Yu Xin like congratulations

It snowed heavily on the first day of the Spring Festival last year. I remember that I told Shiyang a happy new year that the auspicious snow would bring a good year.The first day of this year, the weather is very good.Not a single snowflake.They returned to Beijing on the eighth day after the year.I was going to send them off.I just clearly felt that Ya'er and Shiyang were weird in those few days.And the embarrassment after I met Shiyang in the morning of the first day of junior high school.I could see that he was deliberately hiding his inner discomfort.I have nothing to say.Just like the three people walking on the road now.It's only been a year since the last trip.That's all there is to it.This is the first time I have tasted the difficulty of marriage for me, and the beginning of that period of unknown length of life, but I will always encourage myself to continue everything until the end of my life, and give everything I can, because I have no way You can retreat, and you can't afford to implicate anyone.On the way, Shiyang said that we should take the small road to the west, the one we walked together last year.I looked at Chen Chen, pointed to the other end, and the three of them walked there together.Chen Chen walked ahead without saying a word.I walked behind with Shiyang.Ask him how he is feeling these days.He said it's okay, but I think Ya'er seems to have doubts about me or something else.I said it's all right, it's all over.Just don't know what will happen next.He said who knows what will happen tomorrow.I smiled and said, how about you also look at my handprints.He said yes.I stretched out my palm, and he joined his palm with mine and said three words.I will remember it all my life.I said I thought it through, but in fact you should despise me.I am indeed a deserter on the road of love.He picked up a fallen leaf with frost and put it in the bag, zipped it up, and asked me if I despise you, can everything start over.Even if you start from scratch, can you promise not to quit?Even if you can guarantee not to quit, can you guarantee that I will not part ways with you.He said that there are too many variables in life that make us helpless.this is life.But we can keep ourselves from changing with the changes of the outside world.He smiled and said to me.I asked him what are your plans for the future.He told me no plans.Chen Chen was already waiting for us on the edge of the Xiangyang River.After catching up with him the three of us stood there looking back at the village we had left in the distance.Then he yelled loudly, not knowing what to say.Shiyang said you should go back, don't send it away.It's been a long way.I nodded and asked him to say hello to Shun Er.Stand there and watch them leave.

Back in the village, there were many children setting off firecrackers on the road. Two of them belonged to Daxing'er's family who passed away last year. Now that they have grown up, they occasionally laugh innocently.It has become the most vivid life and hope under the sun.After I went back, Ya'er was sitting with my mother and asked me if I was back.I hummed, said I was a little sleepy, and went back to the house.Mom asked Ya'er behind her, what happened to Lian Chen.Ya'er can't tell him clearly.I awoke to find that I was covered with a blanket.Looking at the time, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon, thinking about where their train had gone.Get up and go out, Ya'er asked me, don't you want to eat something?Just woke up and came out to look at the cold.I said I'm not hungry, I'm going to find some flower seeds.She asked me what flower seeds you were looking for.I said Yu Xin.She said that I have it at home, and I will go back and get it for you another day.

At night for dinner, my father asked me to drink.I said I quit.Father said to drink less, I have something to tell you.Mother poured wine for me and my father.My father picked up the wine cup and touched it with me.Ask me you have a family, what are your plans for the future.I said let's idle for a few years and learn how to farm, and I will talk about it later.It's okay if the father says it, Mr. a baby.At that time, when I have a burden, I will have to be busy.After dinner, I went to wash the dishes.My mother asked me, what are you hiding from your father and me.I smiled, not knowing what to say.But it's too late to say anything now, what else can I do, so I told her no.Mom said it's wrong, but you've already got a family, and this girl is pretty good, so just take it easy and live a good life wholeheartedly, listen to mom.I nodded.Chen Chen once asked me what it was like to get married.I said that I didn't feel anything, and I just performed what I should and had to do.What they tell me the most is to live a good life, including Shiyang.I actually want them to know that I'm not having a very happy life.Of course, this has nothing to do with Yaer, it is my own choice.I had no choice but to choose a day that made me unhappy. This period is very long. I just want to take good care of my girl's happiness, and don't let her suffer any harm, especially from me.It's just that they don't know me, maybe they know, and there is no proper way to help me.

The girl brought the seeds of Yu Xin's flowers from home. It was the second day of the Lantern Festival. Two weeks later in the morning, I found a shovel at noon, loosened the soil in the flower pond, watered it, and asked her about the seeds. Where is it?She went into the house and took it out for me, and asked me if I planted it all.I am right.She said that it will bloom in a few days.I said about the same, at the time of the vernal equinox, there were only a few days.The seeds were sown and covered with a layer of soil.Covered with plastic film.It's like planting a lot of dreams, waiting for germination, flowering, spring equinox, autumn equinox.The whole courtyard is full of bright red like blood.It seems that a major event has been accomplished, and my year seems to be dedicated to him.Sometimes feel sorry girl.She seemed to know everything, but said nothing.After the beginning of the second month of the lunar calendar, every family began to work in the fields, very tired.So much so that there is an illusion: I feel that I live a solid life every day and sleep soundly at night.Because I always go to bed after eating early, and get up early the next day to go to the fields.When I come back for lunch at noon, I will check how my Yu Xin is doing.My sustenance seems to be only him now.I hope that it will bloom soon, and under the sun, it will bloom in the colors we agreed upon at that time.My mother talked to me several times, and I knew it wasn't Ya'er who talked to her.I responded to what my mother said, but I still got up early every day to go to the fields and went to bed early at night.Once Ya'er asked me if you were sleepy.I said not sleepy.She asked me are you tired.I say somewhat.She took my hand in her own.Maybe overnight.The next day I woke up early and responded to her implicitly, just like on New Year's Eve, sweating profusely on her body, feeling that I was a little sorry for my stature.She was still asleep when I left and I knew her eyes were just closed.

…For me.what is love. …

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