fail love

On the first day of school, when Yu Yanlun packed his schoolbag and went downstairs, he ran into Tao Zhi who was squatting on the stairs.

Tao Zhi didn't know how early he got up. The summer morning was too cold. He was wearing a pair of light black trousers and a thin gray sweater jacket over the short sleeves. When he heard the footsteps behind him, he turned his head happily and immediately Stand up: "brother, you are up."

"Why are you squatting here alone?" Yu Yanlun was startled when he saw something move suddenly, "Why do you get up so early?"

The middle school and high school that Yu Yanlun attended were linked together. Based on Tao Zhi's grades, he couldn't get into this school, so the family added a large sum of money to get Tao Zhi into this school. .

The start time of the first day of junior high school was two hours later than the start time of the third year of high school. Tao Zhi, who was always sleepy, woke up early. Yu Yanlun felt strange and touched the back of Tao Zhi's head, "Why don't you sleep more?"

Tao Zhi followed Yu Yanlun with his schoolbag in his arms, raised his head and whispered embarrassedly, "I want to go to school with my brother."

Yu Yanlun looked down at Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi simply looked back at him, as obedient as a docile sheep, Yu Yanlun sighed, and said helplessly, "So clingy."

Yu Yanlun had longer legs than Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi jumped a few steps before following him, ignoring what Yu Yanlun just said, and said to himself: "Auntie Sun cooked millet porridge and crystal shrimp dumplings, which are delicious, and I don't even have them." Eat and wait for you to eat together."

Seeing Tao Zhi's greedy face, Yu Yanlun couldn't help pinching the flesh around his cheeks. The soft flesh was especially easy to pinch and felt very good. Yu Yanlun said to him: "Little greedy cat."

The corners of Tao Zhi's mouth were almost torn apart by Yu Yanlun, he said "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and shook off Yu Yanlun Yu Yanlun's hand, covered his cheek and closed his eyes and said angrily, "Why are you so strong!"

Yu Yanlun didn't want to quarrel with Tao Zhi early in the morning, so he made a stop gesture, sat down and stuffed a shrimp dumpling into Tao Zhi's mouth, and said with a smile: "Eat it quickly, and call Yan later." Say, let's go to school together."

The shrimp dumplings made by Aunt Sun had thin skins and big fillings. When he bit into them, the shrimp meat was springy and the delicious soup filled his mouth. But Tao Zhi didn’t have the heart to taste this delicacy. After eating a few in a row, Hululu drank a bowl of porridge, and as soon as the bowl was put away, he volunteered to stand up: "I'll call Brother Yan Shu."

"Do you need to shout? You don't stop early in the morning." Yu Yanlun watched Tao Zhi run out in a hurry, and he didn't even look back after shouting a few times. Aunt Sun was cooking a plate of sweets. Taking out the corn, Tao Zhi ran away without eating much, and asked suspiciously, "Is he in such a hurry to eat?"

Yu Yanlun stretched out his hand and took a corn and handed it to Aunt Sun, "He will definitely be hungry when he arrives at school, so wrap him with a corn and take it to eat."

On the other hand, Tao Zhi ran to Yan Shu's house and shouted at Yan Shu downstairs.

Yan Shu's parents are not at home all the year round. Apart from Yan Shu himself, there is only one elderly housekeeper who often lives here. The housekeeper seldom speaks. It is to silently make a background board and take care of the affairs of the house.

Tao Zhi thought that Yan Shu would come down to open the door for him, but he didn't expect the housekeeper to open the door for him. Tao Zhi smiled at the housekeeper, regardless of whether others responded, went straight into the room, casually tossed his schoolbag, and He ran upstairs, tried to twist the doorknob of Yan Shu's room, and it opened in one go.

Tao Zhi poked his head in through the crack of the door, and the room was still closed with thick curtains. The summer sun got up early, and the room had already seen a little light, so that Tao Zhi could barely see the bulging pile on the bed. .

Tao Zhi closed the door on tiptoe, and walked carefully to the bed, the room was still cold with the air conditioner on, Yan Shu was wrapped in the air conditioner quilt, only half of his head was exposed.

