[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

When I got back to the hotel, I gave Damon an order to evict the guest, but today, for some reason, he insisted on pestering me, ignoring my obstruction, pushed me away with big strides, and lay down on my bed.

He looked at me with a mockery on his face, an unknown fire rose in my heart, and I walked quickly to his side, "Damon, I don't want to do anything or talk about anything today, please leave me alone, May I?"

It's just that I underestimated that person's brazenness, and I just heard him pouted and said "No".

"You..." Facing him like this, I was unable to continue speaking.I had no choice but to ignore his anti-client attitude and sit on the sofa, but God knows that I really want to bury myself under the quilt now and cry a lot.

"By the way, your father treats you badly, right?"

I swept my eyebrows, and he said, "I mean the one in the ward."

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and turned my head to avoid talking to him, but he talked too much today, and then, "Does that mean you and Clause are not father and daughter?"

Damon won, and I couldn't stand it after all, "So, Damon, what on earth are you going to say? I'm in a mess right now. Why can't you be a little more understanding and let me be quiet? Is it only you who care? People’s pain is pain, is someone else’s acting?” I don’t know why I said these ironic words, but after I said them, my heart was a little hot, as if some suppressed jealousy was unconsciously released by myself It's the deepest secret in my heart, and I don't want others to know it.

But he ignored my anger and shrugged himself, "I just want to say that your father treated you badly and your mother's death has nothing to do with you. The so-called hatred is just his selfishness." Then I stared at him probingly. Looking into his eyes, there was a flash of emotion, and he almost said, "Damon, are you comforting me?" Then he suppressed it, denying himself, how is it possible?

He finally calmed down, I closed my eyes, and my mind was full of scenes from childhood to adulthood, and finally I was frozen in the complicated eyes of my father before leaving the ward.Why did my father treat me like this? Is it really loveless?No, I saw love and guilt in his eyes.

"He was just too guilty and didn't know how to face you. He felt sorry for you, so he didn't dare to ask for your forgiveness. He felt that he didn't deserve your forgiveness, but he knew that you were a kind child and knew that you must He will accept him, he knows that his time is short, so he would rather leave silently with regret, than let you, a child who longs for family affection, just get it but lose it." I opened my eyes, in the dark room, on the bed The pair of fiery red eyes were looking at me saying every word, I was stunned by his gaze, opened my mouth slightly and forgot to speak, and only said sadly, "Is that so?"

He quickly moved to my side, stood in front of him holding my face, stroked my hair with one hand, and said with a smile, "Men are strange creatures, they don't know how to express, so they tend to make people sad. "Then he gradually lowered his head, and I looked into his eyes, only what he said in my heart, until the soft touch on my lips came, and I let out a sigh in my heart, it is undeniable that I need this kiss very much at this moment, so I will not He closed his eyes in refusal. Damon didn't deepen it, but twirled on my lips gently, as if trying to appease my sadness.My tears slipped from the corners of my closed eyes, and finally entered my mouth, and also flowed into his heart.I felt his kindness, no matter what the reason for the kiss was, at least I could feel his kindness from his actions. Damon is actually a good person, but as he himself said, he hid it too deeply to be misunderstood.

Suddenly, a wind blew, and the thick curtains swayed and the light that could not be blocked flickered in my eyes. I don’t know why he left in a panic. He left so suddenly. The unique touch on his lips represented that he had once really came.

I stayed in the room and didn't take a step out. Clause and Damon didn't bother me for several days. My mind circulated the appearance of many people, including father, mother, Tina, Lexi, Clause and Damon.I suddenly realized what Damon said. My father's attitude was only because he couldn't bear love, not because he didn't love. After thinking about those clues, I was able to confirm that the house in the United States was given by my father. Does that mean that in In the eyes of my relatives, I am not a devil. The incomplete me that my mother bought back with her life is not a disgusting devil?

But before I could think about it, the door was knocked. I frowned and opened it with extreme reluctance. It turned out to be Clause who had disappeared for many days. I let him into the room with doubts on my face, "Why, are you in a bad mood?" He was surprised ridiculed.

"Are you in a good mood today?" Looking at his appearance, he was happy.

Not letting me have the slightest reaction, he then announced, "We will return to the United States the day after tomorrow."

I was surprised and said, "So fast?" At this time, I only thought of my father who was lying on the hospital bed. Although he drove me away, how could I leave at this time? I live in the same city as him. Clause turned around and looked at me calmly, "Is there anything unfinished, go and settle it."

I hurriedly opened my mouth, just to delay some more time, "Did you find the moonstone?" After finishing speaking, I felt stupid, but I found it, and I handed it to him by myself. I love playing the pipa.

"Maybe, you can try to make Tang Side immortal." When Clause said this, I didn't turn the corner for a moment, and suddenly, I widened my eyes, "You mean, transform my father into a vampire? "

But he stopped answering me, opened the door and walked out.

My heart was in a huge shock, turning my father into a vampire and he wouldn't have died, no, or wouldn't have left, so, so...

