don't like me

In the morning I woke up in a soft quilt.

I slept too late last night, the curtains were still open, and the sun was glaring. I just wanted to block it with my hand, when I felt my hand being grabbed.

Yang Xiao and I had our chests against our backs, his hands were touching the gauze in my palms, and his arms were intertwined.

When he found me awake, he asked in my ear, "Does it still hurt?"

I clenched my fists and said truthfully, "I haven't felt it for a long time."

Yang Xiao buried his head in my neck, his skin was burning hot, I was itchy by his breathing, but I didn't blame him, I asked: "What's the arrangement for today?"

Yang Xiao said, "I'll take you guys shopping."

I said, "What to buy?"

Yang Xiao said: "Depending on your needs, you should buy clothes. Xuxu didn't bring many."

"Just go home and take it."

"No, I haven't bought you clothes yet, I have a chance today."

"What's the matter, it's just buying clothes." I said indifferently, not taking this kind of thing as important and needing a sense of form.

He is different. He pays more attention to form than I do. He said no, he turned down all the work yesterday just to accompany us to buy things.

"Are you out of your mind?" I yelled wildly, "A person like you who doesn't know the priorities, can be a boss? A venture capitalist? You will die sooner or later." Turn off work and accompany someone to buy clothes?No normal person can do this.

"With your good words, if I die at a loss, you can wait to raise me." Yang Xiao said, "It happens that you are not balanced in your heart. I have no objection to you raising me. I have a strong psychological quality, so I don't feel ashamed."

"You fucking say it!" I stretched out my hand and slapped him in the face, but he grabbed it and kissed the back of his hand.

I take it back.

Yang Xiao said: "By the way, when you talk about this, have you thought about the job I mentioned to you before?"

"What job?" My mind was blank at this moment, and I really don't remember what I promised him.

"Come here." He called me.

"That matter," I remembered, and immediately responded to him, "No."

"If you can help Gu Ming, why can't you help me?" He really wanted to know, looking like a curious baby.

I didn't intend to play tricks on him, so I touched his face and said, "Like a dog barking."

Yang Xiao didn't speak.

"Then I won't tell you." I made fun of him, but he still didn't learn. Instead, he pressed me and wouldn't let me get up, threatening me. I pushed twice but didn't push.

"Okay," I gave up, pillowed my arms, admired his small appearance, and said, "Stay far away, let you think about it more."

Yang Xiao narrowed his eyes: "Don't you like being with me?"

I traced his outline with my fingertips, "I prefer to be remembered, to be thought of by a big lover like you all day long, but I still can't see it, wouldn't that be refreshing?"

"You wake up with a smile in your dreams, don't you?" He grabbed my wrist, prevented me from moving, and touched it from my arm, "Then what do you think, the thoughts that are gathered together will become?"

I was asked, "What will become?"

Yang Xiao waited for my answer.

I thought about it for a while, but didn't find a suitable answer. He saw through me and whispered in my ear, "It will become a ferocious beast to mate."

He really holds grudges. What I once said, "The mating of beasts does not require a foundation of emotion", was countered by him today. I heard nothing wrong. His eyes became more and more stubborn, which is indeed very similar to what I said the beast.

"If you have the guts, kill me." I lit the fire, not afraid of any ferocious mating.I never knew what it means to be restrained, why should I restrain myself, whether it is swearing or pornography, whoever has a thin skin will suffer a disastrous defeat, but unfortunately we are not, so the raging yellow accent will only turn into practical actions in the end subdue each other.

But let's forget about today, we have something to do, we didn't do it for long.

It was almost noon when I got up, and Wen Zhixu had already prepared it. The poor child didn't prepare breakfast because he was not familiar with Yang Xiao's kitchen utensils. He stood awkwardly in the room, with nowhere to put his hands. I glanced at her, not as cramped as she was. I stretched and stood aside looking at the clean living room.

Yang Xiao walked over, pressed the little girl's head, and casually asked with concern: "Can I sleep well here?"

