sin game

When the two woke up the next day, the sun was already shining outside the window.

"Ah...a good morning is gone again, a rare weekend." Hasegawa stretched himself under the quilt.

"Tsk, it really is trash." Yinshi sat up quickly and put on his clothes, and looked back at the other party: "What are we going to eat later?"

He was answered with a long kiss.

"Hey, what are you doing in broad daylight, I said..." Gintoki's protest was gradually dissipated in the increasingly intense kiss.

"Well, it's really satisfying to eat. As expected, food is the most important thing for the people, I said." Yin Shi patted his stuffed stomach, and the two walked out of the restaurant slowly.

"Ayin, you are in a good mood today."

"Well, it's probably because of the good weather." Yinshi looked up at the blue sky, "Today's clouds are very beautiful, you must have good luck!" He poked Hasegawa with some excitement, "Would you like to go?" Try your luck?"

"Okay, speaking of it, I haven't been there for a long time."

"Well, uncle."

"what happened?"

"Let's make a bet."

"bet?"

"If I win, you promise me one thing, and it's the same if you win, how about it?" Gintoki evoked a provocative smirk and looked at Hasegawa.

"Haha, since when did you start having fun, Ah Yin?" Hasegawa smiled a bit, "Then I must give it my all."

"Haha, this is the only way to have fun." Gintoki patted Hasegawa's shoulder, and there was no emotion in his shallow smile.

It was already dusk when the two of them came out of the casino, and half of the sky was stained with the afterglow of the setting sun.The two stopped at the entrance of a familiar alley, and looked up tacitly to admire it.

"It's so beautiful, this sunset..." Hasegawa murmured in admiration after taking a puff of cigarette.

"Sure enough, luck is good. It's rare for me to win. With such a beautiful sunset as my companion, I won't feel too lonely."

"Huh?" Hasegawa didn't quite understand what he meant, and turned his head to look at Gintoki.

"Hey Hasegawa, let's...let's finish it." Gintoki took a lot of effort to pretend that nothing happened, and his tone was as light as talking about the weather.

Fortunately, I won this bet, although I know that your luck in gambling has always been bad.It's just that talking like this will make me feel better, just treat me as... just like I said.

"What did you say...?" The other party's words came so suddenly that Hasegawa froze there.

"You lost just now, did you forget?" Yin Shi deliberately hooked his lips into a smile, "Actually, I have wanted to tell you clearly for a long time. I am disgusted enough by acting so sweet, so I should stop early, or say, Does the Director want to renege on his debt? Is the promise of the dignified Director of the Immigration Bureau so worthless?"

"..."

"Hey, don't pretend to be surprised. Haven't we always been in this relationship? I didn't want to say it so soon, but I hate you recently, don't you know? I'm tired of you playing I can’t stop talking about Ah Chu, and you still say you love me, I feel nauseous even thinking about it. You probably don’t know, you were drunk last night, you hugged me and called Ah Chu’s name all night.” Yin Shi gripped Tightening the hand under the kimono, he was afraid that his eyes would reveal the lie at the moment, so he tried his best to turn his head to the other side, but this kind of action seemed to be more disdainful to Hasegawa, and then Yin Shiyang The corner of his mouth raised and he continued: "Are you surprised? How about it, my acting skills are not bad, right? Hehe, if you want to play, you have to play like a little bit, otherwise how could you fool the experienced chief? Huh? Do you think I really like you? Ah, so the adults are so innocent, don’t you understand flirting and other tricks? It’s just a game between two lonely people. Now I’m tired of playing That's it, so, let's end, Ah Yin, I'm not interested in being a third party, it's against my will." Yinshi said and patted Hasegawa's shoulder, showing a faint smile: "I , I won’t look forward to you anymore.” The prize paper bag won by the bet in his hand had already been pinched so hard that he couldn’t distinguish its shape, and it made a rustling sound similar to despair.

Who can have a long-lasting passion that never fades through pain; who can love with all his heart and never give up after knowing that the world is hopeless and the end of the road?

In fact, there is no such thing as who can't live without someone. How can there be so many extravagant happiness in the world.

Hasegawa kept his head down and remained silent for a long time. When he raised his head to look at Gin, the other's silver hair was blown a little messy by the wind, and there was a mocking smile on his face that had never changed.

"Really?" There was no emotion in Hasegawa's eyes, but Yinshi thought he would say something more, but he only asked these two words, and there was something Yinshi had never heard in his voice. earnest and serious.

"Yes, can I go now?"

"it is good."

Hasegawa quickly stomped out the cigarette, and walked out of the alley without any hesitation before Gintoki left.He stubbornly didn't look back, and stubbornly didn't say a word, because he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know how to express his frustrated emotions.He thought, even if he took out his heart at this moment, he would not even bother to take a look at it.Even if he cried and begged him, he would definitely not come back.So please at least let me have the last bit of dignity.

In fact, Ah Yin, you are always like this, I can no longer tell which sentence is true and which is false when you say it.I'm tired, Yin Shi, probably we all carry too much, so even if we are together, we are so careful and worry about gains and losses.I don't want to see you suffer so much, but I hope that what you say is true, then I will feel at ease.

Yin Shi was not in a hurry to leave, he stood in the alley for a long time.Today's wind is a bit strong, blowing the clothes like a balloon filled with air.He raised his head and looked towards the direction of the alley, the dark golden sunlight poured in from the narrow alley, very bright in color.At that moment, Yinshi suddenly felt that love is actually so fragile.He just stood in the alley like that, watching blankly as the light at the entrance of the alley weakened, weakened again, and finally was completely swallowed by the black color.A certain emotion in my heart gradually faded with the disappearance of the light, and slowly returned to nothingness.

Hey Hasegawa, what do you like?what is love?And what is it that is stuck among us?

The phrase "I love you" was stuck in his throat, and he still couldn't say it.

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