Light spot

Next to Xu Rui's thick pile of confession papers that had been accumulated, Lin Zhi's confession paper finally fell lightly.

Thinking back carefully, it was between Lin Zhi and Xu Rui, Lin Zhi's first defeat, his distorted heart that was constantly collapsing had no choice but to press the pause button in front of the fragile and vulnerable Xu Rui.

But although Lin Zhi thought that he had made many concessions and paid a lot for Xu Rui, Xu Rui still didn't seem to have any reaction to what Lin Zhi had done.

This made the pheasant very discouraged.

But fortunately, I don't know if it was because of Lin Zhi's apology and confession, which untied the knot in Xu Rui's heart, and Xu Rui's low-grade fever that lasted for several days finally subsided that night.

It was rare for Lin Zhi to get up to go to the bathroom that night. When he came out of the bathroom to climb the mountain bed, he glanced at Xu Rui, and his movements stopped for a moment.

He found that Xu Rui's eyes were open.

How to sleep with eyes open! ?Lin Zhi let go of his thin quilt, and crawled to the end of the bed where Xu Rui was sleeping.

He called Xu Rui in a very soft voice, as if probing. Xu Rui didn't even blink his eyelids, and was still staring at the ceiling blankly, as if nothing could be reflected in his pupils.

"Xu Rui? Why aren't you sleeping?" Lin Zhi frowned slightly, as if he had glimpsed the secret of Xu Rui's recent illness.

He suddenly understood and said: "You are so young and don't sleep every night, of course it will affect your physical development and your immunity will decline!"

As Lin Zhi said this, he put his palm on Xu Rui's eyes very gently, covering his eyes.

After he finished doing this, he still felt that the touch from the palm of his hand was very wrong. He opened his fingers slightly, and then his face fell down, and then his pupils and Xu Rui's pupils met in the gap.

Xu Rui still didn't close his eyes.

The distance between the two suddenly drew so close, Lin Zhi didn't have much reaction, but after Xu Rui and Lin Zhi met their eyes at close range, their bodies suddenly trembled unconsciously.

The room was very quiet late at night, and the warm orange bedside lamp was on.

Lin Zhi heard Xu Rui's very fine "tack-tack-tack" sound, which was Xu Rui's teeth chattering.

"What are you afraid of?" Lin Zhi tilted his head and looked at him: "Isn't it because I often have nightmares and wake up so scared that I dare not even sleep?"

Unexpectedly, just after Lin Zhi finished speaking, Xu Rui's eyelids trembled twice, and then tears flowed from his eyes.

His eye circles quickly turned red.

Lin Zhi consciously guessed the correct answer, and took out the tissue on the bedside to wipe his tears. His movements were very light, and his tone was very gentle: "How come you still cry when you become a little wooden man..."

He slept next to Xu Rui at the end of the bed, hugged Xu Rui and patted Xu Rui's back, and then imitated Aunt Wu's name as Xu Rui.

He said: "Rui Rui, don't be afraid... to be with you... to be afraid... to sleep, Rui...

He had no idea that Xu Rui's nightmares were almost all about him, and when Xu Rui was too scared to fall asleep, he acted like a protector to comfort Xu Rui.

Xu Rui's tears flowed even more fiercely.

The piece on Lin Zhi's chest was soon wetted by Xu Rui's crying, but he thought it was a good sign. Since Xu Rui came back from the hospital, Xu Rui couldn't laugh or cry anymore. .

At this moment, Lin Zhi's familiar tears finally fell, and Lin Zhi felt that Xu Rui had finally come back to life.

What's amazing is that Xu Rui actually fell asleep in Lin Zhi's voice of "Rui Rui, don't be afraid".

When Lin Zhi noticed that Xu Rui's breathing had stabilized and knew that he was asleep, he wanted to get up and go back to where he was sleeping, but when he didn't expect to get up, he found that Xu Rui was still holding Lin Zhi's clothes in his hands.

He curled up on the chest of the forest pheasant, and his clothes were all crumpled.

This feeling was a little strange to Lin Zhi, but he accepted it quickly. He suddenly smiled clearly, and then lay down and fell asleep again in this position.

Xu Rui's condition improved, but not completely. After he fell ill less frequently, Lin Zhi took him to see a psychiatrist.

That was the doctor Lin Zhi had seen for a long time before, and he was already familiar with Lin Zhi.

Wen Yu is a well-known and authoritative psychiatrist in the industry. Since Lin Zhi was eight years old, he has been entrusted by the Lin family to do psychological diagnosis and treatment for Lin Zhi.

Lin Zhi's psychotherapy went smoothly beyond expectations. He could always chat with Wen Yu very congenially, and he couldn't find any mistakes in his words and deeds.

When Wen Yuchu first came into contact with Lin Zhi, it was difficult to match the things described by the Lin family with Lin Zhi.

