[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

After asking this sentence, I don’t know why the air began to be filled with an angry breath. I barely raised my body and looked at Damon standing in front of me. His brown eyes became more and more bright in the darkness. I could feel The muscles in his body tensed up, but I don't understand why he did this, what happened?

It's just that my head is so dizzy now, I just want to sleep, and Damon's male breath rushes into my nose, making my body stir under the urging of alcohol, although this experience is very strange, but I know my desire , I long for him, from body to mind.

So, for the first time, I hoped that he would leave as soon as possible, otherwise I would not guarantee that I would do something that I would regret, and that consequence was something I did not want to face.However, his actions ran counter to my thoughts, Damon bent slowly, his slender thighs pressed against my thighs, and then his firm belly pressed against my abdomen, I had to focus all my attention on Eyes, because my body trembles too often, I can only tell myself that he doesn't know that I am trembling in this way.His handsome face stopped twenty centimeters above me, and I could feel the flow of my alcoholic breath bouncing off his face.

I asked in a panic, "You, what are you doing?"

Damon stretched out his right hand and stroked the bangs on my forehead. He stared into my eyes and refused to allow me to escape, "When did you return to the United States? Why didn't you tell me?"

The tone of his speech was too natural, but it disgusted me, "Why should I tell you my whereabouts, I think our transaction is over from the moment you get Clause's blood, that is, we have no more anything."

I don’t know why my words cheered him up, only to hear him smile teasingly, “Really? That’s why you dare to drink alone?”

His sudden change made me nervous, and I couldn't bear his ambiguous gesture, so I tried to calm myself down and focus on other things, so I asked, "It will be a full moon night in a few days Now, you know that Clause's plan is about to be implemented, and this time there should be no force that can stop him, what you have to do now is to stay by Elena's side and do everything possible to protect her safety."

He was finally distracted and looked at me with burning eyes, which made my heart tighten instantly. Sure enough, once the matter involved Elena, he would forget everything else.I really don't want to see him like this again, I stretched out my hand and tried to push away from his body, but he was as hard as steel and didn't move at all. Damon kept that expression and looked at me motionlessly, just as I When he thought we were going to be deadlocked like this, he suddenly spoke, and the words made me want to cry, he said, "Can you protect her? I know you are very different in Clause's heart."

I unconsciously shook my head twice, closed my eyes for a while, waited for the sore feeling to be suppressed, and then opened them, and said weakly, "Damon, I am not as important as you think to Clause, and I am just a pawn to him That's all."

"Then what do you want to do, John is dead, who else can save her?"

This time I didn't answer again, I lifted my head up, put my eyes on the top of my head, then closed my eyes, and planned to go to sleep like this, otherwise I was afraid that I would roar angrily, "Both you and Stefan can transform her, as long as How about letting her drink your blood in advance?"

I silently waited for him to leave, but there was no movement for a long time. There was still a person pressing me on top of my body, which was heavy but full.

Just when I was about to fall into a deep sleep, I felt a cold air from above slowly approaching me, and then he kissed my lips. This must be a dream.Only Damon is so gentle in a dream. I closed my eyes tightly for fear that I would wake up and find nothing. I reached out and hugged his waist tightly, and danced with the tip of my tongue following his rhythm. This kiss made me My body is getting hotter and hotter, but God knows how much I love this real feeling, because it is a dream, so I let go of my reserve and listen to my heart, I long for him, I need his caress. Damon's hand, slowly slid from my neck to the collarbone, my body seemed to have thousands of eyes, all focused on the trembling brought by that hand, gradually, it slid down the contour of my chest, All the way to the bottom of the hem.How cold is his hand, just enough to dispel the heat in my body, when the button of the underwear is unbuttoned, when it attaches to my plump body, I close my eyes even more tightly and start trembling, I hear myself utter Satisfied singing, which makes me blush from the soles of my feet to my cheeks, but I need his continued touch, because it makes me feel happy.

All of this is so logical, I couldn't help laughing, what a shy dream, how could I dream of having an A with Damon, if I told Lexi, I think she would laugh, and then suggested I hurried to find a man to relieve my desire.How amazing I am, the self in the dream is having sex, and the self in the dream is still thinking wildly.

I even heard him talking, he was laughing, he was asking me out of breath if I liked him.

He pushed me, he repeated the seduction, "Tammy, say you love me".

I shook my head, desperately resisting.It's just that every time I refuse, my chest will be grabbed hard, which makes me cry out loudly, it hurts, but it's comfortable.

