[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

On a morning with crisp birdsong, before I arrived, my father went away with a smile, as peaceful as the morning when I woke him up every day.Only this time, no matter how I called, he never woke up again.I copied his face with my fingers, but he was only middle-aged, but he looked like an old man because of the ravages of illness.His hand tightly held the pendant on his chest for protection, and it was difficult to be pulled away.Li Yun told me that it was my father who called and asked her to send it after I left last night. It contained the most beautiful childhood of him and his mother.At that time, my mother smiled like a flower and was pure and pure, and my father was still a handsome young man. They grew up as childhood sweethearts, and then separated for a short time, then combined and then separated.My tears suddenly fell down uncontrollably. At this moment, all my resentment and incomprehension towards him disappeared. I even felt pity for him. Maybe he knew that my mother once Betrayed him, not just the body, maybe even the mind.But he kept his promise all his life as he did at the beginning, and loved her all his life. I suddenly felt unfilial, my mother, she is not worthy.However, they have all passed away, and how much do I really know about the relationship between them, so my judgment must be inappropriate.My mother lost her life because of me, and my father didn't dare to approach me because he loved too much. I only hope that all the love and hatred will disappear with his departure. I hope that in the next life, my father and mother will be a couple for a lifetime and never be separated. .

After finishing the funeral, I entrusted Li Yun to take care of the villa and grandma's former residence, and promised to pay her a monthly salary according to my father's lifetime. I didn't give her a chance to refuse, because for me now, I have nothing but money. I can't give it.I have also entrusted large sums of money to foundations to help some children with heart disease on my behalf.

I didn’t visit my grandma again. I’d rather be treated as an impolite child by her and slowly forget about it, and don’t leave her with thoughts. Maybe her feelings for me come from my mother-like face , but I no longer want anyone to be sad for me.

I told Clause about my return trip, but he sent her to pick me up at the airport.

She dealt with my doubts impatiently, "Miss, please put away your unhappiness. Since both of us are dissatisfied with each other, let's complete the task as soon as possible." Closing the door handsomely.I opened the co-pilot's door awkwardly and sat in. Katherine really had a lot of dissatisfaction with me as she said, no, maybe it should be called contempt.But I don't think I've ever lost interest in her, even though it's been so long since I last saw her, "Why do you listen to Clause so much?"

She turned her head and gave me a contemptuous look with her beautiful eyes, like looking at an idiot.Well, I rubbed my nose, this question is really silly, "Just why do you look exactly like Elena?"

This time Katherine lowered her head slightly and was full of rebelliousness, "Why don't you ask her? Oh, by the way, you don't like her." After she finished speaking, she looked at me triumphantly and smiled as if she was grabbing my handle.

I was made uncomfortable by her tacit smile, so I avoided her sight unnaturally. She took out a cigarette and turned on the lighter handsomely with one hand. I saw her first-class chic movements and thought she was sexy. It's terrible, especially when she puffs out smoke rings, her eyes are blurred and she smiles, I see the lack of charm in Elena, but Katherine still clung to me after enjoying half a cigarette, she mocked, " How does it feel to watch a man you like love another woman?"

I didn't speak, but it was inevitable that I would be embarrassed by being exposed so bluntly. I turned my head to look at the scenery outside the window and ignored her.But Katherine was clearly interested, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and said to herself, "How about I get Damon for you?"

I frowned and turned to look at her, and suddenly wanted to laugh, because at this moment I felt that she was exactly the same as Damon and didn't care about other people's feelings, but it didn't matter what her purpose was for saying this, and I didn't want myself to be used The target, "Katherine, what is your purpose, but if you want to get something from me, I'm afraid you have to let you down, because I have nothing."

Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, she parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and looked at me squarely, "All I want is your promise, and I will help you get Damon."

I was a little annoyed by her calmness and taking things for granted, so I asked abruptly, "How will you help me get him, Katherine, don't forget that he wanted to kill you, I believe that what happened that night was not my own Illusion." She just shrugged and said nonchalantly, "So what, you know vampires don't die easily, and he loves me as much as he hates me."

"Then do you love him?" Hearing what she said, my head asked uncontrollably, I became confused, but I didn't know why, even if it was what Katherine said, it would make no difference to me, no matter what Whether it's her or Elena, it won't be me.She chuckled, "Naturally, I love you."

