The Joy of Her Two Worlds [Rebirth]

Qin Sishao followed Jiang Chi. She watched Jiang Chi leave the school gate. She ran over and was stopped by two security guards in the school. They asked her for the leave slip from the head teacher. The school's request slip was a small Qin Sishao did not have the blue card.

She could only go back to the classroom under the persuasion of two security guards. Along the way, she saw many students who were noisy outside the teaching building and chatting on the railing. When she walked near the fourth class, she heard someone talking Talk about Jiang Chi and Jiang Ping'an.

There was a burst of sighs and regrets, and some people said they deserved it.

No one knows why Jiang Pingan jumped off the building. The students in Class [-] said that Jiang Pingan and everyone stood at the back of the classroom listening to the parent-teacher meeting. After a few words, Jiang Ping'an was seen running out. Not long after, someone heard a bang on the ground, and students saw him fall from the building.

This matter was quickly suppressed by the school. The school explained to the outside world that the student was under too much study pressure, and that day was another parent meeting. Therefore, during this period, most of the parents of the students relaxed their children's studies. Seeing that children are working too hard, I will tell them to play more.

Qin Sishao didn't know why Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building?

She has met Jiang Ping'an many times. There are many girls who like Jiang Ping'an in school. He is good-looking, tall and long-legged.

How could such a person jump off a building?Such a person seems to have never experienced the haze.

After Jiang Chi dropped out of school, gradually no one mentioned this matter.

Everyone has to learn, and there are new gossips in spare time.

So many things happen every day in this world, no matter how tragic things are in this world, it is insignificant, except for those who care.

Qin Sishao came out of the toilet, and when she returned to Class [-], she found that a girl was already sitting in Jiang Chi's seat. That girl was shy and introverted, a student who worked hard in the class. He smiled and said his name.

Qin Sishao just nodded her head. After she sat down, she smelled a strange aura from the girl beside her.

At this moment, she finally accepted the fact that Jiang Chi had been away from school for a long time, this position was already occupied, and Jiang Chi would never return to school.

Qin Sishao's eyes were red, but in the noisy classroom, she didn't dare to cry, she just let down her hair, which was tied into a little jiujiu, and let them blow and fall, covering most of her face, her head drooped more and more. Low, and only at this time, she felt that no one could see her, and she dared to shed tears.

Her tears fell more and more fiercely, and finally she couldn't help lying on the desk, tears kept falling, until the class bell rang, she wiped away the tears and listened to the class like a normal person.

After this class ended, Qin Sishao made a decision in her heart, to go to Jiang Chi after school on Friday.

She felt very sad these past few days, and every minute and every second became very tormented. Finally, on Friday, when the bell rang for the end of class, she ran out with the schoolbag that she had packed a long time ago. All the classmates watched looking at her.

She ran out of the school all the way, ran to the nearby subway station, took the subway to the central area, and walked to the outside of the Changhe mansion.

The security guard at the Changhe mansion asked her who she was looking for. She said she was looking for Jiang Chi. They looked at her with sympathy. Xu saw that she was a girl with a haggard face and was wearing a school uniform. After picking up the phone, under her expectant gaze, the two security guards shook their heads.

They said that they were migrant workers, and it was not easy to get this job. They hoped that she would understand the difficulty of earning money and not make it difficult for them.

Qin Sishao whispered thank you.

She didn't dare to leave, but sat down on a long chair outside the community. She sat until dark, she was so hungry that she ate the leftover steamed buns at noon, and she didn't dare to leave. Go out here, or come in from outside.

Every time a car came in and out, she would run over to see if there was Jiang Chi in it?

No, not Jiang Chi.

After ten o'clock, she went to a nearby small Internet cafe and turned on a computer. If she had been in the past, she would definitely be able to write novels. Her articles were signed and needed to be updated every day, but she didn't have the heart to write. Fortunately, She still has manuscripts.

After five o'clock, she went outside the Changhe mansion and waited there again.

She waited there for two days, sat down and slept for a while when she was sleepy, and bought steamed buns when she was hungry. A kind person saw her pity and called the police. The police uncle bought her food and water and sent her back home. After leaving the school, contact her head teacher.

