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I'm already a little drunk.Taking advantage of the dim lights, he just smiled obsessively at Shun'er and the mosquito.Shun'er drank heavily and didn't ask me anything.The mosquito said it was getting late, let's go back.Shun'er asked the mosquito what happened to them, the mosquito said he woke up, you can ask him, I don't know.Shun'er said go and I'll send you back, but I said I'll go back by myself.He said that no matter where you go back by yourself, you will drink to such a degree that you are still showing off.Then he couldn't help but stuff me into the car, and told the mosquito that you should go back first, and I will send him back.I also forgot whether it was his car or a rental car, so I started crying.He didn't say a word, and I fell asleep.When I woke up the next day, I was lying on the same bed that Shi Yang and I were lying on before Jinyu Alley.The curtains were drawn, but it still couldn't block the bright sunshine and sunny weather outside.I got up naked and opened the curtains, and the mallow grew so big that it looked like a boy I hadn't seen for a long time.They were all out, and the little one was lying on the bed.Chenchen doesn't smoke, and Shiyang seldom smokes. I used the ashtray on the bedside table before, washed it very clean and put it there.Underneath is a note written by Shi Yang: There is breakfast in the kitchen, you can heat it up yourself.I put the key I had earlier in the ashtray and walked away.On the way, I wondered if Chenchen really liked Shiyang, and I wondered what happened, and it became like this.Shun Er called and asked me if I was okay.I said it's okay, I'm strolling outside.He said that you don't go to work in this weather and wander around.I said to go back to where I live, and he asked me, are you not living with Shiyang now.I said I live outside by myself.He smiled and asked me, where are you singing, and what's the matter if it's good.I said it's okay, I haven't woken up yet, and hung up.Back to my Tianning Temple, I continued to sleep for another day.I know that this will be the saddest time before I make a decision, but this terrible time seems to have just begun.

When I woke up he sat next to me, it made me feel like I was in a dream, I couldn't speak while holding his hand.He asked me if I was okay.I said I dreamed of you just now.He smiled and asked me if it was true.I just smiled and nodded.He asked me what did you dream about.I said that I dreamed that we went to Ningxia, where your mother was waiting for us and cooked a lot of delicious food.There are only three of us in the world, so I don't know where.You sleep in your mother's arms, and she reads nursery rhymes to you to lull you to sleep, "Baby baby, you are quiet, Daddy comes back to buy a knife and knife, the knife knife peels the skin, and the baby eats pears." Then you become a baby , I cried in fright.He said that if you have any problems, just tell me, let's solve it together.I said that my life was not good, and I felt that I was alone.He said let's go back and live.I said I want to go home, I don't know how to face Chenchen, I don't know how to face you, I don't know how to face our love.We are still so young, and the time is shining at the best time under the best sun and growing vigorously. I said that I am actually reluctant to part with anything, and I can't grasp anything.When I said this, he was peeling the eggs, and the sound of the egg shells falling on the ground was clearly transmitted to my ears. Just like in a dream, I have never heard such a sensitive and clear collision, and it was accurate every time. It pierced the deepest part of my heart like a steel needle.

I asked him if you had eaten.He said no.I said let's eat together.He gave me the eggs.Say it's cold now.I nodded, and he said that he could buy a bottle of bean curd with sauce and eat it with a steamed bun at night.I asked him what time it was, and he said eight forty at night.As he said, he broke the steamed bun, sandwiched it between the sauced tofu with chopsticks, and gave it to me.I also caught one myself.I asked him if it was delicious.He nodded.I said that I often ate like this before, and now it’s the same as before, but there are some things, it’s like I can’t go back.If I don't go to Ningxia and we go to the Jiankou Great Wall with Yang Yang and Chen Chen to climb the mountain, Yang Yang will have no accident, nothing will happen.He asked me what you were doing at our company that day, and I said I was looking for mosquitoes.He said that the mosquito told me that you had been wandering around there for a long time, and that Cong Er saw you upstairs several times.I said I was fine to stay and go shopping around.He said that sometimes you are like a child, and you can't even tell a lie.I would probably do the same if I were you.I asked him what would happen if you were me now.If Chenchen tells you that he likes you.He said that I can only tell you that what you have given me is beyond the reach of anyone except my mother. You are my benefactor, my lover and angel.I will live and struggle for the benefit of you, myself and Chen Chen.I only worry that one day you will have a wife and children, and I will lose the meaning of my existence to you.But I have to survive, probably for love's sake, I don't want to spoil your plans, I don't want to interfere with your life, I know you all know you know me.I hope we are all well, I will not affect you, and I can cherish you and love you without affecting your family.I raised my hand to wipe the crumbs from the corner of his mouth for him. He held my hand and told me that this is all I can do.I said I don't deserve this from you.

Then his phone rang, it was Chenchen.He said your brother called and asked where I was.Let me go back early, he made me delicious.I said he promised me that he would treat you well, I believe he likes you.Perhaps during this special time when I was not around, you gave him something that no one else could give him except Yang Yang.Live your life well.He got up and said that I will go back.I nodded.He said that I'm leaving, and I nodded again. The moment his hand was taken away from mine, I suddenly realized that this was not a dream.Standing on the ground barefoot, he looked at me and asked me what was wrong.I asked him what are you doing here.He said look at you, I know you won't stay there when you wake up.I said no, I just thought it was in a dream.He smiled and said it was time to wake up.I want to go out, he said it's cold outside, don't come out.I saw his umbrella outside and wondered what was falling from the sky.

After he left, I woke up completely - it was not a dream, he really came.It's just that I tried my best to make it a dream, and I tried my best to believe that in fact, he never came, it was just my own dream.I was not reconciled, so I ran outside, and the bitter wind carried snowflakes slyly around the gaps in my clothes and bit my collarbone, giving me a chill of gnashing my teeth.The profuse snowflakes, like the appearance that can only be seen in dreams, cover uneven and familiar footprints.Putting on a quilt, she lit a cigarette, and the silent smoke curled up freely, without any expression of sadness or joy.When I think of Chenchen and Shiyang, I still feel that I am worthy of happiness and comfort.What Chenchen promised me is gradually being fulfilled.Except for my beloved Shi Yang, we all worked hard together, urging me to make up my mind to finally leave.Let it all end peacefully.Enron's start.It's like a dream.

...how about we discuss it.let's not wake up again...

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