The Joy of Her Two Worlds [Rebirth]

"After I know their plan, I want to take this opportunity to transfer you away so that you can only see me in the future, but I didn't intend to kill you."

"After the neighbors called the police, the firefighters and the police came. Later, I went to jail with them. When I was released from prison, my mother and they hadn't come out. Changning visited me several times and told me about my aunt and Jiang Ping'an. She I visit them often, and they are doing well."

"Jiang Ping'an later opened a bakery, and the employees are all disabled, but the aunt's illness has been unstable."

Jiang Chi watched the news quietly. In the group, Zhao Changning was still talking about her and Su Banxia's overseas affairs. She was very happy and was sharing her life with her friends. Among them, she was the only one who didn't know everything. She is still the Zhao Changning who only loves her mother and friends, and lives hard for them.

Jiang Chi was very flattering, following Zhao Changning's words, he first expressed his opinion, then asked, then what?How did you and Ban Xia solve it?

Zhao Changning was very proud, so he talked about what happened later, what she and Su Banxia did.

After finishing speaking, the screen was full of hahaha.

Jiang Chi saved face and sent a bunch of hahaha.

Su Banxia twitched the corner of her mouth as a response.

Jiang Chi quit the group and looked at the messages Su Banxia sent her. The bad guys had their karma, her aunt and brother were doing better than she imagined, and Jiang Ping'an knew how to make bread. Jiang Chi was in a complicated mood, but also It's consolation.

Su Banxia hasn't talked about Qin Sishao yet, and Jiang Chi hasn't asked, the initiative is not on her side, she is afraid of asking, making Su Banxia even more unwilling to talk about the past life.

It's not that Jiang Chi has to be brooding about his past life, but he doesn't know what happened in his past life, so the regret is real.

Jiang Chi: "How are you doing after you get out of prison?"

Su Banxia: "It's okay, go to work as usual, I moved to Changning's house and raised my little brother, to be honest, I don't like him at all, but his parents are in jail, and I can't really do that." Regardless of him, my aunt has been helping me take care of him, she said she likes children very much."

"Qin Sishao?"

Jiang Chi's heart clenched tightly, her eyes were burning brightly, she didn't dare to blink, she kept staring at the phone screen.

"I went to your place once, and accidentally came across the diary you wrote in. After I opened it and read it, I realized that you have studied Qin Sishao for ten years. When you were sad abroad, you wrote a lot of things about her in the diary. .”

Jiang Chi couldn't remember exactly what was written in that diary.

Many things, at the beginning, will feel difficult, and you will have the desire to talk, but after that point, when you think about it again, you will feel that it is irrelevant.

Now when she thinks of everything written in that diary, she thinks it is a trivial matter, not worth mentioning.

Su Banxia: "I just thought, why do you like her so much? Does she know that you like her so much? So when the police brought her over, I gave her the diary. She should have read it. Changning came over once. When he visited the prison, he told me that Qin Sishao was dead, and died in Yunwu Mountain."

Jiang Chi's eyes were sore and her hands were shaking non-stop. She put down the phone and watched as the bright screen went out and turned into pitch black.

She had guessed this possibility last night.

Qin Sishao also guessed it, so Qin Sishao hoped that she would not always remember her past life.

Jiang Chi didn't cry, she just wiped her tears, then took the phone over, pressed the button to unlock it, read the pile of messages on WeChat, and typed a word.

Jiang Chi: "Did she go to the temple on the mountain?"

Su Banxia: "Yes, she lived there for a while, and then she swallowed medicine and died there, and her ashes were scattered in the valley by a few aunts from the temple."

Yunwu Mountain is a mountain in a small city near Nancheng. It can be found on the national map. That mountain is not very famous in the whole country, but it is very famous in Nancheng. Some superstitious people say that if you go there to worship, your wish will come true. After that, you must fulfill your vows, otherwise it will bring disaster.

Jiang Chi didn't believe this. Even if she was afraid of the dark before and didn't dare to live in a big house by herself, she knew that psychological factors were at work, but she still didn't believe it.

Qin Sishao didn't believe it either, even if Qin Sishao said it, her grandparents believed it.