When Yan Shu fell asleep, the indifference of his facial features was eliminated a lot, his hair was messy and fluffy, and his straight eyelashes could be seen with his eyes closed, soft and innocent. Tao Zhi touched Yan Shu's eyelashes curiously, He seemed to feel something in his dream, his eyelids moved but he didn't wake up.

The only clear sound in the quiet room was the sound of the air conditioner running. Tao Zhi tilted his head and said that the air exhaled from his nose sprayed on his palms, which made him feel a little hot. He lowered his head and smelled A light and reassuring scent of camellia.

Tao Zhi vaguely realized that pheromone is a very private matter for Alpha. He has not differentiated yet, and he can't actually smell much, but he didn't dare to smell it rashly. He held his breath carefully, feeling that his heart They breathed a sigh of relief because they were beating so fast due to lack of oxygen.

He was thinking about whether to wake Yan Shu up, but before he could think about it, he was suddenly pulled into his arms.

Tao Zhi let out a short scream, Yan Shu stretched his hands, and easily put his arms around him, holding the quilt to cover Tao Zhi's mouth.

"What are you doing standing by the bed without saying a word?" Yan Shu pressed Tao Zhi through the quilt, Tao Zhi struggled a few times and then stopped moving, and said with a smile, "I told you to get up."

Yan Shu let go of Tao Zhi, straightened up and yawned, got out of bed and went to the bathroom, Tao Zhi also got out of bed quickly, and wanted to go to the bathroom together.

Yan Shu stopped at the door of the bathroom, leaning against the door, holding the other door with one hand, blocking Tao Zhi's way, Tao Zhi raised his head suspiciously, Yan Shu looked down at him and said, "Don't follow in."

Tao Zhi puffed his cheeks and was about to ask why, when Yan Shu nodded his head, "I need to make it easier."

Tao Zhi quickly turned around in embarrassment, ran to Yan Shu's bed, buried his head in the quilt and couldn't get up.

Yan Shu came out of the bathroom after washing, Tao Zhi was still buried in the quilt motionless, Yan Shu sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to play with the hair next to Tao Zhi's ear, Tao Zhi was still lying on his stomach unconsciously.

Yan Shu's hand had just touched the water, and there was still damp water vapor on his hand, his fingers were cold, and occasionally accidentally touched Tao Zhi's ear, Tao Zhi's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but tilt his head to reveal a smile. only eye.

"I got up so early today, I'm going to be sleepy in class." Yan Shu didn't mention what happened just now, so Tao Zhi showed his whole face and said disapprovingly, "I won't sleep."

Yan Shu's expression didn't change much, but Tao Zhi liked to look at Yan Shu's eyes very much. Yan Shu's eyes were deep and charming, and everyone could see a bit of tenderness. Tao Zhi put his hand under his cheek and said vaguely Said: "I am very serious in class."

"Are you nervous? I'm going to a new school, don't be afraid." Yan Shu put his hands on Tao Zhi's back casually. Tao Zhi felt strangely comfortable, so he didn't move. He supported his head with his hands and said, "I don't care. I'm afraid, I can go to you when I'm afraid."

Yan Shu smiled lightly, "Yes, come to brother if you are afraid, you can come to me for anything, and I will help you solve it."

Because Tao Zhi didn't have time to correct his behavior when he was a child, he often did some behaviors that normal people would not do, and made strange movements on inappropriate occasions. This is also because Tao Zhi lived in a state of neglect for a long time before. His subconscious Will use weird behavior to get attention from others, and at the same time, no one taught him that this is wrong.

Yan Shu has always corrected Tao Zhi's behavior very strictly. Although his tone was not harsh when he became aggressive, he would scare Tao Zhi into tears. Xia Xin's stern face cast a certain psychological shadow on Tao Zhi, and he even had nightmares about Yan Shu.

But it didn't prevent Tao Zhi from clinging to Yan Shu after crying, even if he was tearful, he would crawl into Yan Shu's arms and cry.

Tao Zhi squinted his eyes and smiled sweetly, calling Yan Shu "brother". After a moment of silence, Yan Shu said to Tao Zhi, "Do you want to try to make new friends?"