The forest pheasant can always get a satisfactory answer in some psychological tests.

Just when Wen Yu thought that there was nothing wrong with Lin Zhi except that he was a little more sensible and mature than most of his peers, Lin Zhi had an accident.

Since then, Lin Zhi has never seen a psychiatrist again.

As for that accident, Wen Yu also understood that everything that Lin Zhi showed to him from beginning to end was untrue, he was just very good at acting out lies.

He acted out the normal reaction that an eight-year-old child should have, and fooled Wen Yu.

This incident did not show how unprofessional Wen Yu was, but Wen Yu put Lin Zhi in the position of a child out of common sense, and did not think that an eight-year-old child could lie for such a long time without leakage.

When he gradually trusted Lin Zhi's language and weaved his inner secrets, Lin Zhi didn't trust him at all.

And after that accident, the Lin family didn't find a psychiatrist for Lin Zhi again, as if they wanted to give up on him.

And when Wen Yu received another appointment from the Lin family, he was surprised.

Because this time the appointment person changed from Tao Yiying to Lin Zhi himself.

The last time Wen Yu saw Lin Zhi was when Lin Zhi was eight years old, it has been more than three years now, Lin Zhi has grown a lot taller, and when he entered the door, he was leading a child behind him.

At Wen Yu's table, the little boy was led by Lin Zhi to sit down, and his reaction seemed a little slow.

"Doctor Wen, long time no see." Lin Zhi greeted politely.

Wen Yu's mood was a bit complicated when he saw Lin Zhi again, but he responded without any compromise on his face: "Long time no see, Young Master Lin."

After greeting Lin Zhi, Wen Yu's eyes fell on Xu Rui again. Xu Rui sat opposite Wen Yu, his eyes didn't know where they fell, and he didn't move for a long time.

Lin Zhi followed Wen Yu's gaze, and then took the initiative to introduce: "This is Xu Rui. He fell ill a while ago, and after he recovered, he will be like this. He won't eat or drink, and won't cry or make trouble."

"He will only be 11 years old in two months, and he started to think about it. He dug a hole for himself and wanted to bury himself... Lin Zhi said while thinking: "He is very timid and seems to have nightmares during this time , I was too scared to sleep, and he didn't respond when I talked to him. I heard from my family that it might be caused by psychological trauma, so I brought him to you to have a look. "

"Oh? Why did you come to me?" Wen Yu felt an indescribable sense of disobedience when he heard Lin Zhi's introduction. He only felt that from the information he had heard about Lin Zhi before, it seemed that he would not report to his peers. With such great care.

Lin Zhi smiled: "It was a pleasure chatting with you before, I think you are very professional."

Wen Yu was blocked by this sentence, and felt that the sentence seemed to be mocking him, but the expression on Lin Zhi's face couldn't see the slightest hint of irony.

Wen Yu breathed out silently in her heart, then returned to the main point and looked at Xu Rui in front of her, and spoke to him in a light and gentle tone: "Is that Xu Rui? Hello."

There was no expression on the child's face, but when Wen Yu was talking to him, he still glanced at him, then lowered his eyes again, his body was a little tense, Wen Yu noticed that his eyes drifted towards Lin Zhi for a moment, and then Take it back soon.

"Oh, by the way, he can't speak, you can give him a piece of paper and a pen." Lin Zhi added.

At this time, Wen Yu took out the white paper and spread it flat in front of Xu Rui, and then handed him the pen. Xu Rui didn't accept it, and Wen Yu didn't force it, and let the flow take its course and put the pen on the paper.

"Which one is Xu, which one is Rui? Can you write it down for me to see?" Wen Yu seemed very patient. He had come into contact with many children who resisted seeing a psychiatrist, so it was not surprising that Xu Rui showed resistance.

Wen Yu felt that Xu Rui's reaction was not obvious, but he still noticed that his eyes were erratic with very small movements, and he paused for a second or two in Lin Zhi's direction as if inadvertently.

The movement was so subtle that even Lin Zhi himself didn't notice it.

"Why don't you go out first? He's a little nervous when you're here."

Lin Zhi looked a little surprised: "Is he nervous?" He turned his gaze to Xu Rui, but Xu Rui lowered his head and didn't look at him at all.

But Lin Zhi was still very cooperative at this moment, he stood up very neatly, and said, "Okay, I'll leave first."

In the end, what I didn't expect was that Xu Rui was just a little imperceptibly nervous when Lin Zhi was here, but after Lin Zhi stood up, Xu Rui suddenly stood up, and when he heard that Lin Zhi was about to leave , his eyes changed obviously.

Although there was no communication between the two, Lin Zhi seemed to understand it very well. He said reassuringly, "I'm right at the door, you can see me when you come out later."