Wen Zhixu nodded and said, "Yes, that's..."

What can be?I opened my mouth and said, "If you want to get stuck, don't say anything."

Wen Zhixu shut up obediently, she told me not to be offended, she used to be fine, anyway, after she ganged up with me, I couldn't see her as a simple little girl anymore.

Even the fact that she was able to speak a long time ago was kept from me for so long, causing me to fly her all over the world for treatment. How many doctors were stumped, how many hospital signs were smashed, and the result was that she didn't want to say, you Who is angry at whoever puts this matter on?

Not Yang Xiao, he is the exception.

I think he is more patient with Wen Zhixu than with me. I don't know whether he is thinking about me or my sister for more than ten years. I once suspected that they are biological brothers and sisters.

Yang Xiao supported the refrigerator and said, "Don't bother with him, just tell me if you have any questions."

whispering sound--

I pretended not to hear and went to the other side.

Wen Zhixu said secretly: "It's brother... the voice is so loud."

Before I went far, I was under the same roof with her. I heard what she said, so I turned around and said, "When did I speak?"

Wen Zhixu quickly lowered his head, while Yang Xiao raised his head, turned to look at me, and at the same time let out a nice low laugh.

I don't understand, look at them, I don't know what's tricky, I feel chills down my back when I see them now, I always feel that they are planning how to kill each other behind my back.

"Well, okay, I'll make him keep his voice down in the future." Yang Xiao rubbed the little girl's head and changed the subject, "Did you wash up?"

Wen Zhixu said: "It's finished, you haven't gotten up yet."

Yang Xiao said: "Then go inside and wait for us for a while, just a little while, and I'll take you out right away."

Wen Zhixu nodded, and sat on the sofa in the living room.

Yang Xiao turned around, took out his own toothbrush and cup, I came to his side, glanced at Wen Zhixu and said, "What did she mean just now?"

Yang Xiao looked at me, pretending to be profound: "Don't say you don't know."

He really thinks highly of me this time, I didn't say a word when I recalled it, or it was...

"During the quarrel yesterday? That was because your voice was high. Didn't she not sleep at that time?" I stared at Wen Zhixu resentfully.

Yang Xiao reminded me: "She didn't sleep at that time, and no one said it was that time. How long did I get with you?"

I was awakened by his words, and my mood was even lower. Yang Xiao didn't care about me, and went to wash up with his cup. I made things difficult for the girl on the sofa, and corrected: "Oh, you will always You can hear me arguing, you brother Yang Xiao is a good guy, who the hell stays up in the middle of the night, round after round, why am I arguing, you white-eyed wolf don't know what to do?"

Wen Zhixu's face turned red, and she quickly covered her ears. At her age, she seemed to understand, and no one said anything, Wen Zhixu was still innocent. When I said this, she couldn't even look at her face. She stood up, Said: "Brother is really annoying!"

She ran into the room.

"Yes yes yes, how annoying I am, I'm definitely not as good as you, Brother Yang Xiao, who has dealt with me with others... Try closing the door louder?!" I was like a resentful woman early in the morning. The friendship is declining day by day, she should be dumb for the rest of her life, and she will become more annoying when she can talk, just like me.

I was still educating the white-eyed wolf, and Yang Xiao came out with a dark brown towel around his neck, his bangs were a little wet, and it looked a bit sexy on his forehead.

"Can we not mention it?" Yang Xiao leaned back and commented on my sarcasm.

"No," I quickly replied, without giving him room to discuss, "If you say you don't mention it, why don't you mention it? Why are you afraid of being mentioned if you can do it?"

Yang Xiao raised his hand to express his surrender. He is not the same as me, but my insatiable problem is getting worse and worse. I said: "Obviously you are messing with me. Is this girl's heart wrong? Am I quarreling? Like you It's like there's no sound."

Yang Xiao said, "My voice is so low that only you can hear it."

I crossed my arms, not knowing how I could be so small, and I said, "Really? The voice is low? Okay, don't even try to touch me from today on."

