don't like me

Several skirts of different styles were thrown on the bed.

The man standing against the sofa is looking down at his camera.

The door was closed tightly, and I was staring at the pile of clothes on the bed with my back against the door.

It is 08:30 in the evening.

"Oh, all right." Yang Xiao raised the camera and looked for an angle at me. I heard the sound of the shutter, and it was useless to use hand-blocking. The face of a resentful woman was already on the film.

Yang Xiao looked at the photo and said: "It's not bad, the expression is not as good as the ecstasy in front of others."

Is that also comparable to ecstasy?I don't look good at all, he's just brilliant at pretending to be blind and talking nonsense.

"I won't shoot." I insisted impatiently, "You take it back."

Yang Xiao said, "But I've already adjusted it."

I said, "It won't have children, so just throw it back."

"That can't be done," Yang Xiao said, "I spent a lot of money when I bought this camera. Those days of eating dirt are still vivid in my memory. Are you telling me to throw away food?"

"You don't feed off of it at all."

"But now that I have the opportunity to show it, I can't let it continue to fall into dust, can I?" Yang Xiao said shamelessly: "You promised me this."

"How dare you say that? You tricked me," I said angrily, "Did you say I was going to wear this before?"

"I didn't say it, but I asked you to confirm it. You said it was confirmed, and you said that I will shoot it casually. The term casually covers a wide range. Do you want to renege on it?"

Give Yang Xiao to Zhao Yin, Zhao Yin likes such a shameless attitude, he won't make a draft if he talks nonsense.

"It's a good thing you didn't work for my company, otherwise, like you, nine out of ten clients will fuck you." I walked to the bed, in front of the pile of clothes, looked at the fancy dress, and felt that I was greatly affected. insult.

"The one in your hand is not bad." Yang Xiao walked over, didn't listen to what I said, and focused on taking pictures of me.

When I saw it, I was so frightened that I shook my hands and threw the clothes back.

That's what people wear?

Yang Xiao ignored my actions and picked three clothes from a pile of clothes whose labels had not been removed, "Choose one."

I didn't see it: "I don't choose."

Yang Xiao lowered his hands, "Okay, I'll choose."

He spread the three skirts on the bed, looked at the clothes, and looked at me, showing a serious look, and I said, "You really dare to choose for me?"

Yang Xiao finally made a decision and mentioned one: "How about this one?"

"It's not that good, I don't wear it." My voice was firmer than before this time because I found out that he was serious with me.

Yang Xiao was not discussing with me, he could hear the resistance in my words, he repeated again and again, his patience was exhausted, and his voice became a little more serious, "These clothes tags haven't been removed yet, The ones that are going to be returned tomorrow have all been brought back, if you can’t choose one, we’ll try every one of them.”

"You..." My fist was ready, and I almost hit it. I denied it again: "I won't try."

Yang Xiao remained silent, and stared at me displeasedly during the silence, my back felt chills from seeing it, and I was about to leave.

Yang Xiao suddenly went crazy, the camera was thrown aside, he grabbed my arm and locked it on the bed, and he was about to untie my clothes, I was enraged, and the fist he had prepared long ago hit him in the face Shit, I fully expected what would happen next, for example, I couldn't succeed, my wrist was grabbed, and I was buckled on the top of my head, all of which were expected.

"Brother Xing, don't use violence with me, I don't care about you, you understand?" Yang Xiao pressed on me, and I slept in these skirts. Is it a label or something that pokes my neck, and it's cold It hurts again, and I don't have time to care about it.

"Is there something wrong with you?! Are these clothes worn by people?!" I was cornered.

"Why not?" Yang Xiao leaned over to my ear, "Isn't Xuxu well dressed?"

There is definitely something wrong with Yang Xiao. I didn't understand and said, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so obsessed with letting me wear women's clothes? I didn't wear women's clothes with him."

"I beg you not to mention him," Yang Xiao put his hand on my neck and said in a low voice, "I am not obsessed with you wearing women's clothing, I just want you to remember today's lesson every time you take a photo, Brother Xing Have you seen that photo? I don't want to argue with you, but you are so loving that I just want to get in."

I never thought that a single photo could make him feel unbalanced for so long. He used to be jealous, and it's the same now. He keeps things in his heart and waits for a while before attacking. Learning to choose the time is his greatest improvement.

But this is nothing but a very bad place, that is, the more the matter is put on hold, the impact and consequences will far exceed its original level, because there are psychological factors such as doubt, self-denial, speculation, etc., Complicate simple things.

"Of course it's fake, what do you care about with fake ones?" I think Yang Xiao's IQ has dropped accordingly.

"It's fake, but is your expression fake?"

