[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

Although I was touched for a moment, I never thought that Clause was a person who could communicate with others, but the next day he knocked on my door, pointed to the small table on the balcony, and said with a smile, "Maybe we can talk."

At that moment, my head was not sober, and I didn't feel a little real until I took the milk and bread handed by him.My mouth has been disconnected from my thoughts, it is chewing eagerly with the needs of my stomach, and my eyes are gliding back and forth as Clause comes and goes.

"Enjoy the countdown breakfast." He said with a smile, then walked into the kitchen, turned on the coffee machine, and started brewing coffee.

I knocked on my head, am I still awake, still dreaming?

Today's weather is not very good, it is a bit gloomy, even at nine o'clock in the morning, there is no life at all.He knocked on the glass table to attract my attention, I picked up the steaming coffee in front of me, put it on the tip of my nose and smelled it, it was very fragrant, but I didn't plan to drink it, because I never drink coffee, it's a heart attack common sense of patients.

"It tastes good, you can try it."

I shook my head in refusal.

"Are you scared?" His tone was teasing.

"It's a habit."

"Then do you want it in your heart?"

Clause, what happened to him today, seems to be a different person, just like an ordinary elder communicating quietly with his niece in the early morning.I asked suspiciously, "What exactly do you want to do?"

Even such rude words didn't make his smile disappear, Clause is in a good mood today, why?

"My little Tammy, take it easy, you know your ending, don't you? Then why do you care so much, since you are already fearless, why can a small illness confine your heart?"

My heart was suddenly shocked, I opened my eyes wide, and my heart became confused.I looked down at the coffee and suddenly wanted to laugh, yes, how ridiculous I am, I am going to die anyway, why do I have to avoid those taboos?It should be a habit, but I still don't want to try it, because I don't want to change anything.

"How was the date with Elena?"

I suddenly raised my head and met his mocking eyes, "Why..." My voice stopped suddenly, how could he know, what didn't he know?

"Relax, I won't interfere with your making friends. I just want to ask you how it feels to face a rival in love?"

I pursed my lips tightly and didn't answer.I really don't understand him, shouldn't he be very anxious, why he still has the leisure to gossip about what I have or not, besides, Clause is really not suitable to be a caring elder.

"Actually, what's the point of those children, wouldn't Elena be fine if she drank Stefan's blood obediently, but she wanted to resist me, it's really beyond her control." He complained like a whiner, but it made me feel hairy.

"If you saw your mother, what would you say to her?"

My eyes dimmed, "You know it's impossible."

"After tomorrow, maybe not necessarily."

"What?" The meaning revealed in his words made me flustered, and I wanted to figure it out.But he stopped talking, just looked at me in a good mood, and then sighed softly, "You two really look alike, as long as you are my daughter."

His words made my hand hold the cup stronger, I was a little angry, I took a deep breath, "Stop talking about those impossible things."

He replied with a half-smile, "Is it impossible? Let's try."

I was getting more and more irritated by his attitude, so I stood up, "What's the matter with you today?"

Clause didn't answer me, just let out a charming smile, which came from the heart and let people know that he was really happy.

I didn't want to talk to him anymore, I walked past him, opened the door and prepared to go out for a stroll.

Because the thing that makes him so happy should be that the night of the full moon is coming, and he feels that all the plans are foolproof, so he lost his composure.But his relaxation makes me feel heavy, although Elena should accept the change, Lexi's safety is guaranteed, and even Damon should be fine, but my heart is heavy, I can't relax, as if there is something wrong Unforeseen accidents happen, and that absolutely pains me.When I went downstairs, I looked back unconsciously and saw Clause looking up at the sky. At that moment, his whole body was no longer dark and dangerous, and suddenly there was a light of hope shining all over his body.

Suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and it was Elena.

She told me that there will be a party at her house tonight and invited me to attend.I am puzzled, why do they hold a party at such an urgent time, what do they want to do?I also expressed my doubts on the phone, only to see a pause of two seconds on the other end, and then a gloomy voice came, "Just take it as the last carnival." Then she hung up the phone.

I felt very uncomfortable when I heard the beeping sound of disconnection.Sometimes eternal life is a kind of retention, but in fact the real meaning of eternal life is death.Knowing that I am about to die, so I try my best to be happy when I am still a human being. Is it self-consolation or self-deception?

I don't want to see Clause before the Party, because he is the culprit of all this, I don't hate him, but I can't be without the slightest grudge at this moment.

The casual clothes I was wearing were undoubtedly inappropriate, but I didn’t want to go back, so I was going to buy a set. As soon as I walked to the store in the middle of the street, I received a call from Darcy. There were so many people looking for me today, and he happened to be next door In the water bar not far away.

He is so outstanding, I don't just mean his outstanding appearance, but the noble temperament exuded from the inside out.I nodded slightly to him, speaking to such a work of art, I would subconsciously become serious, even if I was saying hello.

He stood up and pulled out the chair for me, then went back to his seat, then called Waiter and asked my opinion.

"Sorry to bother you."

I shook my head, "Is there something wrong?"

