[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

It's curfew time, so everyone is saying goodbye. Elena had already wiped away her tears and tried her best to apologize to her friends for scaring everyone with her gaffe.

When there were only seven of us left, Elena raised her glass again, and she smiled wryly, "Treasure it for me."

We all sighed because of the heaviness in her words, and we stayed with her quietly for a long time, and it was the end of the song.

Bonnie wants to live here with Jeremy, Caroline doesn't need anyone to send her, only Damon is left for me, everyone's intentions are obvious, but I feel a little awkward in my heart, and I don't want to be alone with him, but I don't show it, because I Knowing that he is angry with me now, but there is still a trace of disappointment in the way he looks over, I don't know why.

When everyone looked at him, he refused in a gentlemanly manner, which made me very uncomfortable. I lowered my head, "It's okay, I can just go back by myself."

Elena took my hand, looked at me apologetically, and looked at me with pity in her eyes, because she knew my secret.So Damon's rude treatment made her angry, and she snapped, "Damon, how can you do this, you don't know Tammy, she..."

"Elena..." I said eagerly, afraid that she would say something impulsively, she was frightened by my voice, she turned her head to see my expression, and then realized that she almost said something wrong What should be said.

Stefan stood up, "I'll take Tammy back first, can you wait for me?" He said softly to Elena.

At this time, Damon didn't know why he was going crazy again, he grabbed my waist before Stefan, "When will my girlfriend need my dear brother to send me?"

This undoubtedly annoyed everyone, but I didn't want to see them arguing over me again, so I said before the battle started, "Elena, that's it, I'll go back first, take care of yourself."

My body was stiff, and I kept away from him subconsciously, but he kept approaching me until the third time, Damon finally got tired of this game of chasing and hiding, he clasped my waist tightly, and said in warning, "You try again."

I held my breath and looked at him warily, but I pleased him, only to see him suddenly laugh, and leaned closer to my ear, "My Tammy, I think we still have a lot of things that haven't been clarified, I don't like that you have any things are hidden from me."

As soon as the words fell, suddenly, he held me on his shoulders, exerted all his strength, and carried me forward quickly.During this rapid march, my breathing was disordered and my heart started beating, and he didn't stop until I had to open my mouth to breathe.He put me down slowly, and pulled me into his arms before I could react. My life seemed to stop at this moment, and even my heart forgot the pain. Damon's hand was on my chest slowly. Kneading, gently, I was actually soothed, my breathing became smoother, and even my trembling lips returned to calm.He pulled me out of his arms and pinched my chin, "Baby, I think you have so many secrets." The tone was mocking, but mixed with an inexplicable tenderness, his eyes were in the moonlight There was a vortex below, which made me completely sink in it. I just looked at him straight like that, I forgot to move without hearing the sound, and even lost myself.

His expression gradually turned from joking to serious, and he began to frown, as if something confused him, but soon he came to his senses, and held me on his shoulder again, but he didn't move forward quickly , We walked slowly under the moonlight, step by step, as if there was only each other left in this world.I looked up at the road behind, getting farther and farther away from us, I couldn't see the front, but there was a voice singing in my heart, as long as it was him, no matter what the road ahead, I would follow him to the ends of the earth.

Damon put me on the bed, and then he pressed down, I moved my body uncomfortably, he bit my earlobe and mocked, "Why, don't you like it?"

A numbness suddenly rose from all limbs, I couldn't help trembling, I panted slightly, and put my hands on his chest, "Damon, what are you doing?"

He finally let go of my sensitive area, but he squeezed my chin with his hand, "What are you and Elena hiding from me?"

"What do you think can happen?" I asked back.

He laughed inexplicably, "It's best not to let me know what conspiracy you have."

His words made my heart suddenly hit like a hammer. It hurts so much. What kind of conspiracy can I have? Does he think I will be harmful to Elena? Can I just not let him trust me? As long as it is related to Elena, he Will it be so tense?

I looked at him and didn't speak anymore. At first he looked at my expression without blinking, trying to judge whether what I was about to say was a lie, but gradually he began to dodge under my gaze for some reason, and finally he sat down. Get up and turn your back to me completely avoiding my eyes.

I couldn't see his face, and my thinking finally became clearer. Just looking at his back, my heart still hurts.

I sighed, "Everyone has accepted the worst outcome, what else is there to worry about, Damon, are you nervous?"