"At that time, we both had trouble like that, and you still wouldn't let me find another love? You obviously have one yourself..."

"My one is fake."

"It's fake if you say it's fake? It's fake when you insult me ​​in public? It's fake when you hug that little boy?"

"I'm more miserable than you..."

"I'll believe what you say?" But I've got a clue, and I can't cure him. Yang Xiao's aura gradually weakened. I pushed him to get him up. I sat up and said, "The people outside It's fresh, you're right, Sloanan and the little boy you're hugging are both fresher to us than each other."

"Brother OK."

"Don't call me," I stood up, opened the door and left, "I'll come back when you figure it out, and I hate you for being so unreasonable."

After finishing speaking, I slammed the door, regardless of what he thought now, and I went out.

Finally escaped.

I had nowhere to go, so I wanted to go to a bar, but someone invited me, it was Han Yizhou and the others, and they played a video to show off to me. They were having a dinner party, and a table of people greeted me.

Everyone greeted me over, said they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and asked me where I was at now, and I said we'd meet, and send someone to pick me up first, and Xiaoxiao and I met after 10 minutes.

"A bunch of men for you to pick up?" I got in the car, Xiaoxiao didn't let me drive, and let me sit in the passenger seat.

"I took the initiative to sign up. I just got a driver's license." Xiaoxiao said.

I quickly pulled on my seat belt and said, "I'd better sit in the back."

"Don't worry, Brother Xing, although I just got my driver's license, my skills are still passable, and the director said I'm smart."

"That's called a coach." I complained helplessly.

Xiaoxiao said, oh, she didn't keep her mouth shut, she said it all at once.

Afterwards she asked me how I was doing, and I said exactly what I was doing. She said it was cool that I was an executive in a bar, and asked me which one I was from, and she would go there in the future. I welcome you anytime, but they arrive every day. I'm as busy as a dog at night, so I don't know if I can come a few times.

I asked her about the recent changes in the company. She said that there have been many changes. The first thing is that Zhao Yin has taken up his post. This is the most important thing. I feel sorry for the employees. Lived up to expectations and sat on the throne of director.

It is estimated that many people will suffer.

Then it’s about my own affairs. People often mention me. Although the boss and the others don’t talk about it, they think about it in their hearts. They say that the boss’s temper has calmed down a lot.

"If you want me to say it, I deserve it. Do you feel that you can't live without him? It's not fair to raise the cost. Other companies have at least 20.00%. He didn't take less money from us, and he still has such a big temper, so he needs a few powerful people to resign so that he can have a long memory." Xiaoxiao sued the boss, and there were still many complaints against the boss, even though they seemed to agree. more, but the negative emotions in private have tripled.

Xiaoxiao complained about the boss for a while, but the topic turned to me, "Brother Xing, I think if you don't leave, you should be promoted now. Brother Yin is in power, and I think you will be the first one to be promoted." Zhao Yin said to Our maintenance can be learned from the world.

"It's not bad now, the new job is much more free than before."

"That's right," Xiaoxiao said, "Then if I resign, can you take me in?"

"Okay, take some money as a bribe, what you want to do, see how big your red envelope is." I said reasonably.

Xiaoxiao patted me. It's been a long time since I saw her. I still feel the same way with these people, and it hasn't changed at all.

On the way, Xiaoxiao told me about other people's affairs, but she didn't mention anything about her own. For example, she married Han Yizhou, how important this matter is, I heard it from Han Yizhou's mouth. Taking care of Xiaoxiao so much is so annoying that I don't need him to take the initiative to say it.

Han Yizhou said: "Brother Yin didn't come today, I will entertain you for him."

"I haven't seen you for a few days, your mouth is getting poorer."

"You don't even look at who I'm with," Han Yizhou said, "And I'm not wrong, brother Yin is so kind to you, I won't entertain you much, tomorrow he will ask the old man, I can't bear to walk around. "

I told him not to be poor, Han Yizhou said that he was not poor, he was telling the truth.

Everyone surrounded me and talked about a lot of things after I was gone. I listened with great interest, but I couldn't fully integrate into them.

I keep thinking about that dog, help.

During the dinner, I kept looking at my phone, but I didn't see any calls or text messages from him. I had already reconciled, and I forgave him, and I didn't bother with him anymore. What's the situation now?Why do I pamper him so much?I should just ignore him and continue eating, drinking and having fun, regardless of what he thinks, hugging left and right and waiting for him to beg me to go home.

I was thinking about something sullenly.

Han Yizhou had noticed it a long time ago, and handed me a cigarette, and the two of us sat idle in the smoking area.

"Is there something on your mind? I was absent-minded all night." Han Yizhou asked.

