the girl i had a crush on

This is the first and only time Chen Jinliang and I quarreled.

We didn't talk for a week, and we went our separate ways after school. I regretted it in my heart, and wanted to apologize to her several times. For my poor self-esteem, I was afraid that she would not accept it, and I would even sneer at her. Poke it, let it go.

The only fortunate thing is that I never had any dreams about Chen Jinliang after that.

After dreaming about Chen Jinliang, I fell into deep self-doubt, wondering if I might be gay.

At that time, many girls in the class liked to read Tanmei novels. Two men fell in love. All of them are sloppy, I really can't understand what kind of bad taste this is, so I can imagine two sloppy men hugging and even kissing.To take a ten thousand step back, it's just me, who vomits at the thought of kissing these men.

What if I kiss Chen Jinliang?It seems acceptable again.

Her skin is a healthy wheat color, she is very beautiful, and her face is clean, although one or two naughty pimples will appear on the tip of her nose after eating spicy sticks, she is also very cute in my opinion. It is fragrant, a bit like milky fragrance, and more refreshing than milky fragrance.

Thinking of this, the dream of that night jumped out of my mind again.

Speaking of the kiss between Fantasia and Chen Jinliang, it seems that they are not much better than the rotten girls of the flirtatious male classmates in the class, and even more perverted. I was frightened and looked around, afraid that the perverted thoughts in my heart would be noticed by the students talking and laughing around me. I happened to meet Chen Jinliang again, and she was also looking at me.

I was even more panicked, always feeling that my dirty thoughts were clearly exposed in front of her, I hurriedly lowered my head, feeling scared and confused.

Am I perverted?I wish I wasn't, but I fantasize about girls kissing, isn't that a pervert?

Even those rotten girls who love to read danmei novels would scoff at the mention of girls liking girls, "Huh...you mean Lily? I don't read Lily, it's so disgusting..."

I just found out that there is another word called Lily corresponding to Danmei, which describes two girls falling in love.

It turns out that the word lily is more disgusting and perverted than Danmei.

The author has something to say:

感谢在2020-06-2022:35:32~2020-06-2022:59:27期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 4 bottles of hairpin old fried dough sticks;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!