The homeroom teacher told her that he didn't know about Jiang Chi's family affairs either. He and Xu Junling graduated from the same university. Xu Junling was also his senior sister and the guardian of his students. They had mutual friends. He also asked about it. Those mutual friends, they couldn't tell clearly, they couldn't get in touch with Xu Junling.

The head teacher comforted her for a long time. She is still a student and has no ability to survive. Her goal now is to study hard for the university entrance exam.

Qin Sishao listened, she sat on the floor of the dormitory, thinking about many things, she took out the cheap mobile phone she bought, why didn't she add Jiang Chi's WeChat, why didn't she keep asking Jiang Chi's Where's the phone number?

Qin Sishao regretted it very much. That day when Jiang came to school late, she should try her best to follow him out, whether she went crazy in the security room or climbed over the fence, but she didn't go out.

After school the next week, Qin Sishao went to several hospitals in Nancheng to look for Jiang Chi, but he still couldn't find him.

She goes outside the Changhe mansion every week, and sits there writing novels on her mobile phone. She wants to make money and save money.

Time passed quickly, the first semester of the first year of high school was over, she called her grandma, and transferred thousands of dollars to her. Instead of going back to her hometown for the New Year, she chose to live in a small hotel and spend most of her time in Internet cafes Finally, on New Year's Eve, she met Huang Panyun.

The security guard told Huang Panyun that this girl came to Jiang Chi, and Huang Panyun said a few words to Qin Sishao, saying that Jiang Rui was going through divorce procedures with Xu Junling, she said that Jiang Ping'an was dead, and she said that Jiang Chi was not If you want to recognize her as an aunt, you must follow Xu Junling.

Huang Panyun talked a lot, she caressed her slightly protruding abdomen, her youthful face could not hide her complacency.

Qin Sishao found out why Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building.

But it was too late, Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building, and Jiang Chi was not here.

This winter vacation passed quickly. After arriving at school, the group of Class [-] came to beat her again. She couldn't beat them. She saw the boy who had handed her a love letter and was rejected standing aside laughing. He even came to touch her. She kicked him hard in the face, and was slapped by the girl who liked him.

Just before class started, a group of them left. She didn't tell the teacher, but kept her head down during class.

After class, she went to International Class [-] to find Zhao Changning and Su Banxia. They were Jiang Chi's best friends. Qin Sishao thought they knew where Jiang Chi was?They ignored her and didn't talk to her, so Qin Sishao went right after class and asked if they had any contact with Jiang Chi?Do you know where Jiang Chi is?

No matter how many times she asked, they ignored her.

Qin Sishao was not discouraged, and went to the international class every day.

The girls from Class [-] blocked her again in the women's restroom, and Zhao Changning happened to be in the women's restroom when they beat her. This scuffle took place in the women's restroom, and it was bigger than the previous ones, and it reached the school leaders.

Students with good grades are given preferential treatment in every school. The principal and class teacher asked her why she didn’t tell her earlier. She just lowered her head. She was afraid to tell the teacher. A group of them would retaliate against her outside the school, so she didn’t dare to say .

When she didn't speak, the school leader asked Zhao Changning, who told everything.

Those students have poor grades and often bully their classmates on campus. Qin Sishao is not the first, nor will he be the last, especially this time they bullied No.1 in grade. The future Qingbei students, no matter what the reason is The reason is that the school leaders will not allow this group of students to stay in the school and affect other students.

The people from Class [-] were expelled. They came to the school several times later and blocked Qin Sishao near the school. The school leaders also considered this matter and asked her to stay away from the school. They also specially greeted the school security. She needs to go out to do the shopping and have them keep her company.

She went to buy food near the school on weekends and saw that group of people several times. There were security guards around her, and they didn't dare to come over. She hurried into the school after buying something.

Qin Sishao began to realize that compared with Su Banxia, ​​Zhao Changning is a soft-hearted person, so she went to find Zhao Changning, but Zhao Changning always stayed with Su Banxia. One afternoon, she found that For Zhao Changning who was alone, Zhao Changning knew what was going on when he saw her, and was annoyed by her questioning, but for Qin Sishao, Zhao Changning sympathized with her.

