no one save me

"Brother..." When Shen Jiajia was picked up, I went to the airport to pick him up. She rushed over as if wanting to hug me, but stopped in front of me, looked at me in shock, and stammered: "Brother, What happened to your hair?"

"It's okay." My bad things are enough to make people feel bad, there is no need to tell others.

She looked at me hesitantly. She was a lively little girl, but now she followed me into the car without saying a word.

"Brother." When we were in the car, she kept staring at my hair. I knew she wanted to ask, so I could only sigh and prepared to shave my hair short later.

The arm was bandaged, she also saw it, but didn't ask again.

I don't know what she has experienced these days, but she is indeed much calmer than before, maybe because her parents are not around, even though she keeps calling me "brother", she knows that I am not her lifelong support.

I took her to eat something first, she only had weekends to rest, so I took her to the playground first, which was promised to her before.

The playground is very big and there are many people. It happened to be the weekend, and many people brought their children to play.

"Brother, do you have something to hide from me? It's only been a few days, why is your hair gray?" She didn't play when she came to the playground, she just sat on the bench and chatted with me: "You don't know anything at all. unhappy."

"Why aren't you happy?" I laughed, pointed at the roller coaster and asked her if she wanted to play, she shook her head, she said that she always wanted to go around the playground with me, and it didn't matter what she played.

Most of the people who come here are parents with children, or a few friends, or couples. I lean on the bench and bask in the sun, and occasionally answer two calls from the company.

"My aunt called me and said she was going to take me to Australia." Shen Jiajia grabbed her clothes, and she talked about her family affairs for the first time: "I don't want to go, can I not go?"

"Yes." I told her: "Your father said that all your arrangements can be made according to your own wishes. He left you enough widow...property. You can do whatever you want in this life, wherever you want to go. It will be all right."

Shen Jiajia was silent for a moment, and then said: "Do you think they want to take me away, do they really just want to take me away, or do they want to take something else away?"

I can't say anything about this, after all, those are her relatives, so it's inappropriate for me to say anything.

The phone vibrated, and I answered the call. It was something I had arranged this morning. After looking at the time, it was already afternoon. Shen Jiajia didn't play anything when she came to the playground this time. She just went to the Ferris wheel and took some photos of me. A photo with her.

"Brother, just smile, smile, you are so handsome, I want to take a lot of photos of you and show them to my classmates, they must be so envious." Shen Jiajia almost wanted to slap the camera in my face, I really I couldn't hold her back, so I could only listen to her words and was forced to take a few pictures.

"I'll take you home later, do you want to buy some snacks to take back?" I asked her.

Shen Jiajia shook her head, she kept staring at my hair after getting in the car, I didn't know what this girl was thinking, until she was almost at the residence, she asked: "Those relatives of my family didn't trouble you, did they? "

I laughed, originally I was worried about this, I know that this matter that Uncle Shen gave me is indeed difficult, the Shen family will trouble me sooner or later, but it doesn't matter now, anyway, let's talk about it when it comes to an end.

After I arrived at the residence, the lawyer was already waiting for me. I had no other intentions. I just had an examination in the hospital before and I almost had a plan in my heart. Uncle Shen handed Shen Jiajia to me. If I really live soon, no matter what In the same way, she must be settled first.

After all, Shen Jiajia is also a junior high school student, and she will go to high school after the exam. When she saw the lawyer, she guessed the reason, and her expression changed immediately.

"Jia Jia." I waved at her and said, "Come here."

"I don't." Shen Jiajia's expression turned pale, she stared at me, and bit her lower lip.

"You are obedient, what do you want to eat at night, my brother will take you to buy it." I have no experience in coaxing children, so I can only coax her like this. He ran out without looking back.

I can only sigh at this.

This time I hired a lawyer not only because of Uncle Shen’s inheritance, but also part of my own. Over the years, I have earned a lot or a lot of money, which can be regarded as a small amount of savings. As far as Shen Jiajia is concerned, there is actually no shortage, but I thought about it carefully. If one day I die, my parents will inherit all my inheritance... To be honest, I can't accept it.

I can give some of them to them, but I can't give them all. I can only guarantee that they will have no worries about food and clothing in the next few decades after my death.

"When many people are alive, they are very shy about making a will. After death, property disputes continue. It is better to settle things while alive." The lawyer laughed, and after he got up and left, I sat on the sofa Smoking, waiting for Shen Jiajia to come back from outside.

The driver followed her to prevent her from getting lost. Even so, the girl didn't come back until midnight. Her dejected look was not at all the joy she had when she just got off the plane. She walked up to me and looked at me without saying a word.

"Go wash and sleep, what do you want to do tomorrow? I have to send you back to Beijing in the afternoon, so go to school." I told her.