"Why?" Yang Xiao said innocently, "I didn't do anything, why did I still sit around?"

"It annoys me to see you two working together." Especially Wen Zhixu, who has the same surname as me, whose scales have all fallen to others, I lifted my clothes and said, "It's okay, let's go, I'm leaving."

Yang Xiao hurried over, caught up with me, grabbed my arm and said, "I told you to take you to buy clothes, where are you going? Xuxu!"

He yelled, and Wen Zhixu ran out from inside.

I repented: "I don't want to go."

Yang Xiao didn't show his face and said, "You don't count what you say."

Then I was dragged and shoved into the car.

Wen Zhixu was sitting at the back, behind me, she was very smart, so that I couldn't shoot her, and I could see her happy expression in the rearview mirror.

"Okay." Yang Xiao reached out to touch my chin, but I didn't give it away, and turned his head emotionally in a quick response.

Yang Xiao laughed and concentrated on driving.

"Where's my car?" I asked him.

"I sent it to the store. It should be ready today. You can pick it up?" Yang Xiao asked someone to do it yesterday, and I didn't even ask.

"No, just ask." I turned my head and looked out the window, "Where can I buy it?"

"A specialty store, or a shopping mall, it's up to you."

"I can do whatever I want, it's best that my family can handle it."

"One family can't do it, yours can. Xuxu's is not that simple." Yang Xiao considered that she was a girl and raised her as a delicate princess. I was different. As a brother, I bought it for Wen Zhixu. Clothes should also be as simple as possible.

In the end, Yang Xiao took us to the shopping mall. I have never had the leisurely mind to go shopping. Wen Zhixu, although she is close to Yang Xiao, is still in her teens after all. She knew that even the best Yang Xiao was not his own brother. She doesn't take the initiative to ask for anything, it's Yang Xiao who asks her what she wants, and she just says it's okay.In fact, the little girl has reached the age of beauty, but because of her status as a student, I forbid her to wear those fancy things.

She doesn't like that category either, the aesthetics are simple.

If it wasn't for the fairy dress, I would always think so.

It is winter now, and the skirts are displayed one after another regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, so many girls are attracted.Standing at the door and refusing to leave, there are many people who take pictures with their mobile phones and search for the same style.

Wen Zhixu was also standing there, not daring to show his liking, just staring at it, it was a set of blue and white gauze skirt, on which glittering things like broken diamonds made the skirt even more beautiful.

There was a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl who was trying on clothes in the store. She was a real princess, surrounded by her parents, and the shop assistants also stretched out their hands to help take care of it. She praised her beauty over and over again. I saw that she was indeed beautiful.

Eye-catchingly beautiful.

Our two elders also admired it at the door.

By the time I realized it, Yang Xiao had already brought Wen Zhixu in. I chased in and was surrounded by a dazzling array of skirts. I can only say that this store understands girls' minds too well.

But that doesn't break my sanity, I'm not a girl after all.

"Visiting this store in winter? Which one of you is crazy?" I said, holding hands.

Wen Zhixu has already fallen, and he is in a dilemma. He doesn't know which one to look at. The store is open and warm, which is convenient for customers to try on.

During that try-on, the little girl who was surrounded came over to Wen Zhixu, raised her finger and pointed to one, and said, "This is pretty." We don't understand the radar between girls, just look at Wen Zhixu. That nods.

What she was referring to was the extremely dreamy blue and white gauze dress.

"Can you wear this kind of clothes?" I said, "It's not commuter clothes." And Wen Zhixu is not a celebrity, he doesn't need to walk on the red carpet, and when he attends a particularly important occasion, the dress is beautiful, but flashy.

It is estimated that when I bought it, it was just dust in the locker.

Wen Zhixu withdrew his hand, the pitiful gaze really convinced me, whatever, my sister likes it, I have money, flashy is flashy, I was just about to greet the shopping guide, Yang Xiao grabbed my wrist, no Giving me a chance to speak, he snatched up and said, "Hi, this one, take it down and give it to my sister to try."