"Well, housework." I lit a cigarette.

"It's great to have a home, which girl?" Han Yizhou sat next to me.

I said, "Yang Xiao."

As soon as his butt touched the chair, he sat up immediately, stopped smoking, and was in no mood to light the lighter in his hand, and asked in disbelief: "Yang, Yang Xiao?!"

"It's Yang Xiao, you heard me right." I flicked the cigarette ash and said perfunctorily.

"Why are you hanging out with Yang Xiao again? No, how did you get back together? He chased you and you chased him? When?" Han Yizhou asked too many questions, and I was not in the mood to tell him these things, so I simply said no. Knowing whether he can understand, I want to ask him about other things, regardless of whether he has experience or not.

"Let me ask you," I became serious, "what do you think he means now? It's just a photo, what can it explain? And I told him it was fake, but he still cares about whether his mind is too serious. Small?"

Han Yizhou thought for a while and said, "This should be the same as when your girlfriend dreamed about cheating on you and slapped you in the middle of the night. Everyone knows it's fake, but they just don't forgive."

"Sick, obviously he wants to be nice to me, I forgive him, but he still cares about me?"

"What did you forgive him for?"

"It's none of your business." I won't talk about anything else with Han Yizhou.

Han Yizhou understood, raised his hand to stop, and continued to answer me with a good temper, "Then you can do something nice to coax him, men also want to coax him, especially jealous men, just do whatever you want, and he will be fine. "

"I don't, why?" I said: "I didn't do anything wrong. He begged me to like him. It was Yang Xiao who rushed to ask me to be with him. He didn't come to beg me not to be angry? I coaxed him What's the point?"

"Aren't you just asking me how to coax him?" Han Yizhou said incomprehensibly.

"Who asked you about this, I asked him what's wrong."

"You can do it," Han Yizhou gave me a white look, "You obviously care about him, why do you act like you don't want to give in?"

I kicked over, "Get out."

The dog-headed military division said for a long time that he didn't say a word that I like to hear.

After the dinner, Han Yizhou and the others wanted to sing K. I said I wasn’t going and I wanted to go home. They asked me what I was doing and I was having a good time, so Han Yizhou said that I had something to do at home and told me to go back quickly. .

When he said that, I didn't want to go back.

I waved my hand and said coolly: "Go, sing, whoever goes home today is not a thing!"

Everyone excitedly applauded, this is well said, if someone really comes to pick you up, you probably won't be able to leave if you don't.

I played with them until midnight. I don’t know where Yang Xiao got my address. I was drinking with someone when he came. When I saw him, to be honest, I was quite surprised, but I used to pretend Now, I won't say anything, I won't show it, and I will continue to drink with everyone as if I didn't see him.

Yang Xiao took someone's wine glass, clinked it with me, and drank it down with his head raised. In front of me, I can't say I couldn't see him.

"What are you doing here?" I put down my glass and continued pouring.

Yang Xiao sealed my cup with one hand, "I'll take you back."

The others had retreated a long time ago, and Han Yizhou was gone. He was afraid of Yang Xiao. He was afraid of Yang Xiao when he was in high school. Now he didn't know where to hide.

"I forgot to tell you, I won't go back tonight." I opposed him, and anyone with a discerning eye knew that we had something to do.

Yang Xiao lifted his hand and pushed the cup towards me, "Then drink, I'll accompany you."

He accompany me?I'm not dead yet?

This thing is as unfathomable as Zhao Yin, I don't know how much he can drink, but the words have been said, who can stop now?

Yang Xiao accompanied me to drink, and the good game turned into a personal contest between us. I had already started drinking before he came, and I couldn't stand his tossing. I was a little dizzy. Fortunately, he stopped and didn't continue to drink me. .

He didn't seem prepared to throw me completely unconscious.

"Can I go now?" He held my arm. I wasn't drunk enough to be helped, but I didn't resist either.

After leaving here, I was not quickly stuffed into the car and taken back. Yang Xiao left me outside, blocking the wind and letting me hide under him.

"Are you mad?" he asked me.

"You are angry." I told the truth, my voice was a little soft because I drank some wine.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry," he raised my chin, "I apologize, and you tell me too?"

"I don't know, I did nothing wrong." I said.

Yang Xiao didn't force me to apologize, if he chased me out, it meant he was healed, he was sober enough, anyway, treating Yang Xiao is worse than his temper.

"Brother Xing, let me ask you the truth," Yang Xiao said, "Have you accepted me from the bottom of your heart?"

I looked up, and his face was close at hand. How many times have I dreamed about it in the past ten years, how many similar faces have I seen, and mistakenly thought it was his face? this problem?