"More than your life?"

Only this time, she pursed her lips tightly and did not speak.But I insisted on pulling out her heart, "You can't even be sure of yourself, how can you help me get him?"

Katherine stepped on the accelerator, and the car moved forward at a very high speed. If it wasn't for the protection of the seat belt, I thought I would be thrown out by the sudden speeding.I was confused by her sudden anger, but I heard Katherine say coldly, "Since he can fall in love with Elena because of me, he can also fall in love with you because of me."

I think she's either crazy or too conceited, I don't think elana is a substitute for Damon, and I don't like the way she speaks, as if Damon is just one of her possessions to dispose of , he has flesh and blood and it hurts, and his feelings can't be controlled by others at will.

So, I need to know what Katherine needs me to do, "What can I do?"

"As long as you promise me, I will let you know when the time comes." She raised the corner of her mouth.

"Are you so sure I can do it?" I didn't know where her confidence came from. How could others see something that I didn't know myself?

"Baby, I'm afraid you don't know your place in Clause's heart."

Seeing that I haven't answered for a long time, Katherine asked urgently, "How is it?"

I smiled, "I'm sorry, I can't agree, I don't care as much about Damon as you think."

Suddenly, she stared at me, probably displeased with my teasing, but she quickly suppressed herself, and we didn't have any conversation after that.

After she sent me to the destination, she turned around and left. I looked up at the old building in front of me, uncertain. After Clause opened the door, he took my luggage and pointed to the only room for me. Then he handed me a drink and asked casually, "Is everything done?"

I took the drink and didn't drink or answer, because his nonchalant tone stung me. What was so painful to me was so indifferent to him. I should have just poured the water on him. face, just a pity that I dare not.

"I said that if you are reluctant to leave, let him live forever. It's just that you gave up. Since you gave up, why should you suffer?"

He met my hostile face with an innocent face, spread his hands and shrugged, "Isn't it?"

I drank the water resentfully, as if drinking his blood, "Isn't there a time when you don't want anything but you are fulfilled because of love?"

"Of course there are", I thought I would hear his sarcasm, but instead I heard his light answer, which is as light as a feather but tickles your heart.But his trance quickly recovered, "But my regret can make up, but yours can't."

"Clause, what exactly do you want?"

He blinked his glasses, then looked straight at me, "You'll understand."

"Then what about me, what will I pay in your plan? Life?" I held down my heartbeat that was beginning to be disordered, and said excitedly, just as Katherine's words had an impact on me just now, I really want to know what I am to Clause Is it not as important as they say, or is it just what they take for granted.

It's just that he still didn't answer, just chuckled, and then he reached out and stroked my cheek with his thumb, lovingly, "My Tammy, you love Damon, don't you?"

I was stunned by his sudden question, and I was at a loss when I opened my mouth slightly, why everyone knew that I liked him, and before I was sure that I liked him, everyone asked me if I loved him with an affirmative tone.

"Then how about I help you get him?"

This time I looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief, why did he say the same thing as Katherine, if Katherine relied on her own beauty and conceit, then what about Clause, strength?Or a threat?

"As long as you want it, I will help you get it."

"Is it compensation for the price I paid?" I asked.

He shook his head gently, "Just because it's you, not everyone can make me treat you differently."

"It's because of my mother?" Does he really miss her? Will Clause give his heart to a person?

It's just that he chuckled again and said nothing, neither affirming nor denying.

"Clause, I'm not interested in your proposal, as long as you keep your promise and don't pester my friends." I turned my head and said with difficulty.It's true that even though Katherine's proposal didn't move my heart, Clause's words did. For a second I lost myself in the dream he gave me, got Damon, but then what?It was this question that brought me back to reality immediately.It's not that I don't believe him, I guess as long as he threatens Elena, I think Damon will agree, it's just how sad I should be, I have already felt Damon's kindness towards me, and I don't want to destroy it, my relationship with him In between, it is enough to maintain the current state.

Then, Clause said something inexplicable, "That's right, let's see if he is worth it. Although I don't like this guy, but if he really loves you, I can accept it." It seems that he is arranging someone's future, but Even if he doesn't fully know my physical condition, I can still know that my effect on him is absolutely dangerous. It can be said that I don't actually have a tomorrow, so who is he talking about?