my sick white moonlight

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The two of them didn't make it to the end, they just settled it with each other, besides not bringing anything out, another reason was that Shi Zhiqing was indeed not fully prepared mentally.

After Shi Zhiqing got dressed, she asked Chen Yan for a cigarette, and got out of the car, blowing the cold wind, he didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

This can be regarded as finally getting out of the vicious circle of only Zhang Youming.

Chen Yan was different, he was very happy, he knew that Shi Zhiqing was not a casual person, and that being able to solve problems with each other was progress, and on the way back, he even boldly proposed dating.

Shi Zhiqing thought for a few seconds, then said softly: "I'm not ready yet."

Chen Yan didn't even intend to force him, seeing Shi Zhiqing's refusal, he nodded and said, "Then wait until you get ready."

In fact, sometimes when you think about it, most of the people being chased do not have the initiative, especially those who are slow. When you confirm whether to accept or not, you need to bear the negative consequences, and many of them are long-term. Zhiqing was very worried that Chen Yan was just playing around.

But pursuing Zhang Youming by himself is different. If Zhang Youming likes him, then we can stay together, but he can’t guarantee whether he will change his mind. If Zhang Youming doesn’t like him, it will be the same as now, and life is going well anyway Go on, it's just sometimes sentimental.

Speaking of which, after what happened last night, Shi Zhiqing began to waver. She might not be able to stick to Zhang Youming forever, and the previous self-moving persistence seemed to be over.

On the afternoon of the first day of the new year, after Shi Zhiqing went to pay New Year's greetings to the director, she thought of going to Zhang Youming's shop for a stroll, only to find that the door was closed when she arrived.

He felt bored and didn't want to go home, Shi Zhenzhu would definitely urge him to find a partner again.

He was thinking that he should move out after the new year, but he was also worried that Shi Zhenzhu would be ill and no one would take care of her at home, and that she had anxiety disorder herself, so once she moved out by herself, she would think more about it.

However, before Shi Zhiqing could figure out how to deal with the issue of being urged to marry, he was bombarded with messages from Guo Li, who thought he wanted to share with him what happened during the journey.

It turned out that Gao Xiaoyun told her that she saw Zhang Youming in Pingnan.

As soon as he saw Zhang Youming and Shi Zhiqing, he became interested. He asked what was going on, but Guo Li didn't answer immediately, but called him directly.

"Why did Zhang Youming go to Pingnan? I thought he would join you for the New Year's Eve."

After answering the phone, Guo Li started asking questions first.

Shi Zhiqing sighed, and said, "He didn't celebrate the New Year in Yuyun, did Gao Xiaoyun really see him?"

"That's right, I see. Can this person be fake? Gao Xiaoyun even invited him to drink coffee, but he refused." Guo Li said.

"What did he go to Pingnan for?" Shi Zhiqing didn't understand.

Could it be that Zhang Youming has been staying in Pingnan for the past few years?Never heard of him.

"I don't know. Gao Xiaoyun met Zhang Youming at the cemetery. Hey, let me tell you, Gao Xiaoyun is divorcing her husband. Do you know what she said to me?" Guo Li probably wanted to laugh , but endured.

Shi Zhiqing was also curious, and asked, "What did you say?"

"She said she would try with Zhang Youming after the divorce, and asked me if I had a chance. How do you say I should answer? I can't figure out who Zhang Youming is. Gao Xiaoyun meant that she wanted me to match up, saying that we The three of us had a good time at the beginning, but you see, I have nothing to do with Zhang Youming." Guo Li complained, she might be interested in someone else, but Zhang Youming, she can't.

The main reason is that Zhang Youming has changed a lot, and her parents also said that she shouldn't associate with people who do casual business.

"Gao Xiaoyun really said that?" Shi Zhiqing frowned.

He felt that everyone regarded Zhang Youming as a candidate, just like Zhou Yuge, but he didn't know that there were better candidates, look at the Luoxing girl.

"Why am I lying to you, hey, but don't tell Zhang Youming, if Gao Xiaoyun is just joking, it will be embarrassing."

"I won't say it."

Of course Shi Zhiqing wouldn't say, he was going to find Zhang Youming in person.

He had to ask things clearly, and it was best to tell him what he thought.

Zhang Youming bought a ticket for that night, and when he arrived, he sent a text message to Zhang Youming, saying that he had arrived in Pingnan, and asked where Zhang Youming was.

Zhang Youming hadn't rested at that point, saw the text message, struggled a bit, and called Shi Zhiqing back, and told him his address.

It took about four to 10 minutes to take a taxi from the airport to Zhang Youming's residence. Shi Zhiqing had been doing mental training. How would he tell Zhang Youming?

When it was about to arrive, Shi Zhiqing retreated again, thinking to herself, why don't I say it, but then I thought, if I don't say it, how can I explain it to Chen Yandu?

All along, Chen Yan's thoughts have been seen in his eyes and kept in his heart, especially after having a physical relationship again, Shi Zhiqing feels that he needs to give him an answer, otherwise he will really become a scumbag.

Shi Zhiqing kept the window open, and the cold wind blew on his face, making him feel that he was awake.

But if he was really sober, why would he come to Pingnan to look for Zhang Youming temporarily?

After arriving at the place, the driver jokingly said, "Is the young man here to see his girlfriend? You're so anxious."

Shi Zhiqing smiled and didn't speak, firstly it was a tacit consent, secondly because he was eager to see Zhang Youming now.

After getting out of the car and walking two steps, Shi Zhiqing saw Zhang Youming in a black overcoat. He was standing under the streetlight, wearing the sweater and hat inside. He didn't know how long he stood there.

Seeing that Shi Zhiqing's hands were empty, Zhang Youming asked, "Come here temporarily?"

"What else? The day after tomorrow... It's almost tomorrow, and I still have to go to work." Shi Zhiqing rubbed her hands.

Pingnan seems to be colder than Yuyun.

"Then why are you here?" Zhang Youming led Shi Zhiqing forward, but he didn't show much enthusiasm.

"I'm bored to see you. I'm afraid you'll be living with three steamed buns a day." Shi Zhiqing pretended to be relaxed.

Zhang Youming stopped suddenly, and Shi Zhiqing almost ran into him. He thought he had said something wrong, and shouldn't say that Zhang Youming only ate three steamed buns a day. "I'm just kidding, it's just boring, and then I heard Gao Xiaoyun say you're here, so I bought a plane ticket and came here."

"Would it be boring to have Chen Yan around?" Zhang Youming continued to walk forward, even quickening his pace.

Seeing that there were no street lights on the road ahead, Shi Zhiqing also quickened his pace and walked alongside him. He turned his head to look at Zhang Youming, and found that his face was frosty, Shi Zhiqing felt a little guilty.

He just thought that unless Chen Yan told others, it would be impossible to be known, let alone Zhang Youming.

"No."

Shi Zhiqing's answer was ambiguous, she didn't know what she was talking about.

"You smell of his perfume." Zhang Youming exposed Shi Zhiqing mercilessly.

"No way." Shi Zhiqing whispered.

Although she was still wearing yesterday's overcoat, she could still smell the perfume. For such a moment, Shi Zhiqing felt as if she was being raped in bed.

"Just come to stay for one night? You have to go back tomorrow morning."

"Well, when are you going back to Yuyun? Who are you, Luoxing?"