"Say, say you love me..." He bit and licked my ear, which made me itch so much, I twisted and tried to dodge, but he didn't allow it, "Say you love me, I'll let it go ..."

Such intense torture almost made me lose my mind. I told myself that this was a dream and I could release myself.It's just that I bit my lip and struggled for the last time, until, "Ah..." I roared, the real pain from between my legs made me subconsciously open my eyes, the pain was too strong, and the smell of blood overflowed instantly Nostrils, the hazy thing in front of my eyes is that he is lying on my body and swinging up and down, suddenly, he shows his original shape, red eyes, fangs and wrinkled skin, he looks at me fiercely, his strength is great, he It bumped into me quickly, and each hit made me more awake. It turned out that what was happening was not a dream.I handed myself over to him, a vampire, now Damon is not handsome, he can even be said to be a monster, but I feel happy, the tears I suppressed just now finally flowed down, I was not able to taste it for the first time Bear his fierceness, but it doesn't matter, even if I get hurt, it's worth it.

It turns out that when a woman gives her love to the man in her heart for the first time, that feeling is called fulfilling her long-cherished wish.

But fortunately, I kept the secret after all, and didn't tell him frankly that I love him.So I can cry wantonly and let him think I'm sad.

I forgot when it ended, I was glad my heart didn't clamor at that time, I was sober and lingered with him all night, exhausted all my energy, drained all my tears, my body was full of his odor.When I woke up, the sun was about to set, but the other half of the bed had been cold for a long time.Looking at the slump marks on the other pillow, I began to feel lost and wronged. For him, last night was just a night of passion. Maybe I meant to him the same as the blonde I saw when I was at his home. Beautiful women are generally, the object of lust or impulse.The person he loves is not me, so how can he still be by my side when I wake up, but reason can't comfort the hurt heart no matter what.I bit the quilt and cried again.

I walked over to Clause in a daze, I kept hypnotizing myself that last night was a dream, the only way I wouldn't be in so much pain.But the discomfort between the legs is reminding me that all that happened really happened.I even couldn't help remembering his gentle kisses, passionate touches and urgent needs in my mind. I shook my head fiercely, but I couldn't do without those clips. It was the way I opened my mouth to breathe, and it was him who smiled. The appearance is the satisfaction we gave together...

Don't, don't, don't think about it, Tammy, forget it all, it's nothing, no, he hugged me so hard, so warm, Clause said he can help me get him, no, he loves Elena, get He doesn't make sense either, and you're dying, have you forgotten?

Suddenly, the noisy quarrel in my head ended, I smiled sadly, yes, I have no time, why all these pains and struggles?At least having had and being happy is enough.

Clause looked at me quietly for 2 minutes, I knew I couldn't hide it from him, after all my body exudes a strong masculine smell.It's just that he seemed very upset, which made me a little uncomfortable, as nervous as being found out by my elders.

"Who is it?" he asked, sounding like a father.

I'm getting more and more guilty and want to cover it up with silence. "Maybe I can ask him in person." He stood up as he spoke.

I grabbed his arm quickly, "Clause, I did it myself."

"Then get him."

"No..." I yelled, because I could tell he meant it this time.

He looked at me, his face became more and more ugly, I wanted to cry again, I suddenly felt that Clause was really nice to me, I tried to explain with a smile and pretended to be indifferent, "You know, I don't have much time, these It doesn't make sense."

He still looked at me quietly, and met my gaze, I conveyed the request with my eyes, and finally he took a step closer to me, I thought he was done with it, but I heard Clause say, "Then let him die together."

At this moment, my breath stopped because I knew he was not joking.

I grabbed his arm tightly, "Clause, promise me, don't let him disappear no matter what, I beg you." He didn't let go, and I was so anxious that I was about to cry, "I beg you, don't hurt him, I love him more than I love him more than I imagined, and I want him to live, even if I love someone else." I confessed for the first time that I love Damon, my expression was too sad, and finally, Clause threw me away and entered the room.I just relaxed and knelt down suddenly. I smiled wryly. I knew that Clause had promised me, but how did I get to such a sad situation?

The author has something to say: I don’t know why it has come to this point all of a sudden, maybe it’s too sudden and abrupt, please forgive me for those who were caught by thunder.Hey, how impure I am, I was locked when I posted it for the first time, and then I replaced the last of those keywords with pinyin (I think everyone can understand what those words are) and then it was automatically unlocked.Why.