So after the doctor in the village gave her a name, grandma found a fairy woman to calculate her name and horoscope for her. The fairy woman said that her name matched her horoscope, she was the number one scholar, and she was very good at reading. The determination to go to the parents.

What now?Grandma believes in this even more.

Since she was the number one scholar in the province after the college entrance examination, and after she was admitted to Peking University, people around them would take the name of the child in the family and go to various temples to find someone to do the math.

Qin Sishao sometimes calls grandma, and when grandma talks about these things, Qin Sishao looks helpless, but she can't correct the old man's thinking, so she can only follow along.

Jiang Chi: "I see. In fact, I'm not superstitious. When I return to Nancheng after a while, I will go to Yunwu Mountain with her to find the legendary temple."

Su Banxia: "Chang Ning and I have been there once. It was a temple, and Buddha statues were also enshrined, but it was a very special place."

Su Banxia was silent for a while and said.

"Sometimes I think, if Qin Sishao lives there for a while longer, her condition may get better and she will like it there."

Su Banxia sent over a map she had drawn, Jiang Chi glanced at it, it was quite difficult to find.

"If you go with her, remember to bring more daily necessities and various vegetable seeds. The people living there are poor homeless people, and they need them."

Jiang Chi: "Okay."

Zhao Changning: "Ahhhh, why are you two not talking anymore, am I the only one here laughing?"

Su Banxia: "I'm listening."

Jiang Chi: "I'm listening."

She searched the temple in Yunwu Mountain on the Internet. There are quite a few introductions about this temple. It is said to be a temple, but it is actually a nunnery built during the war. People have always lived there, but there are very few people. It belongs to the undeveloped deep mountain. , Few people go, there is a small road down the mountain, and it takes a day and a night to get to the foot of the mountain.

There is no development value, so it is impossible for the government to build roads until after the 90s.

Some women were homeless and went there because of domestic violence.

Some women have run away from home and have nowhere to go, and live there.

There has been no electricity or running water, so it has brought a layer of mystery to the temple. In addition, there is no signal in the mountain, and many people can't find the temple at all. This breeds a group of people who rushed to Yunwu Mountain from other places. Said the idea of ​​looking for a fortune teller to make a wish.

Someone also found that place, lived there, took photos, and said that electricity was connected there, and the mountain spring water pipes were also installed.

The local government also built a road there, but they were afraid that outsiders would disturb the women living there, so the road was very narrow, with a mountain on one side and an abyss on the other. Cars could not drive through it, so they had to walk, ride electric cars or bicycles.

Jiang Chi looked at the photos and comments posted by netizens who had been there, and they already regarded it as a relaxing paradise.

Jiang Chi didn't know why Qin Sishao went there, did he believe what others said that making a wish was very effective?I still want to go there to recuperate, but her illness is not cured.

Jiang Chi was still very sad. She told herself repeatedly that it was a matter of her previous life and it had already passed, but she was still very sad.

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The chat didn't last long, Zhao Changning and Su Banxia went out to play, Jiang Chi didn't want to go out, lying on the sofa in the living room in a daze, the TV was playing so loudly that her eardrums hurt from the noise, but the soundproofing at home is good, After closing the study door, Qin Sishao couldn't hear any noise from the living room.

Jiang Chi had no intention of watching TV dramas. She closed her eyes and thought about many things. After a while, why did Qin Sishao go there? Was she happy there?If she can come out, it would be nice to have a group of people to live with her.

If she can't get out, she will be in grief for the rest of her life.

Either way, Jiang Chi found out, it made her very uncomfortable.

She also felt that she shouldn't keep thinking about the past life, what she was thinking about was this life.

Jiang Chi sent Qin Sishao the photos of Yunwu Mountain stored on the Internet.

"Let's go here for a few days during the summer vacation."

"I guess I'll have to ride a bicycle there, I really want to go there."

Qin Sishao was reading at this point, so he couldn't reply to Jiang Chi, Jiang Chi didn't care, he searched for other things with his mobile phone, and even bought fresh prawns online, by the time the prawns were delivered to his home, it was already 11:30.

She deliberately spent more money and asked the boss to help deal with it.

