to find something from Yan Shu's face The loss stems from Tao Zhi's loss of alienating him, but he finds that there is nothing at all.

Maybe Yan Shu has more things than Tao Zhi after all. People come and go in his world, and Tao Zhi is just a small part of it.

Life was still going on at a leisurely pace, and after a semester passed smoothly, Tao Zhi still had no differentiation, doctors were starting to worry, Tao Zhi still didn't care about it.

Just when Tao Zhi was about to forget the discussion about "love" with Xu Zhou, and the vague estrangement between the three of them, an unexpected incident in the evening blew everything up again.

When Tao Zhi finished dinner and sat in his seat to digest, Xu Zhou suddenly rushed in from outside, grabbed Tao Zhi's arm and said excitedly, "Come on, your brother has been confessed!"

Xu Zhou usually looked at a petite girl, and he almost dragged away Tao Zhi who was a head taller than him. Tao Zhi was out of the situation all the way, he thought it was Yu Yanlun, and explained to Xu Zhou quite leisurely : "It's okay, my brother has been in a relationship for a long time, and my dad found out when he went to see his girlfriend during the winter vacation."

Xu Zhou returned to Tao Zhi casually all the way, and couldn't hide his excitement: "Let's go and see the excitement. It's on the playground. It's a big show. When the teacher comes, we want to see it." I can't see it either."

There was already a small circle of people on the playground, Xu Zhou didn't dare to get too close, and Tao Zhi hid behind a tree outside the playground and poked his head. Tao Zhi tiptoed to the center of the crowd and saw the tall man in the center , suddenly the whole person was taken aback.

Not Yu Yanlun, but Yan Shu.

Because the distance was a bit far, Tao Zhi couldn't see the expression on Yan Shu's face, nor could he see the face of the person who confessed his love, he just felt that a basin of cold water was pouring on him, which made his heart go cold all at once.

"Why are you shaking?" Xu Zhou asked strangely, Tao Zhi didn't want to shake, but he couldn't stop, his hands and feet were limp, his whole body was trembling slightly, and he stammered helplessly: "I, I, I have no idea……"

The crowd dispersed a bit, and Tao Zhi saw the boy who confessed his love, holding a small bouquet of roses, even from such a distance, Tao Zhi could still see the smile on his face and the blush on his cheeks.

Tao Zhi glanced at it and didn't dare to look at it. He supported the tree and wanted to escape from here, but his legs were too weak to walk. He was thinking, is Yan Shu going to belong to others so soon?

So what should he do?

Tao Zhi didn't know, his mind was in a mess until he heard someone shout: "The teacher is here!"

Some people even yelled loudly: "Teacher, it's them! It's their puppy love! Catch them! Catch them!"

Tao Zhi saw several teachers running past him, he moved his eyes a little slowly, and didn't know where to look, while Xu Zhou stuck out his tongue and pulled Tao Zhi: "Let's go too."

Tao Zhi finally regained his composure. He looked anxiously at the destroyed scene and said softly, "My brother doesn't know how to fall in love."

Xu Zhou said "Huh?" and jokingly said, "Why are you so sure?"

Tao Zhi actually has no basis, he just hopes that Yan Shu will not fall in love with others.

Tao Zhi walked slowly on the way back to the classroom. Seeing that he was not in a good mood, Xu Zhou asked him, "What's the matter? You don't like this sister-in-law?"

"He's not my sister-in-law." Tao Zhi pouted, Xu Zhou was amused by his expression, and laughed out loud, "That's up to you, as long as your brother likes it."

Tao Zhi became even more sad. He was still worried about whether Yan Shu would be punished if he was caught by the teacher, but now he thought almost badly that it was better to punish Yan Shu in a more serious way so that Yan Shu would not dare to fall in love in the future.

After thinking about it, he softened his heart again, Tao Zhi couldn't help but sniffed his nose because of his entanglement, Xu Zhou was frightened by him, and said in horror: "You won't cry, will you?"

"I didn't cry..." Tao Zhi said softly, he just felt his nose sore, and his heart was stuffy, "Xu Zhou, will my brother not want me if he falls in love?"

Xu Zhou said indifferently: "It's okay, you still have a brother."

Tao Zhi answered silently in his heart, no, not the other brother, he just wanted to be strict.

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