Temperament

In the next few days, Shen Qinglan became more defensive and resistant to Zhuo Tianyi, and also became a little colder. Sometimes she was impatient, and sometimes she was very silent.

It seems to be back to the beginning and tit for tat period, but there are obvious differences.Every attitude he has now can't last long in front of Zhuo Tianyi, it seems that he is always changing, or in other words, he is passively changing under the influence of Zhuo Tianyi's attitude towards him.

Of course, there are times when you will stay the same and keep a defensive or indifferent attitude for a period of time, but in the end you can't beat Zhuo Tianyi's lowly apology or threatening cheating methods, and you are defeated. , ended with an attitude of being lazy or impatient or suppressing anger, and then continued to change under his calm entanglement.

In short, it is very difficult to continue the non-response attitude towards Zhuo Tianyi some time ago.In the end, he became so irritated that he gradually began to avoid it.

Seeing his helpless look, Zhuo Tianyi was naturally overjoyed.This appearance reproduced Shen Qinglan's attitude towards him at the beginning. He remembered very clearly that at that time between the two of them, he firmly controlled the initiative, and Shen Qinglan had nothing to do.

But now, he is different from before. He has become clearer, more confident and more patient. Therefore, in the next battle, he is sure to capture Shen Qinglan's last fortress.

Zhuo Tianyi has a feeling that no matter how much Shen Qinglan resists indifference or impatience now, it is no longer the coldness from the inside out that armed herself to the teeth two months ago, but is getting weaker and weaker. The more tired the inner camouflage, or in other words, the hard-hearted and soft-hearted.

Perhaps, this is his last struggle, he is at the end of his battle.

This kind of understanding made Zhuo Tianyi more confident. Every morning when he opened his eyes, the first thing he did was hug the person next to him and give him a lingering kiss. forecourt.From the door of the east chamber to the front yard, he would hold Shen Qinglan's hand affectionately, and talk to him whether or not he wanted to, regardless of his reaction.

I would call him during lunch time, as before, go to the dining room together, and then go to the study together.I often discuss affairs with him and go to his study to get bored for a while, or let him go to my study to handle some affairs that I don’t have to do by myself, and take the opportunity to get close and get some small oil.

For dinner, of course they took his hand affectionately and went back to the East Chamber together.After dinner, the two of them drank a cup of tea, and each did some things for the next day. Seeing that the time was almost up, he pulled Shen Qinglan out of the chair, dragged him, or hugged him. bed.

Afterwards, it was the same as that night, with all kinds of gentle treatment and various harassment methods until Shen Qinglan was unable to guard against it.

Every time at this time, he was particularly good at observing words and expressions, and when he saw that the wind direction was not right, he said gentle and considerate words that were not forced, and relaxed Shen Qinglan's vigilance.And once he succeeds, he is ready to move again.

After a period of time, Shen Qinglan was so angry that he dared not speak out, exhausted physically and mentally.Zhuo Tianyi is naturally proud and content.

When I calmed down and looked back, I also found that the respect between the two people was like a guest some time ago. In essence, he unknowingly accepted the way Shen Qinglan drew, fell into the rules he gave, and lost the initiative due to.

The reason for this situation is still because of his pity for him.

That was the time when Shen Qinglan felt the most pain. He took part of the pressure for him, but he also lost part of the victory he deserved.

But now, he understands that he can take pity on him in other ways, such as being gentle, caring and loving, but it should be in his own interest, and he will never give in.He had to firmly hold the initiative in his own hands, and use the current guerrilla tactics of retreating to advance to force Shen Qinglan step by step until he put down his weapons and surrendered.

With such a mentality, it is natural to be able to do it with ease. Shen Qinglan became more and more frightened and impatient under the sweet and warm couple atmosphere he created everywhere.

When he was in bed, Zhuo Tianyi's appearance of being so intoxicated with him that he wanted to use all his energy made him feel more and more that doing so was not to let himself face the reality, but to assist Zhuo Tianyi to achieve his goal. Possession of oneself from body to mind.

I also feel more and more that what I thought before, peaceful coexistence with Zhuo Tianyi without any emotional relationship, is simply adding ice to the fire, which is impossible to achieve.Zhuo Tianyi's purpose has never been concealed, and he has never stopped realizing it. If he wants to use his power to face the reality of being separated from Meng Huaiyuan, I am afraid that his wish will only be fulfilled in the end, and he will lose all.

This feeling is getting clearer and stronger.Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night and see his hands around my waist and my bare, naked body close to my own, I really have the illusion that he is a lover who is worthy of name and reality.

The invisible pressure pushed by Zhuo Tianyi's army made him feel physically and mentally exhausted, and the strong aggressiveness and aggressiveness mixed with those tenderness and tolerance, as well as the intentional or unintentional harassment also made him panic.

This kind of situation made him think of only one sentence - the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop.

Fate seemed to be tormenting him non-stop. After he had finally accepted the reality that he could not be with Meng Huaiyuan, he just wanted to calmly be his proton and pay for the Meng family, and let him even his own heart. Freedom is lost.

Obviously he has let go of the coercion and threats he has had for so long. Although he also wants to use this relationship to help him face the reality, it is after all a way of choosing the lesser of two evils. In the past, the body was possessed by another man. This kind of physical and mental separation was still painful after all.