Jiang Chi was cooking in the kitchen. First, he washed the lotus root and cut it into pieces, then washed the pork ribs, put ginger slices and stewed them together. After cleaning, put it in a bowl, add some sweet potato powder to make a vegetable soup, cut lettuce into thin strips, stir-fry pork, and add some dried chili, there are three dishes.

Another oily prawn with that kind of spicy chili, Qin Sishao also likes to eat this, she prefers the spicy taste on the prawn.

After Jiang Chi shredded the lettuce and put it on a plate, Qin Sishao came out of the study with a stretched waist. She sat for a long time, her spine hurt, and she was stretching her muscles and bones. Seeing the back of the vegetable cutter in the kitchen, Qin Sishao was terrified. jumped.

How could Jiang Chi know this, what if he cut it?

Jiang Chi was chopping shallots, and put them on the seasoning dish when Qin Sishao had already walked over: "I'll do it."

Jiang Chi looked back and smiled when he saw her: "It's not healed yet, go sit on the sofa and watch TV dramas."

Qin Sishao looked at the kitchen knife in Jiang Chi's hand, she blinked, Jiang Chi gave her the kitchen knife: "Okay, you wash it clean."

Qin Sishao smiled and picked up the kitchen knife and put it under the faucet to rinse. She saw that Jiang Chi had cut the shredded lettuce, which was slender and even, and looked better than what she had cut. Chi Ye is cut very evenly, which is quite aesthetic.

"I studied abroad, and I'm not used to foreign food, and I'm not used to the dishes in those Chinese restaurants, so I just made it from the recipes by myself. It didn't taste good at first, but it's okay after a lot of times."

Qin Sishao was a little sad when he heard this, Jiang Chi's hands were so pretty, they were not for cooking.

When Jiang Chi washed his hands and dried the water drops, she thought of what Su Banxia said this morning, her throat was itchy and sore, and she wiped her fingers with that towel over and over again. Sullenly said: "Today Su Banxia told me something about your previous life, do you want to listen?"

Qin Sishao looked over, she looked into Jiang Chi's eyes, Jiang Chi also looked into her eyes, after looking at each other for a few seconds, both of them saw the smile in each other's eyes.

Qin Sishao pursed her lips, she smiled softly and said, "Yes, yes."

Jiang Chi put down the towel, and she sighed and said, "You gave me a notebook when you were in high school, and you gave me a notebook in your last life, which was earlier than this life. I took that notebook with me when I went abroad, and used it as a diary. Yes, I wrote a lot of words."

Qin Sishao felt a little regretful when she heard this. During Jiang Chi's ten years abroad, she didn't participate in it, nor was she by her side. She still wanted to read that diary.

Now Jiang Chi doesn't have the habit of keeping a diary. He will tell her about bad things, and Jiang Chi will post records of good things in Moments.

Jiang Chi used that diary to keep accounts.

"After I died, Banxia gave you that diary." Jiang Chi looked Qin Sishao straight in the eyes and said, she couldn't believe it when she saw Qin Sishao's tears, and soon, the girl laughed.

"That's good," she said.

"I really want to see it," she said.

In those ten years, Jiang Chi simply took it and mentioned it, but in a strange place, she was still so young, so it was not so easy.

"Later you went to live in Yunwu Mountain for a while, and you have been there forever." Jiang Chi's voice was flat, trying not to affect Qin Sishao's emotions: "I heard from Banxia that I wasn't sad at all. Too much energy must be spent on the past."

Qin Sishao said, "Yes."

Jiang Chi thought for a while: "Let's go there and have a look after a while."

"Okay, then I'll go search and do my homework." Qin Sishao had already gone to the study to get her mobile phone, and then she saw the WeChat that Jiang Chi had sent her not long ago, and she also received some other messages on WeChat, Qin Sishao It took a few minutes to reply.

So she went to Yunwu Mountain because someone said that making a wish there is very spiritual?

Qin Sishao bowed her head and laughed silently.

Like Jiang Chi, she didn't believe it either.

But in the end, she actually pinned her hopes on this illusory wish. Maybe, the one in her previous life really had no other way, and it seemed that she could find some comfort in this way.

After the lotus root ribs were stewed, the aroma wafted from the kitchen, outside the window, and into the living room, soaking into Qin Sishao's nose.

