[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

Whether it is a natural death or the great danger of helping Clause, it shows one thing, that is, my time has entered the countdown. Even if I survived the full moon night, I will die in a few days , so I want to say goodbye to all the people, I really hope that I can leave a mark in their hearts.

The first stop must be Lexi. I knocked on the door of her house early in the morning.She rubbed her messy hair and opened the door sleepily, seeing me outside the door, her initial dissatisfaction turned into surprise, she suddenly opened her eyes wide, "Oh, my dear baby, why are you here?"

I smiled, "Don't invite me in?"

I sat on the sofa and watched Lexi busy. She ran into the bathroom to wash up. Halfway through, she seemed to remember something and ran out with a toothbrush in her mouth to put the slices of bread into the toaster. When she was about to open the refrigerator door I stood up and said helplessly, "I'll do it."

She smiled obsequiously, made two weird noises, and went back to the bathroom decisively.I put the milk in the microwave, set the time, and went into the room to make her bed.

When everything is done, she enjoys her breakfast contentedly, and I just hold the milk and quietly watch her still full of vitality. As long as she is always like this, then everything is worth it.

"Lexi, am I leaving?"

She looked at me puzzled, and I continued, "I mean, I'm going to leave America, and if nothing happens, I'll leave here forever."

She asked eagerly, "Are you going back to China?"

I nodded.

"How could it be so sudden?"

I took out the excuse I had prepared, "My father died of illness some time ago, and the property he left behind needs someone to take care of it, so I want to go back. I can't let his hard work just disappear like that."

Lexi came to my side and hugged me tenderly, "Oh, I'm sorry I wasn't with you then."

I shook my head, "Lexi, it's all over, it's not your fault."

"I really hate you, but since you have already made up your mind, then I support you, go ahead and believe in yourself. Just come to America to see me if you have time, and I will go to China to find you if I have the opportunity."

I refused her to stay, and left under her eyes full of reluctance and worry.

Darcy still hugged me with a gentleman's smile, and he also expressed his concern for me.I didn't understand his intention to see me, but he said bluntly, "I know that I will make you doubt that I came to you suddenly like that, I am your knight, there is no doubt about it, I swear I will Protect your safety with my life. At the same time, I apologize for your disappearance some time ago. I felt your departure, but for some reasons I was recruited back by the family, and we also felt that you were safe, so we I didn't find your footprints in time."

After listening to what he said, I didn't say anything, but still looked at him blankly, because I knew the key point was in the back.Seeing my expression, Darcy smiled, and continued, "You know that people in our family are all vampire wizards, but these are two opposite sides. Our beliefs have always required us to find a way to break the curse. For thousands of years , Only your appearance gave us hope, but we didn't know what to do, so I was sent to protect you until we found a way."

"So, the family told you to go back because they already know what to do?"

He nodded cautiously, "Yes. Only Clause in the world is a double body of a vampire and a werewolf, but you are a triple body, so you have great power, and the part of human blood in your body is the key to saving us .”

"I'm a mixed race, but how do you take out the human part from my body? Are you killing me?"

Darcy shook his head, "No, Tammy, that's not the case, we don't need that part of blood to take your life, and if you die, then your human part will disappear automatically, so it's important to protect your safety What I most need to do."

When I knew that Darcy's kindness to me was more due to my value, I was lost for a moment. Our friendship was not out of emotion, but to use and be used.But when I think that I am about to die, I can look away from all this. If I can help others before that, wouldn't that be great?

So I asked, "You know I don't have much time, what do you need me to do, time is tight."

He took my hand and asked, "Tammy, we know Clause's plan. During the full moon, he will awaken all the power in himself, which will also have a huge impact on you. At that time, because of the power Attract, the blood of vampires and werewolves in your body will automatically gather and separate from the human parts, then I hope you will let me take part of it, I guarantee that part will not endanger your life."

I chuckled, "It doesn't matter whether it's life-threatening or not. You said, it will affect me, and will I also have the power of Clause?"

Darcy said apologetically, "Tammy, we don't know what will happen to you, and maybe you will, but I'm not sure."

