Temperament

Zhuo Tianyi still held his hand, and his ambitious voice came from his ears, "This is the north of Jinyang City. This land was bought last month. I plan to build a horse market here. What do you think?"

Shen Qinglan didn't know what to do, at this moment all his mind was fixed on that spring afternoon a few years ago.The hand was held in the other hand in the same way, and a familiar voice sounded in his mind, "Qing Lan, it's time to practice your horsemanship well today, you can't be lazy this time!"

There was also a voice next to my ear, "Taking advantage of the good weather today, I will take you out to see this land, and let you get some air and exercise. How about it, can you ride a horse?"

"Yes." He looked at the slowly undulating green land in front of him that merged with the blue sky in the distance, and replied without hesitation.

What appeared in the memory was the thin young man hugging the tall young man's arm, pretending to be embarrassed and coquettishly saying: "Brother, then you have to watch me carefully, if I fall and get hurt, you have to take responsibility!"

The man was pulled in front of several tall horses led by the groom who accompanied him, "Come here and choose a horse? Which one do you like? Or this one, among these horses, it is the most docile. "Among a row of black horses, a maroon mare was pulled out.

What appeared in front of his eyes was a white newly grown horse, "Here, the most obedient Baiyun, if you can ride it for a lap with me, senior brother will take you to ride Xueyan in a while, How about it?"

"No, I want to ride it!" He pointed to the tallest and strongest black horse, and a cheerful voice of a young man sounded beside his ear: "Okay, brother, you must keep your word! Listen to your words, you have to take me for a couple of laps!"

"I didn't expect you to like to ride fast horses. It seems that you are very good at riding. But this horse is not good. This horse is born, and the only ones who tame it are me and the groom. That horse, it runs fast and doesn't think it is born. It takes time to tame it." Longer too." The bridle and whip of another dark-brown horse were delivered to him.

Shen Qinglan gritted her teeth and worked hard, stepped on the black horse with snorting nose and hooves, just like the boy who happily climbed up the back of Baiyun with the help of the young man.

"Clamp the horse's belly with your legs, hold the rein in your hand, yes, that's it, keep your eyes on the front, and step on the stirrups. Come with me!"

A familiar voice appeared in the ear, looking far away, there was an endless horizon in front of him, and the green stretched to an extremely high place, reaching the sky, as if it would never end.

Under the high and distant sky, the blue figure riding on the snow-white horse was extremely clear, and he could even see the movement of his horse, the skirt of his clothes that was blown up by the wind, and the long hair flying behind his head.

Is it real, is it fantasy?

Shen Qinglan raised the whip slowly, bang, the whip hit the horse's buttocks, as if all the fetters and shackles in front of and behind her were broken, and only the figure of the blue-clothed white horse was in front of her, like a cry of freedom from the bottom of her heart, attracting Beckon him, call him, inspire him.

He rushed forward, the wind blowing in front of him brushed against the hem of his clothes, and the sound of the hunting wind seemed to be the horn of freedom blowing for him. His long hair brushed his cheeks and flew to the back of his head, as if he had been left behind and could no longer catch up. Thousands of troubles.In my eyes and in my heart, there is only the blue and white in front of me at this moment, the most beautiful thing in my memory.

Meng Huaiyuan, Meng Huaiyuan!

Shen Qinglan called out this name unconsciously, and the hot and bitter thoughts flew in the wind, making her chest feel relaxed, just like her body at this moment, becoming light and joyful.

Memories come one after another, like the shadows cast by sunlight on the ground through the gaps in the floating clouds, constantly changing and rustling.

"Brother, come quickly, Baiyun... it bullies me!"

"Little fool, how can you let Baiyun run when you tighten the rein so tightly? Listen to me, loosen the rein, clamp the horse's belly with your legs, and relax your body! I'll wait for you on the grassy slope ahead, come quickly!"

"Brother, don't go, wait for me, I... I'm so scared, Baiyun, will it throw me off?!"

"Qing Lan, as long as you run up the grassy slope in front, senior brother will take you to ride Xueyan when you go back! Come quickly!"

The blue figure gradually ran away, a gentle grassy slope appeared in the field of vision, and the scenes that appeared in the memory countless times were emerging one after another.