Qin Sishao turned down the heat a little bit, Jiang Chi asked her to watch the time, and said to stew for a while, she first cooked the lettuce stir-fried meat, the stir-fry was very simple, it only took time to wash and cut the vegetables, wait until the braised prawns were ready Finally, Qin Sishao brought the lotus root ribs soup to the table.

Jiang Chi was making the last dish. After the water boiled, he put in sweet potato powder. After the water was boiled, he added vegetable leaves and some salt. This dish was very light. Jiang Chi poured the vegetable soup into the soup bowl.

Qin Sishao had already filled the rice, took the bowls and chopsticks, and poured warm water for the two of them with two water glasses.

She especially likes to sit and eat with Jiang Chi, but this kind of time mostly happens in the school cafeteria, and the two of them rarely cook together at home.

During the meal, Qin Sishao suddenly said: "Let's go out to buy dumpling wrappers and meat in the afternoon, let's make dumplings in the evening, what kind of stuffing do you want?"

Except for leeks, Jiang Chi can make any other stuffing.

Qin Sishao did not choose.

The main reason was that she enjoyed the process of chopping stuffing and making dumplings with Jiang Chi, and she said in her heart that she would roll dumpling wrappers with Jiang Chi at home next time.

Jiang Chi smiled and said, "I don't want to eat leek stuffing."

Qin Sishao nodded: "Then don't buy leeks, let's buy other vegetables." She talked about several dishes, and Jiang Chi agreed.

In the afternoon, the two went to the vegetable market. It was too late, and there were no dumpling skins for sale. In the end, they could only buy flour, and took it home to wake up and roll the dumpling skins by themselves.

Jiang Chi had nightmares again that night. She dreamed of Qin Sishao in high school. At that time, not long after Jiang Ping'an had an accident, she went back to school to pack her books and left. Qin Sishao chased her out and asked her where she was going?

Jiang Chi said that she would not study here anymore, and she didn't say where she was going.

Qin Sishao asked her if she could stay here instead of leaving, and she also said that she would take care of her.

Jiang Chi in the dream asked Qin Sishao: "How old are you, how old am I? You can't even take care of yourself, how can you take care of me? Put away your excess sympathy, I don't need it!"

Jiang Chi left with a pile of books, and she never looked back.

When the scene changed, it was when Jiang Chi was 25 years old. She had just returned to China and learned from others that Qin Sishao was on a blind date, so she went to Qin Sishao's blind date place. She asked Qin Sishao if she wanted to marry her?

Qin Sishao was silent for a long, long time before she nodded and agreed.

Afterwards, Jiang Chi quarreled with Qin Sishao's mother, she gave the woman a sum of money, and took Qin Sishao to go abroad to get a marriage certificate.

The dream ended here. Jiang Chi woke up from the dream. The wind in the bedroom was very cool. In the darkness, she heard the even and slight breathing of the girl beside her. Jiang Chi looked at Qin Sishao with his big eyes open.

She found Qin Sishao's hand and held her hand, Jiang Chi turned over.

Qin Sishao probably didn't sleep well, she woke up when Jiang Chi's hand touched hers, and she asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Chi replied softly, "No, I just want to hold your hand."

Qin Sishao hummed, and fell asleep again. Jiang Chi couldn't sleep anymore, but she didn't dare to move, for fear of waking Qin Sishao, she just held Qin Sishao's hand and looked at her.

From this night onwards, Jiang Chi always dreamed about Qin Sishao after she left in the previous life. After waking up in the middle of the night, everything in the dream was so real and clear, but when she got up in the morning, it was so blurry again. I can't remember anything.

After four consecutive days of dreaming, the first thing Jiang Chi did when he woke up in the middle of the night was to go to the bathroom, record the things in his dream with his mobile phone, and write a little bit every day. In July, he had already written nearly [-] Character.

Jiang Chi looked at the last paragraph, and thought of the desperate woman in the dream who knelt down in front of the huge Buddha statue, kowtowed three times devoutly, and resolutely said every word: "I am willing to exchange my present life for Jiang Chi's next life."

After she finished saying this, she kowtowed many more times until the skin on her forehead was broken. A woman in a blue veil ran in from outside and helped her up.

