no one save me

When Lu Qiao came back, he saw Jiang Yihang, and he dragged Jiang Yihang out, leaving me clean.

Those photos are still scattered around my hand, and if I open one at random, they are all of Lu Qiao and another person. In this regard, I have to say that Lu Qiao has a really good vision... The people in the photos, with such a personality, are indeed very good. It's hard not to love.

When Lu Qiao came in again, he also saw the photo in my hand, his eyes were slightly different, I put the photo aside, he sat next to me, and asked me: "If I say, Jiang Yihang said Really, I did love him very, very much back then."

Before I said anything, Lu Qiao said it first, and he said: "When I was with him... when we were together, everyone knew it. Everyone knows that he is similar to me, two people with the same personality get together, although sometimes there are some small conflicts, but most of the time we get along very happily."

I leaned on the hospital bed and listened to Lu Qiao talking about these things, as if I was listening to a story with a good beginning but an unsatisfactory ending. He said: "But our matter is opposed by most people, including my father. mom."

In today's society, love, which is difficult to be recognized by the public, is indeed very difficult, but Lu Qiao told me that although the two of them are not living well, it is difficult, and there is a lot of pressure from all parties, but fortunately, In the end, they all survived, so after going through so much, Jiang Yihang became more determined that the two of them would go all the way to the end and grow old, but they didn't want to break halfway.

"Don't you hate it? It's impossible. I hate it. When I was hit, I thought I was going to die. I didn't feel anything anymore. I was almost disabled. But I just thought that he didn't want me." Lu Qiao smiled, resting his chin in one hand, as if he was thinking about someone who impressed him deeply, he whispered: "What should I do, liking someone, loving someone, it's hard to control , I loved him almost instinctively at that time, like... just like..."

He paused, pondered for a while, and said slowly: "I really regard him as a part of my life, at least that's how it was at that time."

"What about now?" I asked, and the strange thing was that I didn't feel the slightest bit when I heard these words.

"No." Lu Qiao thought for a moment before saying, "He is no longer the most important part of his life."

"Hey! The blood has returned!" The little nurse's voice sounded outside the door. Lu Qiao was startled, and immediately looked at the back of my hand. It was true that the blood had returned, but not much. Don't worry, the little nurse ran over and pulled out the needle After a few more instructions, I knew I was wrong, so I could only nod my head.

The ward became a little lively because of the accident, and then quickly quieted down again.

"Left..." He paused, then asked cautiously, "Are you angry?"

"Hmm..." I thought about it for a while, then shook my head, without any disturbance in my heart: "No."

I was really not angry. I was quite surprised about this. I also thought that after what happened to Jiang Yihang, I would have a certain degree of psychological trauma. Before Lu Qiao kept asking me to see a doctor, I didn’t Go, one is that it is unnecessary, and the other is that it is a bit taboo. I admit that I was wrong and I have a problem.

But now I feel that I should not have any psychological trauma.

"Can I come up and sleep with you? I'm so tired." He whispered.

"Okay." I glanced at the empty ceiling and responded. He climbed onto the bed lightly, as if he was afraid that he would hurt me, then shrank on the not spacious hospital bed, trying to hug me , but I didn't move.

"You're still jealous." I heard him laugh.

I'm really not jealous, because I know that what he just said is indeed the truth.

Everyone has an unforgettable relationship, I have it, and he has it, it's normal, the most similar thing between our two unlucky people is nothing more than that he, like me, is the one who was abandoned or betrayed.

"Zuo Qi, lean closer to me." He tugged at the quilt: "I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, let's go on a trip."

"The company is out of business? The money is not being made? The days are over?" I asked him.

"Do it, earn it, pass it." He paused before saying, "But I still want to take you to another place. On the company side, haven't you found a managerial talent, so you can take a rest, right? With so much money earned, you have to enjoy it too."

"Too lazy to go." I buried my head in the quilt, but still couldn't stop his voice, he said: "I want to go, I want...to go to your hometown, didn't you say that you miss home too? ?”

House, home, hometown, these are all different meanings. He is right. I really miss my hometown. It is very strange that those people and things I miss have nothing to do with me. Those who are connected with me by flesh and blood have faded a lot in my impression.