Called by the figure in blue, the young man on the white horse galloped towards the grassy slope, and drove the horse more and more times. When he was about to run up the grassy slope, he was surprised to find that the rein in his hand didn't know what to do. When did it let go, at this moment it was hanging by the side of Baiyun's mouth, dragging on the grass as it ran.

The boy broke out in a hot sweat, and reached for it with his hands a few times, but it was all empty.As for Baiyun, probably in the interest of running, he rushed forward without any intention of slowing down.

The young man was so frightened that he shouted, "Brother, save me quickly, Baiyun... can't stop!" He shouted and leaned down, hugging the horse's neck tightly.The white horse that was running to Xingtou lost its temper, and after a long hiss, it stood up.

While the world was spinning, the young man only heard an urgent cry of concern, "Qing Lan!" The wind suddenly rang in his ears, and before he could react, his falling body was wrapped into a safe embrace, and there was a warm and clean breath between his mouth and nose. .

"Senior brother..." He tightly grabbed the lapel of the person who was holding him, and his frightened heart miraculously calmed down, fell back into his chest, and pressed against the other chest that was close at hand, warmly Jump up.

The two bodies hugged each other and rolled down on the grassy slope. The continuous rolling made the two of them stick tightly together.The young man hugged the boy tightly with both arms, trying his best to protect him from any harm.

When they finally stopped, the corners of their lips rubbed together, and their eyes met, the young man's heart was hit hard by great happiness.

Time stops here, everything stops, even the wind flowing on the grass slope and the clouds floating in the sky stop at this moment, as if they can't bear to wake up the happiness of this moment.

The memories are so beautiful that it makes one's heart palpitate, and the scene in front of her is so real that one wants to cry.Shen Qinglan raised a whip, followed by several more whips, and after the black horse under him neighed angrily, it galloped towards the distance at the speed of an arrow leaving the string.

The scene ahead is constantly reappearing, as if calling for him to follow.Closer, closer.

His face was hot and hot, as if he felt the beauty brought by the rubbing of the corners of his mouth again, and his heart beat violently, as if he was wrapped into that warm embrace again.

Shen Qinglan raised her face, opened her arms, and felt the strong wind blowing across her chest, cheeks and ears. It was freedom and happiness.

He let go of the last shackles in his hands, and smiled slowly towards the familiar face that appeared in the distant sky ahead.

Brother...

The scene in the memory did not appear, and the person was not wrapped in a warm embrace. Shen Qinglan only felt the friction of the grass sweeping across his face, and the collar was tightened from behind, and it was stuck on his neck. After a period of dizziness, the man was firmly grabbed into a pair of arms and returned to the galloping horse.

Papa, two light pats on the face, and there was a thunder in the ear, "Open your eyes!"

It was really just a dream...

Shen Qinglan slowly opened her eyes, and what came into view was a heroic face. At this moment, this face was full of anger, and her eyes were fierce and impatient, "Shen Qinglan, what's the matter with you?! When you got on the horse, you kept running Ma, you ran towards the river without saying a word, what are you trying to do?! I called you dozens of times and you ignored me. I almost snare you with a rope, do you know that?! In the end And let go of the reins, do you think you are a herdsman who has been running on the grassland all his life? Can you ride a horse?! Ah?!"

The wind was whistling in my ears, and the surrounding scenery was galloping forward from behind. The person in front of me had one arm around his waist and the other hand pulled the rein. The anger bursting out of his body seemed to swallow people alive.

Nothing is what it looks like in memory, there is no warm embrace, no eager care, no gentle comfort, and no beauty and happiness brought by the rubbing of the corners of the lips.

This is the reality, this is the destiny, even if he tried his best, he could not get rid of the reality and destiny.

For a moment, sadness came from it, the throat was tight, the fundus of the eyes was sour, tears overflowed from the eye sockets without warning, and flowed down the cheeks, and the remaining strength in the body was whipped away by the ruthless reality at this moment.

Zhuo Tianyi watched these eyes change from ignorance to silence to grievance to tears in an instant, and the instant emotions in them surprised him, and also made him heartbroken and worried.

