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This psychological counseling session was not long, and it was more for Xu Rui and Wen Yu to get acquainted with each other. Xu Rui was now closed-minded and very vigilant, and did not trust Wen Yu, a stranger at all.

When Xu Rui came out, he saw Lin Zhi waiting for him at the door.

Xu Rui was held by Lin Zhi and left as if he had come here.

When the two went down to the first floor of the psychological consultation room, they saw a lady leading her child in.

The child was chubby, holding a toy tractor car in his hand, and was crying to break away from his mother's hand. The mother could only squat down and coax him: "Baby, don't cry, baby doesn't like it." Did you chat with that uncle last time, did he give you candy last time..."

Lin Zhi didn't look sideways when he passed by them, but Xu Rui, who was a step behind him, didn't follow him for a long time. He felt a slight sense of resistance in his hands.

He turned around and saw Xu Rui staring at the mother and child in a daze.

Lin Zhi quietly waited for him not to move, and when the mother finished comforting her child and went upstairs from the lobby of the psychological consultation room, Xu Rui walked slowly.

Lin Zhi seems to understand Xu Rui's behavior very well, because Xu Rui grew up in a single-parent family and lacked maternal love, so he always has some curiosity when he sees such scenes.

Lin Zhi could still tolerate Xu Rui's curiosity.

Because he had done this before when he was a child, Xu Rui grew up a little slower, so such behavior is justifiable.

Lin Zhi didn't take it seriously, and even couldn't help but lose his mind when he was in the car. Thinking of the chubby little boy he ran into, he reminded Lin Zhi of Xu Rui's face when he still had the unremoved baby fat on his face.

At that time Xu Rui was still very lively and active.

He couldn't help but looked at Xu Rui who looked like a thin goose again, then reached out and pinched his face, and looked left and right.

Xu Rui retreated slightly.

"Does it hurt you?" Lin Zhi asked, and then consciously relaxed his grip.

Xu Rui's cheeks became smaller unconsciously.

Lin Zhi was a little dissatisfied, and after the two returned home, Lin Zhi immediately measured Xu Rui's height.

He was finally pleasantly surprised to find that Xu Rui was now a little shorter than him by the tip of his head.

So he finally decided to resume Xu Rui's dinner. He patted Xu Rui's thin shoulder and announced, "You will have your own dinner from today!"

He said this in a tone of praise in front of Xu Rui, who was no longer able to eat on his own, but Xu Rui still didn't give him any reaction he expected.

Pheasant once again felt discouraged.

Disappointment is layer upon layer.

Lin Zhi accompanied Xu Rui for more than two months of psychotherapy. During this period of time, the white paper between Wen Yu and Xu Rui already had sporadic small words written by Xu Rui.

Once Lin Zhi was bored waiting outside the door, and was a little anxious at the end. He opened the door 3 minutes early and went in. However, Wen Yu quickly put the white paper of communication between the two under a thick book, as if I really don't want to let the forest pheasant see the same.

Perhaps this was the condition that Wen Yu promised to Xu Rui that they could communicate.

Xu Rui has been very resistant to any communication and exchange with Lin Zhi, but he has been able to have a conversation with Wen Yu, talking about many things that he does not want Lin Zhi to find out.

Xu Rui has his own little secret.

This discovery made Lin Zhi extremely displeased, but his eyes darkened for a moment, and then he quickly covered up his displeasure, and took Xu Rui home.

Wen Yu's professional ability is indeed good. After more than two months, Xu Rui's mental state is stronger than before. Although he still doesn't communicate with others, his eyes are not as dull as before.

That night, Lin's pheasant broke out completely because of a tiny incident.

During this period of time, Xu Rui's perception of the outside world was very chaotic and evasive, not to mention that it was too difficult for him to detect the displeasure that Lin Zhi deliberately hid.

So when he was lying on the bed as usual and prepared to recall some good things according to Wen Yu's method, or tried to imagine being on a sunny beach, relaxing under the blue sky and white clouds before falling asleep, he was shaken by Lin Zhi unsuspectingly.

At this time, Lin Zhi seemed to have been squeezing the grievances of the day, as if he wanted to trouble Xu Rui: "Why do you eat a little more when the servants feed you than when I feed you!? I let you Disgusting, isn’t it!?”

Xu Rui was obviously not asleep and was shaken by Lin Zhi's shoulders like this, but his eyelids were still trembling and he insisted on closing them tightly, unwilling to open them, trying to avoid facing Lin Zhi who was about to lose his temper.

However, the more Lin Zhi thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't bear Xu Rui's different treatment. He didn't know why Xu Rui wanted to make himself sad like an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf.

Recalling his nearly smooth life with few setbacks, few peers could give him such a great sense of anger and frustration.

Lin Zhi stared at Xu Rui's tightly closed eyes, and his eyes became gloomy for a moment. He gritted his teeth and threatened: "From now on, you can only eat what I feed, or I will...!"

Lin Zhi didn't finish his threatening words, because he saw Xu Rui finally opened his eyes, the familiar fear was reflected in his eyes, and he shrank back, trying to distance himself from Lin Zhi.

When Lin Zhi saw Xu Rui's appearance, Xu recalled that when Xu Rui turned into a wooden man, it was just right, and Lin Zhi was afraid that he would scare him back to the way he was before.