I couldn't think of anything more, so I grabbed my bag and rushed to the hospital, this time I was going against his wish not to see me again.When I arrived at the ward, I found that all the cutting-edge medical equipment beside my father had been removed, leaving only the oxygen mask and normal saline dripping. My eyes were moist instantly, and I knew it meant that it had been abandoned.

But two days later, his face was completely sunken. Even if I pushed the door open so impulsively, his reaction was not sensitive. It took a long time to open his chaotic eyes. I don't know if I have become blurred in his eyes.I held back my tears and walked to his side, took my father's hand that was not injected, and said, "Dad, whether you recognize my daughter or not, I always don't want you to leave."

Perhaps because of the illness, my father no longer had the anger towards me a few days ago. He took off the oxygen mask with difficulty, and said in a hoarse voice, "I want, I'm going to see your mother."

I cry into his chest, "I don't want you to leave me, no."

But he just said persistently, "Ruixue, my biggest wish is that you grow up quickly, and then go to see your mother without any worries. Living is really too painful for me." I slowly raised my head with tears in my eyes. Looking at him, I suddenly understood something. Tears fell endlessly one by one. It turned out that it was my hope that he was alive, but leaving was his real wish.If leaving is his relief, then I, I... I burst into tears again, "Father, what should I do?"

"Go back, go back to the United States, as if you never came back, as if my exile for you was a farewell."

I stayed in front of his bed for a day and a night without sleep, but this time my body did not disobey my will. It was unexpectedly strong. At dawn the next day, a man in formal attire walked in. He said respectfully, "Mr. Tang, the documents have been sorted out, just waiting for your confirmation." I turned my head in confusion, only to see my father say with difficulty, "Lawyer Zhang, everything I made in the will of Tang Side has legal effect, please confirm."

I was invited to the lounge by Lawyer Zhang. I was in a daze and didn't understand anything.I just listened to him explaining to me one by one, "Miss Tang Ruixue, as the only first-in-line heir of Mr. Tang Side, you will inherit all the movable and real estate, stock funds and cash under Mr. Tang's name. But the housekeeper Li Yun, because Mr. Tang Side has worked for many years, so he gave her 100 million cash. If there is no objection, Miss Tang, please sign."

Only now did I understand that the house where my father had been living belonged to me in the early morning.I ignored Li Yun's astonishment and rushed in. I found my photos hanging everywhere in the house. Those photos made Li Yun recognize me at a glance. It was also a picture of my mother when I was young. From my infancy to childhood to adolescence, I was stunned on the spot, only to hear Li Yun say, "Mr. The next time I wanted to ask Miss Miss why she didn't take her over to live with her, but the husband just kept silent." I stared at her with wide eyes, sadness spreading in my heart, it was too late.

My father couldn't accept that I watched him go to death, but I had to accompany him through the last part of his life.Since he wants to be free, I will obey his wish.

This time I stubbornly argued with Clause without any compromise, and I yelled, "No matter what, I will not leave China at this time, but I can guarantee that I will definitely go to the United States."

"Tammy, you seem to think I'm a good guy?"

I held my head high and looked at him with piercing eyes.Unexpectedly, Clause compromised. I didn't want to know why he tolerated me so wantonly. I just heard him say, "You must return to Mystic Falls before the full moon next month, otherwise don't blame me for being ruthless."

As for Damon, I think Clause went to America, there is no reason for him to stay, after all Clause is such a big threat to Elena.It's just a pity that his trip to China didn't achieve any purpose. I don't know if there was any confrontation between him and Clause when I couldn't see it. At least I can't help him.

Unexpectedly, when the sun rose the next day, I opened my eyes and saw him. I thought he had followed Clause away.I was puzzled, "Damon, what are you doing?"

"Where did he put the moonstone?"

I lowered my eyes, sure enough, I shouldn’t have too many fantasies, it’s easy to be vulnerable in the early morning, “Damon, neither you nor I can stop what Clause wants to do, and I think everyone knows what he’s going to do, you now What you need to do is not to think about how to get the moonstone. In fact, it is useless to get the moonstone. The thing happened again, do you want to save Elena again like this, or let her live forever?" I know it's cruel for me to say this, but I really don't have the mood to see how much he cares about Elena, although I don't expect anything extravagantly, But there is flesh and blood, and it hurts.

He looked at me a few times, "What about you, what is your role to him?"

I shrugged, "I don't know, he never told me."

Damon didn't know why something was wrong, he suddenly touched my cheek gently, in the morning sun, his eyelashes trembled in front of my eyes so clearly, he just looked straight at me, wanting to look into my heart, just When I was deeply bewitched, he said, "Take care of yourself." Then he turned around firmly.

I subconsciously stretched out my hand to grab the corner of his clothes, and also wanted to ask him not to leave. I really need someone to be with me now, but I finally didn’t say it, because the person in his heart is not me. .

However, the person who had already disappeared suddenly turned around, and before I had any reaction, he kissed my lips fiercely, with eager irritability, as if he wanted to vent his distress on me, His teeth hurt my lips until blood flowed out, he stopped, said in a vicious voice, "You shouldn't exist." Then he left like a gust of wind, but this time he never came back.