no one save me

The car was parked in an open space. Now there are no people here. It is almost deserted. The car can be parked anywhere. After getting off the car with Lu Qiao, I walked to my house. I walked over the dam. The documents came down a few years ago. It was said that this area was in disrepair, but it was left behind. There are only old people who can hardly walk here. They farm here and are self-sufficient. Their children come back once a year, or they don’t come back at all.

"Did you live here before?" Lu Qiao had never seen such a place, and any place was new to him. He asked, "Then where did you go to school?"

"Walking for 15 minutes, there is an elementary school, which was built with donations." I thought about it, and told him to the point: "It should be the best building in the town."

I remember that the table I used when I was a child was made of wood. Either this piece was broken or that piece had a hole. The table kept shaking, and the chairs were missing arms and legs. If you want to go to junior high school, you have to take the bus in the town to go to the city.

"I've only seen such a place on TV." Lu Qiao reached out and touched the railing. No one had been here for a long time. A large piece of dust had condensed here. He coughed several times, then took two steps back, looking Looking at the big iron gate, he asked, "Does this have a key?"

"No." After so many years, how could I still have a key, and I didn't use a key before.

"Then how do you get in?" Lu Qiao was a little puzzled. He looked around, but there was no way to get in. I smiled, then stepped on the stone next to me skillfully, jumped a bit, and reached out to hook it The wall, then suddenly turned over and jumped off the iron gate.

It's as difficult as climbing over a wall, or even a little easier.

Lu Qiao also climbed over with my method, but he had never done such a thing before, obviously guilty, and asked me several times on the way: "Is this your home? Are you right?"

"No." I beckoned and prepared to walk forward, but I didn't expect other footsteps to come from outside. I immediately felt bad. Sure enough, there was a voice from outside the door, and a rough voice shouted: "Who! Who? Ah! How to steal something!"

Lu Qiao has never seen such a posture before. Just as he was about to explain, he let go of his hand and fell down from the door. I immediately rushed over and hugged him. The two of them rolled on the ground to relieve some of the momentum. Except for a little skin scratch, it was not hurt.

I touched his ribs, arms, and leg bones, and I was relieved to see that he was fine.

"Uncle Wang! It's me! I, Zuo Qi, I'll bring my friends back." I lay down on the iron gate and yelled. Uncle Wang was getting older, so he saw me clearly when he got closer, and immediately laughed: "Xiao Qi , why did you come back? I came back just in time, I just picked vegetables from the vegetable garden, and I will go to Uncle Wang's house for dinner later, do you understand?"

"Yeah, good." I answered twice, and the old man walked away with a cane.

"Zuo Qi." Lu Qiao didn't care whether the ground was dirty or not. He sat on the steps and waved his hands: "Let me tell you, if I fall and become disabled, you really have to take care of me for the rest of my life."

"Well, if you are crippled, I'll leave you here to fend for yourself." I sighed, watching him hissing with his arms folded and sucking in air-conditioning, I was a little worried if the bone was broken, and I wanted to take another look. He grabbed her and kissed her.

The person who was clasping his arms and screaming for pain just now showed a triumphant smile: "Does your heart hurt?"

"..." I sighed: "The main reason is that I am afraid of legal responsibility."

Uncle Wang lives not far from my house. It is only two steps away. He is a left-behind old man, and his children will not come back. Slowly, he lives alone and grows a vegetable field by the water. It should be □□ ten years old.

"I used to like to eat the crabs and lobsters caught by his family." I pointed to the dam in front, which is where we walked before: "There used to be a lot of lobsters and crabs. You can eat as much as you want, but you have to eat it yourself." Lao, there is Erzi Restaurant where we came, the lobster made by his house is the best, but it is very spicy, so it may not suit your taste."

"Did you live here alone before, or..." Lu Qiao asked me.

"My grandma and I." I didn't have a key, but I didn't lock the door inside when I left. It opened with a slight push, and the dust came oncoming. I said, "My parents are not here." They have lived here, they have not lived here for a long time, they went to the city."

"Oh." Lu Qiao walked around the room, and then his eyes fell on a photo. He walked over to take a look, and asked, "Is this you?"

In the photo are two old people, two young people, and two children.

"Hmm." I didn't even bother to look up and told him, "The kid in the middle is me."