"This?" The shopping guide said happily, "Okay, little sister, you have really good eyesight."

"Will it take a long time?" Yang Xiao asked, the design of the clothes was cumbersome, probably not a good change at once, the same design as an evening dress.

"No, it will be soon," the shopping guide said, "Are you in a hurry?"

"Don't worry, change slowly." Yang Xiao dragged me aside, there was a curtain like a floor-to-ceiling curtain, blocking the sight of others, and hiding all kinds of skirts.

"What are you doing?" As soon as I finished speaking, I was pushed into the fitting room with no one behind me, and Yang Xiao pushed the door shut.

Then he pressed me against the door panel. I saw his appearance, smiled, and said, "What's the matter? Do you want to do it?"

Yang Xiao ignored my teasing, but lowered his voice and said, "Brother Xing, be nice to Xuxu, okay?"

Immediately, I was conspiratorial, raised my chin, and said, "Yang Xiao, I suddenly wondered, are you interested in me or my sister?"

Yang Xiao's expression became serious, "If you say such nondescript words again, I'll really screw you."

"Why, why, am I wrong?" I spread my hands and said fearlessly.

Yang Xiao turned me over and buckled me on the door panel, pinched my waist with his hand, and whispered in my ear: "I suddenly wondered, did we not take pictures before?"

I immediately raised my vigilance, and turned my head to ask why I said this suddenly, but Yang Xiao grabbed his hair and pressed it back. The most charming thing about him is that it is true that he indulges me, and that his ruthlessness when he cares about it is also true , I knocked my forehead on the door panel and scolded my mother, but Yang Xiao didn't care, and said darkly: "I saw the photo of you and the gringo, it's really amazing."

I remembered it instantly, and for some reason, I instinctively wanted to explain, "I was..."

"Don't worry, I didn't say anything," Yang Xiao interrupted me, the emotion in his eyes turned into a stern look in an instant, "I was just thinking, as a boyfriend, should I take two more pictures of you ? Your pose for taking pictures is so gorgeous, maybe it will be popular when you post it on the Internet, okay? I happen to have a video camera, which I haven’t used for a long time, let’s try it tonight.”

He said this as an affirmative sentence, without any intention of discussing it. Looking at his eyes with complicated emotions, I knew it would not be that simple.

I said with a guilty conscience: "I don't shoot..."

I didn’t even see the photo of me and Sloan. I took it on a whim at the time, just because I was so lustful. Now you ask me to take that kind of photo, I can’t take it, and Sloann showed me the finished product , My expression is rarely inappropriate, Sloanan's hand, my blurred look with a slightly seductive look, I have no face to take another shot.

Normal people would find it too sexy when they saw it, let alone what Yang Xiao thought when he saw it, I wouldn’t be able to explain it if I were doing something else, but no one pressed my head to force me to take that photo, my expression was so ecstatic I can't even watch it a second time.

"I just...casually took pictures. At that time, we had just had a quarrel. When I went to Ireland, he insisted on taking pictures for me." I lied.Fuck, am I panicking?Why the hell am I panicking?Is it because my lust for Sloanan was seen?Or is it because... I don't think Yang Xiao will let me go so easily?

His expression is so hard now that I can't listen to what I say.

"Anyway, I won't shoot, don't mess around," I resisted from under his hand, and said quickly: "Go, get out."

I went out, but Yang Xiao didn't come out, I stood at the door, the fitting room was very small, he stood there with a grievance on his face, he hasn't coaxed anyone for so many years, why do I feel soft-hearted seeing him like this?

No, it's not that I'm soft-hearted, I'm guilty, I feel guilty about being caught with Sloanan.

Yang Xiao turned his head and looked at me: "You don't want to be photographed by me?"

His eyes were as if I had a crush on him, but in fact my spirit was indeed cheating.

"Of course not, I was..." Only then did I realize that my resistance to Yang Xiao was still so weak. Every time I was with him, I couldn't bear his pitiful, wronged look. I'm dead, I'm worthless, I'm defeated, I surrendered: "Don't make up your mind, I'll take pictures for you, you can take pictures at night, okay?"