"Well, I promise you, I just hope that on the night of the full moon, when you get what you need, I can try my best to protect someone, and you don't need to care about what I will do."

"Who?"

I said bitterly but firmly, "Damon".

He looked at me with a complicated expression, and finally nodded his promise.

I didn't give Darcy another 1 minute, because at the moment, the thing I'm most resistant to talking to me is Damon and Damon, and he seems to want to care about both, even though I know he is well-intentioned, even if he has a good heart. There are reasons for my goodness, but not all other reasons are fake. Darcy is a real gentleman, he is sincere and not hypocritical, but I really don't have the energy to share my secrets with others.Even if people all over the world know that I like him, even if he himself knows that I like him, as long as I don't tell him, then I can still watch him love Elena, otherwise I don't know how to persist, even though this paragraph It wasn't that long, and I wasn't sure if I was strong enough.

Tina called me from Europe and asked me how I was doing. I replied that everything was fine. I could understand her hesitation. After all, Tina was the only person who knew my physical condition best except myself, but there was nothing human could do. We can only cherish every minute and every second. She even wants to come back to the United States to accompany me. I know that she still feels sorry for my mother and wants to make up for me, but it is unnecessary, so I rejected her. , I know Tina is very sorry and disappointed, but this trip to Europe is very helpful to her career, she really doesn't need to give up for me, and even if she returns to the United States, I won't just stay there with her day and night Relatively, and maybe Clause's plan would pose a threat to her safety, so why bother?

As the night fell, I was still walking on the street. I looked up and saw the red light on the opposite store door. I could imagine the noise inside. I’m already 18 years old. I think I should enjoy what girls should try. Dancing and drinking.

This is a bar called "Bright Color". It was crowded with people from the entrance, and the inside of the shop was dark, with a rotten atmosphere.The sexy beauties on the dance floor are wearing super short skirts, twisting their slender waists and buttocks. The men leaning against their prey and twisting their bodies together. Then they will have a drink together, chat and kiss, will they go up? , bed, who knows?

The room was too chaotic, so no one paid attention to me, a short oriental person, and because I was dressed too conservatively, no one was interested in me.So I walked to the bar smoothly, only the bartender said to me jokingly, "The little girl should go home and sleep now." I laughed out loud, because it is always difficult for foreigners to judge the age of Oriental women.I said I want whiskey, but he shook his head and said that I am underage.

The glass was filled with clear liquid and ice cubes, and the bartender seemed interested in me, I mean curious, not sexually interested, and he was lying on the inside talking to me.

"My name is Cris, what's your name?"

"Tammy," I replied after taking a sip of my drink.

"You look so small..." he sighed.My rare joke, "Maybe it will grow."

Then he took a step back, looked at me from the bottom up, and sighed, "wow, it's actually pretty good." Following his gaze, I looked at my chest, and then my face suddenly turned red, I thought He misunderstood me, I meant height and looks, and he thought I meant body.

Today, I drank a whole glass of wine in one go, trying to use the power of ice to suppress the heat inside, but I had no intention of leaving, so I pushed the empty glass towards him, "Have another glass."

I don't remember how many drinks I ordered, but I remember that Cris advised me, but when he greeted other guests, I called another bartender and asked him for drinks.

Until I asked for wine again and a man said please me, I finally decided to leave.Talk to Cris because I can see he treats me like a little sister, and this man treats me like a woman.

I walked out from the back door of the bar. It was a dark alley, but I was not afraid at all, maybe it was because I had been drinking.How could I go to Clause's place with this drunk look, so I decided to go back to my own house, but I forgot how I got there, I wondered if no one bothered me all the way, but what the hell?

As the door turns, I spin with it.The moment the door was closed, before I could turn around, a black figure suddenly threw me on the wall, and then he kissed me hard, like punishment, and I immediately hugged him tightly to respond.

My breathing became short of breath, but he suddenly walked half a step away from me, he snorted coldly, "That's right, I've learned how to drink."

My head was a little clearer now, and I retorted, "Why, no?" Then I pushed him away, walked to the bed, took off my coat, kicked off my shoes, and threw myself on the bed.I didn't close my eyes, but stared blankly at the ceiling and asked, "What are you doing here?"