Yu Xin like congratulations

When someone talks to you about his love, do you feel envious, do you think that he is immersed in the happiness of love now, or do you think that this is the time when his love has quietly happened? Misfortune happened.His word-for-word narration, repetition, and emphasis on love seem to have become a kind of mourning ceremony, like a love song.Just tell me and Cong Er about my love that afternoon.

After that, I went to the company to resign.The supervisor wanted to keep me, and I said I was a little tired.He said that when you have a rest, come and find me.I smiled and told him, when the headquarters will set up a branch in Taiyuan, you can find me.I didn't go back to where Cong'er lived.Because I know that Shiyang can't contact me, so I will definitely go to Cong'er to find me.I went back to the basement in front of Tianning Temple where I lived with Shiyang before, maybe he would not have thought that I came back here.The house was quiet, and I was doing a thorough cleaning myself, thinking that maybe there would be fewer cockroaches.After packing up, I went out to buy food.On the way back, my family called and asked me when I would go back.I said later.Mom said, there is a girl, we want you to go on a blind date, you should come back sometime.I said yes, I don't know what to do, so I agreed so readily.Mom asked me if Chenchen was okay, and I said it was fine.Mom sighed over there and said that the weather is cold, you should wear more clothes.I said yes, and my mother asked me if Yang Yang and Chen Chen were okay.My eyes were wet, and I said everything was fine, don't worry.After hanging up the phone, I leaned against a tree by the side of the road, sobbing fiercely regardless of the people coming to my left and right.I don't know what it is for.Cong'er called me at night and asked me where I was. I said I found a house by myself, and he asked me why you didn't answer Shiyang's call.Now he is making trouble with me, you tell him.

Shiyang was on the other end of the phone and asked me what happened.I said nothing.He explained that there is, so tell me.Tell me where you are and I'll find you.I said I was where we lived before.Half an hour later, Shiyang appeared in front of me.Look at the house I cleaned.Ask me why I remember coming here, are you avoiding me?I said no, I want to be alone for a few days.He saw that there was nothing on the bed, and asked me if you were going to spend the night like this.I said I haven't had time to go out and buy it.He said let's go out for a walk and buy you some bedding by the way.I said I can't live here for a few days, so don't buy it.He touched the wound on my hand and told me that you were fighting that night.Tell me, what's the matter.I said that when I went back that day, I saw Chen Chen woke up and kissed you.He said and then.I said and I left.I said I don't know what happened between you.My mother called me today, ready to let me go back on a blind date.He asked me how are you going to do it.I said for a while, I want to go back.He looked at me and asked if I was coming back.I said I don't know, maybe I won't come back.He asked me, didn't you tell me that no one should run away.Did you forget it.I asked him if you like Chenchen.He said what do you think.I said he likes you.He asked me, doesn't he like Yang Yang?I said he will be nice to you.Shiyang asked me, so you are going to treat me badly, right?Your brother told you that he likes me, and you love your brother, so he is ready to quit, and he is going to give me to your brother, right? What do you think of me? What is love with you? Did you go?Did you fulfill the great brotherhood and take love as a gift?What the hell am I with you, or are you going to sacrifice yourself and take my life by the way.Facing his questioning, I couldn't say a word.I thought Shiyang was going to leave in a fit of anger or raise his hand to hit me.In fact, I admit it.He said how do you make such a stupid decision, is your brain broken?I just smiled silly, like a fool.Like leading a child, he took me to buy bedding, toiletries, and food for the night, and returned to the place where we lived, just like when we first came.We just ate food to each other, no one said anything about it, just pretended nothing happened, and talked about other things.It just doesn't feel right.

Lying together at night as always, I said I thought it was the last time we would live together.He said it doesn't matter, they are still young.Do whatever you want.I said you and Chen Chen get along well.He will be nice to you.He said he likes girls, you know.I said that was before.Now Yang Yang is gone.He said you are really selfish, how could you treat me like this.I said we are still a family.I hope we are all happy.He didn't say anything, just asked me if you really decided.I said I thought about it.Both you and Chenchen will be fine.He turned away.I hugged him tightly and buried my head deeply in his body, not wanting to come out.He said that if this is the case, you might as well not go to Ningxia.

I hugged him all night and didn't sleep.I don't know if he slept well or not.That night, I knew that this person really loved me. That night and even after a long time, I always wanted to regret it, and I wanted to tell Chenchen to let him find someone else. Shiyang was mine, and I would not give it to him.Shiyang hasn't contacted me since then.Chenchen called me once and asked me if I was ready. I made an appointment with him in Xidan.I said you treat Shiyang well, if he wants to do something good or bad, I will kill you.Then I took off the emerald green ring that Shiyang bought for me from the ring finger of my left hand and handed it to Chenchen.In the days that followed, I called Mosquito and Cong'er every day, and asked them about Shiyang's recent situation.And I can really feel that kind of hearsay feeling.I often go for a stroll near the place where Shiyang works, hoping to see him. I think I am going crazy.I know I can't live without him.Once a mosquito saw me when I was eating at noon, and asked me to go with me.Ask me what happened to Shiyang.I told her what happened.She said why are you like this, love is your love.Does Shiyang like your brother?I said my brother likes Shiyang.She said that means you love your brother more than Ai Shiyang, right?I am really speechless to you, why is this, how is this.I said I don't know what's wrong now, I don't know what to do.I asked her how she would have handled it.She asked me if it was your brother who wanted you to get married and said that on purpose.I said that time I saw him kiss him.She said that Shiyang is at work now, and I called him to come over, so you can talk to her face to face.I said don't call, I just come and walk around.She said you came because you wanted him crazy, I understand.He called Shiyang, and Shiyang acted as if nothing had happened, chatting with me with a smile on his face, I thought it felt so strange and far away.got up and left.

…Love continues love in a disguised form in the way of ending, making it complete in the incomplete pain…

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