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Lin Zhi accompanied Xu Rui for half a year of psychotherapy, and Xu Rui's condition improved visibly with the naked eye.

The frequency of his psychological counseling at Wen Yu's was gradually reduced, from three times a month to twice, and then only once every two months after half a year.

After Lin Zhi gave Xu Rui's studio as a gift, Xu Rui stopped being so cold towards Lin Zhi, and the two were almost inseparable in life, and their relationship was quickly repaired.

Children are very forgetful, and the deep psychological shadow left by Lin Zhi on Xu Rui was gradually disintegrated under Wen Yu's constant relief and Lin Zhi's constant show of favor.

And not only that, Lin Zhi became more and more comfortable in getting along with Xu Rui, and he seemed to have found his place next to Xu Rui again.

Putting on a lot of self-made mature postures, Xu Rui, who has grown slowly, becomes more and more dependent on him.

After Xu Rui's last psychotherapy was over, he pushed open the door and walked out. Wen Yu sat behind the table and saw Lin Zhi, who had raised his body a little bit, waiting outside the door with a smile on his lips, which could not be seen on his face. Waiting a little bit anxiously or impatiently.

It's fine once or twice, but Xu Rui has been here for half a year, and Lin Zhi has been like this for the past six months.

Logically speaking, forest pheasant should appear impatient at this age.

"Lin Zhi, can you come in?" Wen Yu's voice came from the door.

Lin Zhi lifted his feet and walked in. Xu Rui looked at Lin Zhi and then at Wen Yu. He didn't know that this was the last time he came to chat with Wen Yu, so he followed Lin Zhi in confusion.

Wen Yu said again, "I want to chat with you alone."

Xu Rui's footsteps stopped, and he looked at Lin Zhi with some helplessness.

Lin Zhi was stunned for a moment, then a sudden look flashed across his face, he nodded and said, "Of course." He patted Xu Rui's shoulder again: "You go to the door and wait for me first."

Xu Rui didn't know what Wen Yu would say to Lin Zhi, so he walked out the door step by step.

Wen Yu stood up and pulled away the chair in front of the table, let Lin Zhi sit down, took out a glass and poured Lin Zhi a glass of juice.

Lin Zhi sat down and said politely: "Thank you."

"You don't seem surprised at all," Wen Yu said.

Lin Zhi replied: "Yes." He took a sip from the cup containing the juice, frowned and commented: "It's too sweet." He put down the cup and continued: "It's the last time, I think you may have something to say. Tell me."

Wen Yu frowned, as if hesitating, and sighed softly in his tone: "Actually, I wanted to explain a few words to his guardian's parents, but for the past six months, you have been the only one who accompanied him here, and you see Looked a little older than him and was taking care of him all the time."

Lin Zhi smiled, and seemed to be very cooperative: "You can just tell me." His eyes once again fell on the paper on the table and pressed under a book. Rui was very concerned that Wen Yu had confided some little secrets, even if Wen Yu didn't keep him this time, he would contact Wen Yu again after he went back with Xu Rui.

"Can I read these now?" Lin Zhi asked with the same tone, but his hands were already unceremoniously about to pull out the page, which was the content of the conversation between Xu Rui and Wen Yu today.

Wen Yu raised his hand and pressed the paper, not letting Lin Zhi take it out: "I'm sorry, I promised Xu Rui that I won't let a third person see these words."

Lin Zhi still had a smile on his face, but his hands were still uncooperative and wanted to pull out the paper.

"He seldom communicates with me, but he writes so many words with you. How can I understand his heart if I don't read it?" Looking at Wen Yu's posture, he said in a distressed tone.

"Oh? I thought you knew him well. Otherwise, how could you be so handy about hurting him?" Wen Yu said calmly, "Didn't you hit the vital point every time?"

The smile on Lin Zhi's face disappeared.

"You cut the last gift left to him by the father he liked very much before, and then he was bullied by his classmates when they were in school. They locked him in the cubicle of the school toilet. After school, he was forgotten by everyone there. Weeping hoarsely in the small cubicle, his father didn't find him until late at night, since then he couldn't stay in the dark and small space, and then you tricked him into the closet and locked him up to punish him."

Lin Zhi really didn't know about this matter, so he couldn't help but argue: "This was actually an unintentional injury."

He didn't know that Xu Rui still had such a psychological shadow. He was just a small means of punishment at that time, and he didn't expect to cause such a strong hurt reaction to Xu Rui.

"And I've already apologized to him about this matter. I never thought he would complain to you." After Lin Zhi's smile disappeared, his cold white complexion that hadn't been exposed to much sunlight set off his innocent face. The expression on his face was somewhat indescribably pale and gloomy: "It can be seen that he still hasn't forgotten that he is holding grudges against me, even though I have already done many things to please him."

Wen Yu didn't expect him to turn around so quickly, and at this moment, he realized clearly his previous misjudgment of Lin Zhi.

"You think it's his fault?"

Perhaps it was because Xu Rui and him would never see Wen Yu again, and he no longer bothered to pretend to be himself. He replied in a reasonable tone: "Of course it's his fault. If he didn't Hiding it from me, so that I don't know that he has gone through such a thing, then I will not choose to lock him in the closet and punish him, so that I don't need to waste so long trying to fix him."