I said, "I didn't accept you to be with you? Do you take me for the Virgin Mary?"

So what am I drawing?With him just because he wanted to?So understanding and sympathetic, she wouldn't be so cruel that she didn't have any contact with him these years.

"Then these years, have you thought about me? Have you ever thought of me?"

"Many times." I replied quickly, not the effect of alcohol, it just prompted me to speak the truth.

This is my own real emotion.

"Why didn't you contact me? Not once." Yang Xiao's lips touched mine and rubbed.

"But you still found me."

"It took a lot of effort for me, too."

"Not really. With your current achievements, will it be difficult to find someone?"

"You underestimate the people who take care of your family."

After I was released from prison, it was the Gu family who protected my privacy. Not many people knew what happened to me, and they gave me a brand new environment, a place far away from everyone who might know me. An unknown person is simple, if Yang Xiao wants to find me, he has to climb high and far, only then can he have the strength and capital to search for my location.

This is the meaning of his hard work, to see me more confidently, to be able to catch me more fiercely and quickly, to be able to rival me, and all his own considerations.

If I try to avoid him deliberately, he will have to work hard.

"I don't regret it until now," I said, "Only time can prove your love. I accept you. Do you think it's just because I'm entangled with you that I really can't escape? You're wrong."

I said sincerely: "Listen up, Yang Xiao, ten years ago I chose you because you were difficult, ten years later today I choose you because I am difficult, I still love you, I have seen so many People, who have played so many tricks, who to flirt with, who to whisper to, are not as exciting as we were back then."

Yang Xiao's eyelashes hit my face.

"You have the priority right, you have won everyone on the timeline long ago, and because I was not up to the mark, in the end love suppressed hatred, I don't want to delay with you any more, in fact, once is enough, isn't it? In the end Whether it is suitable, whether it can continue, you will know if you try it once? Those fancy temptations are not suitable for us, and there is nothing more accurate than this to test our true intentions with each other," I said: "I am with you , life, falling in love, hugging, kissing, if we are not separated in this way, and we are still willing and want to be with each other, then we will continue, if not, the ten years of disputes have come to a conclusion, and we will completely treat each other Give up, this is what we are together now."

"So do you have an answer?"

"It's only been a few days, I can't say exactly yet."

"But you didn't want to leave, did you?" Yang Xiao asked forcefully.

"Yeah," I said, "yes, I enjoyed it."

Yang Xiao was happy, showing a gratified smile, "Okay, then you shouldn't have to think about it. Staying with me well is the most accurate answer you will get from this trial."

"can you?"

"It will." He said with such certainty.

After that, we went home, and after our emotions had calmed down, we saw that the other party was not so bored anymore.

I was also coaxed to be happy, and he was also somewhat proud.

In the room, I saw the empty bed, without those beautiful things.

"Where's the dress?" I asked.

"It's taken back, and I'll send it back tomorrow." Yang Xiao said.

"Isn't that brought back for nothing?" I sat by the bed.

Yang Xiao said, "You don't want to wear it."

I said, "Now I am willing."

Yang Xiao was startled, he thought he heard it wrong, he stared at me, waiting for me to say it again, and he was sure again.

"I mean...it's not impossible," I said, "Just try, if you want."

Yang Xiao was taking off his coat, he said, "No need, if you don't want it, I don't want it."

"Okay, I don't know what you're thinking?" I looked around, "Where's the clothes?"

Yang Xiao pointed to the carpet, I walked over, and several packed clothes were piled up together.

I walked over, didn't choose, just took one out, but in the end I gave up, I stuffed it back, "Forget it."

"I didn't say that." Yang Xiao came back, revealing his true colors, he was still obsessed with letting me wear women's clothing, "You provoked it, this time."

I was pulled over by him.

Watching him fiddle with the clothes, he said, "Are you perverted?"

"Well, there is no gay who doesn't fantasize about his other half wearing women's clothes, and so do I." Yang Xiao admitted openly, which made me helpless.

I ended up wearing the suit anyway.

I don't want to describe this process too much, so let's just talk about the result. The result is that Yang Xiao took a lot of shots, from static to dynamic, and the camera film suffered the dirt it shouldn't see.

……

The video mode has been turned on, and Yang Xiao and I fell on the bed after a long time ago. He pressed my skirt and said over and over again that I am so beautiful. Do you think I will be happy when I hear it?Every time he said that, I would slap him once.

"Shut up, what else do you want to wear?"

Yang Xiao lifted the hem of the skirt, the dirt on it was so clear under the light.

He rubbed that piece lightly, and said regretfully: "I don't know anything else, this one will definitely not be returned."

I lowered my head and saw the ambiguous filth.