Although the conversation before going to bed was not very pleasant, I still slept soundly this time. After all, my sleep quality has always been very good, and this pillow is really comfortable.

When I woke up and opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the beautiful pectoral muscles. I wanted to pinch them, but I held back. I found Zhao Xing's arms around my waist.

"My sleeping position should be fine." My voice was a little hoarse.

"You fell asleep, and I brought you here." Zhao Xing admitted directly, doing something indescribable while talking.

I wasn't angry, but said bluntly, "Stop rubbing, itches."

Zhao Xing was also obedient, he didn't rub, just turned over and pressed on me directly, he said: "I didn't fuck you once, I always feel at a loss."

I'm not afraid, but I think he is really heavy, maybe it's time to lose weight, I replied to him: "I don't feel bad, after all, your ability in some aspects is too poor, the lover who has been sleeping for so long, was beaten by me Sleep once and miss me."

Zhao Xing kissed the corner of my mouth, he said: "You are so skilled, have you slept with many people?"

I lazily replied to him: "You are so talented, you can't help but be envious."

Zhao Xing's kiss fell unexpectedly, and I raised some energy to kiss him. We kissed for half an hour before he let go of me, lay flat beside me, and said, "I can't bear to leave you."

"Just get used to it," I lifted the quilt upwards, "I also hate you, but if you continue to live like this, there will be no good results."

Zhao Xing was silent for a while, and said, "I'll listen to you."

--

I got up early today, Zhao Xing and I went to have breakfast together, we ran into Xu Nuo in the restaurant, Xu Nuo greeted us, but went directly to a place far away from us with the tray, as if he was afraid that I would call He eats together.

Zhao Xing and I had nothing to talk about. After we finished our meal, Zhao Xing asked me, "Do you want to go to a musical together?"

I immediately realized: "Have you checked my itinerary for the past few days?"

"I sent someone to protect you before, you know, the previous form was not very good."

"There's no need to go, I don't like it, and neither do you."

Zhao Xing sighed, and said, "Then why don't you find a coffee shop, or somewhere to hang out for a few days?"

"It's not necessary, you should go back to China." Zhao Xing and I are so familiar that we have no passion and nothing new to get along with. "It's time to go back and make money, Director Zhao."

"Without you, making money is meaningless."

"Without money, the situation would be [-] times worse than it is now."

Zhao Xing lowered his head and chopped up a piece of steak, then exchanged the plates in front of me and him, he said: "I don't suggest you continue dating Xu Nuo, do you want to hear the reason?"

I'm not the stubborn type, and I say, "Listen."

He glanced at me and said, "He's seriously ill and won't live long."

"Oh."

"Just an 'oh'?"

"Why not?"

I have been thinking about the performance of the promise. He is too unselfish and too holy. Either he loves me badly, or he is plotting something, or there are other reasons.

Zhao Xing told me the answer directly, and I was not surprised at all. When a person is about to die, many things will be viewed differently, which is normal.

"You like him a little bit." Zhao Xing smashed the lime and smeared it on the saury.

"I like it a little bit," I ate slowly, "but he was so many years older than me, and he died before me, isn't it normal?"

"He left, won't you be sad?" Zhao Xing's expression was very strange, as if he knew me again.

"If we hadn't broken up at that time, I might be a little sad," I took a sip of orange juice, "but it's more likely that we broke up long ago, and his life and death, and my What's the connection? We're not even lovers."

Zhao Xing stopped disturbing my meal, and I enjoyed my meal. I ordered three more special seafood soups, and asked someone to deliver one to Xu Nuo.

Zhao Xing stirred the soup with a spoon and said, "Will you be sad when I die?"

I replied to him without hesitation: "Yes."

He raised the soup bowl with both hands, drank it gulp, gulp, put down the bowl and said, "After returning to China, I'll see if I can take a special route to complete the divorce procedures as soon as possible."

I replied: "Okay."

He stood up straight and walked away without looking back.

--

Not long after Zhao Xing left, Xu Nuo took a plate of desserts and sat in Zhao Xing's place before. I waited for him to finish eating all the desserts before asking him: "What's wrong with you?"

"Ah?" There was a bit of struggle on his face, and after a while, he seemed to realize that my question was actually an affirmative sentence, and quickly said in a very soft voice, "Lung cancer."

"Midterm?"

"Late."

I sighed silently and said, "Fortunately, it shouldn't be very painful."

"Inherited diseases, our family basically died of cancer." Xu Nuo didn't look too scared or sad.

"When did you find out?"

"Not long after you got sick." Xu Nuo smiled and shook his head, "I thought you would get rid of me soon, so I didn't want to tell you."

"How much time is left?"

"If you actively cooperate with the treatment, it will take half a year, if you let it go freely, it will take three months."

"I can send you to a better hospital."

"Forget it, it's too painful."

The sunlight outside the window shone on Xu Nuo's face, giving him a strange sense of sacrifice. He said, "Want to break up with me? I know you are afraid of trouble."

I raised the fork in my hand and poked his face, I said: "The time is too short, I should not get tired of you yet."

His eyes were stained with tenderness and hope, and he said, "Are you going to die for me?"

I replied to him: "It depends on your performance."

He seemed very happy and said, "It's a pleasure to meet you, Cui Minglang."

--

Zhao Xing left the restaurant, went directly to the airport, and left Italy.

Xu Nuo and I played in Italy for another half a month before flying back to China. After getting off the plane, I sent him to a well-known hospital. The doctor gave us a period of time after the examination, which was similar to what Xu Nuo said, three months to half a year.

Sometimes human life is so fragile that you think it will be entangled for a long time, but in a blink of an eye, the person may be gone.

I didn't give him any preferential treatment because I promised to be sick. He still had to take over my excessive desire, and then make me breakfast the next day wearing an apron.

I picked a local cemetery and asked Xu Nuo to choose, Xu Xu looked at the cheapest one, so I simply chose the most expensive one and said, "That's it."

A cemetery plus a 20-year storage fee cost me hundreds of thousands. Xu Nuo was very moved, and cooperated with me to play a lot of tricks that he didn't dare to do before.

His body was getting weaker day by day, and I also started to look for a new lover. Out of humanitarian considerations, I didn't sleep with the new man, and I didn't let Xu Nuo know about it.

But one day, we had a hasty bed, and he took the initiative to say: "Don't wrong yourself, you should find someone new."

I pinched his earlobe and said, "If there is a suitable one, you can introduce it to me."

He closed his eyes and said, "You're such a joker, but I think it's normal for you to behave like this. I think I'm crazy."

"You're not crazy, I'm not normal."

You are just going to die.

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