He looked at Wen Yu, and tried to share his conclusion with this psychiatrist who had a pleasant chat: "It will be more and more difficult to repair the trust that has been destroyed and collapsed." He paused and said, "This has consumed a lot of my energy. and time, I think I will try my best to avoid such things that are not worth the loss.”

Wen Yu's light-colored pupils met Lin Zhi's, and his lips gradually tightened. He seemed to be deliberating, and he commented with some hesitation: "You... are different from ordinary children."

This is actually a very euphemistic statement.

Lin Zhi's expression moved slightly, and he asked again: "I hope you can give me all the words and sentences that Xu Rui and you wrote down during this period of time, is that okay?"

It was a questioning tone again, with a very sincere look.

Wen Yu couldn't help but took a breath, and he said again, "I'm just talking to you about Xu Rui's problem."

Lin Zhi looked at him, paused for a while, and then said: "Okay, you continue."

"You also told Xu Rui that you can read minds."

Lin Zhi nodded, and then laughed: "He is too simple to deceive, everything is written on his face."

"But he is very firm in his belief." Wen Yu said again: "You must have spent your time guessing that he understands him so that this lie has not been exposed so far, and he thinks that you can use it for him every time. The cruelest way to punish him is also because you can read the fear in his heart."

"It was wrong, I thought it was a small punishment, all that aside, I just cut him a bad ball and even later I gave him a better ball, It took less than 5 minutes to be locked in the closet because he can cry too much." Lin Zhi's eyes moved again: "Many parents will punish disobedient children and even physically beat them, or make very bad verbal abuse , I have never done such a thing.”

Wen Yu couldn't help asking after hearing this: "So, you are his parent?"

Lin Zhi's eyes were confused for a moment after hearing this question, and then he replied: "Should...it's because he has no one to care about now, he only has me, so he shouldn't make me angry anymore."

"Do you know that the fact that you can read minds has caused him a lot of psychological pressure. Even after you hurt him so much, he didn't dare to say anything bad about you in his heart, because he was afraid that you would hear it." Wen Yu His expression was a bit complicated: "Because he couldn't speak, there were very few people who could communicate with him. Most of the time, he would be unilaterally input emotions and accept the emotional influence brought to him by the outside world, but very few people could accept his emotions. , when I was with you, because I was afraid that you would hear it, I even suppressed my own thoughts in the end..."

Lin Zhi couldn't help interrupting him at this time: "He will grow up in the future, and this lie will be self-defeating. Compared with this, I am more concerned about why he wants to be so young at such a young age. Take his own life, he was ten at that time last year."

"Lin Pheasant, Xu Rui ran to his father's grave and dug it out to sleep there. Compared with wanting to end his own life, it was more of a psychological behavioral reaction to seek asylum after suffering a huge injury. He wanted Being with his father, hoping to get the protection of his relatives, is a very desperate act of avoiding harm, just like him not eating or drinking, turning into some other inanimate object, without thinking, you will never again Read his heart. But he really didn't want to end his life very strongly. After he was brought back, didn't he do similar behavior again. "

Lin Zhi thought for a while and replied: "Yes, he came back to me at that time, anxious to become a wooden man."

"Compared to Xu Rui's idea of ​​wanting to end his life, I think your problem is more serious than his." Wen Yu's expression gradually became serious, and his brows were frowned.

"I thought we were talking about Xu Rui's problem." Lin Zhi slowly stood up from the chair: "Doctor Wen, I grew up in a good family, rich and powerful, with smooth sailing, a happy and happy life, I don't think I have any questions."

"Xu Rui wanted to end his own life when he was only ten years old. You are very concerned about this, what about you?"

Lin Zhi asked back, "What's wrong with me?"

"When you were eight years old, you ended three months of psychological counseling with me. After I concluded that everything was normal for you, why did you turn around and jump off the top floor of your house without hesitation?" Wen Yu recalled When I woke up, I couldn't help sweating from the conditioned reflex of my palms.

That was the biggest Waterloo of his career, a stain on his career.

He even checked the detailed record of his conversation with the eight-year-old Lin Zhi at the table repeatedly, trying to find any clues that revealed Lin Zhi's unusual thoughts.

Wen Yu let out a light breath and said, "Three years ago, when I knew about this, I always thought that your mother would come to look for it...it was her..."

"But she didn't cause any trouble for you. Forgive your complete misjudgment. She is really tolerant and understandable." Lin Zhi burst out laughing suddenly: "Hahahahahaha, Doctor Wen, are you Think so!"

Lin Zhi put his hands on the table and said softly: "She didn't trouble you because of your misjudgment because she didn't care about me at all! She didn't believe the certificate you issued at the beginning, how could it be later? Trouble with you!"

"But Dr. Wen, I'm different from her, I trust you." He stared into Wen Yu's eyes and reiterated: "I trust you, I trust all your judgments about Xu Rui and the psychological analysis behind his behavior , so I would also like to see the full transcript of your conversation."

"Otherwise, I might do something that makes you uncomfortable." He accidentally touched the glass of juice that he had only taken a sip of when he retracted his hand that was propped on the table, the glass fell down, and the juice flowed from it came out, soaking some book paper on the table.