"Tomorrow is the night of the full moon, I want you to wear this necklace." He said, he opened his clenched right hand, and a simple necklace appeared in front of my eyes. With a "bang", he opened the pendant, and there was a glass container inside, I think I understood its usefulness.

He looked at me with apologetic and hopeful eyes, "When your blood separates automatically, this necklace will automatically absorb the part we need, and it is enough to fill this transparent container."

I laughed, and felt comforted by his guilt. What he needed would not pose any threat to my life at all, but he felt that he had used me, but he had to. This has nothing to do with his upbringing and kind soul. There are discrepancies, so his heart must be suffering.

I put the necklace around my neck and waved Darcy goodbye.When I had reached the door, he hurried forward again and said to me, "Tammy, please believe that I will protect you."

I looked into his eyes, there was sincerity in them, and my heart was full of gratitude and gratitude, but I said, "You don't have to worry about me, as long as you do what you promised me, that's enough."

In the store, I bought a small dress and a small coat, and I took them for a walk in the town, without any purpose, but I felt comfortable.

The night fell quickly, and before the makeup shop closed, I pushed the door and entered.There is no exquisite makeup, but the loose hair is pulled back neatly, and the makeup artist uses the simplest way to make me not rude.

When the stars began to shine, I arrived at Elena's house, and I saw the colorful lights hanging in front of her house from a distance. The boiling sound from inside the door let me know that it must be a carnival night.

After 1 minute of mental construction, I finally reached out and knocked on the door. I kept a decent smile, but I froze on the spot when the door opened.Although I know that I will definitely see him, it can also be said that I want to see him in my heart, but that is only limited to watching him secretly from a distance, not when he is so big when I am not prepared at all. Lala broke into my eyes, making it full of him.Our stare at each other lasted for a long time, I thought it was eternity, I was so deep in it that I forgot the time, and he looked gloomy.It wasn't until Elena came over and patted him on the shoulder with a smile that the spell disappeared. "Damon, what's the matter?" He quickly turned his head and smiled at her charmingly, "Our little girl is here."

The moment Elena appeared, I lowered my head. I didn't know what I was afraid of. I was afraid that my eyes would betray my heart and let Elena know my feelings for Damon, or I didn't want to see Damon treat her. Some are gentle.

"Tammy, you're finally here, come in." She happily took my hand and led me to the living room and pushed me into the circle where Bonnie was.I moved forward with a stiff body, and felt as if a sharp edge was stabbing behind me. I knew it was Damon's gaze, but it was just that he was exploring something, which made my heart flustered.

As the number of people increased, the sound of the music gradually became louder. Those young boys and girls held wine glasses and twisted their bodies in the music. They were laughing and making noises, and they were really happy.

But when I turned my head and saw Bonnie's expression, I sighed that only those who know nothing can be truly happy. Stefan worriedly watched Elena's shuttle figure all night long, and I occasionally looked at Damon, but I could always bump into his complicated eyes, and then I fled without armor, took two sips of wine, my face It started to burn, and the scenes of that night slowly flashed in my mind, especially when I made eye contact with Damon, my face was so red that it was about to bleed, and his ambiguous expression seemed to know my inner thoughts. Makes me extremely ashamed.It's just that when I found that he looked at Elena with a seemingly careless but full of worry, it was like a basin of cold water pouring out all my restlessness. I laughed at myself, what am I expecting?

Bonnie is in a bad mood, you don’t need to look at her expression, you can see her drinking one cup at a time, even Jeremy knows it when she lets it go, I think I can understand her mood, a righteous wizard looks at his best The friend I care about the most is about to fall into the darkness and become a vampire. The feeling is really unbearable, but compared to Elena's complete departure, I think she would rather exist as a vampire, but she is suffering physically and mentally, so Alcohol paralysis is required.

On the contrary, Caroline's expression was much better. I think if it wasn't for Bonnie, the glow of excitement she tried to hide would not be able to cover up.

Time passed by, and I didn't remember how much wine I drank. Anyway, after drinking one glass after another with them, I finally saw Elena's broken expression. I understand the pain in her heart. It was desolate, so she wanted to get drunk, but she was finally drunk, but her heart was still sober, she couldn't forget everything that was coming.

So she hugged Stefan and cried, hysterically.Her friends gathered around her, leaning around her worriedly.And I stood in the distance, just watching all this indifferently.

"Aren't you a friend? Why are you still standing here?" At some point, he came to my side, took a sip of his wine, and said mockingly.

I opened my mouth slightly to see the expression on which he was staring at Elena. A feeling of grievance rose from the bottom to the top, and the tears were about to fall uncontrollably.

At this moment, I really wanted to tear his expression apart, and said weakly, "Some things are destined to happen, we can only accept it, and no one can do anything about it."

He finally turned his head to me, still sneering, "How can you understand the pain of dying." After he finished speaking, he didn't look at me anymore, turned around and left.

I looked at his back, unable to move for a long time, my heart was numb with pain, all the nerves in my body were screaming, "How do you know that I don't understand".It's just that I didn't say anything in the end.