Zhao Changning told her that Jiang Chi had left the country, and she cut off all contact with them, and the aunt also cut off contact with everyone, and they took two old people out, and they will never come back.

The international classes are all preparations for going abroad in the future, so Qin Sishao asked Zhao Changning, what about you?Will you still be able to see Jiang Chi in the future?

Zhao Changning also missed Jiang Chi, she said of course, although Jiang Chi didn't want to contact them, but her mother's friends in country M knew that Jiang Chi and the others were in country M, and they also knew which state Jiang Chi lived in now.

After this time, Qin Sishao will not go to the international class.

She began to make a new study plan, planning the daily study time and coding time. She wanted to save money and go to M country to find Jiang Chi in the future.

Not long after, her first novel became popular on the channel, and it was time for the website to pay for the manuscript. At that time, she was busy brushing up questions and didn't know anything, but found that the group she joined had been disbanded by the editor. She didn't know anything. I understand, I searched the Internet for a long time before I found out what happened.

Qin Sishao only knows a lot of money. If the website is willing to give her some money, it will be enough for her to buy a plane ticket to find Jiang Chi, but the website didn't give her any money. She is not reconciled and chooses to call the police, but to no avail. She was not given the digital manuscript fee filled out in the background.

This matter made Qin Sishao helpless. She began to know about other novel websites. After selecting, she felt that Lujiang was good. There would be no such situation where the editor sealed the author’s background and did not pay the publishing fee. She began to search for Lujiang’s on the Internet. Signing steps.

After she knew how to apply, she sent a previously written headline to sign the contract at one time. When she was just chatting with the editor about signing the contract, the editor said that minors can only sign with the permission of their guardians. Adults only need to have an ID card. However, minors need parental consent and a household registration booklet.

She was only 16 years old at the time. Although she didn't want her parents to know that she was writing a novel, she couldn't think of any other way except to go home and ask them for the household registration book and persuade them to agree.

She didn’t go back to that house for a long time, so she gave her mother 2000 yuan, and her parents took her money. They learned that writing novels could make money, and they agreed to sign a contract with her. After that, they began to ask her for money, and they went to Her text was troublesome, and she opened a new account.

She told them that she didn't make any money, so she had no money to give them. What about the scholarships from the school?

They even went to school to make trouble. They didn't feel ashamed, but Qin Sishao felt ashamed. She was just a high school student. In front of her classmates and teachers, she had her own pride and self-esteem, but her biological parents were in front of her teachers and teachers. The face of her classmates severely trampled on her self-esteem.

In the end, they were kicked out by the school's security guards.

She heard some classmates whispering that it would be better not to have such parents.

They looked at her with sympathy.

She doesn't want other people's sympathy and pity. She is afraid that people will look at her with these two things in her eyes. She has become more silent. She also walks with her head down in school, and basically does not communicate with anyone or speak.

In the morning reading class, most of the students would make noise when reading, but she never made a sound, but read the book and kept it in her heart silently. The teacher asked her to answer questions in class, but she didn’t make a sound. After the teacher called her a few times , do not call her.

The homeroom teacher has always been very kind to her, fearing that she might have psychological problems, she even took the initiative to contact the school's psychology teachers, who have approached her many times.

She knows that they are all for her own good, but she doesn't want them to spend time on her. She wants them to help other classmates. She thinks she is fine, she has no problems, but she just doesn't want to talk and wants to be alone Being alone, she didn't want to say a word, she didn't lose the ability to communicate with others.

She obviously has no problems, so why do they all say that she is unhealthy, and she wants to cooperate with them in receiving treatment.

Qin Sishao couldn't figure it out, she just didn't want to talk to anyone.

Her grades were getting better and better, until she received a call from her aunt in her hometown, saying that her grandma had fallen while going to the market. After staying at home for half a month, her legs and feet still didn’t get better. Take grandma to the hospital.