"You don't want to tell me anything, do you?" She ignored my words and said to herself: "You don't care what I think at all, I don't care about money at all, and I don't want it, I just want a relative, a Is it so difficult to take care of me wholeheartedly and treat my dear relatives?"

"It's not difficult." I told him, "Uncle Shen said..."

"Don't talk about Uncle Shen...Uncle Shen...you only know Uncle Shen...Is it because you don't want to take care of me at all, it's just because my father asked you to do it, so you take care of me, you just want to I have to pay back my father's favor." Shen Jiajia's eyes were red, and she took a deep breath: "I thought you were different from others, but in fact you are all similar, you are all the same person."

I don't know who this "other" refers to, but I can see that she is indeed sad.

"Jiajia..." Just as I was about to continue talking to her, she got up and took her luggage and was about to go upstairs to sleep. It seemed that she was not going to talk to me.

In the evening I was sitting in the living room, the military channel was on the TV, the tea next to me was completely cold, and the cigarette was still the one I lit in the afternoon, and it was crushed before I finished smoking it, because Shen Jiajia lived here, so I didn’t smoke up.

Looking at the time, it was almost two o'clock in the morning. When I got up to wash and go to sleep, I found some warm liquid dripping on the back of my hand. With the help of the dim light in the living room, I saw the blood on the back of my hand. Remembering that I haven't taken the medicine today, I immediately took a few pieces of tissue to cover my mouth and nose, and prepared to go to the room to take the medicine.

Dr. Xu prescribed a box of medicine for me to stop the bleeding. He told me that if the bleeding was too much, I should take two pills and then call him.

After I took two pills, the blood flow slowed down a lot, but there was still a lot of stains on the palms and backs of the hands, and the bleeding finally stopped. I washed my hands immediately, washed my hands casually, and went to bed.

Taking too much medicine has side effects. For example, I feel like I can’t sleep enough, very uncomfortable, heavy and tired...

The next morning, Shen Jiajia took bread from the refrigerator and ate it by herself, and didn't talk to me. It's normal for children to have a temper, and I don't have time to pay attention to it.

"Did you... have a nosebleed again last night?" I was just about to take a piece of bread when I heard her voice.

"Woke you up?" I froze for a moment. I tried to keep my voice as low as possible last night, but I didn't expect to let Shen Jiajia know that the child's sensitivity was indeed beyond my expectation.

"I didn't fall asleep, I heard a voice." She turned her head to look at me, her eye sockets were swollen, and she could tell she had cried: "We'll go to the hospital later."

"It's okay, the bleeding has stopped. The doctor said that once the bleeding has stopped, there is no need to go..." Before I finished speaking, the girl got off the chair and rushed into my arms.

"Don't die, okay? Don't die." Her teeth were chattering, and her whole body was trembling. I stood there and didn't know where to put my hands. Her tears soaked my clothes. I knew she was crying, and I couldn't help it. I could feel how scared she was.

"Don't cry, I'm fine, I can't die." I sighed.

"I'll just cry." I didn't say anything, and when I opened my mouth, Shen Jiajia cried even harder, and she didn't hide it, and began to cry loudly: "What if you die, you don't go to the hospital , and always bleeding, what if you lose too much blood and die, and I can't find you again, so tell me what to do!"

She cried with snot and tears, and almost wiped all over my clothes. My pajamas are an explanation.

"I'm going to the hospital, can't I go to the hospital?"

I don't really need to go to the hospital, but Shen Jiajia started hiccupping from crying and was out of breath. I was really afraid that the girl would pass out of crying, so I could only agree to her.

Uncle Shen talked to me about Shen Jiajia before, and he said that Shen Jiajia is very similar to him. I didn't see much at first, but now I feel more and more that I can see the shadow of Uncle Shen in Shen Jiajia.

They are all the same smart people, with a touch of sensibility in the same rationality.

I went to the hospital after breakfast. I didn't want Shen Jiajia to go with me, but she insisted on following, so I had to take her with me. I thought that Dr. Xu should rest on the weekend, but I didn't expect to hang up with him. Number.

When Dr. Xu saw that it was me, he sneered at first, pointed to the medical records in his hand and said, "Go and apply for an annual card. I will give you a special discount, [-]% off."

I smiled helplessly, and then said: "I have a nosebleed, so I can only come and have a look."

As soon as these words came out, Dr. Xu's sneer immediately faded away. He frowned, motioned for me to lie down on the hospital bed in the consultation room, and then asked Shen Jiajia and the others to go out, closed the door, and asked me to lift up my clothes. Watching my heartbeat, pressed it lightly, and asked, "Does it hurt here?"

"It doesn't hurt." I said honestly.

"What about here?" He pressed a few more places, but it didn't hurt.

In the end, he glanced at my hair, and said with a seemingly unintentional look: "What's the matter with my hair? Is it dyed?"

"No." I stroked my hair, it turned white from the sideburns, and said with a smile, "Suddenly it turned white by itself."

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