fail love

Because Tao Zhi arrived early, when he walked into the class holding Yan Shu's hand, there were only a few students and parents standing sparsely in the class, even so, they still attracted a lot of attention.

Tao Zhi's face was full of mixed blood, and he had a pair of unusual green pupils. Several curious students couldn't help staring at his face. Tao Zhi was used to other people's eyes. He He doesn't have much awareness of the boundaries and distance between people, and Yan Shu's hand is still firmly held by so many eyes.

Compared to Yan Shu's quietness, Yu Yanlun howled furiously as soon as he came in: "Where are you sitting? Quickly pick, you have to go back to the classroom after we send you off."

Tao Zhi looked around the classroom, and quickly picked the place in the last row against the wall, which had not been occupied by anyone. Yu Yanlun quickly walked over and pulled away the tables and chairs, and threw Tao Zhi's schoolbag into the belly of the table. , hooking Yan Shu's shoulders and about to leave.

"You will copy the chemistry homework for me later. I didn't do it. The teacher said that he will check it when he comes in the morning." Yu Yanlun whispered to Yan Shu, looking down, Tao Zhi looked at the two of them eagerly, Yu Yanlun stretched out his hand to hook Touching Tao Zhi's nose, he smiled and said, "It's still hello, I don't have any homework."

Yan Shu gave Tao Zhi a few more words, and the two walked out of the classroom. When they passed by the window, Tao Zhi stuck his head out from the window and called softly, "Brother Yan Shu."

Yu Yanlun was thinking about the homework he hadn't finished, and was eager to pull Yan Shu away, but Yan Shu stopped and pushed him away.

Tao Zhi pulled Yan Shu's sleeve, made Yan Shu bend down slightly, and whispered in Yan Shu's ear, "Brother, don't forget to come to me at noon."

"Don't forget." Tao Zhi blinked at Yanshu, fearing that Yanshu would regret it, he showed his sincerity nervously, "I have money on my meal card, so I will treat my brother to dinner."

"Hey, what else do you two have to whisper?" Yu Yanlun didn't know how clingy they would be, Tao Zhi just got out of the car and chased after him, insisting on holding hands with Yan Shu, Yu Yanlun went up without too much trouble Cou, "You also have a few whispers with your brother."

Tao Zhi wrinkled his nose stingily, and said to Yu Yanlun, "I have nothing to say to you."

Yan Shu straightened up and smiled, Yu Yanlun punched him unhappily: "What? What charades are you playing?"

"Really, who is your real brother? Why do you always turn your elbows out?" Yu Yanlun couldn't stop greeting Yan Shu several times, Yan Shu remained motionless, but smiled and dragged Yu Yanlun downstairs up.

On the first day of his junior high school life, he had no clear memories of Tao Zhi. He didn't even feel excited or apprehensive. He doesn't even need to change seats, he can occupy the last row for himself, and no one will bother him.

When Tao Zhi was in school, he was like a quiet and transparent person. The surrounding environment became more and more noisy. He was still quietly lying on the table alone, watching the noisy crowd around him with his eyes open. If someone stared at him , he will stare back, he regards this matter as an interesting game, if the other party looks away first, he will jump for joy in his heart.

Only when he went to the cafeteria to eat, he became more active, especially when Yan Shu appeared at the door of the classroom, he gave a little cheer, like a happy puppy who only saw its owner, and quickly stood up from his seat. He got up and jumped to Yan Shu's side, chattering a lot.

The days at school were very boring and monotonous, and this kind of days repeated itself until the fourth week, when the people sitting next to Tao Zhi slowly tried to talk to him.

Xu Zhou at Tao Zhi's front desk was a girl with round-frame glasses and short hair. When she smiled, she had two dimples on her face. Xu Zhou was outgoing and cheerful, and soon became friends with her classmates.

It was also Xu Zhou who took the initiative to talk to Tao Zhi, but when Xu Zhou spoke to Tao Zhi for the first time, Tao Zhi's mind went blank, and he stared at her with his lips tightly closed, causing the smile on the other party's face to freeze , the dimples couldn't bear it and collapsed.

When he went back, Tao Zhi regretted that he had missed this opportunity, so he told Yu Yanlun about it, and Yu Yanlun encouraged him, so the next day Tao Zhi specially brought Xu Zhou the meat floss shellfish made by Aunt Sun, and secretly put it on the table.

As soon as Xu Zhou arrived at her table, she saw the small gift on her table. She picked it up in surprise and asked around, and finally turned to Tao Zhi in disbelief: "Did you give it to me?"

Tao Zhi shyly plucked up the courage to nod, and stammered to explain: "Because, I was not yesterday, and I didn't mean to ignore you on purpose."

Xu Zhou obviously forgot what happened yesterday, and smiled brightly at him: "It's okay, thank you, this is my favorite."

Tao Zhi rested his chin on the table again, leaned on the table and thought, it seems that communicating with people is not so difficult.

This made him more courageous, and over time, he and others were able to talk a few words. After going back and forth, people dared to ask Tao Zhi more and more questions, because they were all curious about Tao Zhi.

"Tao Zhi, who are the two handsome guys who sent you here on the day you started school?" Xu Zhou and Tao Zhi talked a lot, and they gradually became acquainted with Tao Zhi, so they couldn't help gossiping, "Why? You are so tall and handsome, and others say that you are holding hands with one of them, who is he?"

"One is my brother, and the one holding my hand is my brother's friend, I also call him brother," Tao Zhi said, "They are in their third year of high school here."