The corners of Tao Zhi's mouth immediately flattened. He bit his mouth and thought for a while, then shook his head decisively and said, "I don't want it."

"I don't want to make friends, I just want you and my brother." Tao Zhi said stubbornly, he hardly has much social needs, if Yan Shu and Yu Yanlun have time to play with him, he will quietly run around with others Xi, if they didn't have time, Tao Zhi would just wait silently by himself, never thinking of making a new friend by himself.

He is very resistant to such things, he is very afraid of developing a new relationship, which is a very dangerous thing in his heart, Tao Zhi often suspects suspiciously whether the other party will deceive him and hurt him, and cannot let go of his inner guard.

Yan Shu has his own considerations. Neither he nor Yu Yanlun can guarantee that they will always be with Tao Zhi. Tao Zhi can still grow up under their protection, but the college entrance examination is coming soon, and the two of them will enter a wider world in the future. The time given to Tao Zhi will only become less and less, and it is even more impossible to be by his side all the time.

Sooner or later, Tao Zhi will step out of the protection of their wings and face everything in the future alone. He also needs normal social interaction and normal emotional feedback.

Tao Zhi is a stubborn child, so stubborn that it makes people feel distressed. He shrinks his world so small that losing even one person is a world-shattering injury to him.

Yan Shu hopes that he can also fly to the farther sky alone. Although it is difficult for Tao Zhi to take this step, he cannot stay in a corner for the rest of his life.

"You can try it, chat with others or something." Yan Shu was not in a hurry, and guided Tao Zhi bit by bit, "If you don't like it, you can shut up right away, no one will force you."

Tao Zhi pursed his lips, and reluctantly said, "Okay, I'll try."

Yan Shu patted his head, Tao Zhi turned over and asked Yan Shu: "Then can I come to you today? Take me to the cafeteria for lunch."

The canteens of the junior high school and the high school are not in the same place. Yan Shu is actually quite conspicuous when a high school student is stuffed in a bunch of junior high school students. Yu Yanlun would not agree to Tao Zhi's request in school because of his face, but Yan Shu Yes, he quickly agreed: "Okay, you wait for me in the classroom."

"Thank you, brother!" Tao Zhi got up suddenly, and seeing that it was getting late, hurriedly urged Yan Shu to go down for breakfast, and by the way, he also ate an egg at Yan Shu's house and drank a bottle of warm milk.

The driver drove the car to the door of Yan Shu's house, Tao Zhi and Yan Shu came out of the house, Tao Zhi opened the car door and sat in, Yu Yanlun stuffed a bag of things into his arms: "Take it to eat."

Tao Zhi flipped through it, and there were some snacks and a root of corn inside. He was surprised and said, "I can't eat that much."

"I can give it to your classmates. Your children like to eat these, and they will be happy." Yu Yanlun didn't know who Tao Zhi learned from. He was obviously a social expert, but his younger brother was the ultimate social fear I'm afraid, it's like saying one more word will kill him. After thinking about it, he can only blame Yan Shu for his mistakes. Yan Shu usually puts on airs, is serious and doesn't like to talk to others.

Tao Zhi had no choice but to stuff this bag of things into his schoolbag with great difficulty. His mother sat in the passenger seat and looked back, telling Tao Zhi: "Get along well with your classmates and communicate more with them in class."

"I know." Originally when Yan Shu mentioned it, Tao Zhi didn't have a rebellious mentality. Now that he was talking about him in turn, he gradually felt impatient. After thinking about it, he grabbed a handful from the bag and stuffed it into the bag. In the pocket of Yan Shu's school uniform next to him.

"Give these to brother Yan Shu, so that brother Yan Shu can build a good relationship with his classmates." Tao Zhi grabbed another handful, turned his head and stuffed it into Yu Yanlun's pocket, "The same goes for brother."

The two were dumbfounded by Tao Zhi's actions, and Yu Yanlun flicked Tao Zhi's forehead, "It's like a young adult, he can teach people."

Tao Zhi crossed his hands in front of his chest, straightened his back and said, "You should also listen to the teacher at school, study hard, and get along well with your classmates."

"Yes, yes, yes." Yu Yanlun put on a serious look, "Everything Mr. Tao said is correct."

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