my sick white moonlight

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"uncertain."

Zhang Youming answered these three words, and Shi Zhiqing didn't know whether he answered the former or the latter.

Of course, Shi Zhiqing wouldn't let it go so easily, he remembered what Wang Xiazi said, he wanted to confirm with Zhang Youming. "Blind Wang said he wanted to match you and Luo Xing."

At this time, Zhang Youming had already reached the elevator entrance, and Zhang Youming paused for a moment with his hand pressing on the floor. Why did Blind Wang tell Shi Zhiqing that?

Seeing that Zhang Youming didn't speak, Shi Zhiqing said again: "I look at Luoxing pretty well."

"Don't you like men?" Zhang Youming looked at the rising floor and asked calmly.

Shi Zhiqing was speechless, communication with Zhang Youming was indeed a little difficult.

After entering the room, Shi Zhiqing pondered that Zhang Youming's standard of living has been greatly improved. The room has all the modern equipment that should be there, and the dishwasher and sweeping robot are also the same. But when he walked inside, he saw that it was all When he was in the cloakroom for women's clothes, he frowned.

What is the relationship between Zhang Youming and Luo Xing?

Being able to exchange city residences is definitely not an ordinary relationship.

"Zhang Youming, how many things about you do I not know?" Shi Zhiqing sat on the sofa with her legs crossed.

Zhang Youming took a bottle of juice from the refrigerator and handed it to Shi Zhiqing, he thought to himself, there are many things you don't know.

"For example?" Zhang Youming also sat down.

"What the hell were you doing the past few years? Who is Luoxing? Why did you and her switch places? Are you just friends?" Shi Zhiqing asked a series of questions, leaving Zhang Youming at a loss for an answer.

Zhang Youming drank something unhurriedly, and then said slowly: "She is my friend, the only friend."

"Then what about me?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

Since Luo Xing is the only friend, what is Shi Zhiqing?

"You?" Zhang Youming was stunned for a moment, then said softly, "You are different."

Shi Zhiqing was dismissed with a word of disagreement, and he stared at Zhang Youming, as if the resentment accumulated for many years was about to erupt at this very moment.

"I'm different, hmph." Shi Zhiqing laughed at herself, feeling a little wronged. "Of course I'm different, so you only think of me when you need me. What am I? I'm not even a friend, am I?"

"No." Zhang Youming retorted.

Before Shi Zhiqing could speak, Zhang Youming continued: "You and Luo Xing are both important to me, but there is a gap between us."

"What's the gap? Zhang Youming, I came so far, don't you really know what I think? You're so smart, don't you understand? I'm going around you like a fool, you don't know what I mean to you What are you thinking? Ordinary friends will spend their hearts and souls for you like me. My mother said that she would buy you a house. I understand. Actually, you know everything, don’t you? Zhang Youming, I’m so tired.”

When Shi Zhiqing said this, it was equivalent to making it clear.

But after Zhang Youming finished listening, he just said: "Living is tiring."

Zhang Youming was also quite torn in his heart, he understood Shi Zhiqing's thoughts, and knew what he needed now, but he couldn't give it.

The dead cannot give happiness to the living, not even the most basic companionship.

unless……

Zhang Youming quickly dismissed this idea.

No, you can't do things against Shi Zhiqing's wishes for your own selfish desires, life is full of hardships, but there are also good times.

He couldn't drag Shi Zhiqing into the water.

"I, Tamma, am not going to discuss with you whether life is tiring or not. The point of labor and capital is that I like you."

"Zhang Youming, the person I like is you."

"The person who wants to sleep is also you."

Shi Zhiqing felt relaxed when he finally said it, but he didn't want to see Zhang Youming's reaction.

Zhang Youming's cold look will sting him.

"Do you just want to sleep?" Zhang Youming asked, if you just want to sleep, it doesn't seem to be that troublesome. "If you think it's acceptable, of course I'm fine."

Shi Zhiqing slowly turned her head and looked at Zhang Youming.

In his eyes, the so-called wanting to sleep is just a way of expressing love. Only with love can one sleep.

But when the words came out of Zhang Youming's mouth, it didn't seem to be the case.

Zhang Youming acted like those guys on social software.

"Are you okay?" Shi Zhiqing asked back.

Before Zhang Youming could answer, Shi Zhiqing walked over, lifted Zhang Youming's chin, and kissed him. Like a dragonfly, Shi Zhiqing left quickly, and asked, "Is that okay?"

Zhang Youming's mood fluctuated at this time, and there was not much joy in his eyes, he just asked lightly: "Are you and Chen Yan also like this?"

When Zhang Youming asked such a question, Shi Zhiqing felt that it was boring.

He returned to the position where he was sitting just now, and said lightly: "It's more than that."

Shi Zhiqing thought, after all, she would never go back to those days when she sat on the green leather train together for dozens of hours.

But it's time to make a break, so that you can move forward with peace of mind.

Although he and Chen Yan did not reach the final step, they did not stop at kissing.

"So that's how you like me?" Zhang Youming was not surprised that Shi Zhiqing liked him, he was more concerned that Shi Zhiqing kept saying that he liked him, but he was even more intimate with Chen Yan.

"Otherwise?" Shi Zhiqing asked back.

Zhang Youming chuckled lightly, and said in a cold tone, "Then the way you like people is really unique? What do you like about me? What are you trying to figure out about me? Do you want to gain a sense of superiority from me?"

"I'm 28 years old." Shi Zhiqing said lightly.

He hopes that Zhang Youming can understand the fact that a normal man has needs, and he doesn't want to satisfy himself by dreaming every night.

What he wants is the beauty that really exists.

"So why are you telling me these things now?" Zhang Youming asked.

"I want to be with you."

Silence, as soon as Shi Zhiqing said this, the two fell into silence. Shi Zhiqing knew that her request might not have given Zhang Youming time to buffer, and she said that again just now.

But he didn't want to wait any longer.

"What about after being together?" Zhang Youming asked again.

"That's not the point. The point is do you like me? If you like me too, everything is fine."

Everything is not a problem. Ten years ago, Zhang Youming would definitely think so. The current situation really does not allow him to do so.

He now understands why Blind Wang transferred him here.

Even if Shi Zhiqing was ready to burn the boat, the two of them would not be able to survive.

But if he doesn't agree now, he knows that Shi Zhiqing will turn around and go to Chen Yandu.

Zhang Youming chose a compromise, he said: "We only sleep, and we can get out at any time."

"I think you're playing tricks on me, Zhang Youming, is playing tricks on me fun?" Shi Zhiqing laughed, it's so ridiculous.

The person who has been thinking about it for ten years will only say in the end that he only sleeps so that he can get away.

What a safe way.

But Shi Zhiqing couldn't accept it.