"It's your brother, no wonder, you are so good-looking too..." Xu Zhou slowly paused while speaking, and then he became even more confused after thinking about it, and asked suspiciously: "But you are a mixed race, and both of them are Black hair and black eyes..."

Tao Zhi smiled and said, "Because I was adopted."

Xu Zhou's smile became a little stiff for a moment. According to her usual social habits, she should probably say some comforting words now, but seeing Tao Zhi being so magnanimous, she didn't know what to say for a while, and closed her eyes in embarrassment. mouthed.

Tao Zhi didn't realize at all how difficult it was for someone to answer a sentence, and said to himself: "That's why my eyes are green, and my hair is curly."

He also fiddled with the hair on his forehead and showed Xu Zhou that Tao Zhi's eyelashes were also curly, long and curly, making his eyes look bigger, pure and innocent.

Xu Zhou changed the topic: "Then why do you hold hands?"

Tao Zhi was asked this kind of question for the first time, and this time it was his turn to be puzzled, "Can't I hug you? I did it because I like my brother."

"Because... because we are all in our teens, not children anymore, this kind of action is too intimate." Xu Zhou really wanted to explain to Tao Zhi, but when he found out how she explained, Tao Zhi still couldn't understand. You can't hold hands with Yan Shu at a certain age, obviously he started holding hands since he was a child.

"Please, it's strange for two boys to hold hands at this age, they are so tired and crooked, they are not manly at all." Another person joined their conversation, Tao Zhi's expression slipped with a trace of astonishment, and the person continued to ask, "You What kind of liking do you say you like him?"

Tao Zhi was even more puzzled. In his perception, liking is liking, and liking is a very broad term that includes everything. He likes his parents, his elder brother, flowers and plants, and small animals. His eyes are all the same, there is no difference.

Tao Zhi couldn't tell, the other person was more precocious, and he already knew a little about vague love at a young age, he smiled ambiguously, "Tao Zhi, you don't know about puppy love, do you? You are still a child, you can't learn this. "

Tao Zhi murmured inwardly, he wondered why Xu Zhou said he was no longer a child, but this person said he was still a child?

"I didn't." Although Tao Zhi couldn't figure it out, he knew that negation was enough. He had already learned to judge whether he needed to negate or affirm according to the tone of the other party. He tried this trick time and again, and almost never missed it.

"Don't pay attention to him, he's annoying." Xu Zhou frowned and said, "However, Tao Tao, are you still undifferentiated? I haven't even smelled your pheromone."

Xu Zhou is an Omega. The Alphas and Omega that differentiated in school will put pheromone blocking stickers. Tao Zhi can hardly smell their pheromones. Hearing that Xu Zhou's pheromones are sweet and sour strawberry flavor, Tao Zhi is also strange. Those who want to smell it, honestly say: "I haven't yet, the doctor said that I should have differentiated in the past few years."

Xu Zhou made a clear smile, "No wonder you don't understand, when you split up, you will know why you can't hold hands."

Tao Zhi doesn't like waiting very much, and he doesn't know why Xu Zhou is so sure that as long as Tao Zhi splits up, he will know the reason why he can't hold hands. Yan Shu holds hands in front of people.

Tao Zhi thought, he could only sneak around and hold hands with Yan Shu.

Just in case, Tao Zhi asked Xu Zhou specifically: "Then can my brother and I take care of each other?"

Xu Zhou didn't dare to speak out. She saw that Tao Zhi didn't understand anything, and she believed in other people's words extremely. She was afraid that her own words would mislead others. If it was her biological brother, she could naturally talk to Tao Zhi generously. That's fine, but Tao Zhi was adopted, which made her very embarrassed, so she could only think about it and said in an uncertain tone: "Probably, it should, maybe it is possible, he is your brother."

Tao Zhi was relieved a little.

When school was over that day, Yan Shu naturally wanted to hold Tao Zhi's hand to cross the road, but Tao Zhi suddenly put his hand aside and hid behind him.

"What's wrong?" Yan Shu was puzzled, grabbed Tao Zhi's schoolbag and led him from one side of the road to the other while the green light was on. Yu Yanlun was going to be on duty today, so the two of them walked out of the school gate first, ready to go to the car Wait for Yu Yanlun.

Tao Zhi put his hands behind his back, his fingers were tangled together, he clasped the edge of his nails, and said hesitantly, "Because I'm a man."

The horns of the surrounding traffic were too loud, Tao Zhi's words were drowned in the noise, Yan Shu didn't pay attention and missed it, and asked Tao Zhi again.

Once again, Tao Zhi was embarrassed to speak, silently stuffed his hands into the pockets of his school uniform, lowered his head and said, "I don't want to hold you."

There was a slight pause in Yan Shu's movements. He seemed to be digesting and understanding Tao Zhi's words. Tao Zhi kept looking down at his toes, so he didn't pay attention to Yan Shu's expression.

He only heard Yan Shu say in a calm and indifferent tone as always: "Okay, I won't hold you anymore from now on."

Tao Zhi quickly raised his head, he wanted to say that this is not okay, he wanted to hold someone on his back a few times, but when he saw Yan Shu's stern expression, Tao Zhi was silent for a moment, and could only watch helplessly With Yan Shu's lips moving, he said, "It's about time, you've grown up."

Tao Zhi found himself hating the word "grow up". Before he had time to enjoy the happiness brought by growth, he was forced to learn to bear the loss brought about by growth.

The bustling street is full of traffic, everyone is running passively, the wheel of time rolls silently, without even bringing a breeze, but it crushes Tao Zhi at the age of 14, an ordinary, immature and clumsy end of summer , the fragments were spread on the scorching hot asphalt road, shaking and turning into shiny spots on the ground.

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