She transferred the saved money to her aunt and asked them to take her to the hospital. She left a few hundred yuan and asked for leave with the class teacher. She said that something happened at home. She went back to her hometown by car and went directly to the hospital. On the hospital bed, she saw her emaciated and dying grandmother.

She cried after not crying for a long time, how did grandma become like this?

She and two relatives in the village ran up and down, getting medicine, paying fees, and all kinds of things needed her to deal with. The leg injury, which was not serious at first, became more serious because the old man was reluctant to spend money, and the medical expenses were very expensive. Grandma Still can't be reimbursed.

She called her relatives at home and her parents. They were all elders, and she couldn't bear a junior to accuse them.

In the end, everyone hung up and blocked her number.

She had no choice. The money her grandparents had saved over the years was only 3 yuan, which was not enough to pay the medical expenses. She could only call the class teacher and ask the teacher to borrow money.

The head teacher drove to the county hospital on purpose, lent her the money, and talked to grandma.

7 yuan is a lot to grandma. She has never heard of so much money. She can't even count thousands of dollars. How should I pay back the 7 yuan?She also spent the 3 yuan that she had saved so hard for her granddaughter to go to college in the future.

Grandma told her that she would rather die herself. There is no need to do funerals, and there is no need to buy a coffin. Just dig a hole and bury her. She doesn't need to spend money, nor can she, when she is old.

Qin Sishao comforted her by saying that 7 yuan was not much, and she could easily afford it in the future, and she would pay it back.

16 yuan is a lot for the 7-year-old, but she firmly believes that she will still be able to afford it in the future.

But the old man's thinking is different. They feel that they are useless, which drags her down and makes her bear debts at a young age.

After grandma was discharged from the hospital, she accompanied her back home and stayed at home to take care of grandma for many days. Grandma's leg injury healed, but she left serious sequelae. She walked with a limp and couldn't walk for too long. .

The doctor also told her that grandma is getting old and has worked hard all her life, so she needs to rest well and let go of her work so that she can recover well.

During the days when she was at home, every time she found that grandma was going to do something, she would grab it and do it. Grandma would sit or lie down to rest, and occasionally cook.

Not long after, grandma urged her to go to school, saying that her study should not be delayed any longer, she had left behind so much homework and couldn't catch up with her classmates, how could she be admitted to university in the future.

That morning, my grandparents got up very early, boiled a lot of eggs for her, killed a chicken and stewed it, and asked her to take it to school together, saying that I would share it with my classmates and build a good relationship with my classmates. Classmates will be willing to help her with her homework.

She collected the things, choked up and nodded.

Grandma packed everything for her, except for her schoolbag. The old man thinks that scholars are great, and every book is so sacred. He dare not touch her books or any book on the desk.

She packed her schoolbag by herself and came down with the schoolbag on her back. Grandma and grandpa carried the big and small bags and put the things on grandpa's tricycle. They sent her to the town.

While waiting for the car in the city, she looked at the old man. Grandpa's hunchback became more and more serious. He was obviously much taller than her, but now he seemed to be not as tall as her.

As for grandma, when she was a child, she thought grandma was very tall, and she was very afraid of grandma.

When she grew up, she found that grandma was not tall at all, she was very short, she had never read a book, and she didn't know a word, but she had a tall personality, greater than many highly educated people.

She looked down at her grandma, who only reached her shoulder, and hugged her, and grandma cried, telling her that she didn't come back for the New Year last year, and she must come back this year after the exam.

She said yes, she will definitely come back this year for the Chinese New Year.

When the bus arrived, she got on the bus. Grandpa and grandma gave her things, and grandpa paid her the bus fare. She waved to them, and the bus drove away quickly. After she sat down, she got up and looked back. Go, the figures of grandparents will disappear in an instant.

She put her things on the ground, holding her schoolbag in both hands and thinking, grandparents are the most important thing now, she wants to put Jiang Chi behind, she has to wait until after the college entrance examination to find Jiang Chi, she has to treat grandparents well Come on, spend more time with them.

Every time she saw her grandparents, she would compare them with the last time she saw them. They were much older, and their bodies and faces were covered with mottled marks of time.

