no one save me

I never thought that one day, I would actually be with Lu Qiao. After all, he and I should not be regarded as perfect lovers in each other's eyes, but we are indeed together, open and aboveboard, without any hiding.

I don't wrong Jiang Yihang for this, when he was with me...he didn't hide anything, he passed every place openly, during the period of passionate love, he just wished that the eyes of the whole world could see us falling in love.

Lu Qiao's back was indeed seriously injured. Occasionally, when he touched his spine, he would avoid it unnaturally. I asked him if it hurt and if he wanted to see a doctor, but every time he jumped up and shook his head with a smile.

Later, I asked a friend who is a doctor. He said that it might not be the pain, but the subconscious fear of the harm caused by the incident that year. Simply put, it is a psychological shadow.

I thought about it carefully, indeed, for such a serious matter, no one has a psychological shadow, and now I have a psychological shadow about Jiang Yihang.

"Drinking again? Who are you with?" After chatting with the client at night, the driver sent him back because he drank too much wine. The car stopped downstairs for a while, and then he heard someone knocking on the window. , I was stunned for a moment before looking at it, and then I saw Lu Qiao's face stuck to the glass, and then I tapped it twice. I saw him from the inside, it was really funny, I couldn't help laughing, and then pulled He got out of the car window and asked, "What did you just say?"

"I asked who did you drink with again?" Lu Qiao asked.

He has always been like this, with a smile in his eyes when he talks. In my impression, since I met him, I have only seen him smirking at most, but I have never seen him angry. A gentle and shrewd look.

"I drank a few glasses with Mr. Wang." I drank a catty and a half of liquor by myself at night, and I was indeed a little dizzy. The night wind blew in through the car window, and I was a little sober. He got out of the car.

I asked him: "Didn't I tell you to rest earlier, why did you wait for me until now?"

Lu Qiao helped me back, without saying a word, my stomach was churning and uncomfortable, but I had to drink this wine again, my eyes were dizzy, I could feel that Lu Qiao was making trouble, and I knew I should coax him now, but it was too uncomfortable I feel like I could spit it out.

"I know you will definitely drink outside, but I don't know where you are, and I also know that you don't want me to care too much." Compared with Jiang Yihang, what I like most about Lu Qiao is that he is always sober, very Know what you are doing and what you want to do without making people feel uncomfortable.

"Go back and have a rest, lie down well," he said.

I can only nod helplessly, and can't do anything else.

When I was with Jiang Yihang before, I wouldn't refuse him. When I got to Luqiao, I still couldn't learn how to refuse.

I originally wanted to go back and lie on the bed to rest, but who knew that when I washed my stomach, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, and cold sweat broke out on my forehead in an instant. Leaning against the wall, hunched over, trying to relieve some of the pain.

"What's the matter?" Lu Qiao heard the noise outside, and immediately knocked on the door and asked, "Zuo Qi? Zuo Qi? What's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine." I replied, and then sat on the ground, which seemed to relieve some pain.

I swear, I'll never drink again.

"Zuo Qi?" The last thing I heard him say, and before I could respond, he opened the door and rushed in. I was really surprised. It was a surprise. I felt that he appeared in front of me at this moment. A variety of emotions, such as worry, surprise... or anger.

I could only raise my hand guiltily, and said with a smile, "My stomach hurts."

"I'll take you to the hospital." He probably remembered my stomach trouble before, and he seemed a little nervous at the moment. In fact, I knew it was ordinary gastroenteritis, but he wouldn't listen, so he felt that he had to do something. examine.

I couldn't walk, so he carried me downstairs. I am more than 1.8 meters tall, and I exercise all the year round. On his back, he could feel his heartbeat and nervous breathing.

"It's not a big problem. Didn't you read it last time?" I closed my eyes and said, "Slow down, my stomach is pushed up."

He slowed down and his breathing became more and more sluggish until he took me to the garage. After getting in the car, he slammed the steering wheel and sped towards the hospital.

"Zuo Qi." When I was in a daze, I heard him say, "Don't drink next time."

"Okay." I really made up my mind to quit drinking.

When the car arrived at the hospital, I should have said it in advance, so the medical staff came over immediately, and I just had a stomachache, but here it was in full swing, as if to prevent me from any accidents.

Finally, it was found out that it was really just gastroenteritis, and Lu Qiao was relieved. He hugged me, and I was able to calm down with his head buried in my neck. I feel that he is different today, but I can’t tell. What is different.