"I figured it out." Lu Qiao laughed, "This looks like your temper."

Indeed, compared to the other, I have a much more aggressive temper. I was brought up by my grandma, and that one was brought up by my parents. It may be that the environment is different, so my temper is different. No matter how I make up for it later, I can’t feel close to the other party.

"That's your...brother?" Lu Qiao asked.

"Yeah." I replied, but I don't have a younger brother now.

"He doesn't look like you, but his eyes are very similar, almost exactly the same." Lu Qiao took a closer look, and then asked, "You two don't have a good relationship, do you?"

This question really stumps me, and I don’t know if the relationship is compatible, because we have never met, I live here in my daily life, either make mistakes every day, or get scolded again, the whole town knows that I have a bad personality, So the reputation is also bad, which is why later no matter whether I did it or not, they always say "Zuo Qi, right? I knew that kid did it".

People really have to have a good reputation, otherwise it is easy to be blamed, such as me.

"What about him, do you want to go and look for him? At least he was born by a parent." Lu Qiao thought for a while and asked me again: "Is it a parent?"

"Hmm." They are indeed the same parents, but they are treated differently. It is not surprising that Lu Qiao has this doubt. He took the photo, pointed at the person on it and said, "You are prettier than him."

"It's too good-looking to eat." I couldn't help laughing, and I said, "He has better grades than me."

"He also goes to school here?" Lu Qiao asked me.

"Of course not." When I thought about how my parents could let their sweetheart go to such a school, I found it funny.

"They are all the same parents, why are they treated so differently?" Lu Qiao asked me about my doubts since I was a child, and then I grew up and saw more things, until one day I met someone who had the same experience as me. His parents happen to be employees of our company. Out of curiosity, I asked a casual question, but I got an answer that has not been answered for so many years. They told me that because when they were working in other places, the child was placed by the grandfather On the grandma's side, the education is not good, and the roots are broken, so I don't want to waste time to take care of it, but this little one was born later and grew up by their side. Of course, the relationship is different.

Of course, this relationship is different...it is indeed different, so it is because of this reason.

"Don't you want to look for it now?" Lu Qiao asked me.

"No, because I can't find it." I told him.

He was very puzzled, tilted his head slightly, and then said: "Why?"

"..." I thought for a long time before I said, "Because my parents took him abroad."

I heard from my grandma that it was for better development and to give him a chance to broaden his horizons. At the beginning, he said that he went out for a few months, then a few years, and then he never saw them again.

The last time I contacted was when Jiang Yihang and I were together, the couple called me, severely reprimanded me, and asked me to correct my mistakes immediately.

I'm fucking right, what should I change?

"I once thought about one thing." Lu Qiao put the photo on the table, and he said to me: "If the two of us can stay together forever, when we get old, let's live in a nursing home together."

"Huh?" I didn't think so far, I don't know if I can grow old, I don't know if I can be together forever, there are too many unknown things, I never think so much.

"Are we going to live here these few days?" Lu Qiao asked me.

I patted the bed, and immediately a lot of dust flew up. Both of us were coughing badly. He covered his mouth and nose, and couldn't help laughing: "You are good enough, such a big dust, before you Didn't you come back and tidy up?"

"No." I seldom come back, it should be said that I almost never come, because of various reasons, or various escapes, but more often, I really want to come back, I will bring Jiang Yihang here This is the second time I've been here.

"Will you really go to that old man's house for dinner?" Lu Qiao probably thought I was joking, but I'm not joking. The old people here are very stubborn, especially Uncle Wang, who just told him to go to his place for lunch at noon. If you don't go, he will be angry.

I patted him on the shoulder with a smile and said, "Don't want to go?"

"Old man..." Lu Qiao hesitated: "You are so old, how about I cook?"

"Cooking? You don't know how to use a firewood pot in the countryside. If you cook, it's almost the same as the cooking method." I sighed and reassured him: "Uncle Wang's cooking is delicious, definitely better than yours. The restaurants I usually go to eat are much more delicious.”

"I believe this." Lu Qiao looked at the big iron gate, then at me: "But...would he think that I'm so stupid to climb the iron gate and fall down again?"

"..." I finally couldn't help laughing.

Not to mention anything else, regardless of the past, regardless of the future, at least at this moment, I want to follow what he said for a moment and think about how we should live when we are old.