After Qin Sishao arrived at school, she worked harder than before. She also used it to read books in physical education class. After class, she never left her seat except to go to the bathroom. But she did not do problems after class, but to catch up on sleep.

Because she hides under the covers every night and writes novels, she doesn't have enough sleep, so she can only sleep a little longer during the day after class.

This kind of life continued until the eighth day of the twelfth month of the lunar calendar. At that time, Nancheng was very cold, and there were still more than 20 days before the Chinese New Year.

In the place where she lives, she is willing to spend money during the Chinese New Year, buying pork to make bacon and sausages, buying fish to smoke cured fish and so on.

She called her grandma a few days ago, and her grandma told her how much pork she bought and how many sausages she made today, and they were all smoked.

The pond at home has not been filled with water, the fish in it have not been fished, and the ducks at home have not been killed. She said that after a few days, the cured fish and ducks will be smoked. Fish, keep two at home to eat, and sell the rest.

Grandma told her many things, and she listened carefully.

She thought that she would go home to celebrate the New Year with them soon, but she received a call from her aunt in the village saying that her grandma had passed away. No one knew exactly when she passed away.

Grandpa made breakfast in the morning and called grandma to eat. He called many times, but grandma didn't respond. Once he passed by, grandma died long ago and her body was stiff.

There is a custom there that when someone in the family dies, a firecracker is also set off. Grandpa went to the store in the village to buy firecrackers and came back. After the firecrackers were set off, the neighbors knew that grandma had passed away, and they began to contact her family members.

Several children of grandparents and grandparents have come back, and some grandchildren and grandsons have also come back, and some have not come back, saying that they are busy with work.

Qin Sishao asked for leave again and returned home. When she got home, she saw that the house was white, with white cloth strips everywhere. She carried her schoolbag and walked to the door. That black coffin.

When an old man in the village saw her, he put the white cloth he had prepared on her body and made her kneel down.

She just knelt there, crying non-stop. It was late at night when she arrived at home. His parents came back two hours earlier than her with her younger brother. Her aunts and her uncle's family also came back. There are some older brothers and sisters.

She cried for a long time, until the aunt who was close to her saw her carrying a schoolbag, took it off, and went upstairs to put it for her.

Many people came to the house, besides the people from the village, there were also relatives from the grandma's natal home. She didn't know those relatives, and grandma didn't seem to have any contact with her siblings' offspring. This time they all came.

It took many days to do the funeral, and everyone would cry when they came in. After being persuaded, they went out happily.

She saw her parents standing aside, teasing her younger brother.

Her uncles were sitting together playing cards with the villagers, and her aunts were chatting with people. They also cried when they got home, but it was only for a moment, so it was not sad.

Qin Sishao found that the saddest person was grandpa, followed by her.

She went to the kitchen at the back. Grandpa was lighting a fire. When he saw her, he just nodded and said, "You're back, have you eaten yet?"

She hadn't eaten all day, and she lied, "Eat."

Grandpa didn't say a word, he just added firewood to the stove. He added too much firewood, and the flames became more and more vigorous. In such a cold weather, Qin Sishao felt very hot.

After ten o'clock in the evening, all the helpers in the village went back, and some relatives also left, indicating that they had come back earlier, and they were the only ones left at home.

Everyone had a quarrel about sleeping tonight. My mother passed away, and it was impossible to drive to the county town to stay in a hotel.

There are only four beds in the family, but they haven't come back for many years, and they are not used to living in them when they come back.

The bed where grandparents slept, and Qin Sishao's bed upstairs.

Qin Sishao's room was slept in by her mother and aunt with her younger brother. No one wanted to sleep with grandpa, and they still disliked it. Others went to the neighbor's house to stay overnight. Qin Sishao could have gone to that aunt's house, but she didn't go, but stayed in the room. Kneeling in front of the coffin for a long time, she went to the kitchen to warm up the fire without feeling the cold, and she didn't sleep all night.

The few of them made an agreement, one of them would watch the night, and they would take turns. Tonight was the uncle's watch. The aunt said she was afraid, so she went to the neighbor's house earlier. When the uncle saw Qin Sishao, she asked her to watch, and he also found a place to sleep.