"There's no need to be so embarrassing. Anyway, I really don't deserve you. I'm not as fresh as other male models." Yang Xiao walked out of the fitting room in frustration.

I cast all my eyes on him, what is he doing?

I grabbed his hand, those words from yesterday came up again, I did speak harshly to him many times, but when is this, why does he still hold grudges?

I grabbed his hand and said: "I'm not embarrassed, I want you to shoot, we really haven't done it, right? You can shoot whatever you want tonight, if there is anything new about that male model, I will shoot it tonight, and it will be seventy or eighty." set."

I said generously, fuck, why am I spoiling him?I don't even know what's wrong with me, but when the surnamed Yang drooped his face, I started to panic. I'm not afraid that he will be tough, but I'm afraid that he will use soft words and surrender every minute. .

Do I care about his mood that much?

This uncontrolled instinct.

"You promised me?" Yang Xiao asked, his face much better.

I leaned against the door and looked at him helplessly, with a trace of regret, but I wanted to take pictures, so what's the matter.

I nodded and said, "Yes."

Yang Xiao said again: "I'm sure."

I let go of his hand and folded my arms, "I'm sure."

"Very good." Yang Xiao suddenly showed a gloomy expression. He took a step back, stretched out his hand, and swept his fingertips over the long skirts hanging beside him, "Come, choose one."

I thought I was deaf.

I narrowed my eyes, frowned, and said in disbelief, "What did you say?"

Yang Xiao stopped his hands and touched a pink and white gauze dress. His eyes were so appreciative, his slender fingers stroked the gauze, and he lifted the skirt, he said: "Otherwise, what are you wearing at night?"

I almost cursed, but Wen Zhixu over there changed his clothes and the shopping guide came out and was talking.I greeted Yang Xiao with my lips, but he just pretended he couldn’t see it, and walked over to me and said, “Don’t worry, I have a photography certificate in college, and my skills are not bad. Although I am not a professional photographer, I have the ability to shoot you Countless ideas, I promise you, I will definitely capture the beauty you should have."

"Get out, are you sick?" My mood was messed up, is this what a fucking person said?I was furious, "You fucking love to shoot whoever you like, I don't shoot."

"Don't worry, I never try to force others to do what they want," Yang Xiao said solemnly, "I only do what others agree to. You nodded, right?"

"To your mother, get out of here." I'm leaving now.

Yang Xiao grabbed me back and locked my shoulders, "I'll choose for you? Don't do that, you won't want to wear it."

"I can't wear it, what are you kidding?!" Our argument drew the attention of others.

Yang Xiao spread his hands, lifted the curtain, and walked out.

This means that my resistance is useless.

I couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to punch me with a fist, but the result of the fight was that he pushed me down, and I couldn't do anything about him. I pointed at him, and I was almost forced to have a cerebral hemorrhage. Neng clutched at the curtain bitterly, and refused to admit defeat, saying: "You are dreaming."

Yang Xiao didn't tell me much at all, he just walked towards Wen Zhixu and said to me: "I didn't force you."

"You don't have it now!" I glared at his back, not caring what other people looked at us, and warned him: "You are not allowed to mess around at night!"

That skirt scares me, and my back feels chilly. If he comes hard, he will definitely put it on me tonight, and I won't do it.

I actually started to get nervous.

I haven’t been nervous for many years. As a man who is almost 30 years old, my panic is because of a skirt. I am not making a fuss. If you can see the design and girly of this skirt, you can understand me!

Fuck, I've never regretted that much in my life.

love him?How about going to die?

Yang Xiao tilted his head, he didn't think about me at all, and he didn't care about my emotions, he said abnormally and complacently: "It's up to you, but you have agreed, how to put on this skirt is not what you should worry about." of."

Yang Xiao said considerately: "Don't worry, if you really can't fit it, I will help you. Make sure it fits perfectly and sticks to you with every inch."

The author has something to say:

I never got used to Brother Xing.