The next day after the big wedding, after the girl returned home.I stayed at home quietly for seven days, rarely speaking or doing anything.Mom asked me several times if I was tired.I said no, I just want to be quiet for a few days.Think about the days to come.The sun was shining brightly those days.Chenchen hardly came to see me either, either staying in his room or with his mother.From time to time, Ya'er brought some delicious food to Chenchen, as if she loved her younger brother.One afternoon when I was lying in the room, Chenchen lifted the curtain and came in and asked me if I was asleep.I said no.He asked me if I was not feeling well.I said no.What about my sister-in-law?Maybe I'm busy with tailoring, because Chinese New Year is approaching and many people are making clothes.He said that they may be old men and old ladies, but now young people are going out to buy.He said I was just telling you, I want to go back to Beijing.I turned around and asked him when he was leaving.He said tomorrow.I said I'm not going to see you off, so be careful on the way.He said it's okay, it's not the first time.I asked him that you still have half a year to study again.He nodded.I said study hard.He sat for a long time without saying a word, and got up to leave.I asked him if he was coming back for Chinese New Year.He paused for a long time and hummed.I said that when the time comes, bring Shiyang back.He didn't speak, I asked him how he was.He said it was up to him.I said unless he doesn't want to see me in his life.I'll call him then.

I didn't eat at night, so Ya'er brought the food into the house.I said I was not hungry, she said at least eat something.Are you busy these days?I said no.She looked at me and said she looked sick at you.I said a few days off would be fine.She said that if you have anything to say, just tell me, since we are married, there is nothing you cannot say.I said I know, don't think about it yourself, it's really fine.Sleeping at night, she stuck the back of her hand to my forehead, maybe thinking I was asleep.I whispered, go to bed early, I'm really fine.She said that Chenchen was going back to Beijing tomorrow, didn't they have the holiday yet?I said that maybe he has a part-time job there to do other things.Might be back for the holidays.She said that my mother told me several times that we should give her and my father a baby.I smiled and said I got it.She said I didn't mean that.I said it was nothing, everyone came here like this.She said go to sleep, and I asked her, are you still used to it after entering the door for a few days.She said it was all good.I said I miss your mother and I will take her over, and I can also chat with my mother as a companion.Or you can always go back and see her, it's so close anyway.She said yes.I told her that she would feel a little cold if she didn't draw the curtains when she slept at night, but if she closed the curtains, she wouldn't be able to see the moon, stars, sky and clouds outside.She smiled and said that you are so entangled in sleeping, you often suffer from insomnia.I said that except when I couldn't fall asleep, I slept soundly at other times.She asked me that I couldn't fall asleep when I had insomnia. I said that sometimes I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about useless things, and I didn't know why.She told me about how many people come to make clothes during the day.She said that since she married into our family and the tailor shop moved from her village to ours, many of her regular customers found it inconvenient to make clothes.But the old man and old lady on your side are very happy.I asked her if she made clothes.She said that some old ladies also took some cloth heads to make bags.I said that when we go out to buy some tailoring books, or download some fashion pictures from the Internet, you also try to make them with the latest styles there.Keep pace with the times and renovate the pattern, the effect will be better.She said that she didn't see that you still have such a brain.I said that I can only give you ideas that I can think of.She asked me what I was doing in Beijing before.I have done everything, such as administration, business, planning, and sales in the company.But it has nothing to do with our countryside.She said that it felt like you went around in a circle, but I didn't go out.It seems that our final result is the same, but in essence it is different.I said that those are external and subjective things, the key is to look at yourself.If it’s small, it’s your own personal thoughts and choices. If it’s big, it’s a person’s worldview and a lot of understanding of the macro.She said that these are metaphysical and incomprehensible.I asked her if the meal tonight is salty?She said she slept with you, so she won't talk to you anymore.I was just about to fall asleep and she pushed me to wake me up, saying that Chenchen was going to Beijing tomorrow, let's send him to the provincial capital and buy him some clothes for the New Year, the New Year is almost here, I am my sister-in-law.I said he has the clothes, don't spend the extra money.I know what you mean.She said that I would give him 500 yuan, pocket money or something else.I said no need, we are a family to Japan for a long time.Don't be in a hurry for a while.She said that I don't listen to you, you are brothers, and you don't pay attention to these things since you were young.I said that if you are really sorry, just cook him a good meal tomorrow.She said it was two different things.Go to sleep, I've already thought about it.

Ya'er came back around ten o'clock the next morning, and I didn't see her when I got up.She went to town and bought a leather bag for Chen Chen.Chenchen said thank you sister-in-law.Ya'er said it's okay, I think you can use it when you are outside, and I don't know what else to buy for you, as long as you like it.My mother was very happy, saying that the child made a special trip and the whole family was married.The girl said that by the way, she went to the town to buy the cloth and bought it.Then get busy making that big lunch.She is busy, and my mother is also doing it with her.Chenchen and I can only fight, doing some things like peeling onions and mashing garlic.A similar scene reminds me of the time in Jinyu Alley, I think of Shiyang, I think not only me, but also Chenchen.During the meal, Chen Chen felt a lot of emotions for some reason, toasted the girl, and said some very honest and sincere words.I think his words are more true than what I said myself, but I feel that he is far away from me.Ya'er's eye sockets are wet.I said, you see, all the girls you made are crying.The girl said she was happy without me.I don't know what he's happy about.It gives me the feeling of a newlywed who walks on thin ice when she enters a deep house and thinks cautiously.I want to have a good talk with her and untie her.Because the girl now is like two different people from the simple, natural and cheerful girl when I drove her all the way to the east before I got married. I like that kind of girl who opens up her true self to everyone , not just to me, but to the moonlit midnight murmur we share together.

When Chen Chen left, he went to my room to bid farewell to the girl, and he looked respectful, as if it was because of me, because of the great expectations I had placed on him and Yang Yang.Ya'er has been sending him to the gate.Chenchen said you and I will walk for a while.I walked with him to the entrance of the village.He said that the wife you married is very virtuous.I said that my parents came here because of their accumulated virtues, and I owe their blessings, including you.My sister-in-law gave me 300 yuan and asked me to take the flowers.I smiled and said that since the girl gave it to you, take it, or you will live up to her good intentions.He nodded and asked me, do you blame me.I said that until now, there is nothing to complain about.But don't forget what you promised me, I will tell you for the last time.He said don't worry, you can live well, and then asked me if you have made plans for your future life.I said no, but there will be results soon.He said, do you know how to farm?I said, I will not learn.He just laughed.Tell me that farming and studying heirlooms is very good.I said that I have always hoped to read Sunny Gengyu, but I didn't expect it to be He Ya'er.I don't know what books to read, if it is raining or snowing.

We stopped a ride together and sent Chenchen away.He is waving at me.I hope he really brings Shiyang back, even once, when the year is approaching, just like I brought back Shiyang last year.

…in that garden there are all kinds of fruit that you may eat, except the fruit of the tree of knowledge, from which you shall die…

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