The next day, following the customs of the village, it was already optimistic about the day and time of burial.

All the elders in the family are present, and they are in the village. There are so many senior people with the same surname. It is impossible for Qin Sishao to have the right to speak. She is a little girl, and no one will let her speak on this occasion. Because everyone thinks she is not qualified.

Everyone ignored her, there were a lot of people coming to eat, dozens of tables, and people from the next village also came.

Bread, noodles and milk for breakfast, everyone has a carton of milk.

When eating breakfast, the old man at the same table talked about grandma, and they all said how lucky they are. The children are willing to spend money. I’m afraid there are hundreds of wreaths. There are paper money and other messy things. Singing, more than 5000 yuan for a play, invited for four consecutive nights.

Listening to what they said, Qin Sishao bowed her head and said nothing.

She thought that her classmates said that there was an old man in her hometown, and the children didn't want to take care of him, so they starved him. Others in the village were very envious, saying that the old man had a good life and his children were filial.

The classmate said she couldn't understand.

Why not be nice to a person when he is alive, is it useful to have a good funeral after death?It's just a show for everyone to see.

But how could she have the right to speak here, she was just eating in silence.

Grandpa and grandma raised a lot of chickens, ducks and geese, and there were a lot of eggs, duck eggs and goose eggs left at home. The two old people were reluctant to eat them, so they raised eggs and made some money by selling them.

Usually, only when Qin Sishao comes back, or when she celebrates her birthday at home, grandma is willing to kill chickens.

These poultry, which she was reluctant to eat, were finally killed this time and eaten by everyone, including the meat smoked by grandma during the Chinese New Year.

After the funeral continued for a few days, until the day of grandma's burial, they bought a lot of paper villas, paper cars, and paper cruise ships...

The fire was burnt from the morning to the afternoon. After the fire was finished in the afternoon, it was already past four o'clock, and they said they were going home, and it was time to go.

Before leaving, one of her cousins ​​said that she lost 1000 yuan. When she said this, she kept looking at Qin Sishao and said that Qin Sishao stole it.

Qin Sishao said she didn't have it, but her aunt and uncle said she must have stolen it.

Her parents looked ugly and rushed over to beat her. She took a few steps back and looked at them in disbelief. Everyone was saying that it was wrong to steal money from others, and she had to give it to her cousin.

She asked her cousin when did she lose it?

The cousin said that they lost it today, and they are all in the mountains today, why should she blame her for losing the money?

The cousin said, because we are not short of money, and because you are poor, who else could it be if you stole it?

She kept crying as she spoke, saying don't bully me, don't steal my money, I work hard to make money, so you give me back the money.

Qin Sishao just watched her cousin cry, numb to the extreme.

She asked if it was 1000 yuan in cash?You can search at home.

The cousin said yes, and they also went to search, but they didn't find the money, so they said she hid it.

In the end, grandpa came out and said that my granddaughter would not steal money, and your grandma and I know her behavior well.

The aunt's family was very angry and said that since you are protecting her, don't let us take care of you, let her take care of you, and we won't come back after you die.

The family drove away.

The uncle's family also left.

Her parents left with her younger brother.

She and grandpa were the only two left in the house. They sat on the stove and cried. Grandpa took out the money he and grandma had saved and handed it to her, saying that it was saved during this period, and it was only a few thousand yuan.

Grandpa asked her to study hard. She said that the school had a scholarship and she could make money now, but grandpa didn't believe it.

She chatted with grandpa until very late before going upstairs to bed.

Grandma is gone, and this house is very quiet.

All the poultry were gone. My grandparents used to say that I was woken up by ducks in the morning, and I couldn't sleep well. Now I can't hear their calls.

Qin Sishao basically hasn't slept in the past few days, especially at night, she just sleeps on the table for a while during the day, she sleeps until noon and wakes up, and when she wakes up, she finds that her grandfather has come back from the mountain carrying a load of chopped bamboo , holding a hatchet to split bamboo, planning to weave various farm tools.

She silently brushed her teeth and washed her face, saw the hot food in the rice cooker, and went to her aunt's house after eating.