During the New Year's Eve, I saw Shun'er on TV, and she was a judge for an talent show.The spirit looks much better, and I can't help but think of the time when Mosquito and I were together.I was looking forward to the Chinese New Year as if I was looking forward to something. Finally, Chen Chen came back and came back in the afternoon. My mother kept calling him all afternoon to ask him where he was going.What I was worried about was whether Shiyang came back. I asked my mother, and my mother said he didn't say anything.In the afternoon, it was as busy as in previous years, but there were more girls and different flavors.Let's post couplets outside together.The color of red paper was dyed a lot on my hand, it was red.After Chenchen arrived, I asked him where Shiyang was.He said he went back to see his aunt.I oh.Turned around and went to the room.I called Shiyang before preparing to ask him to come back no matter what.The clouds in the west are gradually rubbing the color of the setting sun, and a little mist slowly drifts away.I think that's it for this year.I made a phone call to Shiyang, and it got through.Occasionally, one or two firecrackers sounded in the distance, which could be heard very far away.I do not know what to say.He said something.I said I am here.I asked him how are you.He said it was fine.Ask how I am.Didn't you promise to come back?I asked.He said he changed his mind for some other reason, you won't come out in the future.I nodded, and suddenly realized what he couldn't see, so I said it should be about the same.He said to live a good life, I want to say that I actually miss you very much.But didn't say it.I said so be it, Happy Chinese New Year.He said happy new year.

At around eight o'clock in the night, the first firecrackers were set off. Shiyang didn't come back, and I didn't seem to care about anything. The set of etiquette that I practiced every year was done by Chenchen.Ya'er and my mother were cooking dumplings, and I watched from the sidelines. My mother looked back and saw me, and asked me to pass the plate to her, and asked me what was wrong.I said nothing.She asked if she was hungry.I laughed.Ask her if the steamed buns according to the zodiac signs are ready.Mom said not yet.I said I remember steaming Shiyang's zodiac signs.Mom nodded.Say you go take a shower.Soaking in the water, I could occasionally hear Chenchen and his father talking outside.I don't know how long I soaked until Shiyang called and asked me if I finished washing.I said yes.Then I changed clothes and went out.I didn't say anything when I saw him, I didn't know what to say.I feel that many things he promised me have not been fulfilled, maybe I should not place my hopes on him.While waiting for dinner, I looked out of the window and saw that the yard was cleaned very cleanly.Everything is pretty much the same as last year.Ya'er brought a dumpling over and asked me to see if it was cooked.I tasted one and said it was almost ok.At this time, when I heard the door knocking, I thought it was my father.Turning around, I saw my father tying the god of joy pole on the room.Then, I rushed out and hugged the person in front of me regardless.There were many tears streaming down his neck, but he didn't say anything.He patted me on the shoulder lightly and said it's all right, I'm here if you feel uncomfortable.He said something in a low voice, you are so old, have you not been married yet?Why are you still so childish.I suddenly remembered a place, and then I dragged him and ran out.It's like running away.

I know I'm bad, I know I shouldn't be like that.I just don't care about anything, just ask God to allow me this time I can't help it.Like cheating, like throwing fire, in the peach blossom forest in the south of the village, I passionately kissed him, this guy I still love deeply to this day.I said how did you lose weight.He said it has always been like this.He asked me what you brought me here for.I said I come here every time I think about you.He said that the girl who was in the room just now was your wife.I nodded.He said that when you hugged me, I saw her looking at us.I said she was very nice.He nodded and said let me take a good look at you, and I said I should take a good look at you too.We looked at it silly and smiled silly.I asked him again how he was doing.He said yes.I asked Chenchen if she was treating you well.He nodded.I wonder why he didn't come back with Chenchen.He said he was going to town.I know where your home is, so I let him come back first.I said I might stay in town at night and tell him not to tell you I'm back.I asked him how you came back from the town, and where is the car now.He said he came on foot first, and then stopped a ride.He asked me if I was going to stay here again, saying I was a little hungry.I said let's go home.Then kissed him again.In fact, I don't want to go home. When I get home, I have to pretend to hide some secrets that only the three of us know.

When I got home, the meals were all set up, and in the middle were the family steamed buns made by my mother.Smiling and telling Shiyang, Lian Chen asked.Shiyang said thank you, auntie, and greeted my father.Ah, standing there smiling.I told Ya'er that this is Shiyang.Ya'er said he often talked about you.Shiyang said with a smile, Lian Chen is a good man, it's good of you to marry him.Ya'er just smiled, and looked at me with a smile, her eyes seemed to be asking me, as if waiting for my answer or explanation.I looked at Chenchen, but Chenchen didn't speak.During the meal, my mother asked Chenchen why he didn't bring Yang Yang back.Chen Chen said, Yang Yang went home for the New Year.Father said let's eat.The atmosphere is not clear what's going on, Chenchen and I didn't talk to each other, neither did Ya'er.Father was not good at words.It's just that my mother felt strange and asked us if we should make an order.I said that my brain is a little slow this year.Come on Chenchen.Chenchen said that she was tired.

My mother said that I should eat early and go to bed early.After dinner, we all sat together to watch the party, and stayed up with our parents until the early hours of the morning.After letting go of the second firecracker, Ya'er was a little sleepy, I told her to go to bed early, and my mother said you and Ya'er should go to bed.I said I will stay up for a while.Later, father and mother also fell asleep.Only me, Shiyang, and Chenchen are left.Chenchen said let's sleep too.I don't know if he said we are greeting Shiyang, or the three of us.Shiyang looked at me and said to sleep.I nodded.Chenchen got up and went to make the bed in his room.Shiyang and I turned off the lights and went out.In the yard, the night sky was clear.I don't know when I'll be able to see him again if he doesn't come back this time.He said the bride was very beautiful.I said I got it.He asked me that there is a Yuelao temple in the town, why didn't you tell me about it before.I said maybe I forgot.Say goodnight to each other.They went east and west to their respective houses.After returning to the house, Ya'er still hasn't slept.Ask me, where have you been.I said go out for a walk.She asked me if I haven't seen Shiyang for a long time.I say yes.I worry about what else she will ask me.I worry about how I should answer.But fortunately, what she said was to go to bed early, I am like a forgiven person.And wondered if she had noticed something.For the first time, I felt that crisis and pressure were so close to me.She put her hand on my body and said something in a low voice, like a woman deep in the palace.I took off my clothes and rolled over in the dark night.The quilt fell to the ground.There was her unspeakable voice, heard by Ye Ye, clearly declaring that I was only her man.

...I seem to have seen the faint light coming from the opposite room, igniting strands of sorrow...

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