Light spot

Lin Zhi was very surprised that Xu Rui would do such a thing as running away from home.

After all, Xu Rui has always acted as the kind of very good-natured kid who doesn't make noise, if you give him something, if no one is with him, he can play for a long time by himself.He belongs to the type that can make parents worry-free, and he never runs around by himself. He is too timid and can be easily bluffed. After Lin Zhi told him that traffickers would abduct him, He has never even stepped out of the Lin family's gate.

But this time, he even ignored the threat of being abducted and cut off his hands and feet to make him beg on the side of the road, as if living with the pheasant was more terrifying than this.

Lin Pheasant found it very difficult to understand.

The Lin family is always very efficient.

At around ten o'clock in the morning, the sky began to drizzle. At two o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Zhi got into the family car and took people to the cemetery on the outskirts of Qinghuan Lake.

The camera can capture Xu Rui's figure until the corner of Qinghuanhu Road, but Xu Rui's father is buried in the nearby cemetery.

In this way, the destination where Xu Rui will appear becomes very easy to guess.

Lin Pheasant got off the car, and someone bent down to hold an umbrella for him. He reached out and took the black umbrella handle, and then followed three or four bodyguards and walked deep into the cemetery.

It was clearly two o'clock in the afternoon, but the sky became very gloomy due to the rainy weather, and the sky was shrouded in cloudy clouds.

The air was a bit dull, and the drizzle brought a little coolness when it fell on the cheeks.

Such moderate raindrops have lasted intermittently for more than four hours, and the ground has been wetted by rain.

When Lin Zhi walked to the grave where Xu Rui's father's ashes were buried, his whole body seemed to have been hit by something, his footsteps stopped, and his face was blank for a while.

That day, until many years later, the scene that Lin Zhi saw was deeply imprinted in his mind.

He saw that in front of the grave, Xu Rui had dug a small hole there, his hands were covered in mud and there were bloodstains from fingers cut by stones.

Xu Rui closed his eyes tightly, and he was still wearing the pajamas from last night. His face was blue from the cold, wet from the dripping rain, and his eyelashes were wet and stuck to the lower eyelids.

Lin Zhi suddenly realized that it was not that he was no longer afraid of the traffickers abducting him and cutting off his hands and feet, but that he was not afraid of death anymore.

He was already ready to dig a hole and bury himself.

Lin Zhi couldn't adjust a suitable expression on his face for a long time. He handed the umbrella to the bodyguard behind him, and then reached out to touch Xu Rui's body. His hands were cold, as if he was really touching a cold corpse.

The touch made Lin Zhi's fingers tighten suddenly, and he quickly touched Xu Rui's heart, feeling the beating heart there, and then called Xu Rui's name in a low voice.

Xu Rui closed his eyes tightly and did not open them.

Lin Zhiyou went to pat Xu Rui's cheek lightly: "Wake up, Xu Rui! Wake up!"

Xu Rui woke up too early in the morning, and the Lin family was an hour and a half away from the cemetery on the outskirts of Qinghuanhu Road. Xu Rui was exhausted, and when he dug a shallow hole for himself, he could no longer hold on. I fell in like that and closed my eyes.

He felt more and more sleepy.

Lin Zhi looked at his hands full of mud, and his whole body seemed to roll a few times in the mud.

He knew that Xu Rui, who is obedient and sensible, sometimes has a little stubborn temper, but usually he doesn't break out easily, so Xu Rui who did such a thing made Lin Zhi feel startled.

He thought, with Xu Rui's crying nature, he didn't know whether he shed tears when he walked all the way to the cemetery and dug the soil with his hands, and his hands were bloody.

Xu Rui opened his eyes slowly.

Lin Zhi held his breath without even noticing it, and he half-kneeled on the ground again, calling Xu Rui softly: "Xu Rui, stop making trouble, we're going home."

Xu Rui's eyelashes trembled twice, and he slowly turned his head to face Lin Zhi's face. The water droplets hanging from his eyelashes fell down, blurring his vision, and Lin Zhi's face gradually became clear in the blur.

Just when Xu Rui saw Lin Zhi slowly, Lin Zhi stretched out his hand and pulled him again, trying to pull him out of the mud pit.

At this moment, Xu Rui seemed to have experienced some terrible stimulus, like a little beast forced to the edge of a cliff.

He grabbed Lin's pheasant and pulled his hand, went up and opened his mouth to bite.

He fixed his eyes on Lin's pheasant's surprised face, viciously, and bit Lin's pheasant's hand with all his strength.

When the bodyguard saw it, he was about to separate them when he was stopped by Lin Zhi.

Lin Zhi and Xu Rui looked at each other, and said with some difficulty: "You don't hate me, do you?"

Lin Zhi's right hand was bitten with blood, and he hissed in pain, but Xu Rui still clenched his mouth tightly. Lin Zhi took a breath and said, "Then you calm down now?"

Xu Rui's eyes were red, but he didn't shed any more tears, and he didn't want to go back with Lin Zhi, he wanted to find his father and be with his father.

Xu Rui knew that after death, people would disappear, like water evaporated in the sun, turning into blank, into air.

