Yu Xin like congratulations

The light came on, and the one who came in was my best friend from school days, my best friend, who I consider to be my lifelong brother, Cong Er.He bought Red Star Erguotou at 56°, pancakes for three yuan a piece, pickles for four yuan and five cents a catty, and raw bean puffs.Broad beans for six dollars.He said he wanted to have a good drink with me.I asked him how long we hadn't had a drink.He said that the last time was before I went to Ningxia.I said that those actually don’t count.He pulled the quilt over my face and I closed my eyes.I picked broad beans and chewed them in my mouth, and told him that those were not counted. I remember that I drank with you in a restaurant outside the school before graduation. At that time, you asked me what my plan was, and I said to go out and fight In the talent market, I asked you if you want to go home, but he said no, and I said let's go together.He nodded as we gulped down the glass of wine in one gulp.At that time, Cong'er said that many of his classmates laughed at him in the four years of college, but I was the only one who didn't laugh. He asked me why.I said I thought he was different from others.But now it seems that these are not tenable.In fact, I didn't know why at the time.Maybe I'm not a person who likes to take pleasure in making fun of others.He said it was fate.He asked me what was the second time, and I said I couldn't remember clearly. Even after everyone came out of school, they didn't have such lofty emotions as imagined.There is always a gap between reality and ideal.I remember the most difficult time, the two of us pooled money and then picked up a lot of mineral water bottles to sell, and exchanged the money to buy food. It was the kind of two people eating a bowl of noodles together, and the food was very happy.Hearing this, he took a sip of his wine.I grabbed a handful of broad beans and gave him an apple box that he was looking for under the table, and put all the things he bought on it.I said that I have never been clear about how much you drink. When you go out to drink, except for very private parties, they usually protect you.He said that I can actually drink very well, but my parents told me that drinking was a mistake, so they hid it.I said let's open it up and drink it today.

He asked me what happened between you and Shiyang. I always felt that there was something wrong with you two.I looked at him, his small eyes were staring at me, I knew he didn't drink too much now, he was asking me for proof.I asked myself if I should tell him about it.It was like a cat looking out for a run. When it got to the door and saw it was raining outside, it was hesitating whether to run out and have a good time.Hesitation, cats will wag their tails when they hesitate.I'm debating whether to tell him or not.Let me tell you, we're all drunk!He didn't speak, just drank a few times.I said I liked him, and when he put down the glass, it felt like he was stupid.Ask me, what are you talking about?you like him? ——Shiyang!I said he likes me too.I have known since the second grade of junior high school that I don't like women.He started to stutter, and asked me if I had a good relationship with him after four years of college, and I said you should die.I just like men.He said that I am not a scholar.I said I'm just a buddy to you, understand.According to what you say, do I also like Shun'er, isn't Shun'er getting along well with mosquitoes now?He popped out the word homosexual word by word.I said that's the same name, okay?He also asked me further, more detailed and more technical things that they thought were less technical, and I refused to answer them.I said let’s eat all of these, the result of drinking today is that I let you know that I don’t like women, I like Shiyang, I don’t like you, I only treat you as a buddy, how will you live in the future Just live as you want, if you think about friendship, you can help Shiyang more.He said that I have always been vague about whether you have become estranged from me and become more attached to Shiyang, but now I seem to be basically clear.I should treat him as my sister-in-law.What did I say, sister-in-law or not, she is my lover.Be like me to him.He asked me why you came here instead of looking for Shiyang.I was speechless at once.

The phone rang, just right, and I said it was my brother.Chenchen said he wanted to say a few words to me, and I asked him where you are and I will find you.I hung up the phone and went out.I told Cong'er that I would come as soon as I went, let him eat slowly, and that he knew what I told him.Then I didn't wear more clothes.Not far from where Shiyang and I lived, I saw Chen Chen, who was my younger brother, but also looked like something else.I asked him if he had eaten.He said he ate.I said, it is not easy for our parents to raise us, and we all develop well and behave well.He said he knew.Here is what he said to me, which I remember very well even though I was drinking—he said:

I think it through, there are some things, I want to tell you, I know you love me very much, now I tell you that I like Shiyang.Can you accept it.

I said that I slept all day today, just to think about this matter, but I didn't expect to get an answer from you so soon.Let go of Yang Yang first, have you asked yourself where you put Yang Yang?Besides, does Shiyang like you?

He said that I will do my best to make Shiyang like me. During the time you were in Ningxia, I knew every time you called each other. He went to the balcony at night.He is not afraid of disturbing me, but he is afraid that you will be sad if you find out.

I laughed very strangely.He told me that he likes Shiyang because he can't like other girls except Yang Yang.I rushed forward immediately, threw him to the ground, raised my fist and hit him hard, and he also circled around with me.He said out of breath, you quit, parents want you to get married.I will take good care of Shiyang and myself, so that everything will be complete.I said you should know that you are the one who can get married, but he said that we can't get married now, and the family's hope lies with me.I say go dream, you think love is just for fun, don’t you, do you know how the love between me and Shiyang has come to this day, does Shiyang know about it?Did you tell him?Is he ready to be with you?He said the key is you.I asked him when did you become like this.He didn't speak again.I am also tired.I missed a punch when I hit him and he dodged and my hand hit the ground and bled.I say go away.I think about it.

When I turned around again, I saw Shiyang, Chenchen, and Cong'er holding my clothes.Shiyang asked me when you came back, I said just arrived, Cong'er has something to do with me, you go back first, I'll spend the night with Cong'er, okay.He smiled and I felt like I was in a dream.Is it because he thinks he is also dreaming, or is he also drinking? I really want to run over to him and ask him if Chenchen kissed you in the morning, do you know, or is it that you guys have been hiding it from me all this time.

That's my love, are you going to kill me?

My hand hurts.Leave them and go back.I don't remember what month or day it was, it was cold at night, I drank wine, and I drank a lot when I went back, and I dropped something.Onion said, I'm crazy.Perhaps it was a dream that brought me back to the time when Chenchen and I were young. At that time, I didn't know love.let me go back, ok.I know it's impossible.

…Blow the cool breeze in summer, and sleep with you in winter, my dear child…

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