my sick white moonlight

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That night, Shi Zhiqing and Zhang Youming didn't agree, after all, Shi Zhiqing rushed back the next morning, not having time to say goodbye to Zhang Youming.

A failed confession is enough to make Shi Zhiqing depressed for a long time, and to go further, it is a complete negation of him for the past ten years. He does not want to believe that Zhang Youming is such a person, who can tell the kind of person who only sleeps but does not talk about feelings. talk.

He would rather Zhang Youming refuse completely, this feeling is like eating a big mouthful of braised pork rice that looks good but has gone rotten.

Before I could spit it out, I had already chewed a few mouthfuls hastily.

After the second day of the Lunar New Year, Shi Zhiqing started to go to work. As a doctor, she missed most of the holidays.

But whether it's going to work or not, there's always something to look forward to. It's much easier to do surgery and deal with patients than to deal with emotional matters.

For the time being, he doesn't want to care about when Zhang Youming will return to Yuyun, he wants to escape for a while and be an ostrich.

The main reason was that there was another matter waiting for Shi Zhiqing. One week after he started working, the medical department came to inform him that a complaint had been received.

Shi Zhiqing basically didn't go to outpatient clinics, and he rarely received complaints in the inpatient department. After he was notified that day, he was not fined. He went to ask himself and found out that it was Xifeng who complained about him.

Who is Xifeng?A middle-aged woman who was devastated and had an unhappy life. Her husband died unexpectedly for more than a year. She had seen a doctor in neurosurgery before. According to the medical department, Xifeng called because she was bored.

She was talking about complaining about Dr. Shi in neurosurgery, but she couldn't give a reason. She was basically talking about some small things that happened recently. She had to talk for a long time about finding a job, no one wanted it, and the lack of menstruation.

According to incomplete statistics from the medical department, in the following week, Xifeng made a total of nine complaint calls. Each time started with me complaining about Dr. Shi of the Neurosurgery Department, and ended with me charging up the phone bill before calling you.

The first few times Shi Zhiqing didn't take it seriously, after Shi Zhiqing told Shi Zhenzhu about it, Shi Zhenzhu said that Xifeng must have anxiety disorder, and no one listened to her, Shi Zhenzhu also said , Xifeng must not have the money to see a psychiatrist, and a psychiatrist is precious.

After listening to Shi Zhenzhu's words, Shi Zhiqing felt that he could help Shi Zhenzhu find something to do, so he contacted the Community Elderly Volunteer Service Center, and after explaining Xifeng's situation, he hoped that they could lead a one-on-one meeting Help, the task of helping Xifeng naturally falls on Shi Zhenzhu's head.

Taking advantage of the rest day, Shi Zhiqing accompanied Shi Zhenzhu to Xifeng's house. Xifeng lived in a village in the city, the kind of private room where hot water baths cost three yuan a time. Seeing volunteers and Shi Zhenzhu's At that time, she greeted them warmly, but when she saw Shi Zhiqing who was following behind, she felt a little embarrassed.

She also knew that making too many complaint calls would affect Dr. Shi, she did not expect that Shi Zhiqing would find someone to help her.

Xifeng is still a disabled person. Her scoliosis is very severe. She walks with her waist bowed. She doesn’t have a right hand. According to her, the right hand is from when she was young. The right hand was gone at that time. At that time, the unscrupulous boss lost some money, and the matter was over.

As for the spinal problem, she said she has had it for as long as she can remember.

With physical defects and an introverted personality that is not good at words, under the persuasion of the matchmaker in her hometown, she and Zhang, who is also disabled, got together. The two had no children. People can't afford it either.

Lao Zhang also likes to drink, and beats Xifeng after drinking. Lao Zhang passed away the year before last, and Xifeng was happy for a long time.

These were all Xifeng said on the phone before, and when the real person came in front of her, she returned to being taciturn, and that was her original appearance.

She is only in her 50s, and she is not too old. If she is idle like this, she must not have enough money. When the volunteers asked her if she could help, she said that she wanted a job.

It is easy to chat with Xifeng and give her some food, rice and noodles, but it is indeed difficult to find a job for her.

After returning home, Shi Zhenzhu has been very depressed. She knew that it is not easy to be old, but she never thought that it would be even more difficult for people like Xifeng. She kept telling Shi Zhiqing that she wanted to do something good.

Shi Zhenzhu even asked Xifeng to come to their house to do cleaning and sanitation, but Shi Zhiqing vetoed this. These are actually not realistic. According to Xifeng's physical condition, it is impossible to do these things at all. If they can't do it well, Xifeng It can be more stressful.

During those days, Shi Zhiqing was always thinking about how to solve this problem, even if Xifeng was asked to collect the scraps, she still couldn't compete with other old ladies, so he thought of Blind Wang who is also disabled.

Their shop didn't seem very busy, and he was often seen sleeping on a chair, sometimes drunk.

Shi Zhiqing thought that Xifeng should be able to do the job, but Wang Xiazi would definitely not be able to do it, so Shi Zhiqing thought of Zhang Youming.

For nearly a month, Shi Zhiqing didn't look for Zhang Youming, and she didn't know if he came back.

After having the idea of ​​letting Xifeng go to work there, Shi Zhiqing took a look at the street opposite Che Zhang Youming's shop after get off work that day.

Zhang Youming is back.

I don't know when he came back, anyway, he didn't inform Shi Zhiqing.

Shi Zhiqing did a long time of mental construction before going to Zhang Youming's shop as if nothing happened.

Zhang Youming was a little surprised when he saw him, he thought that Shi Zhiqing would never take the initiative to find him again.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Youming asked.

Shi Zhiqing looked inside the curtain and was sure that Luo Xing was not there, so he asked, "Are you short of manpower here?"

Zhang Youming originally went in to pour water for Shi Zhiqing, but when he heard his question, he looked back and asked, "What? You want to come to work with me."

The current Zhang Youming would make jokes. In the past few months, he must have answered two words coldly, no shortage.

"I won't come. My mother met an aunt and wants to find her a job." Shi Zhiqing replied seriously.

"How much money do you think I've earned here? Since I'm Shi Niang's friend, I shouldn't be short of money." Zhang Youming analyzed.

Seeing that Zhang Youming didn't believe it, Shi Zhiqing told him the whole story.

After listening, Zhang Youming frowned and asked, "Can she tell fortunes? Can she read Fengshui?"

Shi Zhiqing shook her head, Xifeng really doesn't have any skills, except being honest and kind, but these two things are of no use.

In particular, Zhang Youming didn't care. He didn't want to help Xifeng, but he didn't know if Wang Xiazi would allow it. And to be honest, working in this kind of shop might not be good for Xifeng.

"Okay." Seeing that Zhang Youming was unwilling and did not force him, Shi Zhiqing asked again, "When did you come back? Where is Luo Xing?"

"Two days ago. She went back to Pingnan."

"Oh, just pretend that I didn't say what you said that night, and you just pretend that I don't like you, and we are still friends." Shi Zhiqing said suddenly.

He felt that he had figured it out, the two of them didn't have to be together.

"What do you mean you didn't say it?" Zhang Youming said in a bad tone, he didn't like Shi Zhiqing's way of handling things.

"if not?"