The woman said that she was so firm and devout that her wishes would come true.

Qin Sishao finally showed a smile that came from her heart all these years. She smiled happily, her eyes were bright like a teenage girl, she told the woman that she also believed that the wish she made would come true.

At night, she returned to her room, wrote a suicide note, and committed suicide by swallowing medicine.

Later, her ashes were brought back by several women in the temple. According to Qin Sishao's suicide note, they scattered her ashes in the empty valley on the mountainside behind.

On July [-]th, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao returned to Nancheng.

On the seventh, the two began to study the map.

Yunwu Mountain straddles three small cities, some of which have been developed, and several parks and martyrs' cemetery have been built.

On the [-]th, the two went to one of the small cities, and finally decided to go up the mountain by bicycle, because they needed to bring some daily necessities and seeds. The two bought a few small baskets in the county town near the foot of the mountain, one in the front and one side on the back of the bicycle I packed one, and the two of them basically didn't bring their own things except the towels and a change of clothes they needed.

It's not been half an hour of riding, and there is no mobile phone signal at all. Looking at the past, the winding path has no end, with tall mountains and forests on one side, and a bottomless abyss on the other. Looking down, it makes people dizzy.

After Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao rode for two hours, they rested for a while, and after eating, they took out the map and looked at it. There was still a long distance from the place they marked.

From eight o'clock in the morning to four o'clock in the afternoon, the two finally arrived at the foot of the mountain. There was a meadow at the foot of the mountain, with unknown wild flowers blooming, and there were three bicycles and an electric car parked beside it.

There was still some distance to go up the mountain. Jiang Chi looked at the bluestone stairs with no end in sight, and then at the protective fence made of bamboo on the right. After looking at Qin Sishao, they both saw the helplessness in each other's eyes.

For a moment, both of them laughed.

Qin Sishao wiped the sweat from Jiang Chi's forehead: "Tired?"

Jiang Chi shook his head: "Not tired, but cold."

The temperature in the mountains was much lower than outside, and the clothes they were wearing were soaked with sweat. At this time, the mountain winds blew past, making it even colder.

Qin Sishao took down the basket, and after squeezing all the things together, he and Jiang Chi carried a schoolbag and carried the basket up the ladder. The two of them planned to go down to the mountainside to get the rest of the things.

They were also lucky. After climbing for half an hour, they met a woman who came down the mountain. After saying hello, the woman asked them: "Come to play or worship Buddha?"

Jiang Chi replied with a smile: "All of them." She paused for a while: "Actually, I came here to fulfill my wish."

The woman was surprised, had these two young girls been here before?Why has she never seen it before, and has no impression at all.

Qin Sishao smiled and nodded.

The woman had a good impression of them, and when they saw that they said there were still two baskets at the foot of the mountain, she offered to go down and help them get them.

After Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao thanked them, they sat and waited for the woman to come up. Maybe they often walked this way, and they were in better health than Jiang Chi and the others. It was already past seven in the evening when they arrived outside the temple on the top of the mountain.

The temple is not big, and there is a wall outside. It should be newly built in the back. The wall is white and very high, at least two meters high. The gate is also very high, with sharp thorns on it. When there is nothing to do, the gate is Locked, only opened a small door that only allows one person to pass through.

When Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao stood outside, they saw that the small door was also locked. They followed the woman into the yard, and found that both sides of the path were full of vegetables. The vegetable field in the lower left corner was planted with a lot of watermelons, and the others were also very popular in summer. Common greens.

Jiang Chi found that there were quite a few rooms here, so the woman took Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao to the rightmost room in the row of rooms. It was decorated like an inn in an ancient town. The woman said it was a room for guests, so she specially decorated it. Yes, the toilets are also in accordance with the standards of the city.

She pointed to the room next door and said that there were already guests living there.

The electric cars and bicycles that Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao saw at the foot of the mountain belonged to those people. Those people went to play in the mountains, and they probably will come back soon.

After the woman left, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao took a bath and hair as quickly as possible, and they hung the clothes on the rope outside. After locking the door, Jiang Chi took Qin Sishao to the back door following the memories in his dream. temple.

The blue walls, black bricks and tiles, look solemn and solemn, and there is a small light inside, the light is dim, and it is night, everything around is not so clear.