"Going back?" he asked me again.

I hesitated for a long time, and I almost heard his soft snoring. He was probably really tired. The next morning, he went to go through the discharge procedures, took me into the car, and received a call from Xiao Zhu on the way. By the way, I arranged the company's affairs for the past few days.

"I just heard that you called Xiaozhu, and the arrangement was..." Before he finished speaking, I told him: "Take me home, and then pack up, I will show you what is real childhood. remember."

He was stunned for a moment, then reacted immediately, stepped on the gas pedal, and headed towards where I live.

He packed my things, because the doctor told me that I need to rest. I thought about it, the place in my hometown should be the most suitable for rest, so let's take it as a way to relax and nourish my body.

"I need to bring this, this is for washing, this is for clothes, this is for keeping warm, to prevent the temperature from cooling down at night... Does your house have no air conditioner? And this, the doctor said you should drink more warm water, this, this, and This..." He packed a lot for me and put them in three boxes.

"Where's your own clothes? Don't bring them?" I glanced at the three boxes and asked. I thought he was going to deliver them, but he said, "I'll wear yours."

Starting from here to my hometown, the distance is a bit far. Between the high-speed rail and driving, I finally chose to drive. At that time, I was counting the time. I planned to leave around ten o'clock in the morning. It was still blocked, and it got better after getting on the high-speed bridge.

The vehicle was driving fast, I glanced at the speed of his car, then leaned against the co-pilot and closed my eyes to rest, I could feel his car slowing down and driving smoothly.

When he was in the service area, he parked his car in the parking lot and went to buy some food. I walked around for a while and saw a very familiar figure. When I wanted to see clearly again, this figure appeared Disappeared.

"Zuo Qi? What are you looking at?" Lu Qiao's voice came from behind me. I could only stop and waved my hand to indicate that it was okay. Liao wanted to ask him: "You said before that after you broke up with him, he went abroad?"

"Hmm." Lu Qiao didn't seem to expect that I would mention this suddenly, and immediately reacted, asking me, "What's wrong?"

"Will he come back?" I glanced in the rearview mirror, but couldn't see behind.

"No." Lu Qiao was very sure. He turned the steering wheel around, entered the highway from the ramp, and said, "When he went, he didn't plan to turn back. His major happened to be the field I was working on. He should be very It is clear that as long as he comes back, I will not let him go easily."

I relaxed my body on the co-pilot's backrest, shrugged my shoulders slightly, and then propped my forehead: "I seem to have seen him just now."

Lu Qiao's hand trembled slightly, and I could feel the car body shaking slightly. He stabilized quickly, and then smiled and said, "You must have read it wrong."

"Hmm." I glanced at the road sign in front of me, and said, "I must be delusional."

I don't know if I read it wrong, but it feels like... something is not right.

My hometown is in a small town in a small city. The outer walls of dilapidated buildings are covered with water stains. Some places have turned black, and the bricks and tiles on them have begun to fall.

This is still before... A long time ago, it should be the old house left by my grandfather's generation, and now it belongs to me.

Almost all the people here have left, many of them went to the city to buy houses, and some went out to work. Stray dogs were prowling the road, and I threw a few pieces of food as I passed by.

"Do you like dogs very much?" Lu Qiao asked me.

"I like it very much." I knew he was looking for something to say, otherwise how did I raise my husky? After a pause, he asked me again: "Before raising a husky, did you raise a dog?"

"..." I looked at the food in my hand, fell into deep thought, and finally threw the last piece of food to a stray dog ​​cowering in the corner, and I told him: "I have raised it, but it died."

I clearly remember a white dog at that time, a native dog, very smart, it knew from a long distance that I was back, and then came out to greet me, and never ate anything on my chopsticks, but then...it died.

Because I was eating in a garbage dump once, I was suddenly splashed with hot water by a person, and then chopped again... I know this from others, because I don’t know when, I never watched it again I have been to it, maybe turned into bones in some unknown corner.

To this day, I still don’t understand why a dog, who was obediently eating the things next to the trash can, cut it with a knife.

"It's called...Xiaobai." I laughed, "Very smart."