My brother became a playboy

"I only found your shadow in him for a short time," Zhao Xing spoke quickly, as if he was afraid that I would misunderstand, "but I am sober, and the only person I love is you."

I wanted to question Zhao Xing why he didn't report his existence to me, but I thought about it and didn't ask.

Questioning is to seek an explanation, but I don't want to listen to his explanation now, and I don't want to solve this "misunderstanding" with him.

I even like the state of our gradual departure.

--

I didn't say anything, but Zhao Xing seemed even more sad.

He asked me, "Why don't you scold me or beat me?"

I said, "I'm not someone who loves domestic violence."

He sneered and said, "Do you think you have a good temper?"

I think I'm really in a good temper, at least I didn't slam the door and leave.

I took off my clothes one by one, and went to the bathroom to take a shower with my slippers on. Halfway through the shower, the bathroom door opened. Zhao Xing was only wearing a scarf. He said, "Do you want me to help?"

Without hesitation, I said directly: "No need, please close the door."

Zhao Xing closed the door heavily, and after taking a slow shower, I took out a quilt from the closet and spread it on the bed.

Zhao Xing asked me while playing with his mobile phone: "Are you going to chat with me purely?"

"Otherwise?" I deliberately asked him back.

"You want to break up with me." Zhao Xing helped me tuck the corner of the quilt.

"I've always wanted to divorce you." I lay on the soft bed, my head resting on a latex pillow.

"It's not just a divorce." Zhao Xing looked at me clearly, "You don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, you are pulling away from my feelings little by little."

I didn't deny it, but I didn't admit it either. I didn't really want to hurt him.

"Cui Minglang, you are not fair at all." He turned off the light and lay beside me. In the darkness, I couldn't see his expression at this moment.

"how?"

"You have liked so many people, I never thought of leaving you, I just liked someone briefly, but you are going to leave me completely."

"It's not fair," I said along with his words, "but it's not a matter of liking or disliking."

"what is the problem?"

"I just suddenly discovered that you can live a good life without me. I'm not what you need. Of course, you are like this to me."

"...you are my one and only."

"But you can find a substitute." I interrupted him in a very soft voice, the quilt was soft, but I felt my limbs were cold, "Admit it, we are not that important to each other .”

--

I'm a genius. I knew this when I was in junior high school.

After all, it only takes about two weeks for me to write down all the knowledge points of a thin math book and master it.

I am very suitable for skipping grades and studying, but I don't like this. I am too lazy to die, and I want to set aside a lot, a lot of time to find happiness. Of course, there is also a small part of the reason. I want to grow up with Zhao Xing-after all, Zhao Xing is too Stupid.

Zhao Xing used to be the kind of character that was very popular with boys and girls. When he was in junior high school, he was very loyal and not smart enough, so he was often deceived.

Sometimes I was cheated out of my pocket money, sometimes I was cheated into an alley and got beaten up, and sometimes I was cheated into running halfway across the city, only to receive a text message saying "Happy April Fool's Day".

He was not very defensive to many people at the first time, but he was always wary of me.

I will remind him, but only once, if he doesn't listen to me, I will let him be bullied.Once, he was cheated out of his pocket money, and he could only eat steamed buns and pickles. I was eating an exquisite bento, and I had no intention of giving him a bite.

He swallowed the last mouthful of bread, raised his water glass, gulped down half a bottle of water, and said, "Cui Minglang, are you my friend?"

I picked up a piece of meat, ate it slowly, and said, "I reminded you."

"You reminded me." The plastic bottle was creaked by his fingers, and he lowered his head, just covering his expression, "Blame me for being stupid."

"You are indeed an idiot." I pushed the bento with a lot of food left in his direction, and asked casually, "Do you want to eat?"

He conveniently threw my bento into the trash can we shared, and said, "Cui Minglang, I'm not your dog."

I looked at him calmly, and I said, "You can continue to hang out with your friends, it has nothing to do with me anyway."

There seemed to be flames of anger hidden in his eyes, and the knuckles of his fingers made crisp sounds. For a moment, I thought he would hit me.

But he still didn't hit me, just turned his head and said, "You're such a pervert."

Perverted?

If I have no interest in this world and only care about a fool, I am indeed a pervert.

If I don't know how to be nice to a person normally, and I am always jumping and testing the other person's bottom line, I am indeed a pervert.

After that, Zhao Xing seemed to be against me on purpose.

I reminded him, but he ran in the opposite direction, his body was covered with bruises, and I just watched with cold eyes.

Later, once, I didn't bother to remind him at all. I thought, everyone has his own way, and if he is willing to hit the south wall, no one can stop him.

I stayed in the classroom to clean up. Zhao Xing left early with his schoolbag. I knew he was going to fight with his friends.

I scanned half of the tables and chairs, but there was a shadow in front of my eyes, I didn't raise my head, and asked him: "Did you pull down something?"

He stretched out his foot and stepped on my broom, he said, "Why didn't you remind me this time?"

I avoided talking, just pulled the broom outside and said, "You lift your foot."

He didn't listen to me, and asked repeatedly: "Why didn't you remind me this time?"

I looked up at him and said, "I'm too lazy to care about you, can't I?"

"No." He said this straightforwardly and confidently, "You are my friend, why do you ignore me?"

"Who is your friend." I am a dead duck with a stubborn mouth.

"You, you, you," he snatched my broom, "leave me alone, okay?"

"Didn't you call me, don't treat you like a dog?"

"If you don't abandon me, what's the point of being your dog?"

I lost my temper completely, and I said: "Zhao Xingxing, you are not smart enough, I will advise you in the future, you have to listen."

"Okay, I'll listen."

I said: "Zhao Xingxing, if you take me as your friend, I will always be your friend."

"Well, we'll be friends forever."

--

The promises made back then are still in my ears, but it's a pity that times have changed and no one is what they used to be.

Zhao Xing didn't want to admit it, but he couldn't refute it either.

I have my vast forest, and he has his vast ocean. We have long been unsuitable for being together.

It's time to stop this farce called love.