It was Dr. Xu who checked me. He had nothing to expect from me. He glanced at my medical report skillfully, then raised his voice, and read the report in front of me: "Oh, it's an old problem. Oh, I was hospitalized three times a month ago, and I had a knife in my stomach twice, how long is it now... oh, I've been drinking."

I was lying on the bed, unable to refute what the doctor said, he was telling the truth, and I knew that if it wasn't for drinking, it wouldn't be so bad, but there was no way, I still had to earn money to support myself.

Maybe he will have to raise Lu Qiao in the future, of course, maybe he doesn't need me to raise him.

Lu Qiao was chattering with the doctor in the corridor and I couldn't hear clearly. When he came in, his expression was slightly strange. I thought he was angry because of this incident, so I had to coax him with an apologetic smile and said: "I won't dare next time."

"Do you have another time?" Lu Qiao bared his teeth at me, and rushed forward to try to bite me very fiercely. I thought he was just pretending, but who knew he bit my neck, which was quite painful, and I gasped. With a single breath, he could only push him, he refused to let go, but he relaxed his strength, finally he just bit weakly, and whispered: "Don't scare me, I'm not in good health, the doctor said I can't bear it." Exciting."

"Huh?" I snorted lightly, and he let go, his eyes were on my neck all the time, I knew what he was looking at, so I could only smile: "It doesn't hurt."

I used to think that Lu Qiao was a shrewd and difficult person, but who knew that when it came to love, he turned out to be this kind of virtue, which really surprised me.

I haven't seen Jiang Yihang for a while, I thought I was about to forget such a person, but fate is so magical, God always wants you to meet the person you least want to see in the happiest time.

But I didn't expect that when I saw him again, he would appear in front of me with a stack of photos.

"Brother Qi." He lost a lot of weight, wore a hat, looked at me with gloomy eyes, and stared at me: "Didn't you say that I am disgusting, so how clean is the one around you now? You always Keep jumping from one pit to another."

I looked at him, and he was standing in front of my hospital bed, with a scar on his chin that looked like it had just been bruised.

"Brother Qi." He supported my hospital bed and slowly squatted down, saying word by word: "Come back to me, I really know I made a mistake, and I will never make a mistake again."

"How did you find this place?" I looked at him almost calmly. I thought it would be difficult for me to get out of this traumatic shadow, but I didn't expect it to be so easy. When I saw him, I didn't like him, probably because he was rather disgusted. stranger.

"Brother Qi!" He moved closer to me: "Look at these photos and see if there is anything you like."

A stack of photos was placed in front of me, and I glanced out of the corner of my eye to see the first one, two people embracing each other, one is Lu Qiao, and the other is a strange face, which I don’t know at all one person.

"It turns out that this is the person he liked before." I picked up the photos, flipped through a few of them casually, and had to say that he was completely different from me.

The person in the photo looks like a little sun, enthusiastic and unrestrained, and you can feel his optimism and cheerfulness through the photo. I saw him hugging Lu Qiao and gesturing towards the camera.

"Brother Qi." Jiang Yihang moved closer to me, as if he wanted to see my expression clearly. He wanted to see my reaction. I didn't know, but I heard him say, "Aren't you jealous?"

Why should I be jealous?I know what happened to Lu Qiao before, and I even know how much he loves the person before him, but so what, Lu Qiao and I are both adults, we were together if there was a destiny, and we broke up if there was no destiny, no one bothered to force it.

I returned the photo to Jiang Yihang. He pinched the photo as if pinching something, and suddenly laughed: "You don't like Lu Qiao that much, do you know what he should look like if you like him? Like me, when I saw you with him, I was very angry and mad with jealousy, brother Qi, you still like me, right?"

There was a gleam of joy on his face that had fascinated me infinitely, as if he had found the answer he wanted from my silence. I looked at him and thought it was very funny.

"Do you know what's the difference between you and a dog?" I asked him.

"What?" He froze for a moment, but didn't understand why I asked this question. I told him: "At least a dog knows how to save face. What about you? You don't want anything."

He stared at me blankly, and then laughed loudly: "Yes, yes, I am such a person, you are a gangster, I am shameless, do you think we are a natural match, we are both scum anyway. "

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感谢在2022-03-0223:57:20~2022-03-0920:27:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Jiuli;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of seanmylove;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!