He quickly pulled the rein to stop the horse, and then rolled over and got off the horse with the person in his arms in his arms, "What's wrong?" He supported Shen Qinglan's back and shook him, feeling a little impatient for a while, "Why are you crying? Did I say something serious? "

The person in the arms didn't answer, but just lowered his face, the wind-blown hair was scattered on his chest, and a few strands slanted down from his forehead and crossed his cheeks, making the whole person look soft and innocent that people can't bear to criticize and only want to pity .

Zhuo Tianyi stretched out his hand to support his face, and brushed away the hair that was wet with tears. The feeling of wet hands made him feel surprised and soft-hearted. This was the second time that Shen Qinglan shed tears in front of him.

The last time was the night before going to Luoying Villa, and he knew the reason, it wasn't for him. This time, he couldn't think of anything that could make Shen Qinglan cry.

Perhaps, he was really scolded and cried.

This thought flashed through my mind, and my heart, which had been tormented by anxiety and worry, suddenly softened, and guilt welled up in my heart, "I'm sorry, I said it too hard, I was too worried about you, and I was afraid that you would fall and get hurt. You shouldn't."

He stretched out his hand to wipe away the remaining tears on Shen Qinglan's face, hugged him into his arms, looked down at his tired and sad look leaning against his chest, and felt so sorry for him.

Isn't this kind of Shen Qinglan the look he's been looking forward to for his protection and pity? It's so rare, so rare, how can he bear to scold her?

He bowed his head and kissed him on the face, "Don't cry, I said too much, I'm sorry." He touched his face with a cool feeling, "Next time I will take you for a ride, I can protect you at any time , and save me from worrying, okay?"

Shen Qinglan closed her eyes, and the words she heard seemed familiar, but now she felt very clearly that this embrace was not the one in memory, no.

Zhuo Tianyi looked at his face carefully, as if he was so sad and powerless that he gave up everything, which also surprised him, after he said a few words, it seemed that he would not be like this.

But Shen Qinglan in this state really makes people want to pity him and protect him. He doesn't want to study too much. Put this person in your arms.

"Shen Qinglan," Zhuo Tianyi whispered in a hoarse voice, "put your heart on me, please? I will treat you well, for the rest of my life, just like now, for the rest of my life, okay? "

The eyes that were close at hand did not open, and the lips did not move. Zhuo Tianyi bent down and pressed his lips lightly on Shen Qinglan's.

The author has something to say: Don't blame Shen Mi for having so many memories, there is no other way, memories are necessary.Whether it's eating lotus seeds, riding a horse, or what else will happen in the future, in short, all kinds of memories and experiences are to realize Shen Mi's psychological separation from Mr. Meng, so as to realize her own growth.

Shen Mi grew up under the influence of Mr. Meng. Mr. Meng is like a father and brother to him. This kind of emotional separation is very painful. I don’t know if it has abused you. Anyway, I have been abused myself.Maybe I'm still not mature enough, so I'm more inclined to Mr. Meng's type.Mr. Zhuo's kind, he must have a strong psychological endurance in order to control him, otherwise he will only be controlled by him.

This chapter is Mr. Zhuo's formal promise to Shen Mi.According to Steinberg's three-factor theory of love, intimacy, passion, and commitment are the three elements of love. If the three are sufficient and balanced, it is a relatively perfect love.From this theory, it can be seen that Mr. Zhuo had passion and commitment to Jiang Mi before, but no intimacy, so he didn't feel very sad when Jiang Mi ran away. It can be seen that love with only passion and commitment is stupid love; Shen Mi, there is no passion and commitment, only intimacy, so this kind of feeling is actually liking; and Shen Mi has all three of them for Mr. Meng, but it is a pity that they are all one-sided, so the secret love is really bitter; Mr. Zhuo To Shen Mi, at the beginning, there was only a promise, and it was a long-term promise within the promise. This was empty love. Therefore, Mr. Zhuo didn't really understand love, and he just asked for it as an item.Up to now, there is some intimacy, passion is naturally there, and it’s not too little (see the chapters where I was locked out N times for details), commitment, from being empty at the beginning to being sincere now, is also a great improvement up.

So, as long as Shen Mi transfers the love for Mr. Meng to Mr. Zhuo, Mr. Zhuo will increase the intimacy and passion for Shen Mi more, um, basically it will be complete, and my foot wrap can be put on. ENDed. :)