There was a sudden jolt in his back, it seemed that I had hit his heart.Maybe what he did to me was just a distraction so he wouldn't be so agitated, and I found it comforting to think that at least it was me who he thought of when he was upset.

"Then what's the matter with you, don't take me for a fool, what did Elena say when you interrupted?" His tone was abnormally calm, but I knew he calmed down slowly.

I smiled, "It's my business. I talked to her that day, and she was a little worried about me."

Damon turned around unexpectedly, and asked, "What's the matter?" He looked at me with such an eager and sincere expression, his eyes were full of me, this appearance almost made me ask my heart I kept suppressing the words, "Damon, if I die, will you feel a little sad?" But I still turned my head with difficulty, suppressing the desire to ask again.

"It's okay." I said lightly.

He reached out and pinched my chin, and pulled my face closer to him, "I repeat, I don't like you keeping things from me."

His expression was too serious, too domineering, as if I belonged to him for granted, my heart started beating, and the cells in my body started to activate again, "Could it be that he just cares about me?" I won't tell him, just like even if the whole world knows that I love him, I won't tell him personally, and I will die tomorrow, how can I never tell him.So even though I enjoyed Damon's possession very much, I really couldn't bear his questioning eyes, so I had to cut off the happiness at this moment with my own hands. I said with a wry smile, "Damon, Elena's fate will be completely changed tomorrow , don't you want to stay with her?"

After hearing my words, Damon struggled for a moment. I don't know why he was struggling, what he was struggling with, but in the end he let go of his hand and stood up, but he didn't leave immediately, but looked down at me condescendingly , asked, "What happened on the way back?"

I smiled, "I said that my heart is not very good, you know that."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked away, but he walked extremely slowly, and suddenly he faced me again and asked, "Clause, what do you need to do in tomorrow's plan?"

"I do not know."

Damon looked into my eyes, trying to see the clues, but finally found nothing, he left anyway, but there seemed to be someone's concern in the wind, "Take care."

After he left, I lay down on the bed exhausted, staring at the ceiling blankly.

I wasn't going back to Clause's place, and since he didn't come to see me that meant I didn't need to go back even tonight, so I decided to stay in my house.

My mind began to think about the fate of everyone. Elena became a vampire and was forever entangled with Damon and Stefan ever since.In fact, I don't know Damon's psychology. It stands to reason that he should be happy that Elena can be with them forever, but he has been desperately keeping her alive, so Damon actually hates the identity of a vampire.In this last night, Elena had lovers, friends, and relatives by her side, and I was just one person from the beginning to the end. In fact, deep down in my heart, I very much hope that Damon can stay, even if it tortures me Even if he threatened me, even if his words made my heart ache, but I was so spineless and wanted him to stay by my side, just for the last time.It's just that I finally drove him away ahead of time, because I knew he wouldn't stay, and I also knew how desperately he wanted to be by Elena's side, thinking about it made me cry.

I don't know how long it has passed, it seems to be a long time, I don't know if I have fallen asleep, but when I opened my eyes in a daze, I found a black figure standing in front of me, he should have existed for a long time, I was not shocked , but I want to cry again, I thank God for listening to my expectations and giving me such a beautiful dream.

Damon is back.

Seeing that I opened my eyes, he suddenly pressed down and kissed my lips fiercely. He didn't stop panting until it was bleeding.I finally woke up, it turned out that he really came back, this is all real, this is not a dream.

"How are you?"

He said in a tone of great resentment, "She doesn't need me."

After speaking, he suddenly became angry. He tore my clothes fiercely. His emotions had great ups and downs. He bared his fangs and showed his prototype. my body.

I felt as if I was about to shatter, he was too fast and too heavy, my body felt so painful, but my heart felt satisfied.

I grabbed his arm and let him vent in my body. I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine. At this moment, there is only each other in our world. After having this understanding, I began to slowly Feeling the pleasure he brought me, I gradually started to have sex, which undoubtedly pleased him, so he became more and more excited.

Damon hugged me into the quilt, and then he also got in, and then hugged me tightly, he buried his head in my neck like a wronged child.I know his loneliness, maybe it's because of the pain of seeing Elena and Stefan's mutual dependence, I reached out and stroked his hair, and said softly, "Damon, I hope you will be happy."

He hugged me even tighter, and I slowly closed my eyes, feeling the warmth and happiness of the skin I touched with my heart. Just when I was about to fall asleep, I seemed to hear him say, "Sure enough , you can make me feel at peace."