In that case, Xu Rui will no longer face the fear of being locked up, no need to be afraid of being cut by Lin Zhi to cut the precious ball again, no need to toss and turn to and fro because of hunger, and no need to obediently let Lin Zhi record his confession in front of the camera screen.

Thinking about it this way, his death seems to have solved many of his fears, but he is still a little worried that after his death, the forest pheasant will abuse his snails.

Biting Lin Zhi's hand that grabbed him seemed to be the last resistance Xu Rui could make, and it exhausted all his strength.

After that sip, no matter how he opened his eyes, he couldn't see anything clearly.

The eyes flickered, and then suddenly went dark.

After Xu Rui passed out, he was taken to the hospital and had an examination. Except for a fever and some skin abrasions, there was no other problem.

The wound on the hand was more serious. When treating the wound, Xu Rui couldn't help but twitched in pain twice in a coma, and Lin Zhi also simply treated the place where Xu Rui bit him.

Xu Rui hadn't woken up yet, lying on the hospital bed and undergoing infusion.

It was only on the second day that he slowly opened his eyes, and his gaze fell somewhere in the void.

Seeing that he finally opened his eyes, Lin Zhi leaned over to talk to him with some surprise: "Xu Rui, you're awake!"

But Xu Rui didn't seem to hear it, the expression on his face didn't fluctuate at all.

Lin Zhi simply thought that Xu Rui hadn't calmed down, and he didn't want to talk to him. He couldn't help complaining and said, "I just locked you up for less than 5 minutes. You bit me, but you still want to talk to me." I'm angry!?"

"Why are you so angry that you dare to run away from home." He felt that Xu Rui who did such worrying things was really ignorant.

But Xu Rui remained motionless, as if he hadn't heard him speak.

Things start to go a bit wrong.

Xu Rui's injury was not serious. After the burn, he returned to the Lin family.

But even though the fever subsided, it was as if the soul hadn't come back, and he lost any response to external stimuli.

When he just opened his eyes, he stared blankly at a certain place, and the light in his pupils was all slack.

From that day on, his bite of the pheasant was his last reaction.

And not only that, he always has a fever every three days, let alone not letting him eat dinner now, even if he is coaxed to feed him, he can't feed a few mouthfuls, and even those who barely eat will vomit out repeatedly at night.

In just half a month, Xu Rui lost a whole circle of weight.

During those half a month, the second floor of the Lin family's villa was always in chaos. Such frequent fires would burn even a well-behaved child.

Lin Zhi frowned. He didn't know how Xu Rui learned to lose his temper with him like this. He would keep talking to Xu Rui who didn't respond to him.

"What exactly do you want?" Lin Zhi wanted to lose his temper, but that had no effect on Xu Rui now.

Xu Rui's body is very weak now, as if the day he was frozen in the cemetery wiped out all the foundations of his previous health.

The maid who often took care of Xu Rui's life was at the side giving Xu Rui some fever-reducing granules. She listened to Lin Zhi's words and said in a cautious voice like a gnat: "The old people in the family say that children...can't be scared often..."

Lin Zhi didn't speak, but suddenly raised his eyes to look at the maid.

The maid fell silent for a moment.

In fact, after Xu Rui came back from the hospital, this kind of discussion gradually started.

They all said that the cemetery was very dark. Xu Rui rushed to the cemetery before dawn and slept there for so long. Although he was rescued, his soul actually stayed there.

What's more, Xu Rui's father took Xu Rui's soul away because he couldn't see Xu Rui suffering.

Xu Rui has just come to a dumbfounded state now, not only can't speak, but he can't even hear other people's words.

The pheasants did not believe it at all.

But even if he didn't believe it, when Xu Rui fell ill again for no reason, he took the maid whom the old man always talked about to the biggest temple in the area.

"Don't move." Lin Zhi said when Xu Rui unconsciously wanted to break away from him.

A safety buckle was worn on Xu Rui's wrist with a braided red rope. Xu Rui's wrist could no longer be seen as fleshy before, so Lin Zhi tightened the red rope and tied it tightly.

Perhaps it was because of the constant rain outside, when Lin Pheasant entered the door, he brought a cool air, and there was a lingering damp smell all over his body.

"This is the light opened by the presiding master in the temple." Lin Zhi told Xu Rui.

Xu Rui still didn't respond, as if he was a little indifferent.

Lin Zhi sighed, and then called his name again: "Xu... The family said that it's good to scream as long as you lose your soul...

"Xu Rui!" Lin Zhi not only told him to turn his head so that he could look at him, so that he faced himself.

Xu Rui's eyelashes trembled when he heard the familiar beep of the video camera starting to record.

Lin Zhi didn't notice his slight movement, but just cleared his throat aside.

He picked up Xu Rui's familiar video camera that was often pointed at him before, and Lin Zhi lifted it up, and the camera was reversed.

"Acknowledgment of Mistakes:

He has been ignoring me for half a month because of putting Xu Rui in the closet and threatening him. I have made a deep introspection for this, and I promise not to bully Xu Rui in the future, to treat him well, to play football on time, and to take care of the snails.

July 20, 8xx

Wrong person: Lin Pheasant"