However, even giving these in exchange for my spiritual and emotional freedom is impossible.Faced with such pressing and plundering, he didn't know what else he could give and what was left.

The most important thing is that the long-lasting warm nest in his heart can no longer provide the warmth and security he needs now. He has no place to hide, no place to go back to.

Just like when I was lost in that wilderness back then, my face was full of rain, my eyes were full of muddy currents, I had no direction and no way forward, only deep muddy feet and shallow feet, flash floods roaring behind me, and my chest was violently crushed. Panting, tearing heartbeat that is about to burst out of the chest, and throat that is so thirsty that it seems to be spraying out fireworks.

But there was no Meng Huaiyuan who could appear in his time of crisis, he could only run while dragging his tired body in the wind and rain, while looking around hastily, looking for a place to hide temporarily.

Under the attack of internal and external troubles, coupled with the cooler weather at the turn of summer and autumn, Shen Qinglan finally fell ill, lying on the bed with closed eyes, frowning and talking nonsense.Zhuo Tianyi probed his forehead, it was burning like charcoal fire.

This is the second time he has been ill since he came to the East Chamber. The last time it was because of that reason. This time, it seems that he really caught a cold.

Zhuo Tianyi invited a doctor from the medicine shop to prescribe Shen Qinglan's pulse.After the doctor took the pulse, he said that it was caused by overthinking, wind evil invasion, spleen deficiency and lung heat, so he prescribed several doses of medicine, and told him to think less, sleep more and rest, and exercise moderately.

Zhuo Tianyi didn't understand Shen Qinglan's cause of disease very well, and he wasn't interested in delving into it, but he listened to every word and heart of his instructions. Not only did he instruct the chef in the East Wing to take good care of the three meals, but he also asked the chef in the East Wing to take good care of the food, and even the two fried meals in the morning and afternoon. For the medicine, they had to rush back from the front yard to watch Shen Qinglan take it, and then they would be served with candied fruit and warm water to relieve the pain.In short, he rushed to do all Zhuoxin's work.

The meticulous care and constant personal care made Shen Qinglan very troubled, and finally brought out the word "quiet rest" in the doctor's instructions, which finally made him restrain himself, and allowed himself to temporarily get rid of his intimate harassment, and had breathing room.

He simply used the excuse of being sick to keep Zhuo Tianyi cold for a while.After he recovered from his illness, he always ignored his overt and secret courtship on the bed, or shirked that his body was not fully recovered.

Zhuo Tianyi could naturally see his evasion. In addition to softening and entanglement without any trace, he also brought up the "moderate exercise" in the doctor's instructions, leaving Shen Qinglan speechless.

Shen Qinglan, who was forced to a dead end, really didn't want to help him occupy herself anymore, and was also afraid of his increasingly "over-the-boundary" and untrustworthy harassment in the intercourse. That night, when Zhuo Tianyi held his request again , Wrapped himself in a quilt, insisted that he was not feeling well, and hung up the sign of immunity.

Zhuo Tianyi could see clearly that Shen Qinglan planned to stay in the shell of illness and not come out.At this time, naturally, he can't be stronger, otherwise his long-term management efforts will be in vain, but he can't let him escape like this, which will also make his mind-taking plan run aground.

After thinking it over and over again, he made up his mind that there must be no excuse for him to shirk.

After having lunch in the dining room that day, Zhuo Tianyi excitedly pulled Shen Qinglan into the carriage parked at the gate, Shen Qinglan asked him where he was going, Zhuo Tianyi just smiled, "You will know when you go."

After driving for an hour, the car stopped, and Shen Qinglan pushed the curtain of the car to see that there was a grassland outside. Although it was early autumn, the grassland was still green, and it seemed familiar to her.

While Shen Qinglan was in a daze, Zhuo Tianyi had already got out of the car and reached out his hand, "Come on down, we're here." He pulled him up from the car and helped him down.

When Shen Qinglan stood on the pasture with both feet, she really had a feeling of being half-real.

Everything in front of me is very similar to what I remember, the endless green grassland, the high and clear sky, the dreamlike clouds, and even the wind blowing, all have a familiar feeling.

The difference is that it was the end of spring at that time, but now it is early autumn, and the person beside me is not the one in my mind.

Immediately, too many feelings flooded my heart, swollen and choked in my chest, making it difficult to breathe, as if I had carried all the time of the past few years on my back in an instant, and I was overwhelmed.

The author has something to say: After changing his mentality, Mr. Zhuo's shameless Dafa shined brilliantly, and Shen Mi's ruthless sword began to retreat steadily, so he could only make trouble for no reason.In the past, ruthlessness was a magic weapon to restrain shamelessness, and ignorance was even more a sharp weapon, but now it is reversed.

The opportunity for Mr. Zhuo's mentality to change came from the Biyuan incident.The Biyuan incident allowed Mr. Zhuo to break the tension hidden in the respectful relationship between the two people, and took the opportunity to clarify whether he had cheated on him, and removed the invisible obstacles between the two people.It can be seen from this that nothing is completely positive, but nothing is completely negative.

The author is very talkative and likes to talk about big principles, which is probably the reason why the article can't attract people, alas...

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