the girl i had a crush on

I didn't sleep well that night.

In late summer and early autumn in Nancheng, the air is stuffy and dry. My parents gave me the only oscillating fan at home. The fan was produced in the 90s, older than me, and the leaves creaked old. The wind that blows out is hot, I woke up several times, and every time I was covered in sweat, and in the middle of the night, the sweatshirt seemed to be picked up from the water, and I couldn’t sleep anymore, so I had to get up, turn out the Chinese books, and recite the text .

"Zi said, if you learn and practice it from time to time, it's not easy to say..." After memorizing a few sentences, my heart became confused.

I had a few strange dreams and couldn't meditate.

There was Chen Jinliang in the dream, it seemed that she was kissed by her, the touch was very real, recalling it, my heart was beating very hard.

I closed the book, lay back on the bed, and opened my eyes until dawn.

The next day I was in a daze, I dozed off during the morning reading, and was written on the blackboard by the English class representative. The first period was the English class. The English teacher was a middle-aged woman in her 40s. She was very strict. She read the name written on the blackboard. , asked me to take the book and stand in the last row of the classroom to attend the class. The eyes of the whole class came together. I bit the bullet and walked to the back of the classroom under their gaze. Passing by Chen Jinliang, she seemed to be looking at me too. I remembered what happened last night. Meng, with a sudden heartbeat, quickly walked away, not daring to meet her eyes.

After class, I went back to my seat with the book in my hand. She jumped over to comfort me, opening and closing her lips. I just watched, but didn't listen to a word she said. She waved her five fingers in front of me and grinned: "Qi Xuan , why are you in a daze?"

Shocked, I hurriedly turned my head, guilty: "No...not in a daze..."

"You're so straight-eyed, why don't you tell me? Qi Xuan, why do I think you're acting weird today? Are you hiding something from me?" She threw her elbows on my table, her upper body leaning towards me, getting closer , I can smell a little fragrance on her body.

I panicked, pushed her, and said in a bad tone: "If you say no, you won't. Are you annoyed?"

She froze for a moment, showing embarrassment, touched her nose, said sorry bitterly, and sat back in her seat.

When I saw her back in school uniform, I felt a little regretful and wanted to apologize to her, but that was the time when my self-esteem was the strongest in my life, and I couldn't bear it. She didn't come to me, and I didn't take the initiative to find her, that's all. Cold war rises.

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感谢在2019-08-2401:14:03~2020-06-2022:35:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 31 bottles of singing with you; 10 bottles of the best unknown system;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!