Lin Zhi swallowed the second half of the sentence again, but his eyes were flushed with emotion: "Afraid of what I will do? Am I treating you badly? I will share with you everything I wear and play, and all precious things." , Let you sleep in my bed, eat the rice in my bowl, even my doctor let him see you, after you become friends with me, even your snail lives in a big house, why do you treat me like this ?”

Now Lin Zhi is a bit like a real ten-year-old child, facing Xu Rui who has been ignoring him for nearly three months, he has a bit of helpless resentment.

"You have done so many wrong things, but every time you just write a letter of confession, will I forgive you easily? But what about you!? I also wrote the letter of confession, and I just shut you down for 5 minutes. In less time, you have been unwilling to talk to me for so long!" Lin Zhi seemed to feel greatly wronged because of Xu Rui, and the more he talked, the more he felt sad.

He pulled Xu Rui again and questioned him: "Do you think you're being fair to me?"

Xu Rui was dazed by Lin Zhi's heresy, and seeing Lin Zhi suddenly approaching him again, he was so frightened that he wanted to shrink back into the blanket again.

The eyes of the two met, and Lin Zhi soon realized that this series of questioning was useless, Xu Rui was still blindly afraid of him, the result of this going on was not what Lin Zhi wanted, and now losing his temper in front of Xu Rui won't gain much .

He immediately restrained his expression in front of Xu Rui, then spread his hands towards Xu Rui, and stopped pulling his body, as if he was innocent: "Don't be afraid of me, okay?"

Lin Zhi's eyeballs rolled, and he thought about it and explained: "I don't want to lose my temper with you, I just want to feed you."

"It's a good intention, isn't it?"

Xu Rui seemed completely unable to digest Lin Zhi's unique skill of changing his face one after another, and looked at him tremblingly clutching the blanket.

Seeing that Xu Rui was still like this, Lin Zhi seemed to be completely defeated, a tear was finally aroused from his red eyes, and it flowed down his eye socket, he murmured: "You little heartless..."

Xu Rui's eyes widened uncontrollably, as if he couldn't believe that the devil-like Lin Zhi would shed tears because of this incident.

But at the next moment, Lin Zhi actually covered his face, fell sideways beside Xu Rui and began to cry.

A long time passed, and Lin Zhi just lay motionless on the side of Xu Rui, and there was no obvious crying sound. Xu Rui guessed that he might have fallen asleep.

Xu Rui turned his back to him and closed his eyes. After a while, he turned back again. With unspeakable hesitation and hesitation, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and shared a blanket with Lin Zhi who was lying beside him in thin pajamas. small corner.

When Xu Rui woke up the next day, Lin Zhi acted as if nothing happened last night, as if he wasn't the one who lost his temper with Xu Rui and started crying yesterday.

When Xu Rui opened his eyes, he saw Lin Zhi squatting on his bedside with a smile, waiting for him to get up.

He said: "Xu Rui, today is your birthday. I have prepared a birthday surprise for you. Get up quickly."

At nine o'clock in the morning, Xu Rui finished his breakfast and was led by Lin Zhi to the door of a room on the third floor of this villa.

Lin Zhi covered his eyes with his hands from behind him.

"Happy birthday, Xu Rui." He heard Lin Zhi finished speaking, and then took away his hands covering his eyes.

It is a renovated studio with drawing boards and a lot of painting tools. There are a few well-partitioned small orchids on the balcony.

Xu Rui's painting teacher is a student of the local Academy of Fine Arts, not an ordinary student, but a disciple of Master Tang Shiji, who is quite accomplished in painting. celebrity.

From the day of Xu Rui's 11th birthday, Zheng Yan came to teach Xu Rui two hours of painting lessons every Saturday.

Zheng Yan was in his early 20s at the time. When he first entered the house, he didn't see the family, but was led upstairs by Lin Zhi. When he was about to enter the studio, Lin Zhi told him, "Xu Rui is shy and introverted." , it doesn't matter how you paint, what matters is that you have fun painting, I hope the teacher can encourage and praise more." Zheng Yan found it very interesting to see Lin Zhi, a child speaking like an adult.

In the end, it wasn't over yet. When get out of class was over, Lin Zhi was still waiting for Xu Rui at the door of the studio, just like Xu Rui was doing psychotherapy before.

Zheng Yan couldn't help but joked that he looked like he was picking up his children from school even though he was in his own home.

It was a birthday that impressed Xu Rui very deeply. That night, Lin Zhi prepared a birthday cake for him, and Lin Zhi and the servants at home sang a happy birthday song to Xu Rui.

Surrounded by Xu Rui, as if falling into a mist of warm orange light and shadow, Lin Zhi pushed his shoulders and urged him to make a wish.

It was the biggest birthday cake that Xu Rui had seen for so many years.

On this day, Xu Rui quietly ate a small piece of cake that Lin Zhi fed him one bite at a time.

At the same time, he realized very clearly that he had become an orphan, and no relatives would celebrate his birthday, even if they only bought him a very small cake.

He may have only Lin Zhi to celebrate his birthday for many years to come.

So even though Xu Rui was full after dinner that day, he still finished eating the cake that Lin Zhi had fed him.

Xu Rui's belly bulged up again.