my sick white moonlight

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Zhang Youming also couldn't tell the reason, this problem seemed to be a knot that couldn't be solved.

The best way is of course to go down with a pair of scissors and "click" to cut everything.

But not everyone can be that decisive, Shi Zhiqing is, Zhang Youming is, Chen Yan is also, everyone in life is.

Even Xifeng is like that, she often talks about her dead husband, and occasionally misses the good days when he was around.

But generally speaking, the main thing is that there are more bad days.

Xifeng naturally didn't go to work with Zhang Youming, but Shi Zhiqing found another way out for her.

He taught Shi Zhenzhu how to use the camera to shoot videos, and asked Shi Zhenzhu and Xifeng to shoot and record videos of their lives by themselves. He edited and published them for them on his off day, and they earned [-]% of the money from the account.

In fact, for Shi Zhenzhu, making money is a trivial matter, the main reason is that she doesn't have any true friends, and now that she is not in good health and dare not sit and play mahjong day and night, Shi Zhiqing wanted to find something for her to do.

It was quite successful, and now everyone likes to watch this kind of video.

Especially the life status of grassroots women like Xifeng can resonate with many people.

Shi Zhenzhu likes the way of recording life like video, and she is very motivated. She spends three days a week going out. Sometimes she shoots at Xifeng’s house, sometimes she visits stores, and sometimes Just chatting with Xifeng and talking about when I was young.

In the latest filming, Shi Zhenzhu rarely talked about love, Shi Zhiqing had a whim when editing, and even sent a message to Chen Yan.

Shi Zhiqing: What are you doing?

Chen Yan has set a special concern, which basically responds in seconds.

Chen Yandu: I was thinking about you one second ago, and I am replying to your message this second.

Shi Zhiqing: Really?I do not believe.

Chen Yandu: Whatever you want, what are you doing?

Shi Zhiqing: Cut the video, my mother is shooting a vlog recently.

Chen Yandu: Oh, well, what do you want from me?

Shi Zhiqing: Going to drink together at night?

Speaking of drinking, Chen Yan was in high spirits, and after replying to Shi Zhiqing, he immediately booked a table at the restaurant he frequented.

It's been a long time since I went out to drink, and Chen Yan had been bored at home some time ago, and he was bored enough, after tidying up, he drove his small convertible to the downstairs of Shi Zhiqing's house.

Shi Zhenzhu saw Chen Yandu's sports car, and stared at Shi Zhiqing in surprise, why didn't she know that Chen Yandu was so rich?Don't mess around with the outsiders, this kid.

People of Shi Zhuzhu's generation are somewhat prejudiced against Chen Yandu and his kind in the showbiz.

"It's almost ten o'clock, where are you going?" Shi Zhenzhu asked, holding the black girl and poking her head.

The black girl in her arms was not honest at all, every time Chen Yan came, she would howl a few times.

"Go out and get some fresh air." Shi Zhiqing got into the co-driver as he said that, and said, "It's only spring, so maybe it's a bit cold in an open hood?"

"I just want this kind of weather, blow some cold wind." Chen Yan laughed.

The bar at this point has become lively and full of people.

When going in, in order not to get lost, Chen Yan took Shi Zhiqing's hand and walked in.

He is familiar with the people here, and many people greeted him along the way.

Someone even asked him: "Boyfriend?"

Chen Yan looked back at Shi Zhiqing, and then replied with a smile: "Not yet."

This makes Shi Zhiqing feel quite embarrassed, holding hands, you say it's a normal relationship, it's not suitable, especially for people like them.

The seat Chen Yan had booked was in the corner, where he would not be disturbed by anyone, but he had a good view. Shi Zhiqing looked at the young men and women dancing below, and sighed, "It's nice to be young."

"Aren't you quite young?" Chen Yan tilted his head, looked at Shi Zhiqing, and then lifted his leg up and put it on Shi Zhiqing's lap.

Shi Zhiqing froze at first, and then reflected what Chen Yan was referring to.

On weekdays, Shi Zhiqing does not indulge his desires, in this respect, he may be better than many young people.

"In public, you don't want to be so provocative." Shi Zhiqing sighed, then put down Chen Yandu's legs, and continued: "We're here for a drink today."

After Chen Yan put his legs down, he didn't sit away immediately, he took advantage of the feasting, leaned into Shi Zhiqing's ear, and said softly, "Shall we fall in love?"

At this time, the stage was interacting with the audience, and the voice was loud, so Shi Zhiqing pretended not to hear clearly, and asked, "What did you say?"

Chen Yan didn't even know if Shi Zhiqing did it on purpose, he pulled Shi Zhiqing's hand over, and wrote on the palm of his hand, we are in love.

After finishing writing, Shi Zhiqing laughed belatedly, and said, "You want to fall in love with me that much? What's so good about me?"

"You are fine everywhere, I just like you." Chen Yan said.

Shi Zhiqing chuckled again, if everything is fine, why doesn't Zhang Youming like him?Why did Zhang Youming say such things?Why has he been in unrequited love for ten years but there is no result?

"Just blow it." Shi Zhiqing said.

Chen Yandu's disappointment was visible to the naked eye. One second he was happy, but the next second he drank a little lonely.

He doesn't know what Shi Zhiqing thinks, it's just falling in love, it's not a major life event like parting, it's just falling in love, just for the present happiness, just for the present moment.

He didn't understand Shi Zhiqing's persistence.

"Why don't you want to fall in love with me? Is it because I'm not good enough?" Chen Yan said, before Shi Zhiqing could speak, he continued: "You obviously have feelings for me, don't you? We were in the car that day... "

"I confessed my love to Zhang Youming. He told me that he can only accept sleeping with me, not dating me." Shi Zhiqing said.

To be honest, Shi Zhiqing is still struggling, if he and Chen Yan are together now, then it is definitely not true love, but it is more appropriate, then at this age, they also need to sleep together.

Then why not be with Zhang Youming?

The biggest problem during this period is that one is the one I love and the other is the one that loves me. For Shi Zhiqing, it is very difficult to choose.

From the bottom of his heart, he likes Zhang Youming more, but he can't accept Zhang Youming playing with his feelings. According to the actual emotional needs, it may be better to choose Chen Yan.

"He said such a thing?" Chen Yan asked with a frown, he was very upset, why did the person he liked so dearly look worthless to Zhang Youming.

He wanted to beat Zhang Youming up.

"What about you? Do you really like me?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

It was also the first time for Chen Yandu to meet someone like Shi Zhiqing who calmly put his feelings on the surface for analysis.

"Of course I really like you."

Chen Yan only said half of what he said, it is true that he is sincere Shi Zhiqing now, but he doesn't know how long the sincerity is guaranteed, so he doesn't believe in eternity.

"Give me a little more time, okay? I think I can come out."

"I said I would wait for you."

That's what I said, but it didn't delay Chen Yan from doing things at all.

Before Shi Zhiqing came out, Chen Yandu approached Zhang Youming, and the two had a fight.