Yu Xin like congratulations

You know, in fact, I was not happy.Most of the time, I am thinking about me and many people like me, whether the relationship between our life and happiness is contradictory or what it is like.In fact, there have been many times when I worried that this kind of life would not last long.Worrying will be unbearable, bring it up, let's separate.When I have this kind of thoughts, I try to restrain myself, and focus more on the happiness of my daughter, the happiness of my parents, and the happiness of Chenchen's free love in the future.I didn't dare to think about it deeply, and I didn't dare to think whether I was eroding the girl's real happiness if I kept on living like this.Although I was desperately thinking about the power that made me make up my mind when I was about to enter into marriage, I hope I can use this power to settle myself down and continue.But the actual result was that I was so distraught that I couldn't think of anything.

In addition to being busy with her tailor shop, Ya'er is doing what a virtuous wife and a filial daughter-in-law should do at home every day.When I came back from the fields, I would occasionally buy tofu or cut two catties of lean meat from a butcher shop and carry them home.Then I went home and looked at Yu Xin, who was growing taller and blooming rapidly, facing the blood-like color and thinking about this flower like a person, a lover like life.The spring breeze came about two weeks after I planted them.They have been blooming very brightly, comparable to the sun.I called Shiyang and told him that the Yuxin flowers I planted were blooming.He smiled and said that the mallow in his place was also in bloom.I asked him what color it was, and he said it was golden and yellow like the sun, but the flowers were very small and the flowering period was very short.In the next few days, I found Yaer nauseated several times, and my mother asked Yaer sensitively if she had it.And personally went to the town hospital with us for an examination.Just that one time, it really happened.My mother happily went back to the field and told my father that my father simply stopped his farm work and came back to set off firecrackers. He had a very rich meal at noon that day.Mother first burned incense and worshiped Buddha.Then I burned incense before my grandparents took pictures and told them that the family was about to spread its branches and leaves, and there would be successors.Then I bought a lot of hawthorn for the girl, saying it was sour and spicy.Ya'er is also very happy.They are all very happy.Their joy dilutes my sorrow and smears it deep.I always wanted to ask Ya'er if I wanted to know whether she and I were happy or not, so I swallowed it.

That time Shiyang told me that Shun Er asked him for my address and said he wanted to send me something.That time when I was in the field, I heard the announcement from the village radio station that I had my package to go and pick it up.When I went, my mother had already taken it back.I went back and asked her what it was.The girl said she was from Beijing.My mother said that it didn't seem to be sent by Chenchen, and the name on it was someone else, and Chenchen didn't call me, so you can take it apart and see for yourself.Shun Er sent me an MP3 and a new album of his.I know some of the songs in it, such as the one he played the guitar and sang to me when he stayed overnight at his house after an accident and was hospitalized.And a little bit more about the song he wrote to Shiyang.Turning on the MP3 played the familiar and sad melody again.I just clearly remember that he was not like this when I first met him.Once the mosquito is gone, I don't know how long he will be stuck in this calamity of love.I wanted to call him, but I didn't know if he was busy, so I sent a text message to tell him that the item was received and thank him.Ya'er took it and listened to it, then hummed along in a low voice.

In the past, the sea was too difficult to be water, and the flowers in the morning and evening were for whom?

Is it the same nostalgia, an infatuated boy waiting for you to wake up sooner or later

I am a young boy sitting on a boat, and my singing voice is rippling with the waves. In winter, give me an edelweiss, which is my little bride.

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I said this is my friend in Beijing that I told you about, Shun Er, she said that I seemed to have seen him on TV, and she asked me if he was married.I said no, I was planning to get married this winter.His girlfriend died in an accident.Ya'er didn't speak, and didn't ask me about the mosquitoes.I said that girl's name is Wen Wen, and the song you just hummed was written by Shun Er after she passed away.Ya'er said that it is rare for such an infatuated man, Wen Wen is also very happy.I smiled.It is said that everyone has everyone's happiness, and happiness, like anything, is a double-edged sword with two sides.She said not to talk about this, and then asked me, what is the double-edged sword of your happiness.I said I never thought about it.She said no.I said tell me what you want to eat.She said that mom is about to give me up like a national treasure now, and she won't let me do anything, just try to make delicious food.I said that they think you are the hero of this family and even this family.The child you give birth to will become the eldest son and grandson of this family, continuing their life and glory.Ya'er said they don't have you.I said yes, but they were more eager.Maybe you should be aware of this feeling, maybe we can't fully understand it now.Anyway, thank you for your hard work.She said that there is me here too, just like when my mother married into this family and gave birth to you and Chenchen.

I said, then you should think about something happy.The right is prenatal education.She just laughed.I said I went to the field, turned around and went out to get a hoe and walked away.The air outside is very good, and the sky is also very clear. You can clearly see the undulating mountains in the south.It has been a very distant and mysterious place to me since I was a child. I have seen it since I was a child, but I have never been there, and I don’t know the name of the mountains, so I always call them Nanshan.In fact, at a very early age, Ya'er and her mother began to make small clothes, small shoes, small tiger head hats, small pillows, small quilts and so on for children.Ya'er asked me many times what name I would like to name the baby when the time came, and asked me whether it was better to have a one-letter name or a two-letter name.I said think about it slowly, and then we can discuss it later.When Ya’er’s belly was getting bigger and bigger, my mother invited a 90-year-old grandmother with rich experience in childbirth from the village to show Ya’er, saying that the shape of a pregnant woman’s belly can tell whether she is carrying a boy or a girl. .It turned out to be a boy.My mother was probably as happy as when she knew I was a boy, even more than me.I asked my mother, is the grandma right?My mother said, of course, you and your brother are watched by others, so why not.I just believed it and I will soon be the father of a baby boy.I will have the continuation of my own life.This child will grow up quickly, I hope he will grow up quickly, and then take him to Beijing to meet Shiyang and Shun'er.My mother asked me if you were unhappy.I said I am happy.In fact, I don't know if I'm happy or not, these are meaningless now.The continuation of life may penetrate the deeply wrapped love.But I am just at the moment, instinctively feeling this complicated and unthreaded heart, like an arrow on the string, that's all.

…I have guests, harp blowing Sheng…

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