Jiang Chi took Qin Sishao to the innermost place. The brown wooden door was closed tightly. They pushed open the door and saw a huge bronze Buddha statue with a benevolent face. There were two light brown balls of cattail under it. A young girl was kneeling there. Weeping and kowtow inside.

After she got up and wiped away her tears and went out, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao walked over, offering incense, kneeling, and kowtow following the process they had seen. Jiang Chi said many things about her previous life in her heart. She knelt for a long time until Qin Sishao pulled Get up with her.

Behind the Buddha statue, a woman in a blue veil came over, and was stunned when she saw Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao.

Jiang Chi recognized her.

Qin Sishao stared at her blankly.

The woman smiled and nodded, "Little girl, it's time to close the door. If you want to pray to Buddha, please come back tomorrow morning."

Jiang Chi said, "Okay, thank you."

Qin Sishao smiled at the woman: "Thank you."

Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao came out of the temple. They turned their heads and saw a woman closing the temple door. There was an ancient sound after the door was closed, and only a small light at the courtyard door was left in the small courtyard.

Qin Sishao licked her lips, and when Jiang Chi looked over, she said softly, "It's so strange, when I saw this aunt just now, I always thought she was very familiar, as if I had seen her before."

Not only now, after coming here, her thoughts are always suddenly, as if there are some things that she has experienced before.

Jiang Chi took her hand and clasped her fingers tightly together. She led Qin Sishao to the outside: "I also feel very familiar."

She didn't tell Qin Sishao about the dreams she had later.

Before they got to their room, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao saw someone come over and tell them to eat watermelon. When they were sitting with a group of women eating watermelon, someone mentioned the other girls who had come these days.

"Well, they are all poor people. The family went out to play, and both parents died in a car accident, so she was left alone."

"I don't want to marry, so I ran away from home."

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While talking, when it came to Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao, they looked bright and charming, and they didn't have the aura of worldly suffering, so someone asked them, why did they come here?

Jiang Chi bit the watermelon and said, "Come here and fulfill your wish."

Qin Sishao also said that he came to fulfill his wish.

A group of people couldn't understand, but they didn't continue to ask, but asked Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao why they came here?

Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao listened to them quietly. They listened for a long time until the women said that they were sleepy and it was time to go to bed.

They are all common people's affairs, each has its own suffering, and everyone's life experience can be written into a book. In their exclusive book, each of them is the protagonist in their own book.

Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao didn't go back until they all returned to their rooms. They just brushed their teeth and washed their faces, and then lay on the bed.

Jiang Chi couldn't fall asleep, and neither could Qin Sishao, so the two of them were talking quietly.

As they talked, the voices of the two became smaller and smaller, and finally, the two gradually fell asleep.

Qin Sishao had a long and desperate dream. When the sun came in from the outside in the morning, she opened her eyes, only to find that her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was covered with tears.

Jiang Chi also woke up, and rubbed his eyes to look at her. When he saw the tear stains on Qin Sishao's fair cheeks, Jiang Chi opened his mouth, hugged her shoulder, and gently patted Qin Sishao's back with one hand to comfort her: "Why are you crying?" Is it? Did you have a nightmare?"

Qin Sishao also hugged Jiang Chi, she rubbed Jiang Chi's messy sleeping hair and said: "I dreamed, I dreamed about my previous life, I still remember, I remember everything, that dream is so clear."

Jiang Chi stared straight ahead blankly, and after a while, she said, "Stop crying, we are fine in this life."

Qin Sishao cried and laughed: "Well, I'm not sad."

She kept saying over and over again: "I don't seem to have said I love you in my previous life, Jiang Chi, I love you, I love you very much."

Jiang Chi smiled and said, "I never said I loved you in my previous life, Qin Sishao, I love you, I love you very much."

Qin Sishao asked her with tears in her eyes: "Then will you talk to me every day from now on?"

There is deep expectation in her eyes: "I want to hear you say you love me every day."

Jiang Chi held her face and kissed her red and swollen eyelids: "I will tell you that I love you every day from now on, okay?"

Qin Sishao nodded with a sob: "Okay, I will also tell you that I love you every day."